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    Idk - i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Idk - idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened - it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    But It Is Justified - My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Sometimes.... - I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    Only One Right Now - The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Too Often I Guess - They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    Lingering Thoughts - I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't...
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    This Is True. - My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    Why? - Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such...
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    Confusion - what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts.. - I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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