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I Sometimes Wish I Could Hide Away Forever

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    Far Away

    Hiding under the covers. Under the warmth and shelted. Away from other's people's sight. Away from the judging and the troubling mind is in peace. In the imagination. Is warming and smoothing.
    waterfallstream waterfallstream 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2010

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    ...curl Up Into A Little Ball...

    ... there are those moments in life that hurt you so bad...i think you all know what i am talking about, i have had plenty of those moments. some of those moments i actually did hide away for a while, not literally hid in my room for days on end, just avoided people. went to...
    mi25ke mi25ke 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    Hidden In Fear And Shame

    I want to walk around hiding my ugly face in a hood.  Wear a baggy sweatshirt.  Be closed up and let nobody in.  The others ruined it for them.  Talk about taking advantage of the information I gave them!  I do not have a spark to wake up and go out...
    BBUDS BBUDS 18-21, F Feb 26, 2010

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    Hiding Is Usually Easier...

    I am not what I seem. There is not one person in this world that knows every part of me. For every person I know, there is something I have to hide. For every reason I conjure that justifies revealing myself, there are fifty more that scream for my concealment. I smile and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 14, 2010

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    Knowing my friends now that I've known all my life just isn't the same. Now all they do is make fun of me for small shortcomings. Like today in gym, we were playing volly ball and...
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    i wish death come to me when i sleep, so i won't never wake up.... the wrong choices in my life that gives me so much pain, they say learn from your mistakes but guess what...
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    But doing so just led to new jerks. Sigh.
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    I am just hoping all the hard work and the lack of social life payes off in the end.
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    And strangling people that annoy me as i do -_-
    Crossfire14 Crossfire14 13-15, M Nov 4

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