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I Sometimes Struggle With the Wolf Inside of Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 76 People

    At War With Myself

    Yes I struggle with myself some times, as do we all. I hate this human body, but there's nothing I can do about it, it's like a curse I just can't shake. Who knows maybe it is a curse. I just wish I could just be the wolf I am 24/7/365. But know it'll never happen. I want out so...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    My Wolf

    My wolf is stubborn and greedy and really doesn't care all that much about other people's feelings, which is really opposite of how I usually am.  But every once in a while it just pops out and I have to struggle with the wolf to send it back inside.  I wonder why a...
    swirlingmist swirlingmist 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2009

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    Sometimes I Cant Control It

    I feel as if something is always beside me. That the anger it feels is in me. Im a generally cool guy. Play sports wrestle football rugby play instruments work. But in the middle of the night I wake up from dreams where I feel like an animal. I am native born. But I don't feel...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2012

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    Not Sometimes, Almost Daily

    I hesitated about whether to say sometimes or not for this experience topic. It's really a daily struggle, although not every moment. But each day there are times when my wolf side rises up. I've accepted it somewhat, but am always working to reduce his influence. I think we all...
    MakingPeace MakingPeace 46-50, M 23 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    HELP

    the wolf in me thinks that it can lead a pack of around 10 when the moon isn't full, but when its full there is no limit can any one relate to this cause i need help with connecting with my wolf(btw it is a Arctic Wolf) it is wierd as i get older i find myself connecting in...
    swatkiba swatkiba 18-21 1 Response Aug 21, 2009

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    Instincts

    Animal instincts of dominance and submission. All done with a survival of the pack nothing selfish about it. Their is an alpha male wolf and an alpha female wolf the rest are followers and those that will replace the alphas at some point. It's the aggression I struggle with...
    BeTheBestMe BeTheBestMe 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2008

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    I Am Kyle Lunarioum A Wolf

    http://immortalsspirit.spruz.com/ hello are created this website for ppl like us wolf trap in human body bring other if wish other like u or diferent find out if u are a wolf
    kylelunarioum kylelunarioum 18-21, M Aug 6, 2010

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    Getting There...

    I don;t struggle the problem is... my wolf side pops up at very inappropriet times there will add more soon... Ookami Tala xx
    WolfCrazyGirl WolfCrazyGirl 13-15 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    He is pretty stubborn,

    and will give me hardcore heart ack (literally it feels like my heart is about to explode) when he gets seriously angry.
    IcyAura IcyAura 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    Deedle81 Deedle81 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Letmebepatient Letmebepatient 31-35, M Feb 8

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    There I said it, I'm addicted to food and I can't stop. When I try to kick the addiction sometimes it works for a few days, even maybe a week but then when I feel an overwhelming...
    TheHogwartzJanitor TheHogwartzJanitor 18-21, F a week ago

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    Its so crazy because I've always been very athletic and skinny. 5'8 130lbs... but I still struggle! For a long time it was because I had small breast, but I recently got them done...
    KenziY KenziY 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    when i was 17 I was put in an intensive care unit for youth witch specialized in depression physios and many other mental health issues when the doctor asked me what are you in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 4

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    after I had left the hospital my past had caught up with me my so called friends abondoned me and shunned my for leaving them How could i tell them that i coulden't do drugs with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5

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    Im struggling with having a mature body.. Its doesnt fit on my age.. I got a lot of attention and i like to cry from having big boobs.. People always thought that im 18 or 19 which...
    mrsalpacino mrsalpacino 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I find it difficult to be social. I would try and make conversation however they always end up dead and dry. With this I don't have any ' real' friends. I think of them as good...
    bobbystz bobbystz 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    anniebomb anniebomb 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I am uncomfortable with my body
    tourdeforce tourdeforce 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    This addiction isn't ok , it's not healthy . My scars are fading and it's making me want to cut more , I've been safe for about 4 months safe . I've been so proud . But when you're...
    holdontome holdontome 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    That feeling comes and goes, but when you've been struggling with it for so long, it's hard to let it go.
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I can't handle my drink and have had some bad experiences while being drunk. So I'm trying my best to be more sensible. When I'm out with friends it's constantly on my mind to make...
    Mollybonnie Mollybonnie 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've become so used to hating myself, that it feels safer to hate myself. Whatever I do, I always try to blame myself for everything that goes wrong and I always feel like I haven...
    Darejani Darejani 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So my anxiety has been that bad that I picked up a box of cigs to help with the nerves... Good thing is that it helps, bad thing is it's a terrible habit -.-
    catho catho 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I have been struggling with body image for pretty much as long as I can remember, and have been trying to improve it over the last year. I've lost 35lbs (still have plenty to go...
    RiseFromTheAshes RiseFromTheAshes 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Can I just have small boobs and skinny legs? Because that's be great. I hate how my calves are thick. My stomach and waist are small but my chest and thighs widen and isn't...
    vaashapenin vaashapenin 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I when my body image starts to haunt me and I cant sleep at night. I guess thats just what I have to deal with when I have Borderline Personality Disorder
    ALivingTeenIdle ALivingTeenIdle 13-15, T 4 days ago

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    rayx123 rayx123 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    EmotionallyWrecked EmotionallyWrecked 16-17, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today I popped a few pills again. It's something I haven't done in months. I'm trying not to give into it again. It's way harder than people think. But I have no reason to whine. I...
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    I've always been on the skinnier side. I was really interested in strength training, but watching others train and become bigger and stronger than me, despite being less dedicated...
    gaeson3 gaeson3 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I'm so sick of this ridiculous tiring ******* diet! I hate looking at an unfit body more.
    Danlor9991 Danlor9991 22-25, M Feb 6

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    Cash in ur hand is a curse, it's a one way ticket to a hearse, after 20 yrs of grind tell you first on mind is that cash in my hand is a curse, You can hypnotise ******* n show...
    gingerstone gingerstone 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    after the depo shot and being depressed because of my stressful 8 year relationship as well as two babies I went from 115lbs to 193lbs. I hate my body and its hard to lose weight...
    kjndlani1213 kjndlani1213 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I was a whale. I was 180+ lbs, then dropped down to about 128. I was so happy at that weight, but my parents were worried and forced me to eat all the time until I put on about 10...
    indecisivewitch indecisivewitch 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    Its hard to even feel like living
    johnny437 johnny437 13-15, M Feb 12

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