I Sometimes Wish I Could Just Run Away

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    Don't Wanna (runaway Alone)

    Runaway. Fallen hard. Too many times. Wish i could fly away from my past Honestly hate this life Why can't you see it the way i do? Life holds so much promise in your eyes The end is near. The world holds fear. But you are perfect. And far from mine. I don't wanna...
    DarkAngel24 DarkAngel24
    18-21, F
    Oct 14, 2012
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 14

    I wish I could just run away from all of it;

    the pain, the abuse, the memories, the judgements, and everything else. Most of all I wish I could run away from myself, escape all of my thoughts and who I am.
    crystalrosie crystalrosie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    Especially when the weather is this damn cold!

    ! Really?! I just want to go somewhere with mild weather year round, does that even exist?
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    Jan 16

    I see him everywhere .

    Him raping me over and over again .. I need to go like now !! 😔
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 12, 2015

    Sometimes, like tonight,

    I look at my life and I wish I could just get up walk out the door and never look back. Take nothing with me. Leave every single piece of myself and who I am behind. I wouldn't even take my car I'd just walk and hitchhiker. Find a new identity and start all over from scratch...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2015

    I wish I could run away forever.

    .... I don't like where I am, everything is just so confusing! And nobody understands me...
    aubrey234567 aubrey234567
    13-15, F
    1 Response May 19, 2014

    Tomorrow is a new day

    and yesterday is behind me. How I wish I could turn back the hands of time and change the things I have done and repair broken hearts. But I am tired of running from the pain, the hurt, the regret….I have told the person who I love that I loved them and wanted to be with them...
    deleted deleted
    May 12, 2014

    I hate how meaningless the routine of life is.

    We have jobs and obligations, we get up, try and create some economic value, get paid, pay bills and sleep again. If we have time we try and gloss over the cyclical meaninglessness by socialising over a few drinks or playing sports etc... all temporary simulations to hide how...
    petrichor540 petrichor540
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    Like right now. I have a destiny,

    and I have all the necessary tools I need to get there. But sometimes I wish I could just forget it all. . . leave everything behind. . . this earth too. . .just like fly away to a better existence and never come back to this evil planet
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 15
    dairyoflife dairyoflife
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2014

    I've been having these thoughts

    for a couple of years, but I don't have the balls to do it. I just want to go up one night take the car and drive away. No destination, no nothing, just me and the road driving into the abyss. It feels like I need a vacation from life itself.
    Planetena Planetena
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 13, 2014

    Everyone's temper is

    so volatile, and I'm tired of empathising, and trying to fix things, when they're not changing on their side But who am I to judge them, and say that they don't want to change?
    thequietexplosion thequietexplosion
    18-21, F
    Feb 7

    after living in a world full of blacks

    and grays, finally the color shows its bright face. my world was spinning the wrong way, I was in a dark and depressed phase. Here I am starting to stand. forget giving me help, I have always been able to figure it out. now all i ask is for my parents to step back. for them to...
    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 20

    tired of having to come home to tears

    or negativity I just want to run away for a while
    thequietexplosion thequietexplosion
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 27, 2015

    Gonna be doing a two month long road trip

    around the U.S. in a few weeks. Would love the company of a cute young girl ;)
    Rowdy0ne27 Rowdy0ne27
    26-30, M
    Feb 7
    nudistdom23 nudistdom23
    51-55, M
    1 Response Nov 6, 2015

    Sometimes I think about what it would be like

    to just go away and pretend to be someone else. I would go by a fake name and not share anything real about myself. This wouldn't be permanent but it would be a fun vacation from my life.
    curiousgirl1214 curiousgirl1214
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 13, 2014

    Run away from the people.

    The caos. The noise. Life.
    Alaska127 Alaska127
    13-15, F
    Oct 8, 2015

    But then I reason out the entire get away.

