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I Sometimes Struggle With My Job

for those who question the job they do,or battle with the workload 33 People

    I've struggled with one assignment over the

    past few weeks tremendously. I've been breaking down. I prayed to God to help me get through this and I ended watching the devil wears prada. I think I'm good right now. I'll find out tomorrow. I wish it all goes well. Wish me luck, I will greatly appreciate it. Thanks.
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    Demands So High

    I'm sometimes struggling with my job, too. I wonder if I've chosen the right job. Actually, I love what i do. I'm in mechanical engineering and I will be graduating next year. Currently, I'm doing my internship and after i have finished my master thesis, i'm gonna work in the...
    MeisterEder MeisterEder 26-30, M Jun 13, 2010

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    Unsustainable Work Model

    I am a telephonic nurse case manager for a medicare HMO. I have worked for over 7 years. I enjoy helping our members. Helping people is why I went into nursing. Our target population is the urban poor. It is a very interesting and challenging population to serve. Our goal is to...
    steve824 steve824 56-60 Feb 10, 2010

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    I have bi-polar disorder

    and I struggle with my job every single day. I have to write for a living and it's difficult to think, it's difficult to remember. I have to read my sentence over and over again before I can write the next sentence. Coming to EP and writing a blog is easier. I can think when I...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Today was a good day at work.

    It was my second morning getting out of bed at 6 am and it worked. My energy was up. My personality was there. I was significantly good in terms of emotions. I was able to socialize. I was able to do my work without considerable difficult too though I continue to work slowly...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I work on a nursery, (with plants not children)

    all day by myself and i love it. I love the plants, Being alone with my own thoughts and having nobody around to distract me. Its the end of my first week in the job and I'm finding it very physically demanding. the plants are on the ground and very close together, so for most...
    YoungMrsK YoungMrsK 22-25 Dec 13, 2013

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    I have struggled with this for a long time, but it always comes and goes. Today i started thinking about how I don't make enough art. I do wish I made more, and I do feel that...
    purposebuilt purposebuilt 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    I struggle with it a lot. my lower arms and lower legs arm like a skinny persons but my thighs are huge and my stomach is just uhhh... I put myself on a diet which was long over do...
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    So if you read my profile u know I struggle with cutting starving myself so one of my friends she found out today what I do and she says she not going to tell my mom what should I...
    AmyAnn112 AmyAnn112 13-15, F a week ago

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    Depressed, still finding out if I'm bipolar but I think so. Finding myself being sad and with low self-esteem all the time. Paranoid of everyone around me. Think people are out to...
    gekker gekker 22-25, F Aug 22

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    I've had anxiety for just over a year now. I have been on anti-depressants for the same amount of time. Mine is a blend of generalised, social and anticipatory anxiety. Overall, it...
    Sapphire14 Sapphire14 18-21, F Aug 10

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    I felt pressure to get all A's in highschool. Parents: if your children try their best don't push them harder. I still have minor anxiety 5 years later because of the way I pushed...
    Moelyn95 Moelyn95 18-21, F Aug 10

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    I debated wether to join this group or one that uses the term "might have" an eating disorder. I've studied it. Logically I know I do. But sometimes I feel just utterly paranoid...
    danii92 danii92 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I still struggle daily...and I am scared it's beating me..
    allisonbrookwhite allisonbrookwhite 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I just can't seem to get over the fact that I like men. I don't like girls, but I can't seem to get over myself enough to date a guy. But I want to be in a relationship, but with...
    Spazz238 Spazz238 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I remember reading an old picture that I drew. It said " Love myself and my mom." I've lost that genuine love for myself when I turned 8. I would also be out of place my whole life...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I lifeguard at a pool next to the projects and deal with a pretty rough crowd all day long. Some of the regulars are just straight up annoying. I like lifeguarding but this is by...
    guardian96 guardian96 18-21, M Aug 21

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    I have a **** load of stuff wrong with me but I won't let it control my life again. I'm doing my best to cope with this incurable ****. I was diagnosed with the skitsophrenia(I can...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I just don't know anymore. I feel like I'm bad for everyone in my life. I just really feel like ending my life. I'm done with struggling, done with no one understanding, done with...
    got2Breal got2Breal 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    It's a living hell really. Just going out in public is hard to do. I hate being in crowds. Therapist hasn't helped much. Hell, even being around my bestfriend is hard to do now...
    thatoneguy336 thatoneguy336 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    If there's a large amount of people in a single room I have a real problem with that
    panthrax00 panthrax00 16-17, M Aug 4

