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I Sometimes Wish I Had A Heart Of Stone

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    Kill myself every time life gets too unbearable. Flatline, no Dreams, no self awareness, nothing and then when I'm needed just flick it again and I'm alive once more. I'll only be...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M a week ago

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    only sometimes though. it would be nice.
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 16

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    I wish I could escape the life that is my home. I just want to be who I am without being judged for it. Is that too much to ask for? And they wonder why I spend so much time in my...
    MyNameMeansLight MyNameMeansLight 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    My mind has no gender. But when people see my writing, they tend to think I'm a girl because I use a girl's sentence structure. I don't feel like a man. I have a perfect girl in my...
    KingLaserDestroyer KingLaserDestroyer 18-21, M Feb 12

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    I feel like I want to die sometimes, I feel like there's no other solution... I got caught shoplifting and nobody but the girl that caught me knows it! I don't know what to do I...
    9918172impacta 9918172impacta 13-15, F Feb 19

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    Same ****, day in and day out. I ask for a rope to save me from drowning and i am handed an anchor instead. Its damned if i do, damned if i dont. I have so many things i need to...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 6 Responses Feb 8

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    I make a huge mistake. I let go of my girlfriend that I dated for almost 2 years. I think she's not happy with me so I let her go. But I'm the one who's not happy when she's gone...
    Phillandervenansius Phillandervenansius 22-25, M Feb 10

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    Everyday I think about just leaving everything and going to live in a tent in the bush. I feel like I have to many responsibilities to do this. An ageing father, a mother with...
    BloodRose96 BloodRose96 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Yes, I was thinking the same thing. But I stopped and thought about it. If I ran away from all the issues and problems that I am facing, then how in the world will I understand the...
    rusritt1520 rusritt1520 18-21, M Feb 15

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    I'm sick of my life. I'm sick of myself; who I am, how I am and where I am. I am nothing and have nothing. I've never achieved anything, never won anything, never been the first or...
    RelayedDeaction RelayedDeaction 26-30, M Feb 18

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    I know what love could do to you. Breaks you and tears you into little pieces. I just wish I had more control over my feelings and wished that my heart asked me for my permission...
    jiajee jiajee 18-21 5 Responses Feb 7

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    Does older mean wiser? I often begin to question whether it does or doesn't. Sometimes the wisdom gets tossed to the side, but should it? So much to think about it. Sometimes one...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I sometimes wish I had a fortress of solitude like superman...it seems like an awesome place to have
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 17

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    Really getting tired of getting my heart broken. And just when I get my heart broken you get dived in on by cam girls, african dating scams, liars, etc. It really can make you...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Ever since my first heart break in 2012 I've been making everyone else suffer for what that idiot has done to me. Pushing everyone away , not trusting , thinking everyone's going...
    timav timav 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I don't even know where to begin. My husband was my first relationship, I never felt such connection with anybody. We clicked instantly it was almost too cheesy. We both turned our...
    theeverewhereist theeverewhereist 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    This a f/u to EP Link About 4 months after the lobectomy(excise part of my lung) and rounds of chemo for cancer(where all has been doing well), I developed A-Fib which is an...
    HarvThemanThelegend HarvThemanThelegend 46-50, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    The thought of being around you makes me so excited and even giddy, but as soon as you finally come to spend time you remind me of every hard time in life you've had. Life can be...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Some people would want money or the ability to fly, like if I legit had one wish to make. It would be to breathe underwater.. I want to go down there and explore stuff.. I'd build...
    taylordamons taylordamons 18-21, T 53 mins ago

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    Crush on much older male teacher: So yeah this is the only other teacher I crushed on. Only male teacher, It was stupid and ridiculous and lately I've come to realise it could've...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 days ago

