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I Sometimes Wish I Could Hide Away Forever

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    Hiding Is Usually Easier...

    I am not what I seem. There is not one person in this world that knows every part of me. For every person I know, there is something I have to hide. For every reason I conjure that justifies revealing myself, there are fifty more that scream for my concealment. I smile and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 14, 2010

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    Far Away

    Hiding under the covers. Under the warmth and shelted. Away from other's people's sight. Away from the judging and the troubling mind is in peace. In the imagination. Is warming and smoothing.
    waterfallstream waterfallstream 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2010

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    ...curl Up Into A Little Ball...

    ... there are those moments in life that hurt you so bad...i think you all know what i am talking about, i have had plenty of those moments. some of those moments i actually did hide away for a while, not literally hid in my room for days on end, just avoided people. went to...
    mi25ke mi25ke 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    Hidden In Fear And Shame

    I want to walk around hiding my ugly face in a hood.  Wear a baggy sweatshirt.  Be closed up and let nobody in.  The others ruined it for them.  Talk about taking advantage of the information I gave them!  I do not have a spark to wake up and go out...
    BBUDS BBUDS 18-21, F Feb 26, 2010

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    Caught Myself Doing It Again! So, here's a play-by-play of how I normally wish my life away year by year. I'll start at January, because that's the logical place to start...
    FR3DR1CKA FR3DR1CKA 16-17, F Jun 24

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    I hate how meaningless the routine of life is. We have jobs and obligations, we get up, try and create some economic value, get paid, pay bills and sleep again. If we have time we...
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    I have a daughter thst is almost 2 and im pregnant with my second child. My boyfriend has 3 children of his own also, so i became an overnight step mom to 3 children and one of my...
    mommytroubles mommytroubles 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 22

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    For a long time in my youth I would dream of running away. All the yelling, shouting and drama in my life felt like too much sometimes. I would often just close my eyes and imagine...
    flyingfish888 flyingfish888 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    sometimes i wish that no one could see me.
    Juliasz Juliasz 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I think about what it would be like to just go away and pretend to be someone else. I would go by a fake name and not share anything real about myself. This wouldn't be...
    curiousgirl1214 curiousgirl1214 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    If I ever got the balls to do it, I would totally run away to California. I spent 4th of July weekend with some friends in San Diego this year. This was the first time ever flying...
    MaralynSnow MaralynSnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I wanna run away to somewhere I'm 17 and willing to do anything to get out my house
    idontknow72 idontknow72 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    i planing to run away to himalayas
    shiva76 shiva76 36-40, M Jul 8

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    I wanted to run away but then I realized my Mom feeds me and Lets me use her credit card freely. No one else loves me like that
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    But then I realise that (at least now) I'd have no money and nowhere to go, and I'm just not made for life on the streets. So I'll just have to stick with my parents. But as soon...
    ilikethenight ilikethenight 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I feel trapped here, I meet my kids dad here. His history is here and do is his life, being the outsider was rough no one ever accepted him loving me. I would warn him of things...
    humbledJo humbledJo 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Reminiscences are strange considerations. As I think about the answers to questions I'm asked I find myself that little girl again... I am only nineteen, but sometimes I'm seven...
    Paca24 Paca24 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Guys are so emotionless they don't care they don't give a **** if they broke a girls heart and girls are always so emotional they feel like dying every night waiting for someone to...
    elissahindoyan elissahindoyan 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well not a whole change, I want my testicles put inside my body and have a vagina added while I keep my penis... I know this isn't possible but I sure wish it was. And maybe size...
    str8CD str8CD 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Right about now... *Cries*
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It's really super dupper exhausted when everything out of control. :'(
    lwh98 lwh98 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Is there any point in life where it doesn't suck. You work, and then go home. Work then go home. The world is also getting scary. So many people struggling. I'm probably going...
    lynnys lynnys 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm sure the time is fast approaching when I'm going to finish work one day,and just keep walking!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I have just returned from Amsterdam, I was sad and lonely and I figured if I was going to feel that way I may as well be somewhere awesome so I booked the flight on Tuesday night...
    LastEnglishRose LastEnglishRose 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    i just feel like long time since i hug someone special for long time, just been hug for no reason for a few minutes
    ces99kof ces99kof 26-30, M Jun 30

