I Sometimes Think I'm a Waste of Space

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    Some or... Most of the time I feel like a waste

    of space. Only a tool to be use when people need it I just fix the problem or sometimes like a jacket you wear when you are cold I will be there too warm you up then when your done... You just ignore me and put me back in the closet... I feel that I'm a ugly unwanted human being...
    michaela14865 michaela14865
    18-21, M
    Dec 6, 2013

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