Personal Stories, Advice, and Support
because i just don`t want to cause harm to anyone.and some times therew is no way around it.that`s when it is the worst.
I'm always finding myself running over the different possibilites in my head, then doing it again, and again, and again. As you can imagine, I have a hard time deciding things like this.
when you're drunk I'm tired of you using me of tired of all your lies and your deceit and the person you turned into. Have you always been this way I don't remember . I want to forget
I did this often, I mostly always second guessed myself because of what people said and what not. Its been a while, I have stopped this behaviour which I don't second guess myself anymore or I try not to.
Writing this I am doing it. It can be a hard thing to get past.