I Sometimes Stare Vacantly At My Computer Screen

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 251 People

    StarliteRose StarliteRose
    26-30, F
    Jan 10, 2011

    I'm Sick Of Not Being Able To Sleep, Of Being Such A Weirdo, And Being Alone.

    I rarely get to sleep before 6am because I'm such a weirdo. I've never met anyone who is like me. All females who meet me hate me, because I'm not 'cool' enough, I'm weird, ugly, because I'm not girly or 'fasionable' enough. Sick of no one liking me. I wish I could find someone...
    aqueousefflorescence aqueousefflorescence
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2012

    What Did I Come On Here For?

    thats what happens to me sometimes lol, i come online for a particular purpose, and then once im online, i forget what i originally came online for in the first place, and then i just waste my time playing stupid games or going through videos on youtube and stuff like that, and...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    31-35, M
    Apr 2, 2012

    Just Like Now.

    am too depressed to sleep and too tired to do anything so i just stare......
    lunarstrings lunarstrings
    18-21, F
    Jun 5, 2011

    And Sometimes It Is In Rage

    when the ******* thing crashes and my wifi fails
    wotaloser wotaloser
    36-40, M
    Aug 31, 2011
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    7 Responses May 4, 2011

    Mostly

    Waiting for something to happen. Someone to speak to me maybe. Not that I'd have anything to say if they did. There'd be awkward silence, and then they'd leave.
    newmurderer newmurderer
    70+
    May 4, 2011

    Plenty Of Times

    Oh hell yeah, I tend to do that a lot, just gaze into the screen while going through lala land in my head. That's when I notice that music definitely plays a major part in whatever I tend to daydream about =P
    MiracleWhipTrickster MiracleWhipTrickster
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 3, 2011

    ......

    O__O.......................................................
    peanlo peanlo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2011

    -.-

    *sigh*It's one of those days again where I'm doing this very thing. I've got several tabs open on my web browser but I'm not doing anything. I'm just refreshing EP countless times, occasionally going to Facebook to check my notifications, have Google open to search for...I don't...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123
    18-21, F
    16 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    They waste my time! My time is also valuable but these computers can simply not handle social media and too many windows at once, even though they are PCs and were designed to!
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