I Sometimes Self Harm

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 508 People

    For Those Of You Who Think You Can'T Hold On Anymore... Picture This Please.≪3

    **Yes, it's going to be a little upsetting in the beginning, and you may think it's pointless at first, but it wont be. Please read until the end, and if you don't, please stay strong.** Picture this... You're sitting in your room, scrolling down a page that was dedicated to...
    JustMeKaila JustMeKaila
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 5, 2013

    After a party 6 weeks ago,

    I pierced my lip. In the morning I had remembered everything except my reason for piercing it, but I just remembered now. I was listening to music, and one song was really depressing and made me feel like cutting. Instead of finding my blade, I found a needle. I have always like...
    tarara0414 tarara0414
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2014

    Drowning In Emotional Pain

    Sometimes when I get really depressed or feeling emotionally traumatized I turn to cutting. I cut with a knife. On where I think I'd welcome the pain more. I try to stop that cycle of cutting.
    noaht43 noaht43
    46-50, T
    Sep 1, 2013

    My Battle To Realisation

    I have spent years forcing myself to hurt myself, only to remind myself Not to hurt others... When I was in high school, my little brother got into a lot of fights. He was the type of person who would expect his big bro to defend him, and this ended up going at least once a week...
    NoctisUmbra NoctisUmbra
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 24, 2012

    I get my mini dagger

    and point it to my lips since those boys call me DSL. I always wonder how ill look without them. I keep telling myself not to do it so I put the dagger away but the past few nights, I started scratching myself, peeling deep into my skin, pulling out my hair, and crying myself to...
    xocarasoulxo xocarasoulxo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2014

    Just A Little Bit

    I don't want scars and since it's summer I don't want anyone to see them, or if they do see them I want to be able to brush it off by saying I got them from work. Which is logical because my knees and arms are bruised from work anyway, it wouldn't be that weird to get some...
    kakhi kakhi
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 9, 2013

    Clean since 6-30-14💕 gonna try to keep it

    up☺️ atm I'm an ex-cutter👌
    Waterstorm Waterstorm
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2014


    I started cutting around 6-7 months ago. It wasn't intentional. I thought i was coping... Pushing the flash backs and memories of the abuse back inside. My grades in school were fine for a while... Then they started to suffer, i was causing concern. I was taken into the child...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2010

    Mr. R. Blade

    Mr. R Blade. He is there for me all the time He listens to my cries, consoling my aching soul He never talks back to me He doesn't judge, he accepts me for who I am Mr. R Blade. He reassures like no other No one seems to approve of his company But I fancy him just fine He takes...
    RosaRod666 RosaRod666
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 18, 2012

    I stopped for the most part,

    getting all the help that i need. But one of the reasons i decided to quit was because i was getting older and i was wanted to do things like donate blood, but i couldn't with nasty cuts all over my arms, or so that going to the doctor wouldn't be so awkward. I don't do it near...
    battlefighter battlefighter
    22-25, F
    Dec 14, 2013
    CryBbyFrancis CryBbyFrancis
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2015

    I just cut myself for the first time in months.

    Matt (my husband) went out with Autumn (his daughter) to the store and I called about how to get tickets for a concert that I feel could help my future possible career (for legit reasons, I know the band and help promote them unofficially.) There are some only a few seats left...
    PoetPrincess85 PoetPrincess85
    31-35, F
    Feb 7, 2015

    12 And Confused

    It was late and I was done with putting up with the bullshit. I drank tell I was numb I couldn't even walk straight or even make a sentence come out of my lips. My dad was pissed off we got into a huge argument about how I was ******* up. I went to my room confused and scared...
    lilgirl247 lilgirl247
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2013

    Trying to stop. Been clean

    for a week now.. Doesn't sound like much, I know :-D But getting there
    kakhi kakhi
    22-25, F
    Sep 13, 2014
    tarara0414 tarara0414
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Feb 16, 2016

    "I once knew a boy who liked to draw beautiful

    pictures that nobody saw. He drew by himself alone at night, locked in his bedroom, out of sight. The pictures were strange; they came with a twist. His pen was a razor. His canvas, a wrist. We lay out at night watching the stars, when he lifted his sleeve and showed me his...
    ofnoimportance ofnoimportance
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2014

    Self-injury is like puncturing a small hole in

    the balloon of negative emotions inside me. It wouldn’t pop; it would just leak and let all the negativity out slowly.
    Waterstorm Waterstorm
    18-21, F
    Aug 15, 2014

    I Dont Know Why I Do It.

    to start, i have never done it bad enough to make myself bleed.I did it for the first time a few years ago, when i was really depressed.and now ive started again, but not because I feel sad . I can honestly say I dont know why I do it.I just do it.I just love how it feels.And...
    SpiritualOwl95 SpiritualOwl95
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 2, 2011

    I'll keep this short,

    I only cut marks for the people I hurt and that was like 2 months ago. My mom, my crush and of course myself
    Auroradell Auroradell
    18-21, F
    Jan 28, 2014

    I'm going to be in a swimsuit all week

    because I'm going to my cousins house, everyone is gonna see my scars...
    l3x1l0v3 l3x1l0v3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    I still cry every night

    because my dad beats me and I cut
    laracolarossi laracolarossi
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 7, 2014

    How It Started

    I started developing anxieties and taking on a tons of stress and depression when I was in elementary school ( around grade 4 I guess is when it started to take effect on me ) and sometime during grade six is when I'd felt I'd had more than I could handle ( I was being bullied...
    PursuitOfmyMind PursuitOfmyMind
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2013

    It's amazing that someone can say one *******

    word and it triggers everything...and the next thing you know you're slicing your skin like a Christmas ham...
    diabeticHailey diabeticHailey
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    My Knife Is My Needle

    Its like a drug. The first incision is quick, leaving a flesh colored gash staring back at me. In less than a second, blood rushes into the wound and drips down my arm. I attack the same incision multiple times, each time digging deeper into my arm. By about the fifth individual...
    Iwalkal0ne Iwalkal0ne
    18-21, M
    Mar 14, 2012

    6 months ago was the last time I did it.

