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I Sometimes Get Scared Of Myself

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    Cutting Helps The Pain, - I have been an on and off cutter for many years, don't get me wrong I know it's not good and I know I shouldn't do it however when things are at there...
    Feb 17, 2013

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    I Get This Feeling! - Sometimes I can get to emotional and get hurt and its that kind of pain I hate the most, and so I want to go to that all to familiar place and cut it out, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I'm scared all the time....
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    I always tell myself never to be awkward and to be out there and confident! Most of the time I am, but it can take a while for me to get comfortable with people and then the true...
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    It happened again.. I can't believe it. I seem to be a magnet for these people. Do I look like a sl*t or wh*re or something? It seems like it sometimes.. It happened two weeks ago...
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    the ocean is pretty and everything, I love to look at it and go to swim in it sometimes when im out doing something fun with he family and I don't want to be a downer so I just...
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    I haven't been to a therapist, and therefore haven't been diagnosed with anything. However, I can feel my mind just eating away at itself, and I'm becoming very paranoid. I believe...
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    In my home is where I feel alone the most. I live with my two older brothers and my dad. They are such ****** sometimes I wish I was with my mum. Surrounded by other women not by...
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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
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    I always have a light on. I cannot go to sleep with out one on. I am scared of what can hide in the dark since i know what i can hide in the dark side of me. I am terrified of...
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    .....I cut myself for the first time about 3 weeks ago.... It stung. I remember the night so clearly. I was depressed because I found out my crush had sex with another girl when I...
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    I'm looking to find myself again is it ok that I go places by myself for example bars, movies, restaurants?
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    I am not used to telling anyone anything of this sort. So other than my girlfriend of six years no one else knows the inner battle that I have been fighting. When I say every male...
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    ManicRomantic ManicRomantic 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    Any time I try to talk with people I don't know, I get scared. I don't know why. Even when I tell myself things like, "I'm happy being who I am!" I do still shut down around...
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    Do you think I'm stupid? I see what you write, it's so very obvious you like her; I can practically see you screaming your feelings. Every post gives me a sinking feeling... The...
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    I am scared of my younger brother. He is about 10 years old but he is an extremely destructive person. He has continually hurt my family, myself included. He hits, kicks, throws...
    MannedOrbRex MannedOrbRex 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    For some reason, he sees something in me that I cannot see myself. He makes me feel like I can do anything, that I am capable of becoming everything I never dared to hope I could...
    whyyyyu whyyyyu 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I have my reasons...not scared of friendship but loving ones...when you give all you´ve got to give...when you put your life in someone else´s hands...when you are...
    SweetNancy SweetNancy 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 28

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    It's more of I'm scared I might lose somebody I need
    smilezlove143 smilezlove143 13-15, F Mar 30