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    It Comes and It Goes - i'm 20 years old, 5'7" and around 140 lbs. (although that's an estimate because i really don't weigh myself) sometimes i feel pretty good about my body...
    runnagirrl runnagirrl 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2008

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    Real Bad Sometimes - I am 5'2" and I weigh about 155.  I have hypothyroidism so I gain weight really easily and have a horrible time losing becusae dieting just makes me...
    alisheaskylar alisheaskylar 26-30, F Aug 12, 2008

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    Do I Have An Eating Disorder? - I'm really not sure. In school I wouldn't eat anything, but then I would get home and eat a little bit of everything. I would kind of feel bad about...
    LeniGail LeniGail 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2013

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    Im Recovered And Miss It - ive recovered (some say you never stop recovering) from EDNOS. started at 13 ended at 16. i miss it. i miss not being able to eat; i miss seeing fat in...
    abittobright abittobright 18-21, F Oct 16, 2013

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    As Horrible As That Is To Say - I'm fat. Against my will.Because of an endocrine disorder I have, my body is under the impression that I am in a condition of famine. Therefore- I...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    Eating Disorders. - I've been chubby ever since I can remember. I was never one to blame my weight on anything medical. But 2 years ago, I was diagnosed with Poly-Cystic Ovarian...
    collision collision 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 29, 2007

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    Sometimes I Try To Be Anorexic - I sometimes want to have full blown anorexia so that I can focus on anorexia all the time instead of me focusing on things in my past like this one...
    reset reset 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    ?? - sometimes i would rather go through a eating disorder than to be called and look and feel fat . this extra 30lbs sucks . i wonder how fast i could lose 30lbs by puking ??
    bandgeek2 bandgeek2 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2012

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    *gasp* How'd That Finger End Up Down My Throat?... - Sometimes I think it would just be sooooo much easier to just make myself puke instead of hating myself for being fat. I've...
    Warmthoughtsofyou04 Warmthoughtsofyou04 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    I Hate My Eating Disorder! - I saw this and felt really sad. I've had anorexia and bulimia for almost a year and trust me you don't want it. I'm still recovering so I'm not so full...
    SaraC09 SaraC09 13-15, F Aug 12, 2012

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    Wimp - I tried to throw up but I chickened out. I'm really disappointed with myself right now...
    LeniGail LeniGail 13-15, F Jun 6, 2013

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    Obsessed - I am obsessed with eating disorders. I love anything relating to ana, mia, or obese people. I have the movie/documentary "Thin" and I watch it all the time. Anything...
    chelsia1 chelsia1 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2008

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    I Don't Have the Will Power - I am 20 now...  and since I was about 17, I have had a few little month or so spells where I will eat literally nothing but...
    pinkkennel pinkkennel 18-21 1 Response Mar 29, 2009

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    Are You Kidding Me?!!! - Eating disorders suck major nuts. I'm fat. Really, I am. Supa chubby. And I struggle with Bulimia and Anorexic tendencies. Before this, I used to be a...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 2 Responses May 30, 2011

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    It Sounds Weird.. - I really hate eating sometimes.. I just feel like I'm putting on loads of weight there and then. I do love food.. but sometimes I wish I wasn't so greedy. Most...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F Nov 9, 2009

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    I have suffered from an eating disorder for most of my life. I am 23 now. Anorexia developed in me when I was 10, by the time I was 15 it was severe and included bits of bulimia. I...
    Mslip Mslip 22-25, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I don't think I'd ever tell anyone but I might as well. I have Schizoaffective Disorder which, in a basic definition, it's like Bipolar and Schizophrenia, some people have...
    PitchDaffy PitchDaffy 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Eating disorder was never my main illness, it think it developed due to my Schizotypal Personality and Depression, but I know what is to struggle with eating disorder...I can say...
    lauruze lauruze 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Yes, I sometimes do. I sometimes, but only some times, want to have an illicit affair, with all of the things that comes with this. And when I say this, of course, because it is me...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 10 hrs ago

