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I Sometimes Want to Be a Drug Addict

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    Drugs

    This is an odd one. Yes, I am a recreational drug user, whatevz, nothing serious. To be quite honest I read more about drugs than I actually do them. I research drugs regularly not only because I find the topic (and how it applies to psychology, neurochemistry, etc.) rather...
    thisboy thisboy 18-21, M May 3, 2010

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    So Maybe I Need to Clarify...

    I've gotten a bunch of comments telling me "oh you don't want to do that trust me I've been there" and so I feel like maybe I should clarify a couple of things. I don't want to be a drug addict on top of everything else, but rather, in place of. I've been there...
    EmptyInside EmptyInside 19-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    ... I Don't Wanna Feel Anymore

    I remember the counsolers telling us to say no to drugs. I remember feeling "yucky" when someone mentioned crack. I remember waking up to find a crack-headed stranger sleeping on my porch one day. For some reason, I want to join. I want to join a life of possession and prison and...
    KMAna KMAna 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    But I Can't, Not Right Now

    he's in the army and we are overseas. but when i get state-side i swear i'm gonna start back up. it's the only thing that makes me function in society. 
    juggalove juggalove 31-35, F 5 Responses May 3, 2010

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    I'd Like to Trade...

    I feel like I have created enough harmful situations for myself, at least if I were a drug addict instead I would be able to escape from the reality of having created that harmful situation...
    EmptyInside EmptyInside 19-21, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2007

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    for the past five years I've been living with my husband's drug addiction everyday...so much damage has been done...feelings of abandonment and neglect because let's face it we...
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    I have been since I was about 14 and I'm 20 now. I don't think there's anything I haven't done out there maybe except that krokodil and I swear I won't try that stuff I don't want...
    IAmSatan IAmSatan 18-21, M Jan 19

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    imateenagewasteland imateenagewasteland 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    XVIFlaviaFirma XVIFlaviaFirma 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 18

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    My little sister is addicted to heroin.
    HollieHeroin HollieHeroin 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    justsomegirloutthere89 justsomegirloutthere89 22-25, F Jan 7

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    Sometimes I want to but somehow I always manage to get up and get through my day. I miss someone very much, just wish they felt the same.
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    Sometimes when everything becomes too much I just wanna give up.
    hxlils hxlils 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    zeewedgie zeewedgie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    My mom just started using crack again. Ugh
    raesaddiction raesaddiction 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Here we go again after 10 years problems with meth..I'm so sad!
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    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    there's days when i go to sleep i wish i just wont wake up but then i do and i just lay there in bed and dont get up
    Becca1369 Becca1369 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    If I could sleep forever, then that means I'd have the dream of my life. ♥
    xogracexo xogracexo 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I wish I could cocoon in my bed for the winter.....
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    What you do, always comes with a consequence. Good or bad. ------------------------------- So here's a 100% true story, that is currently going on in my life. I won't say names...
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    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 11 Responses 6 days ago

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    skipper596 skipper596 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Jerrichoo Jerrichoo 13-15, M 5 Responses Jan 5

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    Well I figured I would vent anonymously since I feel like I can't really ever express myself in front of people, soooooo here it goes. Number 1 I feel like I'm utterly alone and I...
    rottenmango rottenmango 26-30, M Jan 6

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    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M 29 mins ago

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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