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I Sometimes Struggle With the Wolf Inside of Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 80 People

    Not Sometimes, Almost Daily

    I hesitated about whether to say sometimes or not for this experience topic. It's really a daily struggle, although not every moment. But each day there are times when my wolf side rises up. I've accepted it somewhat, but am always working to reduce his influence. I think we all...
    MakingPeace MakingPeace 46-50, M 23 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    I Am Kyle Lunarioum A Wolf

    http://immortalsspirit.spruz.com/ hello are created this website for ppl like us wolf trap in human body bring other if wish other like u or diferent find out if u are a wolf
    kylelunarioum kylelunarioum 18-21, M Aug 6, 2010

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    HELP

    the wolf in me thinks that it can lead a pack of around 10 when the moon isn't full, but when its full there is no limit can any one relate to this cause i need help with connecting with my wolf(btw it is a Arctic Wolf) it is wierd as i get older i find myself connecting in...
    swatkiba swatkiba 18-21 1 Response Aug 21, 2009

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    Instincts

    Animal instincts of dominance and submission. All done with a survival of the pack nothing selfish about it. Their is an alpha male wolf and an alpha female wolf the rest are followers and those that will replace the alphas at some point. It's the aggression I struggle with...
    BeTheBestMe BeTheBestMe 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2008

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    Getting There...

    I don;t struggle the problem is... my wolf side pops up at very inappropriet times there will add more soon... Ookami Tala xx
    WolfCrazyGirl WolfCrazyGirl 13-15 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    Sometimes I Cant Control It

    I feel as if something is always beside me. That the anger it feels is in me. Im a generally cool guy. Play sports wrestle football rugby play instruments work. But in the middle of the night I wake up from dreams where I feel like an animal. I am native born. But I don't feel...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2012

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    He is pretty stubborn,

    and will give me hardcore heart ack (literally it feels like my heart is about to explode) when he gets seriously angry.
    IceMareen IceMareen 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    My Wolf

    My wolf is stubborn and greedy and really doesn't care all that much about other people's feelings, which is really opposite of how I usually am.  But every once in a while it just pops out and I have to struggle with the wolf to send it back inside.  I wonder why a...
    swirlingmist swirlingmist 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2009

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    At War With Myself

    Yes I struggle with myself some times, as do we all. I hate this human body, but there's nothing I can do about it, it's like a curse I just can't shake. Who knows maybe it is a curse. I just wish I could just be the wolf I am 24/7/365. But know it'll never happen. I want out so...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    I have had a long and hard struggle with self hatred. I grew up in a family of 9 kids. I seemed to always be the most sensitive. It made me feel as tho something was wrong with me...
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    I've always struggled with this. Ever since I was younger. Kinda doesn't help when your boyfriend is so engulfed with being in the gym...
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    Life is a bitter sweet pill I am forced to take against my will Everyone trying to pull me Back into so called reality Why, I ask, what does it hold? Don't they see I have nothing...
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    oeN4 oeN4 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    I don't understand. I'm one of these people who just love. I try to get along with everyone, I have never wanted much, I don't ask for gifts. I love things made or are thoughtful...
    nolife1 nolife1 18-21, F May 6

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    bipolarPeter bipolarPeter 31-35, M May 9

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    Just hit 31 and I'm hating the 30's so far!!! I have always been 130lbs or less, but now I'm at 160. I try and eat healthy, but sometimes I can't. For one thing I can't always...
    stang12920 stang12920 31-35, F 3 Responses May 14

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    My mom believes that health is everything, and she's always been a "fitness-addict". But in my family I'm the one with the "different" shape. I've got some hips and butt. Nothing I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 19

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    I feel like I'm so fat and I'm so terrified because summer is coming up and I don't want to look bad at the beach and ugh its hard to stay away from junk food sometimes. I'm 5ft...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 2

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    xoValentina xoValentina 18-21, F 3 Responses May 5

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    The trials and tribulations that has happen in my life. I take responsibility of it, because I know the consequences that were going to happen. I'm not perfect, I'm just human that...
    Natashxxs Natashxxs 31-35, F May 13

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    I starve myself, I know its wrong but if I don't stay a certain weight I feel insecure and just horrible. I know my DD breast size adds to my weight but I must stay 45 kgs no more...
    Unexplainable0o0 Unexplainable0o0 18-21, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    socalboy99 socalboy99 22-25, M 1 Response May 18

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    "Sensitivity is a sign of life. Better hurt than hardened. I bow to those who keep their hearts open when it is most difficult, those who refuse to keep their armor on any longer...
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    insecured insecured 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    NaturallyPeculiar NaturallyPeculiar 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    CrazyAussieGuyTwo CrazyAussieGuyTwo 18-21, M 1 Response May 9

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    LifeChangedMe LifeChangedMe 18-21, F 2 Responses May 11

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