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I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    It's Like They Are Not Even Mine...

    Am I really the one who thinks up those thoughts? Am I? Or is it someone else... someone else inside of me?
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    just sometimes i have really bad thoughts about myself, not just negative but really violent, horrible ideas about being made to do things or having them done to me. i dont know...
    lamaragymnast lamaragymnast 22-25, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    does anyone else have a feeling that one day theyre just gonna murder someone?
    notgonnabeok notgonnabeok 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Has anyone ever thought Christianity and Evolutionists can be both right? Like the Big Bang. That event can refer to the time when God said 'let there be light'. Right? And...
    LemStark LemStark 13-15, M Aug 2

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    It's sad... The human brain is only capable Maintaining 150 stable relationships Or friendships
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Aug 7

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    George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to Get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so...
    westwoman westwoman 56-60, F 5 days ago

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    does anybody else just get seriously intense urges to hurt or harm someone or something physically for no particular reason???
    bonedecay bonedecay 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Right now I don't know why but I really want to kill my cousin she has done nothing to annoy me yet but I feel like in 1 hour everything is going to change i just hope I can...
    vay123 vay123 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Especially I just type without thinking much. I just write the next words that come to my mind when I start writing something. I change one word and forget to adjust the rest of...
    LeahNl LeahNl 31-35, F Jul 22

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    9 times out of 10 I am sweet, funny, silly even and adorable but when someone pushes my buttons the red-headed Irish temper flares in me and hell hath no fury. Thankfully it's rare...
    writerchic writerchic 36-40, F Aug 4

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    They come and go. I keep having them recently, childhood memories but distorted, and when I'm in them I feel like a little kid again, completely powerless, and I get that...
    Potentiallylovely Potentiallylovely 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    yet sometimes my thoughts show on my face
    luthiern luthiern 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    They're what stop me and I'm no different than most people ,I'm not writing this to tell my story I'm attempting to write what it is that has people remove the power and potential...
    tom67890 tom67890 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 2

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    I have thoughts more tangled than my headphones😩😩😂😂
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 5

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    Yes they do, but what I really love is when they sometimes have that certain look on their face, with mouth open, eyebrows raised and gazing in wide-eyed youthful curiosity. This...
    Cristofori Cristofori 41-45, M Aug 3

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    I have no idea if this really has anything to do with anxiety, and I also have no idea if it's asthma or some other medical thing, hoping someone here can help me since I'm so...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    After hearing the news of Robin Williams I have done some looking at myself. I am very ashamed to admit I have thought about suicide way too much. I really don't think I could do...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    I think my favorite thing about Pac Rim is that it gave us the term drift compatible because in English there is no good way to explain a very deep, often, platonic, love and...
    InhuldibleCrelk InhuldibleCrelk 36-40 8 hrs ago

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    sometimes i focus my mind on this one thought: i know you can read my mind !!!! that way if anyone really can read my mind i will have trapped them.
    Marceline2000 Marceline2000 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    When I was little (from age 2 to about 6), my mother would put on scary masks or draw on her face with my brown magic marker to look scary, and chase me around the house, until I...
    ceruleansee13 ceruleansee13 36-40, F Jul 29

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    How To Have Weird Dreams.... We spend half of our lives asleep and dreaming. Often we wake up fascinated the next morning by what passed in the night when we weren’t even fully...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    I have uncontrolled, random thoughts. They can be very annoying, disturbing, funny or even scary sometimes. And If I'm not careful I'll voice my thoughts sometimes which can be a...
    Matchitehew Matchitehew 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    Ive been thinking for this thing like forever.. when someone says he love me or there was a man who gave his attention to me. I feel frightened at it and I'm slowly keeping the...
    daneean daneean 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    I'm 25 years old, and I've struggled with anxiety for as long as I can remember. Things got particularly bad when I was 11. Due to my mother's alcoholism and other stressors, my...
    kthomas202 kthomas202 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Love is a tricky thing. It varies in intensity and in the specificity of emotions. It is sometimes the most beautiful thing in the world and, at other times, it’s the most horrid...
    Oasisdawn3 Oasisdawn3 18-21, F Jul 22

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    Not a lot of people seem to have heard about BDD. I've even had a few psychiatrists and therapists who had not heard of it. To quickly explain it before I really talk about how it...
    SailingwithSparrows SailingwithSparrows 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    What is the point of wanting to read someones thoughts? I don't want to know what you think about all day, or any random, unnecessary thoughts you are having but...that's not the...
    wenwen14 wenwen14 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    If people were to read my thoughts while I'm in a bad mood, they would be given a very vividly imagination of destruction...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    I used to be to tolerant of everyone and I feel I'm just so intolerant of anyone I sometimes forget how good people can feel. It's like I need constant attention or I feel rejected...
    dancerinadaydream dancerinadaydream 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    This is my first post on EP. I'm so glad I found this app! :) I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD (predominantly inattentive) in the summer of 2011. My first experience with...
    I4n3 I4n3 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 23

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    Well actually you can read my thoughts, but whose to say even that isn't fake? For I don't always display real thoughts even in my own head. Sometimes I tell myself things that are...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F Aug 7

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    Shall I warn people that I'll be spamming this experience group during all of my waking hours today? I shall. Maybe it would be a good idea to just group my "random thoughts...
    Ridiculousity Ridiculousity 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    The most frightening experience of my life happened to be when I was very young. I can't remember exactly how young I was. definitely before I was 10. But it was swimming class...
    Movingpicture Movingpicture 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    My name is Garrett and I am 23 years old. I was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes when I was 12. Every day since then insulin and needles have been an integral part of my life. It's...
    GarrettTheGinge GarrettTheGinge 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    I feel so depressed sometimes I dnt even know the reason why i am sad.I feel so differant like lost,alone even if everything is fine but im not happy inside and i feel like its...
    MagiCizMe MagiCizMe 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 30

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    The most confusing part is seeing things relate to you everywhere. Half the time it feels like something is toying with me. Some examples; Having a nightmare a demon raped me then...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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