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I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

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    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    It's Like They Are Not Even Mine...

    Am I really the one who thinks up those thoughts? Am I? Or is it someone else... someone else inside of me?
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    Lthayer2011 Lthayer2011 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    [filler: my entire life I've been on medicine and at one point I had hallucinations and anxiety so there's a part of my life that is confusing to look back at.] I've been having...
    Nanders01 Nanders01 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    I have nasty thoughts that keep me hard all night when my wife goes asleep without us having sex
    Hornyopencouple Hornyopencouple 36-40, M Sep 20

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    It's been almost a year since we had a birth mom back out of an adoption. It is incredibly heartbreaking and I still think of him everyday. I wish I could have had the opportunity...
    Ag0405 Ag0405 22-25, F Sep 16

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    Every time you touch me I get breathless. But as the song goes, I've got one less problem without ya.. and I know I have to keep you at the curb. Sorry! I finally learned my lesson...
    writerchic writerchic 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    the main one to keep me up so late, is the thought of never finding true happiness. once i feel like something is going right, it's taken from me in an instant.
    summasun summasun 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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    I just think about random things at night which keeps up and I just want to fall into a deep sleep
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Sep 20

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    I worry just way to much but lately it has gotten out of control, I feel that certain OCD are becoming brought to my awareness just now because of it. I consistently need to check...
    Writersguilt Writersguilt 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Listen . I have got two years to do my best in studying . But guess what ? I sometimes have no motivation . I lose my energy and it really sucks . I have started over to be like...
    patrickpatterson patrickpatterson 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Because I have thoughts like, Is the 's' silent in scent or is the 'c' silent? 😳
    AlyseJay AlyseJay 16-17, F 12 Responses Sep 18

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    once again, I dreamt about her. although I cannot remember the full dream, I do remember being in a crowded area. I was with a few friends when I saw her from behind. her long...
    exiled11 exiled11 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    When people ask me how old I am, and I tell them I'm 15. Most of them don't belive me. They say I can trust them and tell them my real age. I even had people tell me I'm to young...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    I don't think I have pica syndrome or if it's just a nutrition deficiency but when I get a bath or something I sometimes have a chew on the sponge or something because I like the...
    lucymichelle lucymichelle 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I'm a wordy girl - I apologize in advance.... In my college English class my Prof asked us to write about the thing that scared us most in the world. I wrote about being afraid I...
    annaj5 annaj5 31-35 3 days ago

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    My body craves for the touch of mashed potatoes, the soft white flesh of the vegetable sliding on my body. I haven't slept in fifteen days. Only the beautify rapturous gooey white...
    Katiepoohmm Katiepoohmm 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    There once lived a man who built a castle for his princess. He had fought hard to gain her trust, through presents, compliments and promises of him being her one true love, her...
    bettyboo1965 bettyboo1965 41-45, F Sep 20

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    Sometimes the beauty of nature stalls my thinking... It makes me realise how alone a human being can be at times... 
    HPage HPage 46-50, M 2 hrs ago

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    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Sep 7

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    I've only told one person about this my entire life, and now that person is no longer in my life yet even then, I didn't tell him the whole truth. Such is my disease. I am a...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    One could say I've had it all. Beautiful loving wife, four healthy children, a good career more ups than downs. But I lived with a secret that scared me to the core but I could not...
    MichelleReneeEdwards MichelleReneeEdwards 46-50, T 2 hrs ago

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    One could say I've had it all. Beautiful loving wife, four healthy children, a good career more ups than downs. But I lived with a secret that scared me to the core but I could not...
    MichelleReneeEdwards MichelleReneeEdwards 46-50, T 2 hrs ago

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    Alot of my thoughts are so random. I'll think about one thing and before I even finish that thought I move on to a very unrelated topic. My mind bounces around though. It also...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    I sometimes cant get them out of my head! I don't know why I have the suicidal thoughts! I have a great life with everything, a family a house! A good job at a grocery store (I...
    HopeBright44 HopeBright44 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    Ok, so I haven't been officially diagnosed with DID but this is the most active place for dissociative issues and I need some input. Hope I don't offend anyone. Thanks. Here goes...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I have seen a lot of people on EP and in real life throwing this word around like a hot potato. The two most inappropriately used words in this generation, in my personal opinion...
    AlexandriaDark AlexandriaDark 18-21, F Aug 30

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    Hi, I'm Eden, and I have problems: depression, schizophrenia, OCD, and symptoms seen in psychopaths and sociopaths. I feel terrified of myself. I can't believe that my brain...
    FlyingToHell FlyingToHell 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 30

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    They say within the first 5 to 10 minutes after waking up you tend to forget 95 percent of your dreams. This has only applied to me in rare occasions as I seem to vividly remember...
    sash227 sash227 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I honestly hate my thoughts sometimes more than anything in this world and wish there was something I could do to get rid of them. I can go through a normal day and some annoying...
    michael198121 michael198121 26-30 Sep 10

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    At times when I am overwhelmed by all the many different thoughts and feelings running through me the only way I can release them is by writing it all down. sometimes it makes...
    sweetpea6200 sweetpea6200 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I have no control over what thoughts, pop in my head. I have incredibly mean, sarcastic, even vile things pop in there sometimes. Sometimes they come out of nowhere, I have no idea...
    Luvhugeuptop Luvhugeuptop 46-50, M 4 Responses Sep 18

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    I have a lot of things. It's weird how I go on my daily life blending in with everyone else while my head is so chaotic. I have split personality: the other personality I have is...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    i was always sad and angry when i was a kid and thought of suicide has been constantly on my mind. the earliest i can remember i can remember was when i was 9 years old. i don't...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Sometimes I have stupid thoughts. I try to be a good human as possible but it fails. Sometimes my sister and mom can get pissed at me for not being great but I try! Sometimes why...
    DysfunctionalPiano DysfunctionalPiano 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    Actions.We act in many ways. Sometimes it is triggered by an impulse, sometimes we are conditioned to act in a certain way and sometimes we put thought and pre-mediate on it...
    angelicsmiles angelicsmiles 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    And sometimes I never want to leave those thoughts. Not because they are good just because I love thinking. Even if it makes me cry. It feels good to get the tears out
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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