    In great length I plan out how I would depart and reestablish my new self in another place where not a single person knew me and I could never utter a word about my actual past to establish myself without tying myself again to my old self. I then decide to stay and face my life...
    sofakingEZ sofakingEZ
    36-40, M
    Nov 4, 2015

    I Ran Away To Under The Kitchen Table....

    So I have been extremely unhappy lately and yesterday i got so angry with someone i love that i finally decided to just run.....just not very far. I went to the bank, took out money I didn't have, hopped on the train that i can walk to and went to Boston for the evening; not...
    narnialilly narnialilly
    36-40, F
    Aug 6, 2013

    Tonight, my feet will fail to carry me far

    enough away. Tonight, the voice of The Blonde will echo in my mind. Tonight, her vitriol and bitter words will steal my warmth. Tonight, in the battle between the Bottle and the Blonde, ... The Bottle wins.
    TheBottleOrTheBlonde TheBottleOrTheBlonde
    41-45, M
    Mar 16

    It's a long story, but I want to run away from

    home. I'm on my spring break so this is the perfect time to do it before my home life gets worse. I have a place to stay (in Kansas City, Missouri), I just don't have a way to get there. I currently live in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. If you have a car or want to know the whole story...
    runawayteengirl runawayteengirl
    16-17, F
    Mar 25

    Sometimes I feel I've got to run away.

    - Tainted love I've recently been wanting to run away from home more and more. I don't know why though. I literally have so much. I do love my parents even though sometimes I wish I could smack them in the face. But I just sometimes wonder what it would be like if I did run...
    Devilscar Devilscar
    22-25, M
    Jun 5, 2014

    And today is no different.

    I just got a letter from some loan people at the college I went to that says I've paid nothing to them even though it's been paid for every month since over a year ago. They've sent a letter every month saying I haven't paid, and every month they have to be called and they say...
    linxoflife linxoflife
    18-21, F
    Dec 24, 2015


    Yes - running away seems to be a frequent fantasy lately.   I know I won't do it, but I'm so sick of things the way they are.  I am not really unhappy, I am financially comfortable, have good relationships with my family, love my kids, love my home and neighborhood, the cars I...
    Creamsicle Creamsicle
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Feb 25, 2012

    I wish I could run away- I want to run away

    from the one I love, my unsupportive parents, the school, everything.. I've lost the one I love because I was stupid with my love... I'm stuck watching them with their new gf while I cry myself to sleep.. My parents don't understand, nor do they try to understand.. I've asked...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jan 11

    that ************ Elmo.

    ..creepy bastard.
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 16

    Wishing To Be Somewhere Else...

    Lately I've been thinking about running far away, starting my life over, and rebooting my whole system over...I know I'm not alone in this idea...My life has become something that I just don't even recognize anymore. Get up, get dressed, go to a job that I'm not happy in, work...
    Sweetie64 Sweetie64
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Jan 26, 2012

    My heart bleeds right

    now the gash is deep it never will heal i know agony of being me internal bottom less inferno consumes you annihilates you and yet you are still alive to drag this hell with you carrying the burden of being you .......
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2014

    Just want to run and keep running

    and never look back. Never question why I did! Just live on my own find a man who loves me for me and reminds me of nothing like my father!!!! Someone who is actually sweet and kind and treats me like a woman and like how a woman should be treated!!!
    Tryingtohide Tryingtohide
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Mar 3, 2014

    I have to fight the urge to pack a bag

    and walk off into the wilderness never to be seen again. I have an incurable genetic disability and live on basic welfare because I am refused the disability pension. I have $15,000 a year to survive on, its impossible. Im tired of this broken society and the rampant poverty I...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 26
    2tall4heels 2tall4heels
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jan 11

    I Wish

    I cant. I'm too young, no money, no place to run to. I just want out of here. Theres got to be a way
    teena4u269 teena4u269
    13-15, F
    7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

    I am always running into the park at late

    nights, when parents are sound asleep. I would walk home after that coz there would be no more bus services. I felt the need to be alone and not visible... I know if anyone knew about this, they would say it's too dangerous to be in the park at night, I am not ever seeking...
    Mavisjade Mavisjade
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 11

    Some peoples lives are like a playground.

