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I Sometimes Just Really Want Desperately to Be Held Forever

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 137 People

    Desperate For Love.

    I'm sitting here alone. Unable to trust anyone fully. I haven't been hugged in 6 months. I haven't felt loved my entire life. I bury it deep. I want to destroy, I'm so angry. I am vulnerable inside I feel like I am going to explode I need to be loved I need to feel loved I need...
    Theblackbeast Theblackbeast 26-30, M Jan 3, 2013

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    Addicted to a Good Thing

    So...my family didn't hold me like families are supposed to.  When I was sad, I didn't go to my parents or my sister.  I relied on my friends.  Only one of them has really been able to handle it.  It's been a rough ride, but I think that story is for another...
    EapanViolinist EapanViolinist 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    I'm Weary

    I need to just crash into someone because I'm out of fuel. I need strong arms around me. I want to nestle into the crook of his neck and just linger there, breathing his cologne. I need my back to be rubbed and my head to be gently kissed. *sigh*
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2008

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    This Is Pervy >.<

    but when my breasts are super sore I just want to be held forever xD lol >.< ... Anywho, I assume that when someone holds you and you know there is another human being there with you, breathing, their heart beating, damn, that must be like the greatest thing ever(:
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 Nov 8, 2011

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    When I Break Down

    Sometime's I just break down, and in those times I need someone to wrap their arms around me and just hold me. They are the only times I don't have strength of my own.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    And I Don't Have Anything To Add

    Because the title of this group just says it all.
    SunnySmile SunnySmile 31-35, F Nov 25, 2010

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,All I want,To be held,Forever more,I desperate,To be held,Especially,When I'm down.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 16, 2011

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    I just woke up. My dreams are so real, real life seems like a bad dream sometimes, a dream. Hope I goto sleep sometime soon and wake up into my real life.
    YokoOnosVision YokoOnosVision 36-40, M Jan 25

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    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    I wonder if there will ever be a time when I can enjoy living and just life itself before I die. I think it would just be easier to give up rather than trying.
    tvd tvd 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    PerthDeeDee83 PerthDeeDee83 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    Getting to know a person whom we can connect with should be like a beautiful slow dance. A dance which makes you aware of your every step and makes you feel every beat of the...
    Idolovemostofyourthoughts Idolovemostofyourthoughts 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    lexilea14 lexilea14 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    How can one go on giving words to their feelings if they will not be believed or heard with a lot of skepticism? Eventually the heart tires and shuts down and all that is there...
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