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I Sometimes Want to Be a Drug Addict

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    So Maybe I Need to Clarify...

    I've gotten a bunch of comments telling me "oh you don't want to do that trust me I've been there" and so I feel like maybe I should clarify a couple of things. I don't want to be a drug addict on top of everything else, but rather, in place of. I've been there...
    EmptyInside EmptyInside 19-21, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2007

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    Drugs

    This is an odd one. Yes, I am a recreational drug user, whatevz, nothing serious. To be quite honest I read more about drugs than I actually do them. I research drugs regularly not only because I find the topic (and how it applies to psychology, neurochemistry, etc.) rather...
    thisboy thisboy 18-21, M May 3, 2010

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    I'd Like to Trade...

    I feel like I have created enough harmful situations for myself, at least if I were a drug addict instead I would be able to escape from the reality of having created that harmful situation...
    EmptyInside EmptyInside 19-21, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2007

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    ... I Don't Wanna Feel Anymore

    I remember the counsolers telling us to say no to drugs. I remember feeling "yucky" when someone mentioned crack. I remember waking up to find a crack-headed stranger sleeping on my porch one day. For some reason, I want to join. I want to join a life of possession and prison and...
    KMAna KMAna 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    But I Can't, Not Right Now

    he's in the army and we are overseas. but when i get state-side i swear i'm gonna start back up. it's the only thing that makes me function in society. 
    juggalove juggalove 31-35, F 5 Responses May 3, 2010

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    I am just now looking at my addiction. I have been clean for four years. After 10 years on the street, selling my body, 5 years in prison, and waking up one morning asking myself...
    fayeunold fayeunold 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    175 days clean and sober today! im 20 and been using since 15 and though its hard i never thought it was possible. To anyone struggling with addiction in any field stay positive...
    dansimpson40 dansimpson40 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    when you start looking on the ground for little peices that fell, just to get high I'm disappointed in myself. #addiction
    calibuds calibuds 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    The party is over, Although it never begun. I waited for you to get sober, But it's like looking for rainbows in the sun. There are glimpses of hope, But reality is I've lost you...
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    You're ruining your life! I can't stop you :( why can't you just stop this behavior??? You're losing everything. Piece by piece, everyone is giving up, do you really love this drug...
    itiswhatitis987 itiswhatitis987 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I hate waking up before midday, I work late, go school, and study. I prefer sleep over everything so I just want to sleep but no, if I'm not at school I'm at work, if I'm not at...
    Perdonal Perdonal 13-15 3 days ago

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    It's like a broken record. Once I don't have any I want more. I'm craving so bad tonight..
    BeautifulSin BeautifulSin 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    Not just sometimes. Every day, to wake up is heartbreaking. I used to see the beauty in anything; everything. Waking up was something to look forward to, and sleep was the obstacle...
    rorenchan rorenchan 18-21, F Nov 28

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    I want to sleep for a long time or for many years or forever.... :-(
    Fallofwinter Fallofwinter 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I just want to lie under a table right now. Listen to G-Spliff and go to sleep. Never wake up with so many problems floating over my head...
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wanna get close to you like shoes with laces, teeth with braces and sentence without space. yawwwnnn #sleepyhead
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I like when texting someone becomes a routine, like it's not normal if you don't talk to each other #yawwwnnn
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    There is no rest for the weary, for their bleeding hearts and souls, and no matter of sleep or slumber, will ever ease the burning coals. -by me (a girl named Wynters)
    theamazingzady theamazingzady 18-21, F Nov 29

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    every night before I sleep I have one wish a that I never get up
    cassius77u cassius77u 18-21, M Dec 3

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    So that I don't have to deal with this ******* world anymore. There's too much **** going on here.
    AveiraAmaria AveiraAmaria 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'd like to just go to sleep and not be called upon to help people or be there when I've lost someone I love so much. It'd be nice to just not be needed for things.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I only got 6 hours of sleep and now I feel like a zombie. :(
    advicefairy advicefairy 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    life just isn't going to get better
    howieday howieday 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    I would never admit it to people I actually know but I have known for a while that I have a problem. Its weird to talk about and I doubt anyone cares but I am going to talk about...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am new here. I have read a few posts and seems people on here are pretty young. In sharing, I am in my 50s. I want to share that I just lost my mother a few years ago and...
    southsioux7 southsioux7 56-60, F Nov 19

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    HU4ever HU4ever 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I write this with my own experience in mind, I do not judge anyone yet I will 'preach' about how addiction can ruin your quality of life. I have struggled with opiates, but...
    TheCoitalQueen TheCoitalQueen 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    crazybeautiful26 crazybeautiful26 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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