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I Sometimes Wish I Could Just Run Away

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    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F Jan 5

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    HelloMaji HelloMaji 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    I Want To Leave Everything Behind

    Well, like i said i've been in this blah mood for weeks, and just yesterday i was thinking what if i go?, what if i leave everything i know behind, what if i start a new life in some other place, new people a new life, start over...but i can't. My mom has diabetes and i would...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Sep 25, 2010

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    Everyday I think about just leaving everything

    and going to live in a tent in the bush. I feel like I have to many responsibilities to do this. An ageing father, a mother with health problems, an abusive step father, a sick dog and a sister who I constantly worry about. I fear that if I did leave something bad would...
    BloodRose96 BloodRose96 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    dairyoflife dairyoflife 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2014

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    I Wish

    I cant. I'm too young, no money, no place to run to. I just want out of here. Theres got to be a way
    teena4u269 teena4u269 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Where Would I Go??

    My first instinct when things start going wrong is to hide.  I do my daily "need to things", but afterward I just don't want to face anyone.  I will drive around in my car for hours. When I tire of that I will just find a place to park.  Sit in my car...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    Sometimes Life Brings You Down

    not sure why cause i am a happy person. i just always wonder 'what if i'd have done this' or 'what if i'd have done that'. nothing that i really want to talk about.....it'd be too hard to sort out anyway. i'll feel one way today, and completely different tomorrow...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2, 2008

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    My husband says he loves me.

    Then why is he so mean to me?. Why does he yell at me for everything. ?Nomatter how hard i try ,he always finds a reason to put me down and tell me what a curse i am to his life. I dont understand this mental torture that he puts me through. Today he was dropping me to work...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 21 mins ago

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    Almost every. single.

    day of my life.
    SameOldLoneliness SameOldLoneliness 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Yes, I was thinking the same thing.

    But I stopped and thought about it. If I ran away from all the issues and problems that I am facing, then how in the world will I understand the meanings of life, love, mistakes and forgiveniness,
    rusritt1520 rusritt1520 18-21, M Feb 15

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    Babypuncher454 Babypuncher454 22-25, M Jan 7

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    My mom keeps complaining about how she needs to

    leave the house for a while and she told me that i cant be depressed but her being stressed is my fault an i do not know what to do. I do not want to die because i know that wont solve anything. but if i run away they wouldn't have to deal with me.I gave up cutting but i just do...
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F Apr 18

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    Wishing To Be Somewhere Else...

    Lately I've been thinking about running far away, starting my life over, and rebooting my whole system over...I know I'm not alone in this idea...My life has become something that I just don't even recognize anymore. Get up, get dressed, go to a job that I'm not happy in, work...
    Sweetie64 Sweetie64 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2012

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    Sometimes, like tonight,

    I look at my life and I wish I could just get up walk out the door and never look back. Take nothing with me. Leave every single piece of myself and who I am behind. I wouldn't even take my car I'd just walk and hitchhiker. Find a new identity and start all over from scratch...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I've been really annoyed with adults lately

    so I decided to run away. I wanted to inform my friends about my plan so they wouldn't be worried about me. I knew I was gonna tell my friend Michaela for sure, but I was debating whether I would tell my friend Brandie. After a few weeks of thinking about it, I decided to tell...
    alyssanar123 alyssanar123 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Just want to run and keep running

    and never look back. Never question why I did! Just live on my own find a man who loves me for me and reminds me of nothing like my father!!!! Someone who is actually sweet and kind and treats me like a woman and like how a woman should be treated!!!
    Tryingtohide Tryingtohide 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel I've got to run away.

    - Tainted love I've recently been wanting to run away from home more and more. I don't know why though. I literally have so much. I do love my parents even though sometimes I wish I could smack them in the face. But I just sometimes wonder what it would be like if I did run...
    Devilscar Devilscar 22-25, M Jun 5, 2014

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    Im at the point where I just feel like giving

    up on everything..taking a shower Cuz I'm living at my aunties Cuz my ***** of a mother kicked me out she decides to barge in and start laying into me my auntie was yelling at her telling her to stop she got hold of my head and smashed it into the shower head tap...I can't take...
    Brokenheartedloner10 Brokenheartedloner10 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    My heart bleeds right

    now the gash is deep it never will heal i know agony of being me internal bottom less inferno consumes you annihilates you and yet you are still alive to drag this hell with you carrying the burden of being you .......
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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    We need to run away..

    .just to see who will come after us...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2014

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    Anyone in Massachusetts want to run away with

    me ???? I just want to disappear ! we can jump over a bridge together
    bonnieloyalty bonnieloyalty 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I am just hoping all the hard work

    and the lack of social life payes off in the end.
    SurfingLogan SurfingLogan 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    Stay One More Day.

