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I Sometimes Want to Give Up

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    The World We Live In.

    the world we live in is such a sick place, war, rape ******, corruption and injustice. makes you wonder why even bother. and sadly it will never end. who wants to live in a world where kids a sold as sex slaves, or where police abuse their privellages and abuse others and let...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Courage?

    I've read a lot of articles, messages etc. Calling suicide the easy way out. I don't know if it is. Sometimes I feel like I would be helping everyone around me, If I put this barrel to my temple and said goodbye. I even made a mental note, to take time to sit and contemplate the...
    SocialFuckingParasite SocialFuckingParasite 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    Want To Give Up.

    Depersonalization kills me. it eats me from inside.it really feels like a little more and i'm going to lose myself.To forget once and for all what is me,who is me. i want to give up waking up every morning into this imitation of life. living like a robot. with no feelings at all...
    pro0ject pro0ject 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 25, 2010

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    Though I Never Will

    I will never try suicide again. I know that I will just mess it up and make my life worse, like I did as a teenager. However, I can't help but think about it sometimes.I am just so tired. I am tired of being in pain, tired of feeling sick, tired of fighting, and just plain tired...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T 1 Response Apr 21, 2013

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    Almost Tired of Waiting

    I promised someone to wait for him whatever it takes, whatever happens. But as time goes by, I feel so hopeless that leads me to a thinking of "GIVING HIM UP".  Before he left, he promised me to communicate with me once in a while, by the way, he is in a...
    sehrge sehrge 22-25, F Sep 15, 2009

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    What's Happening To Me?

    I have a loving and supportive family. I see a therapist regularly, and am taking Citalopram every day.The psychiatrist used words like 'general medical condition caused mood disorder' and 'depressive episode'. I have never wanted to kill myself.I'm going to classes now, which is...
    LowMoodSquid LowMoodSquid 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    That Time Is Now

    I really feel like giving up right now. The urge is so strong. Nothing ever goes right for me, yadda yadda yadda. Sigh.........
    DietIcedTea DietIcedTea 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2009

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    The Easy Way Out.

    Sometimes I feel like giving up. Let go of everything, and end this nightmare called life. I won't though, giving up shows I'm weak, I can't afford weakness, not in the world we live in today. I don't want to give up all the time,I just want to run away from my past, live in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 22, 2013

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    Finding Strength

    Sometimes it's incredibly hard to find strength to move on. But somehow I manage through the fog. Sometimes with the help of a guide.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    When the World Is Stronger

      "Life is short, but this time it was bigger, Than the strength he had to get up off his knees."  Whiskey Lullaby Brad Paisley & Alison Krauss   I have days when I don't know if I can get off my knees, days when I just...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2009

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    Im So Sorry.

    a couple weeks ago, i made a pact with my best friend. i told him i would stop my addiction. whatever it took if he stopped his too. i have been cutting for 6 years. i am 17 now. when i was younger, my sister used to molest me every night. i thought my mom hated me. my dad didnt...
    hcjewell648 hcjewell648 18-21, F Aug 3, 2013

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    In My Quest

    to become the woman i should have been born as it is easier to conform but do I want to it id easier to slip into normality but do i want to it is easier to be just a bloke but do i want to no i dont it is a struggle it alientates people it is not accepted by friends...
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Apr 19, 2013

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    So Many Times

    I just tried to give up on writing this story, see there? Okay but seriously, don't get down on yourself for feeling that way, it's natural to want to just lie on the ground in a fetal position and not want to move. It's okay to feel that, we just have to avoid acting on it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    I Will Survive!

    Right now, I will not quit! Quitting is a easy resolution, if you believe ingiving up your dreams.  I´m currently taking my Bachelors degree in Occupational Therapy - And I´m lovin it :) I want to believe in myself and thinking thatI´m capable of studying and become...
    FaroesePearl FaroesePearl 26-30, F Jan 7, 2012

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    Give Up?

    Giving up? Yep, it's easy to give up, but It also means surrender. I hope for an impossible wish that will never ever come true, to be a girl. I stick at my hopes everyday and I feel my life today is not worth living. I'm a pessimist, I don't look at my positive points, I always...
    Mirai13 Mirai13 18-21, T 2 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    Every Morning

    every morning before i get out of bed. the pain in my legs shoots all over and i then want to give up. i want to give up majority of the time. the only time i don't want to give up is when i am in water or sleeping.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    I realized that nothing is ever going to change.

    All guys think they're more important than girls, they always will. We aren't equal to them, we're below them. We make them our entire world and we're just a part of theirs, we're interchangeable and disposable because we don't matter, they do. No guy is ever going to put you...
    marinadelmonroe marinadelmonroe 18-21, F Feb 13

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    Grey Skies

    The other day i took an overdose of my anti anxiety medication. Ive had it in my draws for about 3 months because i havent been wanting to take it. Just being stubborn and just really depressed. Thinking it'll take ages to work and whats the point....I just got up the other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28, 2012

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    Things We Love Can Be The Hardest...

    Ballet is my life. I want to do that professionally. I wish I could but sometimes I just feel like no matter how hard I work, I'll never be good enough. I started too late, I'm too short, my legs aren't long enough, I'm not flexible enough, blah blah blah, everyday. I always...
    rosborne rosborne 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2010

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    Sometimes.

    So many times I wanted to give up in many areas of my life.  I think if I do, then there's nothing to go on.  I tell myself positive things and the last thing I want to do is give up.  Does it mean I don't give up?  No, cause it still can occur sometimes and I also know, I am...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2011

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    Constantly

    I'm getting that annoying thought more frequently... I have a hard time putting away the ever present desire to blow my brains out...but I'm still too much aware of the stupidity of such decision.   It's still there nevertheless.... Other days I just want to lie on the floor...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 1, 2011

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    I Just Wanna Give Up On School Sometimes...

    I feel like school expects to much of me. I feel so stupid when i cant answer a simple question. I feel like im not smart or good enough. Im always afraid to put my self on the spot light because im afraid of criticism. Sometimes i just wanna give up, it'll relive me of all this...
    smilerainbowcow19 smilerainbowcow19 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    It has been one week

    since my wife and I decided to get divorced. I feel so broken and lost. My heart just hurts.
    umpreferee umpreferee 41-45, M Oct 25, 2014

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    Actually I feel this quiet a lot recently.

    I have lost faith in science. There's just this constant stress and pressure going on. I wish I could just go to sleep one day and never wake up. Life hurts too much. I think, even though I'm young, that my heart is just so tired of feeling all the negative things. Not much...
    HannahSavannah HannahSavannah 18-21, F Oct 25, 2014

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    Life

    Sometimes I want to give up, b/c sometimes life sucks. It seems like when somethin good comes around the corner is somethin worse, it's like an evil curse. You ask yourself "Why me", when I needed a shoulder to lean on I couldn't even count on family.
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Dec 27, 2012

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    and lay around. Which yes I have done a lot of

    due to anxiety and OCD. The other part of me wants to keep trying...
    cottonbreeze cottonbreeze 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I wanna give up,The **** life throws,I wonder,Is it really worth it?But in the end,I see through,And raise my head again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 25, 2012

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    I Want To Give Up

    I want to give up,At times,I do,If it's not worth it,Sometimes,I don't even want to try.
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    Not in a suicidal way. I have gone a few years without a lick of sadness. I'm just always tired. I could use a nap that lasts awhile.
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