    It's a secret I keep from my loved ones. I still partially blame myself for my past. Sometimes I just cant help it. It just feels right. It feels good kinda. The pain caused by myself makes me feel better. Im so use to feeling pain caused by others so when I do it to myself I...
    ScarletAva ScarletAva
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2014
    ILYMatthewEspinosa ILYMatthewEspinosa
    18-21, F
    May 17, 2014

    Yeah it's true thought I would do a post

    since I feel alone on this little forming habit. The first time was in May of 2013 I was a bit emotional from the recent events of that time going on in my head, and at home. I was on the bus, but it started out as friction harm, ended up liking the feel it kept other...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2014

    Without her I am nothing.

    She's the part of me that keeps the rest of me alive. I don't know what to do.
    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne
    18-21, M
    Dec 13, 2014

    I really want to cut big fat cuts across my

    thigh at the moment ... But I'm overdue for my Pap smear ... *sigh* the dilemmas of a sexually active adult cutter I'll have to make do with scratching wounds into the back of my hair, nicely hidden and soaked up by long thick hair
    DaughterGone DaughterGone
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 15, 2015

    Hey Guys

    I just thought you should all know, you're beautiful. I've been down this road and I know how hard it can be, so keep your head up and know that you're all an amazing individual, a beautiful individual, and an important individual. <3
    iiDontEvenKnow iiDontEvenKnow
    18-21, F
    Jul 19, 2012

    My Experiences of Depression and Self Harm

    It all started 2.5 years ago (Jan 2007) when I was at college. I hated my life, myself, college, college work, everything and I almost self harmed once and thought about suicide a bit. In June 2007 I left college, got a job, seemed ok and forgot about it all...
    GlitterandSparkle GlitterandSparkle
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jul 12, 2009

    I'm Sorry

    I know i promised not to do it again but i couldn't stand this mental pain i didn't manage to stop this heartache i did it again i cut myself again i was just trying to calm myself down i'm so sorry but i can't keep this promise anymore maybe happiness is just another broken...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Feb 23, 2011

    A Guilty Pleasure

    A little bit of pain feels good. Sometimes I'd provoke my pet into biting me, with those long, sharp teeth; he doesn't mean to be disloyal, but just loses track of himself when I provoke him, because I know what it takes, what works. He just lashes out, very fast, and those claws...
    Nyxii Nyxii
    26-30, F
    Nov 17, 2011

    i just did it again, not on my bicep area

    though, my ******* forearm. my hair cant cover that and im in florida. its summer weather already. hot and humid.
    kayjaygii kayjaygii
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 6, 2015

    I Thought It Was Over...

    I'm not a cutter, I'm a scratcher. I didn't love it, I hated it, before today I couldn't remember the last time I scratched, it had to have been just a little over a year ago. Last year I was depressed, my life was just so hellish, I just moved to a new town for college, I lost...
    IHaveASadSecret IHaveASadSecret
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 18, 2012

    Why Are You Ashamed !?!

    I believe the reasons for self harming are as individual as the people practicing these inflictions...people who have never suffered from depression will never fully understand the need to self harm, for me, self harming is liberating, it takes the emotional pain away that I am...
    Elim Elim
    26-30, M
    Dec 16, 2011

    I hate when people say self harm is

    for attention. If I hurt myself for someones attention, I would do it in front of their face instead of hiding in my bedroom or bathroom or doing it late at night when everyone else is asleep. Id cut somewhere more visible than my arm or leg, and I wouldnt hide the cuts/scars by...
    tarara0414 tarara0414
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 9, 2015


    I couldn't pretend that I was happy. I broke down in front of two classmates tonight, he was one of them. I wish I had controlled the situation better, I think it was a mistake letting them know about my addiction to self harm and my feelings. What makes it worse is that earlier...
    HowlWing HowlWing
    18-21, F
    Oct 11, 2013

    The Pain

    I side the blade across my wrist... I watch the blood rise from my skin. The burn makes the pain on the inside feel less noticeable. I hate it. I feel helpless, alone, in pain. No one will care if i slice my neck open next time instead of my wrist. No cares what kind of scars i...
    JustMeKaila JustMeKaila
    22-25, F
    Dec 31, 2012

    Hey...don't ignore this,

    just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal with it and how are you going to feel?Then refocus your goals,is giving up that easy?The relief that comes from self-harming...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly
    16-17, F
    Jan 24, 2016

    Sometimes I feel like,

    I cut myself because of stupid things which aren't worth it but I just feel like cutting...
    HandaGabriella HandaGabriella
    16-17, F
    Nov 19, 2014

    Not Who You Think....

    I have been in a series of abusive relationships; nothing physical, it must just be the type of person I'm attracted to! My current partner I have been married to for over 10 years. They are beautiful, loyal cleaver and caring... Just not with me. We have 2 children together...
    UKMe UKMe
    May 31, 2013

    I recently began self harming.

    The pain was to much so I picked up the razor and cut myself five times on my upper thigh so no one would see them.
    sarabell36 sarabell36
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2014
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