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I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    It's Like They Are Not Even Mine...

    Am I really the one who thinks up those thoughts? Am I? Or is it someone else... someone else inside of me?
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    [filler: my entire life I've been on medicine and at one point I had hallucinations and anxiety so there's a part of my life that is confusing to look back at.] I've been having...
    Nanders01 Nanders01 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    I sometimes forget things, not all the time but often enough for it to be a pain in the A$$, it's seems to be a side effect of some medications I have been prescribed in the past...
    alittlebitnaughty alittlebitnaughty 46-50, M Oct 6

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    Every time you touch me I get breathless. But as the song goes, I've got one less problem without ya.. and I know I have to keep you at the curb. Sorry! I finally learned my lesson...
    writerchic writerchic 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I'm mostly sweet and I try to be nice to everyone but I do have quite a lot of fire in me. Some might call me a calm personality which I am for the most of the time but when my...
    Careisla Careisla 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I just think about random things at night which keeps up and I just want to fall into a deep sleep
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Sep 20

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    I'm a Leo! I can be sweet but if you cross me out come the claws and the sweet little kitty cat is gone before you know it
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 18 hrs ago

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    I worry just way to much but lately it has gotten out of control, I feel that certain OCD are becoming brought to my awareness just now because of it. I consistently need to check...
    Writersguilt Writersguilt 18-21, F Sep 24

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    Listen . I have got two years to do my best in studying . But guess what ? I sometimes have no motivation . I lose my energy and it really sucks . I have started over to be like...
    patrickpatterson patrickpatterson 18-21, M Sep 26

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    I'm a wordy girl - I apologize in advance.... In my college English class my Prof asked us to write about the thing that scared us most in the world. I wrote about being afraid I...
    annaj5 annaj5 31-35 Sep 26

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    I have a mini fridge by my bed to keep milkshake and soda in, but I sometimes have some snacks there too such as sausage rolls and cheese. Now I just need a mini freezer to keep...
    ChloeMiller ChloeMiller 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Okay so very touchy subject generally, so just thought i'd say prior i don't mean to offend anyone just expressing some of my opinion's. I'm not particularly religious was born...
    curranjm curranjm 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Sometimes, you just need to go on a sail boat for a long distance to truly discover what is the thing that you exactly yearn for. You might have to swim .. fight against the waves...
    SwanLake78 SwanLake78 36-40, F 6 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    There once lived a man who built a castle for his princess. He had fought hard to gain her trust, through presents, compliments and promises of him being her one true love, her...
    bettyboo1965 bettyboo1965 41-45, F Sep 20

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    I've always suffered from anxiety and thoughts and worries that would pop into my head at random. They used to revolve around disease or paranormal/religious thoughts, and even...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F Oct 8

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    I sometimes cant get them out of my head! I don't know why I have the suicidal thoughts! I have a great life with everything, a family a house! A good job at a grocery store (I...
    HopeBright44 HopeBright44 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 20

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    China will take over the world with electric people. So, ok, they have cheaper products and everything, yes, but I don´t mean commercially. What if, WHAT IF they were making...
    Ankokushin Ankokushin 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Hm IF i were hugged, would i have the courage to hug back? Hm or would i just make a joke? Hm and how would u know when u like-like someone and isnt just a wrong thought? Hm i have...
    Crossfire14 Crossfire14 13-15, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Sometimes, it just needs to be a little quiet for things to work properly.
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    And sometimes I never want to leave those thoughts. Not because they are good just because I love thinking. Even if it makes me cry. It feels good to get the tears out
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    I'm not sure if I'm really glad about this. I am sometimes, but not always. My huge problem is the way I think. The way I think about people and their opinions (about me...
    Wejlo Wejlo 16-17, M 3 Responses Oct 1

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    Well it's been 6 months with 10.5 to go. It hasn't been easy but we are becoming stronger together everyday. I miss him so much. I'm lucky to have him close by. We talk almost...
    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72 41-45, F 9 hrs ago

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    If my wife (if I had one) ever asked me if love her with all my heart, I would reply, "No, because I can't just have you in my heart but also myself, my family, and all those who...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster 22-25, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Do you ever think about those "almost relationships"? The ones where you meet someone, click, feelings start to develop and then it just stops. It's over before it even had the...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 18 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Imagine how weird it would be to be a hamster or mouse and have food In front of you that's bigger than you.... I want to be a hamsyer😂😂😂
    cali0ne cali0ne 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Sometimes I wonder if my own heart is another ocean Full of treasure waves of emotion Sometimes I wonder if I can shut it off We follow rules thinking by following orders We will...
    sapphirescorpion sapphirescorpion 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I really really really like this guy. This Crush has been going on since year 9 and now I'm year 12, however I haven't got the guts to to tell him. Basically I'm a really shy...
    Anonlovexoxo Anonlovexoxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    Sometimes I dream of the frightening things that had happened to me. I would wake up crying. Even when I moved on, My past will never go away.
    wish4love wish4love 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I used to believe in soul mates. I used to crave a "romantic movie" type romance, but what I have learned from love is this: it is anything but the ideal picture that the media...
    PerspectiveDetective PerspectiveDetective 22-25, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    ...for as long as I can remember. I guess I was always this way to an extent, but the depression and anxiety became much more manifest during college and are showing no signs of...
    Scribbler17 Scribbler17 16-17, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I'm 30 years old, a single guy. I'm about to turn 31 soon this month. I hate my current job. A lot of them are a$$holes to me, and in return, I ignore them so i can't really...
    OutFromTheMatrix OutFromTheMatrix 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I have strange thoughts that scare myself. Like what if gravity stopped? What if I die in my sleep? What happens when we die, do we go on? If there is heaven will we remember our...
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F Oct 11

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    I have weird thought processes, sometimes negative and angry. Volatile thoughts and I would never let anyone know, I would be mortified if someone could read my mind. My thoughts...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The Psyche Connection By: Deanna Jaxine Stinson, Paranormal Researcher Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M 14 hrs ago

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    He molested me during childhood (he didn't drink back then) and my mother knew. I'm so sick of living at home...I don't even like looking at him and I can't stand that my parents...
    whereismyl0ve whereismyl0ve 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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