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I Sometimes Struggle With My Job

for those who question the job they do,or battle with the workload 33 People

    I work on a nursery, (with plants not children)

    all day by myself and i love it. I love the plants, Being alone with my own thoughts and having nobody around to distract me. Its the end of my first week in the job and I'm finding it very physically demanding. the plants are on the ground and very close together, so for most...
    YoungMrsK YoungMrsK 22-25 Dec 13, 2013

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    I've struggled with one assignment over the

    past few weeks tremendously. I've been breaking down. I prayed to God to help me get through this and I ended watching the devil wears prada. I think I'm good right now. I'll find out tomorrow. I wish it all goes well. Wish me luck, I will greatly appreciate it. Thanks.
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M Sep 1

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    Demands So High

    I'm sometimes struggling with my job, too. I wonder if I've chosen the right job. Actually, I love what i do. I'm in mechanical engineering and I will be graduating next year. Currently, I'm doing my internship and after i have finished my master thesis, i'm gonna work in the...
    MeisterEder MeisterEder 26-30, M Jun 13, 2010

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    Today was a good day at work.

    It was my second morning getting out of bed at 6 am and it worked. My energy was up. My personality was there. I was significantly good in terms of emotions. I was able to socialize. I was able to do my work without considerable difficult too though I continue to work slowly...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M Aug 28

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    Unsustainable Work Model

    I am a telephonic nurse case manager for a medicare HMO. I have worked for over 7 years. I enjoy helping our members. Helping people is why I went into nursing. Our target population is the urban poor. It is a very interesting and challenging population to serve. Our goal is to...
    steve824 steve824 56-60 Feb 10, 2010

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    I have bi-polar disorder

    and I struggle with my job every single day. I have to write for a living and it's difficult to think, it's difficult to remember. I have to read my sentence over and over again before I can write the next sentence. Coming to EP and writing a blog is easier. I can think when I...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 27

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