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I Sometimes Have Thoughts That Frighten Me

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    This Is True.

    My thoughts are so powerful- so powerful my friend believes in that whole "good things come to you by good thoughts," she belives that I have the power to control my life with my thoughts. She thinks when something happens to me, it's that I brought it on myself. Like if I was...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    Too Often I Guess

    They will never truly go away... no matter what meds I take or what happiness I find I feel that darkness every day. It's something I've grown up with, a part of me like my freckles. Just something that I know is there and I may not always give it attention or acknowledge its...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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    Idk

    idk , everything seemed so real , then reality hit me , but it was to late
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    I Just Dont Know Wth Happened

    it all started with one simple idea and then it just took of from there : /
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    Confusion

    what is this mist of confusion? what are theses vapors of dark?I must escape from this pain, I can't hide, can't run away from it, can't do anything but to watch and wait.Wait to feel this confusion overtake me then leave again. It always comes and goes, the time of wich i never...
    wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    Lingering Thoughts

    I have an over active imagination...i used to carve words into my skin...sometimes i wonder what kind of pictures i could draw with a razorblade.....i haven't done things like that in months..but the thought lingers
    gummybear13 gummybear13 18-21, F Feb 18, 2013

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    Why?

    Why are my thoughts so cruel to me? Recently, they have been so bad that the moment they pop into my head, I instantly break down... Why mind? Why do you think of such horrible things..?
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    It's Like They Are Not Even Mine...

    Am I really the one who thinks up those thoughts? Am I? Or is it someone else... someone else inside of me?
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    Sometimes....

    I do sometimes have thoughts that frighten me, though it happens less & less frequently. Up until this time last year all I ever had were thoughts that frightened me. Suicide was really the only thing that was ever on my mind & it got to the point that I just...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2008

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    But It Is Justified

    My frightening thought is due to the anger i have at my husband for his emotional affairs, lieing, and blaming me for his lack of being a man and doing the right thing. What is it, i want to cut his balls off and hang them from the ceiling fan so he can watch them go round and...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Only One Right Now

    The only thought that scares me atm is a life without you.....................
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2009

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    Battle..? Strange Thoughts..

    I have strange thoughts that frighten me lately.. they've grown worse in the past few months.. I have thoughts that a battle is approaching.. and the feeling that I have to help fight in it. These thoughts tell me that I have to fight soon, and that if I fail the world will fall...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    Idk

    i dont want to get anyone involved , and i wont , no need to get them involved in anything , this is gonna be my mess
    BillyBonnie BillyBonnie 18-21 Nov 15, 2013

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    I'm a wordy girl - I apologize in advance.... In my college English class my Prof asked us to write about the thing that scared us most in the world. I wrote about being afraid I...
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    Okay so very touchy subject generally, so just thought i'd say prior i don't mean to offend anyone just expressing some of my opinion's. I'm not particularly religious was born...
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    After a year or knowing each other in a dating site, he came to visit me. We live in very different countries, but he decided to come over me. Has been very difficult to me falling...
    daelene daelene 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    i feel so alone Most of the people use me and through out i don't know what to do sometimes i felt very bad about this kind of people are in this world suppose they want anything...
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    I've always suffered from anxiety and thoughts and worries that would pop into my head at random. They used to revolve around disease or paranormal/religious thoughts, and even...
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    I'm not sure how people would take my thoughts if they would fully come out. I have to censor myself a lot cause I already have problems making friends & it's not that many like...
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    I have IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome). I've always had a very sensitive digestive system, but it became really bad in 2010-2011. It was triggered because I had severe depression...
    spacepixie spacepixie 22-25, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    The things where other people's negative opinions don't bother me few, but random. I don't totally understand how I came to not care about other people's thoughts on these things...
    Friability Friability 18-21 4 hrs ago

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    They would either take me and have fun with me or hate me for my craziness and thoughts
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    I know I'm not that old... I'm actually really young! And it's not like I have a bad life, not at all! I have friends, a loving family, a pet, I go to school, get good grades, I...
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    It's hard to notice sometimes but its very unpleasant.. I have a weird problem with how I say my "J" and "H" and "G".. It sucks because my name is Shaun and people think I'm...
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    Sometimes I cannot stop fantasizing about killing people who have offended my senses of justice and respect for basic human dignity. Today I had such an experience: there's this...
    sadconfused707 sadconfused707 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want 2 express my thoughts about life in 13 words It's a story that goes on and on until you hit ...The End...
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    It's like the roof is blown off my house and every now and then it moonsoons..,and everything is soaking wet. That pounding ice cold rain is how my soul feels when I feel the ache...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 6 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    And sometimes I never want to leave those thoughts. Not because they are good just because I love thinking. Even if it makes me cry. It feels good to get the tears out
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    I'm not sure if I'm really glad about this. I am sometimes, but not always. My huge problem is the way I think. The way I think about people and their opinions (about me...
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    Sometimes I wonder if my own heart is another ocean Full of treasure waves of emotion Sometimes I wonder if I can shut it off We follow rules thinking by following orders We will...
    sapphirescorpion sapphirescorpion 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I really really really like this guy. This Crush has been going on since year 9 and now I'm year 12, however I haven't got the guts to to tell him. Basically I'm a really shy...
    Anonlovexoxo Anonlovexoxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    Sometimes I dream of the frightening things that had happened to me. I would wake up crying. Even when I moved on, My past will never go away.
    wish4love wish4love 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I used to believe in soul mates. I used to crave a "romantic movie" type romance, but what I have learned from love is this: it is anything but the ideal picture that the media...
    PerspectiveDetective PerspectiveDetective 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    ...for as long as I can remember. I guess I was always this way to an extent, but the depression and anxiety became much more manifest during college and are showing no signs of...
    Scribbler17 Scribbler17 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This morning when I woke up, I stupidly went through my pockets and took out my eye drops. I had like no sleep at all and took it out. It was in his car. Now I have to stop smoking...
    JamesGrey19 JamesGrey19 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    fishsweeper fishsweeper 51-55, F 6 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I have strange thoughts that scare myself. Like what if gravity stopped? What if I die in my sleep? What happens when we die, do we go on? If there is heaven will we remember our...
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    I have weird thought processes, sometimes negative and angry. Volatile thoughts and I would never let anyone know, I would be mortified if someone could read my mind. My thoughts...
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