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    I'm feeling so trapped, I'm stuck in a place where I'm trying to be something I'm not, trying to make everyone around me happy, Trying to live a double life. You see Ive been...
    Jehan124 Jehan124 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I don't want people to see me for the terrible person I am.
    Peeshder Peeshder 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    OMG yes! even for a minute just to see her. Google maps says 2015 miles... So many days I am ready to just start walking. But for now only dreams can close the distance......
    ReallyBill ReallyBill 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I been feeling low lately down in the dumps i need to know how ti kill nyself
    trinspoo01 trinspoo01 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I wish I could hide my emotions better sometimes or at least be more in control of them..Especially when it comes to certain people,I wish I could show them "I made it!!" "I don't...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    I wish i could find a friend thats met for me. I don't have friends. Theres this girl she always takes my friends and now they're all a group but this girl is slimy, sneaky & fake...
    Daydreamermodel Daydreamermodel 16-17 Jun 24

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    I wish I could take away the pain I wish I could have taken his place he didn't deserve to die I would take his place in a second if I was there everyone loved him I would have...
    Hiddenamoungus Hiddenamoungus 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    That first real relationship you have that you wish you can have forever 😒🙈😕
    Richesss Richesss 16-17, F Jun 28

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    I may be 17, but occasionally I tend to still possess the mind/mouth of a child. I wish sometimes I could pause time so I can think before I act.
    RoddyB7589 RoddyB7589 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    My miss my mom so much I just wish could just hear her voice one more time I'm starting to forget what it sounds like.
    kushboy303 kushboy303 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 4

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    Oh how I wish! There are people who can do that stuff. Sadly. Not me. So I just tend to hide.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 hr ago

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    We all have many types of friends,And in our life they come and go.But if we can understand their roles,Then it can be easier to let some go.Some friends are there for you,At a...
    Michael91142 Michael91142 70+, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I wish you understand how your actions hurt me. I wish that the world that we live becomes better. I wish we could all live in peace. I wish I could heal the wounds of the ones...
    ClaudiaSUN ClaudiaSUN 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have a 14 year old sister and we're total opposites. She's loud and over the top and crazy. I can be crazy but I'm more on the chill, laid back side. I'm a loner sometimes. I...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Eternal sunshine... "There's an emotional core to each of our memories.And when you eradicate that core...it starts its degradation process." "I can't remember anything without...
    NobodyCanEverHearHerCall NobodyCanEverHearHerCall 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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    I love one person. I cannot speak for people that love multiple people. Who am I to tell you who you can and cannot love? I wish that this was legal and any secular problems...
    VerbingNoun VerbingNoun 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I grew up elsewhere and moved to the US a few years ago. While growing up, it was always my dream to move to the US and I had successfully done that! I have great family and...
    1dayloneliness 1dayloneliness 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    Good times last forever. The good memories never leave. You never leave. The bad memories never leave either. I cant sleep, I cant breathe and my heart feels like its going to...
    LucemSpiritus LucemSpiritus 18-21, M Jul 3

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    To Jenni and others: I have been an EP member for a long time now and have met so many ...some amazing, some not so amazing. Several have really come to mean a lot to me...
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 6 Responses Jul 9

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    I wish I was. So that I could run and hide when I need to. get away from the constant fighting the judging to get away and just have everyone not know me anymore like I was never...
    milichja milichja 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I've done some researches on what my family is really doing to me. And I've found out that I'm sort of being "human trafficked". Where my dad has all my documents and / or papers...
    Masquerade91 Masquerade91 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Hello I would like to run away from my life I am stuck in ( blackmail and forced into things ) I could do it on my own but it would be nice to have some company. I have not...
    DJMatthews DJMatthews 22-25, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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