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I Sometimes Have To Fake A Smile

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    I wake up every morning not boing what today will bring I don't wake up with smile no nor a frown but I no if someone see me sad they will ask questions so I go into the bathroom...
    Sarajackson2000 Sarajackson2000 18-21 1 Response Mar 6

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    everyday i where a fake smile so no one know the real pain i go through everyday
    haileeboo1202 haileeboo1202 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I miss being with you all the time. :( but no one cares even you. So, I fake a smile.
    SkylaDee SkylaDee 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Well, they say the biggest smile hides the darkest secret...and i agree with that... I try everyday making people smile and making their day good.. But im actually waiting for...
    rexplayton rexplayton 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    I used to do that...but I can't even fake it anymore.
    biancaxxb biancaxxb 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    This is Happy Kayla, see her face, When things go wrong I put her in place, No one can tell when you see her smile, That I'm dying inside all the while.
    terrywill15 terrywill15 18-21, F Mar 2

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    Im very good in faking. When the sun is up above, I always wear a smile on my face but when the sun is hiding, tears are flowing down. I think all the hurts that I am feeling can...
    avienavie avienavie 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I hate myself for it but i do it everyday I leave for work, hold open doors, and wish everyone a good morning with a smile When the truth is i feel like id be better off dead im a...
    TheLastOfMe TheLastOfMe 22-25, M Mar 13

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    Hate faking a smile every time they ask how i'm feeling, but its just a need to not worry my friends.
    valen01 valen01 13-15, F Mar 15

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    I have been hurt in relationship and my friend betrayed me and I cant deal with it anymoreπŸ˜’
    Alejandra13 Alejandra13 13-15, F Mar 18

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    I try to be perfect, but I feel like I never will be the kind of perfect that I want to be, and that causes me to feel even worse about myself, and then I have to go around smiling...
    Rawritslynne Rawritslynne 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I work in customer service (phone and email). I have been told before that I put too much pressure on myself, and I agree that I do. But I just don't know how NOT to. Well...
    enigma19020 enigma19020 46-50, M Mar 3

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    I put a mask on when I'm in front of others... I make them believe I'm happy when I feel the most terrified, lonely and sad.. They say I'm a bad liar... In reality, I'm a good...
    franmarrburgos franmarrburgos 18-21, F Mar 14

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    Nobody in my day to day life know what I'm enduring inside. They think I'm a happy go lucky kind of person who's confident and witty. That can't be any further from the truth...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    Everyone's laughing and talking. Bubble tea and karaoke. No one notices when I leave the room with my computer. If I run into them in the hallway then I tell them I went to the...
    terrywill15 terrywill15 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    6:53 pm Someone told me that i'm always looking at my phone and could get eye sickness it just that i'm too bored
    aishahGhaz aishahGhaz 18-21, F Mar 3

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    why do u hide I hide because if I show that I am troubled my group will jump on to make me feel better but I'm know as a leader of leaders they look to me for strength
    ggbeauty ggbeauty 16-17 2 Responses Mar 5

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    A holiday and my spouse hadn't come home the night before or during said holiday.I've got to get through w/out crying or showing our children how very hurt,sad,angry and really...
    bNangela4u bNangela4u 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    Giving up on life, I quit ........................
    eaj2088 eaj2088 26-30, M Mar 12

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    Guess nobody cares as usual
    eaj2088 eaj2088 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    I feel out of sorts for 4 days I'm running away idc if my husband gets mad at me...but I'm running away . I'm tired of the world ...and annoying people who say the same dumb jokes...
    imissdnce imissdnce 26-30, F Mar 13

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    So tired of feeling depressed and acting like everything is okay when its really not πŸ˜”
    dawwnn dawwnn 16-17, F Mar 15

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    But then the dark night comes and the sadness keeps me awake and I just wish I knew how to stop my feelings... I wish I could turn off every feeling that make me sad and I could...
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01 13-15, M 7 Responses Mar 16

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    Not being pretentious but rather I value my privacy... I don't want to talk about it with other people especially if they are nosy and notorious for being backstabbers...
    thelittlemonster thelittlemonster 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    anyone wanna talk? message me
    recoveringteen00 recoveringteen00 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Dont ask if Im ok. please just hug me without any words.
    goodwitch011070 goodwitch011070 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Anyone out there struggle with DID? Interested in finding out more and understanding better
    anniefranhazel anniefranhazel 56-60, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hell yes I agree with this groups Name. It says it all
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    But do waste time wondering. Codependancy requires that.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 10

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    I'm having a major bad hair day today, and I feel like crap with these allergies πŸ˜¨πŸ˜«πŸ˜©πŸ˜“
    SleepIsLife321 SleepIsLife321 13-15, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    So I wrote in my journal today for the first time in a month which is actually pretty good for me, but here is what I wrote: March 15, 2015 @ 9:21 pm Do you know what sucks the...
    Juliette19 Juliette19 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I honestly cant stand the way people look at me, they look at me and see a ****, I don't see why, ive never slept with anyone, im still young. I have large boobs and a big butt...
    Yumi679 Yumi679 13-15, F Mar 16

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    I've been hiding behind a fake smile for the last 2 days. I play it sooo well everyone has failed to see how I am truly feeling.
    jonbz17 jonbz17 22-25, M Mar 15

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    Everyday I put on a fake smile and pretend everything is fine while in reality, I'm broken. My heart is in shambles. I try to avoid the subject of "her" just so I wont have a...
    dkcorde13 dkcorde13 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Everyday. It's almost impossible for me to get out of bed every morning, but I do. Then I go to work for 8 hours almost everyday than night school twice a week after work. I keep...
    NoRegretsAndNoRemorse NoRegretsAndNoRemorse 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 8

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    Just wanted to share my thoughts with you guys. I sometimes have good days and bad days. There are times that I try not to think about the hair and live my life as a "normal...
    Bettyr94 Bettyr94 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    11 years, 3 break ups... 2 days ago I took my life back. We have two kids who have known life without their father more than life with him. I tried to type all the wrong he has...
    Melanie05 Melanie05 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    This isn't a very positive one...but I remember that in the 2nd grade I didn't have friends to play with during recess. My only friend Juan was held back and was embarrassed so he...
    XxWolverinaxX XxWolverinaxX 18-21 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    it seems like that its bin a long time when i have a selfless friend around...as i do like my friend to be what i am like . regardless from moving on ...its not too nice to know...
    dauntless82 dauntless82 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Im Julia, I was diagnosed with POTS 3 years ago. I went to the mayo clinic pain rehabilitation center last year. They tell you that you shouldn't talk about your pain because it...
    imafluffyunicorn imafluffyunicorn 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    It's torture. I get triggered by certain letter sounds, chewing, smacking, and certain hand/body movements. When I hear or see these triggers, I have all the emotions of being...
    DreamsAreReal1 DreamsAreReal1 16-17, F Mar 8

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