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    I'm short and have an hourglass figure - think Marilyn Monroe with thinner thighs. I will never be a tall, skinny supermodel. I hate my tummy - even at my lowest adult weight (107...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 15 Responses Aug 5

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    I see all the lonely depressed young people looking to talk to someone that will listen to them on here. If I could help here are a few things I would suggest: Google "PBS...
    TCLowe TCLowe 31-35 Aug 5

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    We all need a man that looks at us with passion and desire despite our flaws. Someone who can make us feel sexy and confident. A man who loves you for you...,,
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    My newest editions along with the old scratches that scarred worse than I thought they would.
    thalassinia thalassinia 13-15, F Aug 12

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    Mostly around my little sis and friends all who would be an au size 6 or under. I love my curves and wouldn't change it for the world but when you go out and someone else refers to...
    calmj calmj 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 12

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    The thing is there are a lot of pretty girls out there. They're pretty and they don't even try. They don't wear makeup and they don't have to spend hours doing their hair. It's all...
    BeautifulMistake21 BeautifulMistake21 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I really need someone who can relte, I have been dealing with this since I was 9 and trying so hard to stop. Please help me. Please don't jdge and I won't judge you.
    guitarsongwriter guitarsongwriter 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Its easy to do it online. you can be anonymous, someone else entirely... In real life it's so hard to be completely emotionally naked with another human being. Even telling someone...
    InMybubble InMybubble 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I am always really bad with my words and usually offend people by saying the wrong thing, I say one thing and mean another. Opening up to people really makes me uncomfortable...
    maddieXxx maddieXxx 16-17, F Aug 15

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    I hate myself so much. I know it has a lot to do with my past but it doesn't change the way I feel. I genuinely think that everything that happened to me is my fault. I used to...
    Clouds8 Clouds8 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I have always been sort of a Nymphomaniac. I did not have sex until I met the guy I love and am still with. As soon as we began having sex, I became addicted. I will randomly get...
    MacKenzie2943 MacKenzie2943 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Sitting in rehab trying not to lose my ****, trying to keep myself together, trying to silence the voices in my head talking all at once, even my own. If my other arm was working...
    MorbidMorals MorbidMorals 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I've always convinced myself that it was because I had coursework or needed to prepare for an exam, but the reason for my adderall addiction started before I'd even tried it. When...
    shmannabelle shmannabelle 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Why is it so hard for those of us who are suffering to get access to proper treatment. Not to mention the treatments available suck, the therapies are not as effective as...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    How am I supposed to keep my head above the water? Or help anyone else? How am I supposed to stay patient? And dear god, how do people wait for other people? How can they wait and...
    StandInTheStorm StandInTheStorm 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    It's a Thursday summer night and while everyone is at my high schools football game having the times of their lives and partying later on I'm home alone by myself doing nothing but...
    Brudy6 Brudy6 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Other times, I look at my scars and see something else: a girl who was trying to cope with something horrible that she should never have had to live through at all. My scars show...
    channy86 channy86 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I think I still do. When I have even a tiny bit of fat anywhere on my body, I don't eat every good. I give myself, on the first day, a 1,600 calorie diet. I'm 5.4in tall. My weight...
    17paredkay00 17paredkay00 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    “There’s nothing like rejection to make you do an inventory of yourself.” - James Lee Burke “Rejection slips, or form letters, however tactfully phrased, are lacerations...
    TheStoryman TheStoryman 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    I get it I am as well anorexic but not really skinny and it drives me nuts lol!!
    scmichelle051 scmichelle051 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I have to force myself to go anywhere. I stress about people looking at me and judging me. I will avoid as much contact as possible if I know I'm not looking my best. I never walk...
    Nihnox Nihnox 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 4

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    Women have curves and I'm proud of mine. I have never been happier in my life. I have people who love me dearly for who I am and I know I have flaws. Sure I wish I could look...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F 6 Responses Aug 5

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    So.. I'm 5'1" and weigh 110. But I don't LOOK 110. I feel heavier. I want to be under 100. Every part of my body looks chunky to me. Yet, people say I am skinny. (People say things...
    nmey94 nmey94 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 5

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    I was at my friends volleyball practice at our school and I was wearing a sweatshirt, jean shorts ( long enough to cover my thigh) , and had my summer reading book and phone in...
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    I am in desperate need of help to break an addiction. I dont want to say what it is (not smoking or drugs, or nothing rude) but i reallllllllllyyyy need help to break it. Ive been...
    gracebxox gracebxox 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    Been clean all summer. Although it's been pretty low stress, perhaps there is a correlation between the high levels of stress at school and my self-harm. Only one way to find out...
    Bongopanda Bongopanda 16-17, M Aug 10

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