I Sometimes Wish I Had A Heart Of Stone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 10 People

    I think between dealing with an abusive parent, dealing with being party to the affair one of my parents had (having to keep quiet out of fear), and having to care for and help...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Apr 21
    People have each of their own struggles in life. And you're one with the most visible ones. It's kind of frustrating that I am not someone who can give good advice, propose good...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 20
    I want to delete all my memories of the people I love.. They're gone but their memories haunt me every minute. Even in my sleep, I am plagued with nightmares. My mind feels like it...
    IAmDaenerysTargaryen IAmDaenerysTargaryen
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    You know... teaching little kids / teens who seem to never listen to whatever you say and are just interested in going with what they want is so stressful. They never listen to you...
    ChannelingTruth ChannelingTruth
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    down to 218lbs todayyay beat that 220 mile stone :-)
    maxlaff maxlaff
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Apr 18
    waiting for the wish to come true...i had made some frnds on here though still I can't talk to them on ny topic..i wish i had few frnds with whom i can hangout sometimes,talk to...
    MysteriousLion MysteriousLion
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    I wish i could have more close friends. I only have 2 best friends. they mean the world to me but they are usally busy with school. I just wish i had someone else to talk to so i...
    Abemonstro Abemonstro
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Apr 18
    its odd how it happens. you open up to people. you trust, you care and they care too. but then it happens. you realize you start holding back because you dont care to cause pain...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17
    I've never had this feeling of feeling alone and it breaks my heart đź’”
    Helpless24 Helpless24
    41-45, F
    Apr 17
    Not all problems have solutions. My everyday life I have more problems in a day and sometimes takes time to solve it. 'Problems:' •Physically. I am weak I don't have a...
    dcrest dcrest
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    I'm not transsexual nor do I have any fetishes. But I often wonder how I would look if I was female, and sometimes I just wish I could be one for a day. Just to see what it's like...
    2byoung 2byoung
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I love crossdressing and have been really liking a lot of girly stuff. I've been debating if I'm transgender for a year or so. I would love to experience being a girl for a day or...
    GirlyBabyBoy2 GirlyBabyBoy2
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Apr 16
    I love you so much that it hurts.But it's your love that overwhelms me and I often end up in tears. The way you embrace my emotions and how vulnerable I become in your presence. I...
    sparklingdiva sparklingdiva
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
    People say be careful what you wish for. I don't think that's true. I'm wishing for something that won't come true. I want it and wish I had them. It won't happen... They say don't...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 16
    I have been feeling that yesterday mostly at the end of the day. I wish I had a friend or a group of people who can make me feel better who can hug me and tell me I'm going to be...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    I really wish i had a magical power to erase and delete thoughts that involve me from brains of known and unknown souls ..i dont want to be remembered by anyone. i wish my name,my...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 15
    In few days this journey will come to end and i cant help myself than smile how my life is still standing still on the same point. Now also i have to be loud to speak my heart.No...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    Apr 15
    If you plan to love me, I promise to find the right words to describe my feelings and help you unravel the puzzle of my life. If you plan to love me, I will slowly start breaking...
    ThinxAna ThinxAna
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Well, I had a long distance relationship once. I consider him my boyfriend but sad things happen. We haven't met up, he broke my heart, I went crazy(broken hearted crazy =_=) and...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Yes. Totally. Genuine anti war protester, bought five finger bag for ten bucks, acid for fifty cents a hit. mescaline for twenty bucks an ounce. Had a ball, still kept a sixty hour...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 14
    I like to think of my brain as a house with many rooms. Sometimes I'm on one room and I can hear what's going on in the next room. Those rooms shouldn't be occupied when I'm not in...
    khat99 khat99
    46-50, M
    Apr 14
    Even after a year and a half of hormones and some cosmetic work, I still wish that my body and face were more feminine.
    lauratdc lauratdc
    46-50, T
    Apr 13
    I often don't greet or openly acknowledge people and it's because I feel like they would think I'm overly friendly or trying to hard. Also if I ever say hi and someone doesn't hear...
    Supernovelli501 Supernovelli501
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    I wish my dad's priorities didn't come in this order; Work, himself, social life, family. I wish my dad was a protective father to me. I wish he didn't see my short high school...
    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I wish I had more friends because as of right now I don't have any friends and I wish I could have people to talk to
    bobbyespe2 bobbyespe2
    22-25, M
    Apr 10
    since it's been a few days since my last update, i may as well post something to let everyone know i'm still alive. i've arrived back in CA, Kaito and i are still engaged. i...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    Feeling less lighthearted today than usual. Heavy hearted in fact. Which makes me realize that everything is not 'sh*t' it just feels like it is. Work has been rough...
    lilimartelini lilimartelini
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Apr 10
    September 26 of 2015 is a day that will forever be burned into my mind. I was asleep next to my latest rocker boyfriend in our two bedroom apartment sound asleep with our two...
    cosmicburst cosmicburst
    22-25, F
    Apr 10
    The flavor of life can be bitter to so many, and I'm here to vent as the bad guy of my situation. There's a lot to be said. I sometimes don't realize why I talk so much when I do...
