I Sometimes Want to Give Up

Depersonalization kills me. it eats me from inside.it really feels like a little more and i'm going to lose myself.To forget once and for all what is me,who is me. i want to give up waking up every morning into this imitation of life...

I really feel like giving up right now. The urge is so strong. Nothing ever goes right for me, yadda yadda yadda. Sigh.........

Sometimes I want to give up, b/c sometimes life sucks. It seems like when somethin good comes around the corner is somethin worse, it's like an evil curse. You ask yourself "Why me", when I needed a shoulder to lean on I couldn't even...

Ballet is my life. I want to do that professionally. I wish I could but sometimes I just feel like no matter how hard I work, I'll never be good enough. I started too late, I'm too short, my legs aren't long enough, I'm not flexible...

I'm getting that annoying thought more frequently...
I have a hard time putting away the ever present desire to blow my brains out...but I'm still too much aware of the stupidity of such decision.  
It's still there nevertheless...

the world we live in is such a sick place, war, rape incest, corruption and injustice. makes you wonder why even bother. and sadly it will never end. who wants to live in a world where kids a sold as sex slaves, or where police abuse...

Giving up? Yep, it's easy to give up, but It also means surrender.

I hope for an impossible wish that will never ever come true, to be a girl. I stick at my hopes everyday and I feel my life today is not worth living. I'm a pessimist...

I promised someone to wait for him whatever it takes, whatever happens. But as time goes by, I feel so hopeless that leads me to a thinking of "GIVING HIM UP".  Before he left, he promised me to communicate with...

I want to give up,At times,I do,If it's not worth it,Sometimes,I don't even want to try.

Sometimes it's incredibly hard to find strength to move on. But somehow I manage through the fog. Sometimes with the help of a guide.

I will never try suicide again. I know that I will just mess it up and make my life worse, like I did as a teenager. However, I can't help but think about it sometimes.I am just so tired. I am tired of being in pain, tired of feeling...

I've read a lot of articles, messages etc. Calling suicide the easy way out. I don't know if it is. Sometimes I feel like I would be helping everyone around me, If I put this barrel to my temple and said goodbye. I even made a mental...

I just tried to give up on writing this story, see there?

Okay but seriously, don't get down on yourself for feeling that way, it's natural to want to just lie on the ground in a fetal position and not want to move. It's okay to feel...

Sometimes I feel like giving up. Let go of everything, and end this nightmare called life. I won't though, giving up shows I'm weak, I can't afford weakness, not in the world we live in today. I don't want to give up all the time,I just...

Sometimes,I wanna give up,The shit life throws,I wonder,Is it really worth it?But in the end,I see through,And raise my head again.

"Life is short, but this time it was bigger, Than the strength he had to get up off his knees."  Whiskey Lullaby Brad Paisley & Alison Krauss
  I have days when I don't know...

to become the woman i should have been born as

it is easier to conform

but do I want to

it id easier to slip into normality

but do i want to

it is easier to be just a bloke

but do i want to

no i dont

it is a struggle

it...

Right now, I will not quit! Quitting is a easy resolution, if you believe ingiving up your dreams.  I´m currently taking my Bachelors degree in Occupational Therapy - And I´m lovin it :) I want to believe in myself and thinking...

The other day i took an overdose of my anti anxiety medication. Ive had it in my draws for about 3 months because i havent been wanting to take it. Just being stubborn and just really depressed. Thinking it'll take ages to work and...

every morning before i get out of bed. the pain in my legs shoots all over and i then want to give up. i want to give up majority of the time. the only time i don't want to give up is when i am in water or sleeping.