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    My adult son has binge eating disorder. We have four children, all living at home, and this problem puts a gigantic shadow over the whole family. My son is totally obsessed with...
    perseverer perseverer 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I don't know, honestly. Everyone thinks I have an eating disorder. I'm not sure. Honestly....I don't really know what anorexia is...*sigh*. I just know that medically.....I'm...
    Josephineong Josephineong 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I have an eating disorder, but know one in my family takes me seriously. I know I have Binge Eating Disorder and I have had it for a long time now. I can't stop putting food in my...
    Marisa67002 Marisa67002 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Well, im in recovery again. eating is a sometimes ok thing. Some days im hungry and give in, other days anna's in control. i cant wait to be rid of this eating disorder once and...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Dear eating disorder, please go away. I thought you were my friend, i thought you were helping me, looking out for me. At the start you reassured me that everything would be ok...
    pinkisperfect pinkisperfect 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    Yep. I still experience traces of it shining through when I get really paranoid about food, but I remind myself that I never want to go back to that eating disorder hell, and it's...
    twisteduniverse twisteduniverse 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Well my dad used to tell me off for eating. I always had a revved up metabolism which continued well into my teens. I could rival any teenage boy. But I was active- I never...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I am at war... with myself. Actually, it's more like tug-of-war. My Life is in a long game of tug-of-war with My Body (either way, I consider myself a soldier, but you can think...
    Amsch95 Amsch95 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    So, I think my anorexia is coming back. I've been eating a lot recently, but throwing it all up. I'm sick of doing that. All I want is to be skinny. I hate myself and when I...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I find my biggest confliction with my eating disorder is my weed habit. I smoke pot for my insomnia/depression and I love it. I was on a whole bunch of meds that made me feel...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I have an eating disorder that I struggling with. It started in highschool my junior year and I was cheerleading. Something triggered it again about a year ago and I am traveling...
    Anarai Anarai 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    So yesterday was eating fast food. From getting Arby's, to froyo and then a very greasy pizza. Well when I woke up this morning I thought I gained a lot. Like it feels like my face...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 23

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    Bulimia nervosa was my eating disorder!
    cowboy331 cowboy331 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    always here if someone needs advice or help or anything concerning recovering from an eating disorder, relapsing, etc. I'm happy to help!
    kissthedeadly kissthedeadly 18-21, F a week ago

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    My bulimia soon turned into anorexia after finding out what throwing up does to my teeth, as I'm super strict with oral health. Anyways, through that time, i dropped a lot of...
    ProHappiness ProHappiness 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    recently diagnosed with binge eating disorder and going to start CBT group in May. does anyone have experience with this treatment
    troyabout troyabout 51-55, M Mar 27

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    Absence. I've been gone due to my eating disorder and its repurcussions. I apologize to my friends.
    Toukos Toukos 18-21 5 days ago

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    I didn't really have a full-blown eating disorder. I used to make myself throw up. a lot. I would eat a meal then feel so sick and so gross that I would immediately run to the...
    countryanon countryanon 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I have bipolar disorder and bulimia. I've struggled with an eating disorder since I was 16, and I'm almost 24 now. I was diagnosed with bipolar when I was 18, and I've been trying...
    bripolar bripolar 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I'm battling an eating disorder and it's just not going well. It's hard to believe I could ever live without ED. It's constantly there and I don't know how I could shake it off. It...
    enzedanst enzedanst 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I'm sixteen and my neurologist thinks I have conversion disorder. I just spent the last hour completely sobbing and screaming because I just feel like I've gone crazy. A couple...
    dotk97 dotk97 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 21

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    Since i was even a tartlet.... All my life has been a series of binge eating without purging, then starvation, on and off, on and off. I'm binge eating nonstop as for now. I see...
    AprilBurden23 AprilBurden23 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    These past few months have been really hard. I thought how fat I am and currently I weigh 113 my goal is 100 but I feel like it's not enough. I want to get better I really do but I...
    ShattertheMemories ShattertheMemories 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    The meds I'm on for ADHD and depression suppress my appetite so much. But even when I try to eat I hear myself think 'how could you want that? You fatass. You'll never look good...
    underageloner underageloner 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Sometimes I remember my eighth grade year, when dance put so much pressure on me, with nostalgia because I felt so deliriously happy. I acknowledged I was anorexic, but I thought I...
    phoebegolde phoebegolde 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I was overweight from the time I was 9 to the time I was 14. I hated the way I looked. A few months ago a started losing weight. I became obsessed. I would make myself throw up...
    goodvibesman goodvibesman 13-15, F Apr 3

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    Ok so last night I saw my friend do Cinderella ballet. Well after that her family took me and my other friend to dinner......at 11 pm. We went to Denny's and it was the first time...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I have EDNOS for quite sometimes now, Kept losing weight until my BMI said I'm 15. or 16. something.... I couldn't sleep last night because my belly is feeling so bad its like...
    questioner16 questioner16 13-15, F Apr 7

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    for the past 5 months I've been purging n starving myself. I've lost about 35 pounds and my weight keeps going down. my weight is controlling my life its all I think about. well...
    OriginallyVintage OriginallyVintage 13-15, F Mar 23

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    So at the age 20 I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. I have been diagnosed with a chemical imbalance since the age of seven as they did not want to label a seven year...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F Apr 5

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    I've tried this normal eating thing for three days, and today the guilt is becoming unbearable, going back to my old ways again
    sarah3232 sarah3232 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Ana and Mia. My two best friends, who have almost killed me, but I desperately need them around. I feel lost without either one. Some days I will eat all day, and feel so guilty I...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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