    RagiRam RagiRam
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    Before I found EP, Lonely was just part of the day. It became the norm after ten years of my wife not having any physical touching due to her heart meds. My days were made up of...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 9
    Ok, a bit of self deprecation here: I occasionally design financial budgetary spreadsheets (I know, 'boring' you say, but read on...); after designing a framework of interrelated...
    TValentine TValentine
    56-60, M
    Apr 9
    I wish I could have had the "HAPPILY EVER AFTER." I wish I could have been worthy of love. I wish I could have felt peace and security in my life. I wish I could have accomplished...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    My boyfriend and I fought for 2 or 3 months because I suspected he was cheating when I noticed he started acting differently. It upset me because we shared a love that was...
    CMC93 CMC93
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I had a beautiful dream of you last night. It was amazing... I really wish it would come true. I had a dream we were kissing, and holding each other. Now, the next...
    shelikesher shelikesher
    70+
    Apr 8
    Okay, so i have never been in this kind of situation, but here it goes. I hope someone can help me find closure and make me feel better cause i just havnt been able to feel good...
    dflor16 dflor16
    22-25, F
    Apr 7
    How does one become more honest? Some people don't censor themselves. Sometimes it's an admirable trait.
    astro00 astro00
    22-25, M
    Apr 7
    I wish if I had someone to talk to and understand her better
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 7
    So I've just been feeling really down lately, and this situation has just been making it worse. I have this cousin who goes to my school and youth group. She's an outgoing person...
    Arrowheaddd Arrowheaddd
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 38) Evan's voice mails continued... May 6 345am Hi, honey. I love you so much. I miss you. I want you. I need you. I love you very much. Always...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    Apr 6
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 33) They threatened to sue. I don’t like being threatened, especially in this case that what they’re all saying that I did were not true. I...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 6
    I wish I could be different and secure in my own skin but I'm not. I no longer trust before not trusting. I no longer think innocent before guilty. Worst of all, I no longer...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    Some general "blind" world advice. Since were all in totally different situations with totally different backgrounds and experiences and insecurities and fears, it's impossible to...
    LoveExplorer78 LoveExplorer78
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Apr 5
    this would be awesome sometimes!
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 28) A lot of Loren’s relatives feasted about the story. I didn’t know a lot of them do not like her. They said I was Loren’s karma waiting...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 5
    Her story is heartbreaking.
    Byron8by7 Byron8by7
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 5
    I'm 22 and still in school, but lately I've felt almost an obsessive need to get pregnant and start a family. I see pics of babies or hear about another friend whose pregnant or...
    laurenoates93 laurenoates93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    It's funny how in life the first thing a lot of people think when things get hard is I want to die. I guess in our heads we think death is like switching a tv off. You know like...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady
    31-35, F
    Apr 4
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 24) ...continuation of Evan's romantic crap: Are you busy , hon? I have 20 minutes time. Can I call you? I love you. You are in my mind every...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 4
    I see people, especially girls always calling others hot, and know that attraction is subjective, but I've never heard anyone call me hot or sexy. It hurts me so much when I see...
    LuSyD LuSyD
    26-30, T
    Apr 4
    I wished I had more close friends. o_o Mm, more like... I wished I had close friends. *softly chuckling* (Because I don't have any at all)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 4
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 23) ...continuation of Evan's romantic crap... Good night, my joy…sleep tight…I love you I miss you I need you I want you truly deeply madly...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    2 Responses Apr 4
    An affair I will never forget.... Too many promises... Too many lies... Too many heartaches... Too much pain to endure... I want to find a way to cure my broken heart... I want...
    jgatsby jgatsby
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 4
    I am the ugliest girl I know and I try really hard to look pretty but I never will I'm so ugly
    StrongPowerful StrongPowerful
    22-25, F
    Apr 4
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 22) ...continuation of Evan's romantic crap: I miss you so much. I love you very much, Gladys! I'll never change…you can count on it... I...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 4
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 21) I scanned my joint account statements with Evan to prove that Evan paid for our expenses. I scanned all the phone bills that showed the...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 4
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 20) I lost the will to live. Thoughts of suicide enveloped me. What’s the easiest, fastest, and painless way to kill myself? Should I hang...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 4
    I wish I had people to always hang out with and talk with and have to say they love me and actually make me feel like I'm wanted and have a purpose to live but I don't.
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
    Im in college right now and somehow,no matter how hard i try to stay positive. I walk in that schoolbuilding with positive, driven, excited energy and come out very depressed and...
    djmane djmane
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 4
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 18) I imagined what Evan had to sacrifice just to have me, to hold on to me when his friend found out, when his son found out, when his sister...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    Apr 4
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