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I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

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    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    It's Like They Are Not Even Mine...

    Am I really the one who thinks up those thoughts? Am I? Or is it someone else... someone else inside of me?
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    I play out murdering people in my head and see and imagine every detail of how I would from tormenting first then slowlt killing them so precisely to which too savor their screams...
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    But do waste time wondering. Codependancy requires that.
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    Myths about the top 10 most common mental illnesses: 10. Antisocial Personality Disorder: Myth: Somebody who avoids social interaction is “antisocial”. Truth: Many people...
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    I can't help but have these terrible violent thoughts about strangers, and people/things I love...Or even myself. Sometimes the thoughts become so obsessive, I have dreams about it...
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    Just wanted to share my thoughts with you guys. I sometimes have good days and bad days. There are times that I try not to think about the hair and live my life as a "normal...
    Bettyr94 Bettyr94 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I don’t know if it is normal to have suicidal thoughts, but I do get them from time to time. I don’t understand why I get them, because honestly when my life is good. As long...
    Secret179688 Secret179688 18-21 Mar 23

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    This isn't a very positive one...but I remember that in the 2nd grade I didn't have friends to play with during recess. My only friend Juan was held back and was embarrassed so he...
    XxWolverinaxX XxWolverinaxX 18-21 3 Responses a week ago

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    I remember each time I tried. Ages 9-10, I couldn't keep the shoe string tied around my neck, because someone came into my bedroom. Ages 11-12, I couldn't find a place discrete...
    blindangel92 blindangel92 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    It's torture. I get triggered by certain letter sounds, chewing, smacking, and certain hand/body movements. When I hear or see these triggers, I have all the emotions of being...
    DreamsAreReal1 DreamsAreReal1 16-17, F Mar 8

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    Hi Folks, Thought I was the only Nut, Happy to know I'm Not. I am now in my 66th year. A young 66. I am not average for my age. My husband and I Love to go for rides on our Harley...
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    Sometimes people keep their pain to themselves, year after year. Some their whole life. Maybe they tried reaching out only to be rejected. Maybe there was never a safe place to let...
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    I am sometimes antisocial. and by sometimes I mean all the time.
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I'm so tired of being judged based on my stories and experiences. Like yeah, I have some experiences that may not be the ones I'm proud of, but I have them as my experiences...
    TheArtisticOne TheArtisticOne 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Happiness is best achieved through living an ethical life. A good life is a happy life. Good relations and taking responsibility not only make a happy life possible; they are...
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    As the light eats away at the darkest part of my mind I feel as If I'm not long for this world, the end is nigh and I believe it utterly. This uncomfortable feeling of light is...
    DemonOfTheWest DemonOfTheWest 18-21, M Mar 23

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    Sh-t happens and life just keeps on going. It's crazy and frightening and beautiful somehow, after you've caught your breath.
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    I quite believe I had a couple of ghostly encounters through my life and strangely both if them occurred in Brighton (a sea side British city in the south east of the uk near...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I spent a lot of time late at night on my own with my thoughts. Sometimes it can be a tough thing but it's also quite a good thing some nights. I end up being able to think more...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 6

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    Everyday we learn new things from our problems and experiences also from hearing other people problems, experiences and thoughts it make as sometimes see our life in different way...
    Beyondtheseaa Beyondtheseaa 26-30, F Mar 15

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    I am so Glad people can't read my thoughts!! For my day job, I work as an elevator operator in an apartment building in New York City... My job consists of me taking the buildings...
    JayBigNyc JayBigNyc 36-40, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    My Continuation of my Trichotillomania Story: Part 2: Healing Journey… Out of the darkness into the sun… Breakaway…. Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall...
    ninja5593 ninja5593 18-21, F Mar 20

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    Fairness - this is one attribute , that if each human practice into everyday life, the world and our lives would run alot more smoother. Even in relationships, I understand that...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko 31-35, M 4 Responses Mar 1

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    I hate how one day I am ready to face challenges, I am fully optimistic, proud of what I do and ready to present myself. I am eager to know new people and new places. But the next...
    OpenlyHonestly OpenlyHonestly 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 5

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    So my ability to socialise has improved throughout the years, apparently my socialising cup dries up really easily and it irritates and frightens me if I am forced to further...
    atirasisactuallybackwards atirasisactuallybackwards 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I up until today gave human beings my full loyalty- always holding back - always hoping - always waiting - now time to cross that chain - and unto the God side in full - in life...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    There are so many things on my mind that to even try to articulate them is hard. Where to start , how to explain,,even this creates more chaos within. Therein lies the crux of my...
    Jadelicious Jadelicious 26-30, F 3 days ago

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