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    But sometimes people take your kindness as taken for granted and this thing sucks !!
    Fatima12 Fatima12 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I had an awful dream just now. The USA was at war apparently and we were relocated somewhere in the south. The population declined by 80%. The war was against Great Britain, Saudi...
    Altairswifi Altairswifi 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    Just last week, I found out I have kidney stones. As someone who is used to bladder problems, I should have seen this coming, but honestly, I didn't. I had a slight pain near my...
    3lli 3lli 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    It's a difficult balance for me to maintain. Through a mixture of my personality, my appearance, my seemingly random use of language, the snippets of my knowledge that I use with...
    LostInCode LostInCode 26-30, M 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I am a stoner that cannot indulge currently. I love the feeling and the concentration I get when I'm high. I love how it makes me feel like eating when I don't, and how it kills my...
    Chimericalznow Chimericalznow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    I don’t know what I am doing with my life anymore. Where to start with what sucks most, I am not sure. Right now I can not pinpoint the root cause of my unhappiness but it seems...
    unknown0605 unknown0605 22-25, F Feb 10

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    How to make a very long story, very short? I dated a boy (we shall call him Darlin), a coworker, for 6 months. My high school sweetheart and best friend (who we shall call Bug...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F Feb 21

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    I don't want to be sad. it wasn't even a "real" relationship probably by my or anyone's standards. we reconnected over facebook, old friends from decades ago. wrote and wrote. he...
    hardtiming hardtiming 41-45, F 1 Response 14 mins ago

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    I found myself in third person looking at a field with 3 standing stones which where to me the ten commandments and a man resting on them. I saw an angel fall roughly from the sky...
    Sweetoblivion250 Sweetoblivion250 22-25, M Feb 3

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    i am being anti social day by day and there is only one reason that is i m no more trusting anyone in my life...i think no one can feel my pain...no one is there to listen what i...
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Perhaps this is the prefect title. I truly do feel like a bad person. The fact that my past is now my present.. Going nowhere fast. Stuck at a crossroad not knowing which way to...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    the beast attacks as its oft to do the darkness with it brings sucking life from all in its path unfurling its damaging wings upon these wings it bears all ills to drop upon those...
    Chrye Chrye 51-55, F 6 Responses Feb 21

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    I had this dream when I was like 8 or 9 years old and in that dream I was at my elementary school. I don't remember much of the details but I went behind our classroom and I saw a...
    KuroKris KuroKris 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    it´s the story of my emotionally Disfunctional family Rich family, 500m2 house in wealthy suburbs area in Europe. father that does a stunnig Imperssion on Everyone. charming...
    majkel87 majkel87 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    This is a spear of green tourmaline in quartz crystal. Helpful for dispeling the illusion that we might awake from the dream world. Also a heart chakra stone. Also known as "ash...
    pcflvly pcflvly 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I worked with a guy who I ended up falling for. We worked a overnight shift together,than always had breakfast together. I saw life in a whole new way with him. I was truly happy...
    Oceaninique Oceaninique 36-40, F Feb 2

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    I've heard a lot of words. I've read a lot of lyrics people put on this site about how they feel. I heard this today and it's exactly how I feel. It's absolutely perfect. I guess...
    FlamingPhoenix FlamingPhoenix 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    To all of my EP friends... ❤️❤️HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!❤️❤️ I have a poem that I wish to share, it's one with plenty of feelings and love for you too; although I...
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 36-40, F 9 Responses Feb 14

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    My girlfriend and I had a fight today. I'm posting this for feed back from men or women. I'll try to make it as unbiased as possible. We fight a lot... So much so that I feel...
    Eridanis Eridanis 36-40, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have hidden my feelings for so long, I can't remember the last time I cried. I act as if nothing is wrong, as if I don't give a care but I really do. I act like I'm made of stone...
    BrokenCorpse BrokenCorpse 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    when i look at ya all i think of is "how did i ever manage to get with a diva life you?" i look at ya and i think i am not the right guy for ya cause im country guy and your a city...
    jackdragon22399 jackdragon22399 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    Dear Wife, Your husband has been cheating on you for 10 years with all different women, he never engaged in relationships, just sex. Until he met me. The first time it happened...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 11 Responses Feb 13

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    Today at work a customer went to hand me his credit card for payment. I pointed at the counter card slider and said, "Oh, I'll just have ya slide it down there for me." Needless to...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    My brother had his two girls very close to around the time I was born. The oldest is four years younger than me and the second one is six years younger. They always lived near, or...
    j1494 j1494 18-21, F Feb 15

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