    Other peoples lives are battlegrounds. There are so many problems in my life concerning my finances, and my wifes poor health, that I sometimes want to escape. I just want to get in my truck and drive to "anywhere far far away". But my loyalty to her won't let me go. I can...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

    Almost every. single.

    day of my life.
    SameOldLoneliness SameOldLoneliness
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014

    I wish I could run away from my face.

    I wish I wasn't as ugly as a was. I wish that my fitness compensated for my face. I wish my style compensated for my face. I wish my training in social skills compensated for my face. I wish I could afford plastic surgery for my face. They don't/I can't. I'm still too ugly for...
    FireMarshalBillBurns FireMarshalBillBurns
    26-30, M
    Mar 16

    But, I'm too scared to be kidnapped,

    raped or else. And I have nowhere else, no other home than my parents' house. How sad is that ? ._.
    Care2Love Care2Love
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 17

    I always think about just legging it.

    I'd love to buy a lilo and just cross the channel into France, get a cheap car and go all across Europe, leaving all the crap behind. I think just about my entire day is spent trying to find an excuse so I can trick myself into thinking it's the only logical solution so I'll...
    MattyMattyy MattyMattyy
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jan 2

    Everyday I think about just leaving everything

    and going to live in a tent in the bush. I feel like I have to many responsibilities to do this. An ageing father, a mother with health problems, an abusive step father, a sick dog and a sister who I constantly worry about. I fear that if I did leave something bad would...
    BloodRose96 BloodRose96
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2015

    as someone only in their second year of high

    school, i constantly feel trapped. especially being under 18, my options are incredibly limited.. I can't just up and leave. im always seeing pictures of "inspirational quotes" along the lines of "you can change your entire life in seconds" and the background is a map with a...
    kamarillo kamarillo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2014

    I've thought of being in a big city,

    alone at night. Walking through boulevards, with eyes filled with glowing fascination. Appearing as if I am a lost person in a new world, ready to embark an adventure.
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2013

    I hate my BF and his dad

    and BF you say (just leave him) in already going to the situation is just more complicated I can't just leave. But fr I would like to just run away and never look back at these 2 women bashing jerks!
    simone6990 simone6990
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    Away from the pain, physical

    and emotional. I'm aching all over. Very suddenly and without warning, every inch or me feels tender and swollen and hurts. I choke back my tears so my kids don't know I'm hurting, I push through the day at work I joke and laugh to mask the pain... I can't lay down and rest...
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 15

    I live in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.

    I need a way to get to Lancaster, Ohio and a place to stay once I get there until April... Can someone help? I can't live this life anymore. Please.
    runawayteengirl runawayteengirl
    16-17, F
    Mar 16

    I have tought about it more

    than once......
    CynthiaEdmonds CynthiaEdmonds
    16-17, F
    Dec 7, 2015

    A Dream Come True

    I never could... but I have wished to have the courage to run away many times... I think Tom Petty said it best: Wildflowers You belong among the wildflowers You belong in a boat out at sea Sail away, kill off the hours You belong somewhere you feel free Run away, find you a...
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333
    46-50, F
    9 Responses Nov 11, 2011

    Im at the point where I just feel like giving

    up on everything..taking a shower Cuz I'm living at my aunties Cuz my ***** of a mother kicked me out she decides to barge in and start laying into me my auntie was yelling at her telling her to stop she got hold of my head and smashed it into the shower head tap...I can't take...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2015

    Surrounded by alot of people

    who make me feel so alone, wish I could run away and live a new life some where.
    iEmperorking iEmperorking
    18-21, M
    Feb 14

    I can FINALLY move out of my parents house this

    August. I am so looking forward to being away from my house and not have to deal with all the family drama. I can sit back in my own apartment, drink all the coffee I want, and chill! :D
    deleted deleted
    Feb 12
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