    Every. Day. I don't though. One of these days, I'm just going to up and leave...
    marinesgirl96 marinesgirl96 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 17, 2012

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    RunAwayToMe RunAwayToMe 51-55, M Mar 12

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    The only thing that stops me would be leaving

    behind the life and people I've grown to know and love. So, quite a big thing really. But I often dream of just running free for ages, or jumping onto the controls of a jet plane and vanishing into the sunset to distant lands, explore the worlds of Delhi, Dubai, Dallas, Java...
    jahosijhs jahosijhs 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    I wish I could run away forever.

    .... I don't like where I am, everything is just so confusing! And nobody understands me...
    aubrey234567 aubrey234567 13-15, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    A Dream Come True

    I never could... but I have wished to have the courage to run away many times... I think Tom Petty said it best: Wildflowers You belong among the wildflowers You belong in a boat out at sea Sail away, kill off the hours You belong somewhere you feel free Run away, find you a...
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333 46-50, F 9 Responses Nov 11, 2011

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    im so tired of feeling let down all the time.

    im tired of the hurt an pain i go through each an every day. i hate how i struggle to be happy. its not a good feeling, depression. its like a darkness that grabs an drags you in, not letting you escape. its like you try an try to escape itsgrasp but nothing you do seems to work...
    NikkiBaby1698 NikkiBaby1698 16-17, F Apr 18

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    Ok. So this is my first experience.

    Most days I sit and wonder why I stay here. I know I have no money, no job, no where to go. I'll lose everything. But my dad has a serious drinking problem and all he does is shout abuse at me every night. I start to believe everything he says to me. Everyday I wish I could just...
    LovePee97 LovePee97 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I feel like I just want to runaway

    and never look back... I dont have a bad life I have a decent career and have got my head screwed firmly on. The only thing I dont have is a social circle or someone special. I feel selfish for thinking like it where there are so many people who are alot worse of and still...
    dch29 dch29 22-25, M Mar 3

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    I wish I could escape the life

    that is my home. I just want to be who I am without being judged for it. Is that too much to ask for? And they wonder why I spend so much time in my room. It's just the one spot where I could be myself. I wish I could just build my own home the way I want- with whoever I chose...
    MyNameMeansLight MyNameMeansLight 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    RunAwayToMe RunAwayToMe 51-55, M Mar 31

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    I always wondered if I ran away

    who would miss me ? I think if I just ran away and NEVER came back no one would even notice .
    bonnieloyalty bonnieloyalty 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    as someone only in their second year of high

    school, i constantly feel trapped. especially being under 18, my options are incredibly limited.. I can't just up and leave. im always seeing pictures of "inspirational quotes" along the lines of "you can change your entire life in seconds" and the background is a map with a...
    armpitdrip armpitdrip 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2014

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    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    The more I read about people's experiences in

    an attempt to find my own peace, I realize more and more that there may be more to these stories. I have ex issues I'll admit it. I'm not over losing my best friend. But there are two sides to everything. Maybe I loved her too much and I was completely in the wrong the whole...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 26

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    Sometimes I think about what it would be like

    to just go away and pretend to be someone else. I would go by a fake name and not share anything real about myself. This wouldn't be permanent but it would be a fun vacation from my life.
    curiousgirl1214 curiousgirl1214 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    who truly want to submit to an Owner! I want those who feel as if this is what they are meant to be. Do not waste my time otherwise! Message me and tell me what you want.
    RunAwayToMe RunAwayToMe 51-55, M Mar 11

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    savannaD14 savannaD14 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    Everyday I lay in bed thinking about how my

    life will change dramatically when I leave my house to be happy, to be with other people like me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 13

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    Not Again

    I can't believe I'm in this spot again.   The desire to get in my car and drive to anywhere but here is strong.  I want to start over with a clean slate.  The problem is, I know that 's not possible.  We're never given a truly clean slate...
    goddessone goddessone 41-45, F 20 Responses Mar 10, 2008

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    Has anyone ever thought,

    that maybe just maybe life wasn't meant to actually handle for ourselves. I have felt for a pretty good while, that I wish I could be free. To have all the world starring at me with no-one to pick at me or have fun. Who wants to sit back and watch their life skip away...
    Miranda1008 Miranda1008 18-21, F Jan 31

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    Dreading This Weekend

    I'm feeling so melancholy and unable to deal with the long holiday weekend or the parties. At least my work distracts me from this feeling and gives me a sense of purpose. I want to turn my phone off and disappear. I'd go somewhere totally desolate, calm, peaceful. Just myself...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses May 21, 2013

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    RunAwayToMe RunAwayToMe 51-55, M Mar 31

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    I've been having these thoughts

    for a couple of years, but I don't have the balls to do it. I just want to go up one night take the car and drive away. No destination, no nothing, just me and the road driving into the abyss. It feels like I need a vacation from life itself.
    Planetena Planetena 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 13, 2014

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