I Sometimes Want to Stop Existing

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    Desire The Impossible

    I find it contradictorily. Living noticeably with everyone around me. Active socially, physically and etcetera. But with an absolute lack of desire to live, to a point where the lack itself turns into its opposite. A wish to not live, but even stronger than this. To not live...
    TheFearEater TheFearEater
    Jul 31, 2012

    I Wish I Had a Pause Button.

    Once in a while I get this urge to shut myself off for a while, simply go on pause. Sleeping or simply staring and thinking of nothing is the closest I've come to it. It's not a desire to die, just an urge to check out of the world for a while. It would be really cool if I could...
    rusted rusted
    56-60, M
    4 Responses Oct 14, 2008

    If I Had One Wish, I'd Wish To Stop Existing.

    I'm not suicidal at all, I have regular problems and issues that I can easily overcome. i feel this way because of what is happening around me,what i see and witness other people going through. basically my pain comes from seeing others in pain. that fact this may even sound...
    AL00 AL00
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 26, 2011

    The Ultimate Nihilist: I Believe In And Aspire To Be Nothing.

    I only realized that non-existence was what I wanted over the past few days. I've toyed with the idea of suicide, and have even attempted it in the past, but I just couldn't well up any motivation to try it this time. Later on in the day, as I sat on my porch chain-smoking, I...
    TwiggiePop TwiggiePop
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2010
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