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I Sometimes Think

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    When Does Preservation of Your Life, Cross the Line to No Life At All?

    I am sitting here at work thinking about living in fear and doubt and how consuming that can be. I think back over the last couple of years, and go wow! I lived my life so carefully and so full of worry that i was completely frozen in the ability to make any risks...
    forwardlookingbackward forwardlookingbackward 31-35, M 3 Responses Jun 8, 2009

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    Thinking About Traumatic Loss

    Its been awhile Dan. I thought i would say hello to you through here.I dont know if you will recieve it, bt i guess anything is possible. I miss ya buddy and wish you didnt have to go the way you did. I wish i didnt love cocaine back then. I also wish that i could have...
    forwardlookingbackward forwardlookingbackward 31-35, M 7 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    I Sometimes Think.

    God is sitting up there laughing at me.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Hallejuhah!

    Hallelujah. When I look around at the diversity of life and people.  I bet you if we were giants we would look down at the earth the way we look down on a bunch of ants. No personal stories, no global struggles, no world hunger, no wars. The only thing we would see is a...
    forwardlookingbackward forwardlookingbackward 31-35, M 3 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Sometimes the Best Place For the Past. Is the Past!

    remember back before the age of facebook and myspace. When you would think and daydream what old friends have been up to, reminiscing in your mind about the good old times. Wondering what it would be like to see them again.....Well I had that today. It was a friend of mine from...
    forwardlookingbackward forwardlookingbackward 31-35, M Jun 5, 2009

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    Lately I Feel Braver Than Ever

    that lately i feel much braver than say 2 months ago. It is the weirdest thing. For the last couple of years i have lived in a self imposed form worriwortism i guess is the way to put it. lol. I would want to do this or i would want to do that, but i wouldnt. I would...
    forwardlookingbackward forwardlookingbackward 31-35, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2009

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    I Sometimes Think

    I sometimes think,What the hell,It's my time,Give me a run,Let's have a change,Wanna be happy,This crap,Had enough.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Dearest daughterHopefully, one day you will read this letter. Probably I’ll get pregnant with you in the future. Or I will find you where you’re biological mother left...
    mishale80 mishale80 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Sometimes I do many wrong things in loneliness that I would never like to do and I also feel shame after a day or two. It feels like I have two of my self or someone gets control...
    kikforyou kikforyou 18-21, M Mar 10

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    i don't believe people who say i am also just like u.i think they r lying to get our attention.
    jez999 jez999 22-25, F Mar 8

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    that's the reason I'm on here so much. it stops the constant over thinking. i need something to keep my mind off of everything.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    As someone who used to weight 129 I understand the desire to be thin. I changed my lifestyle, my eating habits and the weight fell off. I lost 20 pounds in six months doing...
    minuet1965 minuet1965 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Daily. Tiring. Painful. But can help others. So i dont bark much about it.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 10

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    I never cried so hard in my life when I realized God gave happiness to someone else. Just like the girl who chose someone over me. God chose someone over me. Somehow God thought it...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    Looking to chop some locks If you want a haircut , feel free to message me
    piyush93 piyush93 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I destroy my mind sometimes. Thinking and brooding...
    dyonyso dyonyso 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 4

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    i think about death and not taking any risks.i sometimes i forget that im mortal.i live like im gonna live forever. most of the time i feel trapped but im hopeful that one day i...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    This picture was on a friend's Facebook page, and this was my response. As much as I love and cherish God, this country was not founded on with the idea that we are one nation...
    idriveithard idriveithard 36-40, M 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I do respect and love my family, but most of the time they make me sad, mad and it really hurt me. I know they love me too but sometimes i thinks they dont. I want to show them...
    tiffanyalcalei tiffanyalcalei 26-30, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    What did I do in a past life that would create me, and everything about me, in this life? Sometimes I feel like the odds were/are against me....
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M 16 hrs ago

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    I am sometimes antisocial. and by sometimes I mean all the time.
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    I'm so letting go on so many things and I know it's going to be painful but it's for the best I don't care what others are going to think I'm just going to life the way I want to...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I am strange in the way I live surely like many others. I am strange for many reasons but my strangness is my strength. Sometimes my mind stops thinking. Its feel great because I...
    YorTicLes YorTicLes 18-21, M Mar 12

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    I'm having doubts about my boyfriend. We've been together almost 3 years. We briefly dated in high school, then after I graduated university we reconnected. I don't have a bad...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    There are 2 men both whom I work with that I find myself thinking of. Both are married as am I . I don't think one of them even knows how he affects me. The other may have not...
    sensualsusan sensualsusan 41-45, F 12 Responses Mar 13

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    I think of the various people who know me .. And those who think they know me. Most of them know one facet of who I am, maybe even a few different facets. But does anyone really...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 8 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Promises and things said. Unfortunently the mistrust can push some away a little sometimes. Tho, I try not to conclude "I knew it!", "Could not be trusted", etc. Id not like to...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Mar 3

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    aaaaargh!!! roller coaster of emotions again. probably my 'daddy issues' rearing their ugly heads. long story short: I'm happy being alone. i love being single. And Yes, I'd...
    peepsqueek peepsqueek 31-35, F Mar 8

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    o know they hate me specially my mom. she always says toe that I was a mistake that I wasn't support to be born. but comparing it to my other sibbling my sister which is two years...
    metoo112 metoo112 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I don't FEEL depressed necessarily....but I've haven't been going to class. Sometimes I don't do any of my homework and never leave my dorm. Sometimes I can't get out of bed...
    inspirefyre inspirefyre 18-21, F Mar 18

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    I think about things way too much I over analyze situations sometimes and makes me more confused than when I started. sometimes I will make myself late and missed the bus because I...
    me0883 me0883 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 24

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    Hmm... I think some are so worried about becomming old looking. That they actually speed the ageing up with stress and what not, forget to actually live and be present. Maybe just...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Mar 7

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    I met L again recently. I keep telling myself it’s nothing more than 2 friends getting together for drinks and some bar food. Nothing more physical than a friendly hug hello...
    qcrash qcrash 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    seriously, sometimes I can think and imagine things that seem so outrageous and sometimes I feel like my mind imagines things that aren't even a part of this dimension. things that...
    cabsarehere cabsarehere 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 2

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    I am tired of being polite to people.My mom in law does not think I have a mom too and acts so selfishly sometimes.All she thinks of is her son.I don't exist for her.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 2

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    I have never done this before, so please don't judge. I have been lonely since 2013, hardly any good friends, I keep everything private, I don't feel anyone understands or can be...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 2

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    sometimes i dont think of myself as having a gender. i wish a had a friend that thinks the same
    Msxspraypaint Msxspraypaint 22-25, F Mar 5

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    hey guys, since I last wrote in here I had a message off a long lost ex bf from college whome I was totally in love with n we just ended up loosing contact, always thought about...
    Ffirebrand Ffirebrand 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I'm a college student and I have a friend who's like a bestfriend to me since we're always together plus another friend in all our classes and during lunch. He's gay and open about...
    jo107 jo107 22-25, F Mar 12

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    I think myself that it is very discouraging and very annoying when I want to do something and I know what I have two do and nobody will help me whatsoever and when I asked for help...
    computerfreak computerfreak 46-50, M Mar 12

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    My husband and I met 8 years ago and fell in love rather quickly. Within a few weeks of dating (in highschool) he proposed. I thought this was just aploy to get in my pants and...
    nikkigabber22 nikkigabber22 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    ok, i'm probably not, because a real psychopath wouldn't even bother to write these kind of experiences and would think nothing's wrong with him/her. still, i have noticed that i...
    Taamo Taamo 16-17, F Mar 15