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I Sometimes Wish I Had A Heart Of Stone

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    Always dreamed of what it would be like, seems so great. I often find myself fantasizing about being female, even in my dreams. Only to wake up and realize that I'm still just...
    Cr1t1kal Cr1t1kal 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes, would be an understatement. I would wish this more often. As a little boy, I always wanted to be a giant and I still do. I would love to grow out of a building and watch...
    Profweird Profweird 18-21, M Dec 5

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    i wish death come to me when i sleep, so i won't never wake up.... the wrong choices in my life that gives me so much pain, they say learn from your mistakes but guess what...
    betteporter betteporter 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 23

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    I wish I was male all the time...
    calenb75197 calenb75197 18-21, T 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Most people are thankful that they wake up in the morning...not me...I'm disappointed that I did
    STSCR0721 STSCR0721 22-25, F Nov 30

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    I just want to run as fast and far as I can if could just to get away from all the lies and the truth behind it. If running away will make me forget I would. If running away can...
    Alekz2816 Alekz2816 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I just need to leave my family and my ****** past, so I can start fresh and create my own life be who I am with everyone on my a** about it. If I want to dye my hair...let me If I...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 13-15, F Dec 4

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    Almost every. single. day of my life.
    SameOldLoneliness SameOldLoneliness 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    We need to run away...just to see who will come after us...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    ...and then i just did it. wow, that was a mistake. maybe i should have kept going. i told him i was gonna keep going, maybe end up in wyoming or montana somewhere. change my name...
    freakmagnet freakmagnet 36-40, F 21 hrs ago

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    Sometimes they don't listen to what I have to say. They still treat me like a child even though I'm 18. They make me feel less confident with myself. Yeah they say I can do...
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I had been out with my horse for about two hours, when all of a sudden, out of no where, I had the awfullest chest pain! It felt like something was crushing my entire chest, a...
    Willa91 Willa91 22-25, F Nov 22

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    I love billy always will but his hurt me n his gone for good i feel so empty... I jus wish i was dead... Ive been crying since yesterday all he did was laugh in my face when i...
    ILoveBilly ILoveBilly 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    There's this man at work, he is so kind to me and so thoughtful , we always talk about everything and sometimes he would say good things about me and even asked my best friend...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    23rd post. Not long after I recovered from the kidney stone, I started getting upper abdominal pain. They would come and go in spurts, and at the beginning a couple of panadol...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    My walled up heartI have a wall you cannot seeBecause its deep inside of me.It blocks my heart on every sideAnd helps emotions there to hide.You cant reach in,I cant reach out,You...
    kimmygary kimmygary 26-30, F 25 Responses Dec 6

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    22nd post. Ok lets go into my health, just so I can give a history on how I think my depression might have been triggered, and slowly began to rise. All through my life I was very...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    It sometimes takes a new person in your life to gain a better perspective of your past. What I believed I never had, might have been, that I never understood the power of love...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    Today has not been a good day. Ive been in bed all day long so much my body aches. I just have no ambition, motivation or drive to get up and do much of anything. Plus my funds are...
    emagynethat emagynethat 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    Spent today looking after my little sister. She can be a brat sometimes and is a right tomboy but I do love her dearly even when I want just to smack her! Well mum and daddy were...
    Susanna96 Susanna96 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 6

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    I don´t heart every comment my posts may get just because...I do it when I agree and only if they are not impolite or aggressive...I usually delete them or reply appropiately...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I wish I had been born a girl 😞
    Wayne12804 Wayne12804 46-50, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I have several friends with BPD. My one friend I'm getting pretty close to she has distance herself somewhat from me however I talk to her in a language she understands. I do my...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    To my dearest King, Maybe I am not allowed to call you like this. This is the end of my dreams .I’ve reached a dead end. I have nowhere to go and no one to talk to. I’m broken...
    Anbarasi Anbarasi 18-21, F Nov 28

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    I notice a lot of people laughing their heads off. but they never realize how dangerous they are acting, people with scissors waving them around wildly whilst having a fit on the...
    Theangelofdeath555 Theangelofdeath555 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    43rd post. Haven't written for a few days, and unfortunately I'm back to being in a slump. Not sleeping more than about 3 hours a night, and my mind is on fast forward with a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up. You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Right love the wrong intention, Some things will never change I'll keep my soul if you can promise the same Someday I'll fly away, Countdown from 10 for a brand new day This year...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 19

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    Those words you said "I want to remain as friends" and "I knew you liked me for a while" took me by surprise. I didn't know what they until a couple of hours later when I finally...
    Evoriya Evoriya 16-17, F Dec 1

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    38th post. Want to die tonight. I have had the most severe heartburn for days, can't get rid of it. Low point once again, and I'm wishing I can go to sleep and not wake up. Wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Love, You will never read these words I write or know the true depth of grief I feel or how achingly I miss you. I sit out here with the fall weather upon us, the setting sun...
    2ndBruin 2ndBruin 41-45, M 13 Responses Nov 26

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    My birth stone says no truth: The diamond is something that has been being used for good and for bad for many years The diamond is something that has been tossed into a rich mans...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F Dec 3

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    I met him when I was fresh out of high school. I moved to a new town following old and dear friends into the belly of the beast. A spontaneous and trendy city, and I was ready to...
    dandelionsandlighthouses dandelionsandlighthouses 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My traumatic childhood is complicated in a way and kind of just said my whole life story sorry for how long it is..... i mean like really long. Okayy i am going to start with my...
    chocolate1616 chocolate1616 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Kidney stone is a hard, crystalline mineral material formed within the kidney or urinary tract. Symptoms of kidney stone are severe pain and blood in the urine. Holac Hospital is...
    holachospital holachospital 22-25, M Dec 4

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    I didn't mean to fall in love with him--I just did. He was just a schoolmate back in College. But ever since one of my classmates said that we looked good together, my suffering...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I honestly am probably going to get annoying with everything I am writing or will write but I don't know what else to do. Everything else I want to do is not healthy and I don't...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    25th post. It's been a few days since I have posted, and I have to say it has been a roller coaster of emotions. At times I have felt elated and invincible. Other times I have felt...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    34th post. First off I just want to say a huge thankyou from the bottom of my heart to each and every one of you that read my 32nd and 33rd posts, and messaged me or commented...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I could tell you had it all figured out, but i dont. I STILL dont. I thought i did but i DONT. I truely do NOT. ugh well let me start by saying love is like a rubics cube. You...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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