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I Sometimes Wish I Could Hide Away Forever

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    Hidden In Fear And Shame

    I want to walk around hiding my ugly face in a hood.  Wear a baggy sweatshirt.  Be closed up and let nobody in.  The others ruined it for them.  Talk about taking advantage of the information I gave them!  I do not have a spark to wake up and go out...
    BBUDS BBUDS 18-21, F Feb 26, 2010

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    Hiding Is Usually Easier...

    I am not what I seem. There is not one person in this world that knows every part of me. For every person I know, there is something I have to hide. For every reason I conjure that justifies revealing myself, there are fifty more that scream for my concealment. I smile and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 14, 2010

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    ...curl Up Into A Little Ball...

    ... there are those moments in life that hurt you so bad...i think you all know what i am talking about, i have had plenty of those moments. some of those moments i actually did hide away for a while, not literally hid in my room for days on end, just avoided people. went to...
    mi25ke mi25ke 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    Far Away

    Hiding under the covers. Under the warmth and shelted. Away from other's people's sight. Away from the judging and the troubling mind is in peace. In the imagination. Is warming and smoothing.
    waterfallstream waterfallstream 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2010

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    only sometimes though. it would be nice.
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