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I Sometimes Want to Be a Drug Addict

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 32 People

    But I Can't, Not Right Now

    he's in the army and we are overseas. but when i get state-side i swear i'm gonna start back up. it's the only thing that makes me function in society. 
    juggalove juggalove 31-35, F 5 Responses May 3, 2010

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    ... I Don't Wanna Feel Anymore

    I remember the counsolers telling us to say no to drugs. I remember feeling "yucky" when someone mentioned crack. I remember waking up to find a crack-headed stranger sleeping on my porch one day. For some reason, I want to join. I want to join a life of possession and prison and...
    KMAna KMAna 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    So Maybe I Need to Clarify...

    I've gotten a bunch of comments telling me "oh you don't want to do that trust me I've been there" and so I feel like maybe I should clarify a couple of things. I don't want to be a drug addict on top of everything else, but rather, in place of. I've been there...
    EmptyInside EmptyInside 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    Drugs

    This is an odd one. Yes, I am a recreational drug user, whatevz, nothing serious. To be quite honest I read more about drugs than I actually do them. I research drugs regularly not only because I find the topic (and how it applies to psychology, neurochemistry, etc.) rather...
    thisboy thisboy 18-21, M May 3, 2010

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    I'd Like to Trade...

    I feel like I have created enough harmful situations for myself, at least if I were a drug addict instead I would be able to escape from the reality of having created that harmful situation...
    EmptyInside EmptyInside 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2007

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    I always told myself and everyone that I was so glad to not have a drug addiction. I don't do drugs I never have. I'm a social drinker. And I hate cigarettes. But to think I could...
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    I've been a drug addict for three years almost four. I only smoke pot but I smoke it to the extreme, at my worst I was smoking more than ten times a day. I smoked through my...
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    I wrote something out for this, but it was so long I didn't think anyone would read it. It's so hard to summarize a drug addiction story, but I'll try. I had done most drugs...
    chinawhite007 chinawhite007 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    I am the spouse of a drug addict. I have been married to my husband for two years, together for three. we have a beautiful baby together. When I first met my husband (summer of...
    toreybella toreybella 18-21, F Mar 12

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    This is hard to talk about on my end. I married to a woman that's addicted to drugs supposedly pills but I think it's more then just that. This has been going on too long the lies...
    bumperjack713 bumperjack713 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So i have been in a relationship with my husband for 11 years and recently married. He has been to prison. Stolen. Lied. Cheated...the whole shabang! Hes been using since he was 12...
    bmfc5525 bmfc5525 36-40 4 Responses Mar 14

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    I'm engaged to an addict. We've been together for 8 1/2 years. I had always thought the problem was alcohol and cocaine. He would go on binges for 3 days straight about every 3...
    jillybeanfl jillybeanfl 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    My husband is addicted to heroin. I think there has slways been issues but I failed to see them. I sm lost.
    hcsunshine hcsunshine 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    11 years, 3 break ups... 2 days ago I took my life back. We have two kids who have known life without their father more than life with him. I tried to type all the wrong he has...
    Melanie05 Melanie05 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hello. I have no idea where to start. I'm been kinda new to this. I've only been in a relationship a little less than a year. In the beginning of course everything was cool. We...
    Rhyneing Rhyneing 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    I have been clean for 10 months and 2 days ago I relapsed on meth. I don't know how to stop it now! My wife is getting suspicious and has every right to be. I tell myself after...
    jjeff88 jjeff88 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    I am newly married and was misinformed upon moving to another state to be with my husband. He swore to me he was clean. I am in recovery and also work in the field so he knew how...
    amiracole9 amiracole9 31-35, F Mar 16

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    Feeling very betrayed right now. My husband finally went in for treatment and based on the lab work they have done so far it looks like he has contracted Hepatitis. Which means...
    nothingandno1 nothingandno1 26-30, F Mar 18

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    I always whished to sleep and not to wake up the next day.....but obviously I get up n hope for things to get better....I'm from a middle class family who suffers and struggles to...
    Lolitha794 Lolitha794 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    When I hurt myself I fantasize about hurting others, I would feed off of the pain they are experiencing. When they laughed at me and bullied me. When they abused me. I'll...
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme 16-17, M Mar 2

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    I realized that people here are always perverted. I have talk to several people here and they are very disrespectful. EP Friend #1: I talk to this guy because he was lonely until...
    diane1996 diane1996 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I think this is one of them times... my friend is away... my life is a mess... my closest friend doesnt want anything to with me... i have no one.. i think i might just sleep...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 14

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    I just want to sleep forever and live in my dreams and never wake up to deal with this world
    saftyg saftyg 13-15, F Mar 18

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    Wow I never knew other people thought this too... It is slightly reassuring to find im not the only one. But the down side is how frequently this thought comes into my mind.... It...
    JustSomeDewd JustSomeDewd 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I'm 18. I've drank just about every day since I got home from basic training for the army. Recently I have started taking vyvanse and Ritalin everyday. In the last 8-9 months I...
    thya13 thya13 18-21, M Mar 13

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    The moments when I feel like why even bother trying seems to come often. All alone that's my only hope. Can't give up though other wise you'll let those who called you not good for...
    whoscarlo5 whoscarlo5 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    I am all alone and my friend just made me really sad please my bff just dumped me and I'm only 10
    alonegal21 alonegal21 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    This is something I would really like to do. I am currently sitting on the floor in my room. I am so tired, physically and mentally. I would love to go into a deep sleep and not...
    jaylol jaylol 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    I wish I was anorexic because I love love love food. I could eat it all day and then as soon as I'm done eating I feel bad. I've tried throwing up before but I don't have that much...
    aestrada91 aestrada91 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    If I could just sleep forever I could pretend to be with you
    brokenhearted89 brokenhearted89 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    If I learned one thing trying to get clean, its to never refuse to help your self. I lost my fight because I did not have the proper support and help that I needed to stay clean. I...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F Mar 17

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    If I learned one thing trying to get clean, its to never refuse to help your self. I lost my fight because I did not have the proper support and help that I needed to stay clean. I...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Hi. So my sister has been addicted to drugs since a teen. Mainly pain meds has dabbled in heroine n the like. She was a functioning drug addict for ever u couldn't really tell...
    Punkin7788 Punkin7788 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I am bored day 2 withdrawling after 2 week binge. I'd like to be able to say the binge was awful....but really it wasn't it was super fun except for the part that the $ I used I...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    Before anyone says a thing let me ask you something. Do you know about the Prohibition of Alcohol in the US? Basically it was a law put in place that banned the production...
    AnAnonymousPanda AnAnonymousPanda 16-17, M Mar 13

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    Where to start? I'm so much happier thn I've been in months and so much has changed. Firstly I decided to quit my job and now I'll be starting a new one on one week with a $7k...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I don't think people who do drugs are "bad",it is just that I find it incredibly stupid.There is no way you can escape your problems,and more importantly your emotional problems...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    My husband of almost 5 years is addicted to synthetic weed and is in complete denial. It has destroyed so many things in his life, but blames in on everything else, even me. He...
    lumom lumom 31-35, F Mar 11

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    First things first: I love comments. Everyone loves, when people reads their stuff. So if you manage to read all this, please let me know what you think. Thanks. Sometimes I'm...
    Peachh Peachh 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I am 19 and I have been shooting heroin since August. It doesnt matter how I started, or who the first person was to put a needle in my arm. What matters is why. Why did I choose...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    This past year, has been hell. I have gone through heart break after disappointment's and it has made me weak, weaker then I ever imagined I could be. I became so powerless, I...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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