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I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

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    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    It's Like They Are Not Even Mine...

    Am I really the one who thinks up those thoughts? Am I? Or is it someone else... someone else inside of me?
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    I’ve posted about this before as have others, but this time it’s a bit different. Yes there are attractive women I work with that I have fantasized about and wondered what if...
    alteregoeleven alteregoeleven 46-50, M 2 Responses 39 mins ago

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    Windows 10 is set to be released tomorrow, July 29th. Why that date, who the hell knows. Microsoft has offered free copies to roughly 30 million users. I suppose I will partake...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 2 Responses 42 mins ago

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    I wish I have a Television in my room.
    spacejack spacejack 31-35, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I have had them that is. I used a douche yesterday morning because my boyfriend was coming over and it seemed like it was the just discharge part of my period like, it was...
    melody477 melody477 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    @jdawgspice -- sometimes I'll just take a random pic of the day and sometimes I'm obsessed with selfies
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    Sometimes i get really tired of living after feeling like i disappointed so many people
    thecrystaltan thecrystaltan 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Any one else feel this weird sometimes ? I love love love my close friends . They are like my sisters . I love hanging out with them . But I hate being in large crowds . I was at...
    Jini25 Jini25 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    This is going to sound really strange to most. I have a thing for crying. I wouldn't call it a fettttttsh - that's a real thing btw, a crying fetttttttsh does exist - but I find it...
    Storiesnotforthefaintofheart Storiesnotforthefaintofheart 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Every time that I'm with someone I'm just feel like they don't want me there and I sometimes think I'm better alone
    winterblood winterblood 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Usually because I feel like I have so little control over my own thoughts and actions. I'm a lazy, undisciplined mess. I kinda want to go to therapy to tackle some of my issues...
    mikowee mikowee 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    Am not here to control anyone. i dont have any scanner inside me to detect whats goin inside ur brain.So If anyone feels uncomfortable to talk to me just tell and leave. It would...
    coolguy5544 coolguy5544 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    These days, I have some trouble with my bladder and intestine. So for the night, I wear a diaper. It is comfortable and help me sleep like a baby. The diaper is also useful for a...
    babadiaper babadiaper 31-35, M 10 hrs ago

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    I'm blessed to live the life I live 🙏 I was born into a functional family full of love. It's not even about the money or materials we have . I'm just grateful for the love...
    Slayoncee Slayoncee 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    I sometimes have these strange memories of certain shows I use to watch as a child. One memory I have is an episode of punky brewster where the school was having a dress up where...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    I sometimes use poetry to get sad thoughts out of my head, temporarily. This is one I wrote today: In My Head I know I need help, I've been begging for it for years, But only...
    LonelyGirlLex LonelyGirlLex 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    First off I am not a violent person. But I do have very bad thoughts. Thoughts of me beating the s*** out of someone, like a bully. I saw this video on Youtube a few days ago...
    bfsd150 bfsd150 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Being can sometimes be destructive ... You and your thoughts ... Dont let ur mind wander too far and it does get out ... Leave ... Watch some funny clips ... Call a friend...
    rb47 rb47 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    It is a difficult challenge that I face. Sometimes I just be lonely. The feeling always pass. I love to study and write poems when I am alone. Sometimes I have the greatest...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I have sexual thoughts...
    DeathBear8130 DeathBear8130 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just wonder sometimes that if anyone read my diary what will be the thought process. Will it get revealed that its all fireworks of my brains,my fantasy .The BS I write everyday...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 4 days ago

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    I am a scared college student. Honestly I feel lost. I'm not sure if posting on here will help, but I feel like reaching out is a start. I am a 21yo college student living in...
    TheTubz TheTubz 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My daughter has been diagnosed with PMDD, I always knew she had problems since she started her periods. She is now 32 and 3 years ago she had an ectopic pregnancy which resulted...
    Jpbkf1957 Jpbkf1957 56-60, F 6 days ago

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    So, I just remember this bad dream I had last night (which I sometimes worry about the possibility of in real life). I remember that I was hurting, and ended up having lumps, and...
    KittyCassidy KittyCassidy 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm just going to babble for a bit. There's no real point to any of this, so I don't think it'll end up coherent. I woke up early with cramps shooting down my legs. Poor...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have epilepsy and I have had several epileptic seizures in the past. Occasionally I will have a seizure at school and sometimes it kind of freaks the other kids out when I have...
    laurenholliday laurenholliday 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes I wonder why we get so consumed in petty thoughts or petty worries that don't mean a whole lot in the long run. Theres so much to enjoy in the moment and so much to milk...
    MissFrosty MissFrosty 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have thoughts that would make my therapist gasp
    sexyogalover sexyogalover 26-30, F 15 Responses Jul 20

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    For me it's not so much about personal relationships as it is about the world at large. I have trouble trusting myself to make the "right" decisions, and I have trouble trusting in...
    AluraDawn AluraDawn 22-25, F Jul 18

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    A year ago, my heart was an aching mess - a hurt organ with pain resonating from it's dingy chambers and broken strings. It was a stranger to the ray of hope, of optimism. It...
    ArcticNorah ArcticNorah 16-17, F Jul 18

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    Its just sometimes when I am sitting on roof of my house and watching stars... Random thoughts struck me quite often. I mean all I could think of these days. Those deep thoughts...
    LittleCreates LittleCreates 22-25, M 1 Response