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I Sometimes Struggle With the Wolf Inside of Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 81 People

    At War With Myself

    Yes I struggle with myself some times, as do we all. I hate this human body, but there's nothing I can do about it, it's like a curse I just can't shake. Who knows maybe it is a curse. I just wish I could just be the wolf I am 24/7/365. But know it'll never happen. I want out so...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    He is pretty stubborn,

    and will give me hardcore heart ack (literally it feels like my heart is about to explode) when he gets seriously angry.
    IceMareen IceMareen 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    Not Sometimes, Almost Daily

    I hesitated about whether to say sometimes or not for this experience topic. It's really a daily struggle, although not every moment. But each day there are times when my wolf side rises up. I've accepted it somewhat, but am always working to reduce his influence. I think we all...
    MakingPeace MakingPeace 46-50, M 23 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    My Wolf

    My wolf is stubborn and greedy and really doesn't care all that much about other people's feelings, which is really opposite of how I usually am.  But every once in a while it just pops out and I have to struggle with the wolf to send it back inside.  I wonder why a...
    swirlingmist swirlingmist 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2009

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    Sometimes I Cant Control It

    I feel as if something is always beside me. That the anger it feels is in me. Im a generally cool guy. Play sports wrestle football rugby play instruments work. But in the middle of the night I wake up from dreams where I feel like an animal. I am native born. But I don't feel...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2012

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    HELP

    the wolf in me thinks that it can lead a pack of around 10 when the moon isn't full, but when its full there is no limit can any one relate to this cause i need help with connecting with my wolf(btw it is a Arctic Wolf) it is wierd as i get older i find myself connecting in...
    swatkiba swatkiba 18-21 1 Response Aug 21, 2009

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    Getting There...

    I don;t struggle the problem is... my wolf side pops up at very inappropriet times there will add more soon... Ookami Tala xx
    WolfCrazyGirl WolfCrazyGirl 13-15 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    Instincts

    Animal instincts of dominance and submission. All done with a survival of the pack nothing selfish about it. Their is an alpha male wolf and an alpha female wolf the rest are followers and those that will replace the alphas at some point. It's the aggression I struggle with...
    BeTheBestMe BeTheBestMe 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2008

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    I Am Kyle Lunarioum A Wolf

    http://immortalsspirit.spruz.com/ hello are created this website for ppl like us wolf trap in human body bring other if wish other like u or diferent find out if u are a wolf
    kylelunarioum kylelunarioum 18-21, M Aug 6, 2010

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