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I Sometimes Struggle With the Wolf Inside of Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 77 People

    At War With Myself

    Yes I struggle with myself some times, as do we all. I hate this human body, but there's nothing I can do about it, it's like a curse I just can't shake. Who knows maybe it is a curse. I just wish I could just be the wolf I am 24/7/365. But know it'll never happen. I want out so...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Getting There...

    I don;t struggle the problem is... my wolf side pops up at very inappropriet times there will add more soon... Ookami Tala xx
    WolfCrazyGirl WolfCrazyGirl 13-15 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    Not Sometimes, Almost Daily

    I hesitated about whether to say sometimes or not for this experience topic. It's really a daily struggle, although not every moment. But each day there are times when my wolf side rises up. I've accepted it somewhat, but am always working to reduce his influence. I think we all...
    MakingPeace MakingPeace 46-50, M 23 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    I Am Kyle Lunarioum A Wolf

    http://immortalsspirit.spruz.com/ hello are created this website for ppl like us wolf trap in human body bring other if wish other like u or diferent find out if u are a wolf
    kylelunarioum kylelunarioum 18-21, M Aug 6, 2010

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    Instincts

    Animal instincts of dominance and submission. All done with a survival of the pack nothing selfish about it. Their is an alpha male wolf and an alpha female wolf the rest are followers and those that will replace the alphas at some point. It's the aggression I struggle with...
    BeTheBestMe BeTheBestMe 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2008

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    He is pretty stubborn,

    and will give me hardcore heart ack (literally it feels like my heart is about to explode) when he gets seriously angry.
    IceMareen IceMareen 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    Sometimes I Cant Control It

    I feel as if something is always beside me. That the anger it feels is in me. Im a generally cool guy. Play sports wrestle football rugby play instruments work. But in the middle of the night I wake up from dreams where I feel like an animal. I am native born. But I don't feel...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2012

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    My Wolf

    My wolf is stubborn and greedy and really doesn't care all that much about other people's feelings, which is really opposite of how I usually am.  But every once in a while it just pops out and I have to struggle with the wolf to send it back inside.  I wonder why a...
    swirlingmist swirlingmist 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2009

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    HELP

    the wolf in me thinks that it can lead a pack of around 10 when the moon isn't full, but when its full there is no limit can any one relate to this cause i need help with connecting with my wolf(btw it is a Arctic Wolf) it is wierd as i get older i find myself connecting in...
    swatkiba swatkiba 18-21 1 Response Aug 21, 2009

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    I dont stuggle with being rejected, mainly because I dont put myself into situations where i could be. But i struggle with rejecting others, i cant distance myself even if i...
    ablonddude ablonddude 16-17, M Mar 1

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    I have struggled with my weight for a while. I lost a lot of weight but still felt I wasn't good enough, but I was very relieved when I learned the bmi for black women and some...
    msjennycraig msjennycraig 31-35, F Mar 5

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    I struggled with bulimia for many months. I was anorexic for a few months til I got help. Never let yourself go down that path. I'm still not happy with my body but I don't starve...
    hhannahhbabe hhannahhbabe 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    My Mom thinks I need to lose weight. She told me that my 18 year old cousin weighs 80 lbs, thinking that's real beauty. I think to myself, I'm 5'0 and I weight 128. I'm I unhealthy...
    Kumarie Kumarie 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    i feel so dead inside. i feel like i am to fat for everything.
    Simone717 Simone717 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    im 5'4 197 pounds. I cant loose the weight not matter how hard I try and I'm a compulsive eater. I have never ever dated someone who didn't make me want to commit suicide or feel...
    TayyBears TayyBears 18-21, T Mar 13

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    My belly is huge and my thighs are chubby. I feel so miserable about myself sometimes and my ex didnt help with that at all by even saying how unattractive i was.
    shazzarr shazzarr 18-21, F 11 Responses 2 days ago

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    Chase. Chase for the remaining seconds, make the minutes last longer, turn hours into decades and days into forever. How to do that? I don't know. Chasing the years, counting the...
    msj02 msj02 22-25, F Mar 1

