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I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 208 People

    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    It's Like They Are Not Even Mine...

    Am I really the one who thinks up those thoughts? Am I? Or is it someone else... someone else inside of me?
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    I never really would act on these and I definitely didn't ask for them but I don't hate the thoughts either because they're just thoughts. I really think of this only when it comes...
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    There is a small fee for thoughts that are actually useful.
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    thoughts i maybe should not have, but i cant help, they are there and they ae in my brain.
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    I sat down to write because you are all I can think about when the sun has gone down and the place grows quiet. I could do a great many other things with this time, but my heart...
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    I feel like I hit a mental roadblock sometimes. It usually happens when I'm overwhelmed and I'm trying to express myself. Like I feel like I'm talking but words don't come out. I...
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    Last night I went to my daughter's house to spend some time with her and my granddaughter. She is almost two and a bundle of giggles and running around. I was playing with her on...
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    Don’t be scared of the monsters, just look for them. Look to your left, to your right, under your bed, behind your dresser, in your closet but never look up, she hates being seen...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've been feeling like I might die(/"my end will come soon") for quite a while now. Either I'll kill myself or it'll be an accident, but I don't see a future after this year...
    Aamiityy Aamiityy 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    It's 4 30 am and I just woke up from the scariest nightmare ever!!!! •nightmare• I was downtown... On the ledge of a ****** apartment roof hiding behind a vent thing...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I feel like I'm on a roller coaster, I'm constantly going up and down. I feel confident and raring to go one minute and I'm feeling despair, desperate and empty the next. I hate...
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    Sometimes my thoughts really scare me. I usually try to put those thoughts away but sometimes its impossible.
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    Sometimes I can't help it but I just have thoughts about different girls when I see them just what I want to do or would do it's amazing what I would do to some women ... Message...
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    While walking down a field one day, I was trying to get to the other side along the way I passed a police car. Unfortunately I couldn't make it to the other side as the river canal...
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    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 6 days ago

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    It is probably among one of the worst things.. It was not that big and expensive an thing that I lost. But the seeds of mistrust it plants is devastating. Could it had been one...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I know this is long. I want to know if anyone else feels the guilt that I feel and depression or if anyone has similar experiences. Thank you so much for your support. I feel...
    interested0001 interested0001 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    “A country divided against itself can not long endure.” That goes for a company, a couple or a family. That doesn’t mean everyone should have the same opinion, I don’t...
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    Ah, it's quiet. All ready for bed but not quite yet. Needed to sit in the quiet and let the thoughts roam some first. Bundled up in my I-apparently-live-in-the-arctic jammies...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    TheCasualChick TheCasualChick 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Sometimes life can be really hard.
    InnerCalm InnerCalm 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    Sometimes my phone should be taken off me, especially when I'm drunk.
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    I have social anxiety. It is worst when I'm driving. I don't even like drivers behind me - it freaks me out. I'm not a bad driver when I'm calm but in traffic or when there are a...
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    I have at least four, diagnosed. Depression, anxiety, OCD, PTSD... And possible bipolar disorder. - "Mental illnesses. They are no less real than physical illnesses, and often...
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    when I'm around rude people I have to bite my tongue. Only if they could hear my thoughts.
    goodwitch011070 goodwitch011070 41-45, F 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Yesterday night around 4 or 5am Im sleeping and woke up bcuz someone or something was caressing my face and then I felt some sort of energy all over my body my thoughts were to...
    Bluerosered Bluerosered 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    I am going to accept that I am to homemaker now as my wife is the sole breadwinner in our marriage. That fact is now being solidified by the fact that I am also transgendered and...
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    These thoughts I have can not always be swept away, and they are reoccurring throughout the day. When they pop into my head it becomes vivid and my body goes numb and it plays on a...
    chrissed47 chrissed47 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    Yeah, I'll be 16 in about a month. I know I've already posted this a few times before, but this just also goes into something I was thinking about. I remember when I was young and...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago