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I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

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    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    It's Like They Are Not Even Mine...

    Am I really the one who thinks up those thoughts? Am I? Or is it someone else... someone else inside of me?
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Sometimes when I feel anxious there is a clear cause, something I am obsessing about or avoiding. But sometimes, like today, I just seem to feel a sense of dread for no clear...
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    Have you looked at clouds from both sides now? Tears and fears .... I really don't know life ... At all!
    AF00lishHeart AF00lishHeart 46-50, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Actually, it isn't that random... I am a member of EP so I may write my thoughts; the good ones and the not so good ones. Comments are welcomed and appreciated even if they are to...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 9 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    SRI'S - well I have had one experience in my life where I was given anti depressant by mistake a time. I had gone to the pharmacy that day and locally over here , sometimes we...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko 36-40, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Have I mentioned I am Canadian ! And proud of it!
    AF00lishHeart AF00lishHeart 46-50, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I have my daughter at the hospital. and I want to get out of here. the monitor keeps going off in the room beside us, and it's bringing back memories I don't want to remember. ugh...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    You are but a side project and that is all. The outcome of this project is dependent on you but no one else. The project shall have a plus effect on me yet effecless if doesn't...
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M 6 hrs ago

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    I am so pissed off and so angry for see a lot add me to their list and most never hear from them. I am normal person who just feel bored and do like to have a conversation that can...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Someone asked me today if i am happy. Now why dissect so much. I enjoy, laugh a lot and smile at everyone I even briefly know. I have no idea if that translates into happiness and...
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have just decided it's best to be undecided!
    AF00lishHeart AF00lishHeart 46-50, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I think about being impregnated over and over again. I fantasize about my boyfriend making me submit to him and forcing me to bear his children. To be honest, I have thought about...
    cuddleraptor cuddleraptor 26-30, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    ONLY A DREAM part 1 It’s 2am, like almost every evening, my insomnia flirts with the night, as I look outside, I can see the sky showering on the window, lights illuminates the...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    if u wanna see me I have pics in my album but private so add me x)
    Jibeisan Jibeisan 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    i think sometimes i was better not knowing i had all these -isms. i am tired of feeling broken and not worthy. i have to talk myself up every day sometimes hundreds of times a day...
    LITVET LITVET 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

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    I think if something can kill me. It will be this for have no one out there to talk with. I mean talk and not the whole naughty first thing people start a conversation with. Hate...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 15 hrs ago

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    I have not yet being diagnosed but my doctor believes I may have endometriosis. I was always told by others the level of period pain I felt was not normal. It would be so bad to...
    Caitbeee Caitbeee 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Times like these are when I need someone the most. When there’s something going on that I can’t find the words to explain and I’m alone with my thoughts and shallow breaths...
    Yorkshirelad86 Yorkshirelad86 26-30, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I am an 18years old girl. I love being independent . I love to socialise and meet different people. I like hanging out with friends . I like talking on phone and I like social...
    joxyz joxyz 18-21, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I didn't want to share this on this site. She's... the best part about my life. We get along fantastically well. She's my best friend, as cheesy as it sounds. She's the hot pretty...
    girlinwhite girlinwhite 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    I woke up at 6:40 this morning to my little sister knocking on the door. I had told them to wake me up when they woke up the night before so I'd make them breakfast. I rolled out...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    Yes. I do. I do talk myself a lot. Not just feeling. Now im tired of my thoughts. Im bored of my thoughts. I need to read. I need to communicate. I need to listen. I need to work...
    beingprecious beingprecious 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Not because of being scared to die, I've been close enough to know that it's not frightening, the part that scares me is if I take myself out, it's going to be a creative and...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Not me But my husband he wets the bed and sometimes have accidents doing the day, i dont know what to do
    katherine84 katherine84 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am so glad that people can't read my thoughts. Sometimes my thoughts are not good, they are not pure, and sometimes they scare me, so I guess its a very good thing that people...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I experienced my first derealization panic attack at 10 years old. I always had anxiety over one thing or another, at times to the point of sheer panic. One day, laying in my bed...
    Arekaycee Arekaycee 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Especially sometimes when I'm standing close to you, my thoughts are of you; of How much I just want to run my lips so softly from your neck to the bottom of your legs. Then...
    shelikesher shelikesher 70+ 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Daily I go for work n come back n sleep in tosh daily schedule I do like to be alone in my break time with my thoughts
    harryben22 harryben22 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    So this is embarrassing to admit, but my teeth are in poor shape because I didn’t take care of them for years. I haven’t had dental insurance for 8 years and when I went back...
    SpilledSecrets SpilledSecrets 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    THE WHITE LADY One of the creepiest, and earliest - experiences that I can remember is the ghost of an elderly woman who would visit me at night when I was a little girl. The...
    littlelostfox littlelostfox 18-21, F Jun 26

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    Mini history of the development of my inner world, because I'm bored. Starting with early years. My first memories start when I was 3 years old. I experienced vivid...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F