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    So, today I found out I'm slightly autistic. My mom says it's something she's always known except it is not until now that we are discussing it. Also, due to this, it's going to...
    HannahB15 HannahB15 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    Can I ******* die already? I got into a fight with my dad yesterday. I cried 6 times too. I'm ******* done.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Does anybody else get this: when I go into social situations I break down. I don't know when to get in the convo or when I say something there is an awkward silence right after. It...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I am sick. I have a neurological disorder which causes agonizing, crippling pain the majority of my waking hours (and destroys my sleeping hours, as well.) Because it's also an...
    itsaggggthang itsaggggthang 26-30, F Mar 10

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    I am 5'11 and I'm 118 pounds. I'm in the "healthy" range, but my goal weight is to be around 100-105. I should just be happy with where I'm at. I've been working out 4 times a week...
    KJPKelsey KJPKelsey 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12

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    Right now, I'm in High School as an 8th Grade Student so I expected such work to be harder but I never expected it to be so hard and overwhelming that the stress I constantly feel...
    yourxworstxblessing yourxworstxblessing 13-15, F Mar 17

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    My worst part of anxiety is when I have to go to gym class . I suck at sports and everything that has to do with movement
    worthmorethangold worthmorethangold 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I am 30 lbs overweight and I don't like the way my body looks. I am afraid of gaining weight and I look bloated in all my pictures. I want to get back to when I had my weight under...
    may4life may4life 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have a serious problem with cocaine, and I need to stop. Can any one share a story of recovery with me please..
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I am utterly disgusted with myself. I'm a teen that is 5'3 and weighs 140 lbs. I used to be much larger but managed to lose 15 lbs, getting to about 125. I gained a lot of it back...
    scoherron scoherron 16-17, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have severe OCD, depression, generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, and borderline personality disorder. I would rather have a deadly illness and be happy than...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think everyone on here can agree that we grew up in a generation where beauty is what people primarily hope for. It's almost like you've accomplished something if you're pretty...
    sullygirl611 sullygirl611 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    ugghhhh. I'm in Vegas. I really want to have a good time but I know I'm not skinny and can't pull off those cute little dresses. I'm nervous I'll look awful. and my friend whose...
    ktweav123 ktweav123 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I've just tried a new dress on and I felt really bad about myself, Don't like my belly or my huge thighs or my pale skin, I wish I could change some things. Some people say i'm...
    NotYourHero NotYourHero 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    This has been going on for a few years now. I did stop, for a while, but I started again. I cut my shoulders, so no one can see, my mom found out one time, but she forgot the next...
    RoguePredator45 RoguePredator45 16-17, F Feb 27

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    I have an anxiety disorder which compells me to pull out my hair. I always have my hair up to hide the bald patches, but Im always worried I missed a spot and that "Im showing...
    Mikashirinkuto Mikashirinkuto 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 27

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    We cut and kill flowers because we think they are beautiful. We cut and kill ourselves because we think we are not.
    mihochancullen mihochancullen 18-21, F Feb 28

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    I have extreme gender dysphoria and its getting worse and I'm not out to anyone yet and idk what to do...
    emily1015 emily1015 13-15, T 3 Responses Mar 1

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    I really, really do-whether it's imagined or otherwise. In fact, the rejections I imagine are probably way worse than when it happens for real. :/
    GracefullyFaceless GracefullyFaceless 22-25, F Mar 2

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    my self confidence is so low. i hate it. ?? im far from what society calls "normal", strength is something i have though.
    mekaxoxo mekaxoxo 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    have always worried about my weight. I was really fat in elementary school. and so I just did stupid things go loose a lot of weight :/
    boredgirl02 boredgirl02 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I didn't binge and purged today!!! 5 pts for me I win I win ha!
    baabara baabara 22-25, M Mar 4

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    Okay so the whole "real women have curves" thing bothers me. I'm apparently "too skinny" but I'm also tall! I'm just fed up because I've found myself really second guessing my body...
    tourdeforce tourdeforce 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I'm only 20yrs old but I feel so old. I feel like there's so much I have to accomplish right now so I'm not late later on in life. Why do I feel so old at 20yrs...?
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Okay, so I know it's dramatic but idec. What's the point? I mean, you stress out about school until you're in tears. You spend most if your life doing this over and over. You go...
    Xbr0Kenx Xbr0Kenx 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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