I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

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    Ugly thoughts, thoughts

    that have no place in my hand, for they are cruel in nature, and that's not who I want to be. Thoughts full of rage and subdued hatred, it's something that shocks me, but then, I just accept it, if that's how I really feel, then so be it.
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    Jan 15

    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2008

    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13
    18-21, F
    Feb 18, 2013

    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie
    18-21
    Nov 15, 2013

    I tend to have these irrational thoughts in my

    head everyday and I have been dealing with this since freshman year in high school; mind you that I'm a college freshman now and 19 years old. My mind can obsess over anything such as how I am laughing, making conversation, how things are happening, or even making actions. It's...
    SearchingForABetterDay SearchingForABetterDay
    18-21, M
    Nov 20, 2015

    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie
    18-21
    Nov 15, 2013

    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 27, 2008

    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2010

    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 23, 2009

    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie
    18-21
    Nov 15, 2013

    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2009

    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2013
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