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I Sometimes Wish I Had A Penis

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    I was born female, and feel pretty okay with it

    most of the time. But once every so often I just wish I had a penis, like I feel like it's supposed to be there when I want it to be? I wish I could shapeshift or something I guess
    watchoutforoctopusses watchoutforoctopusses 22-25 May 20

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    I am a woman, but I really wish I had a penis. It's a bit strange because I'm not sure why I want a penis, I'm just really in love with the idea of feeling the bulge of a "package" between my legs and having nuts to scratch. I am actively looking for a "floppy" penis to wear...
    deanmartinforever88 deanmartinforever88 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2013

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    Right Now

    Right now I really ******' wish I had a god damn penis!!!! Why the **** don't men get this ******' pain.... ******' A!!!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 22, 2013

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    If I had a penis I would look at it

    and be thankful that I don't have to feel guilty for not deciding to have children, or like time is running out if I don't make up my mind to have babies by age 40. I'm so sick of how women are expected to become mothers. I hate being one of them and I hate my "biological clock...
    torturedturnip torturedturnip 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    As great as having a vagina is I totally wish I had a penis. I've always wondered what it felt like to stick this member into the body of another person (gender not important) and get pleasure from it and give it. Have the ability to *** inside. I would want to be a hot guy with...
    newasexy newasexy 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    Sometimes? More like every waking minute of my ******* life .-.
    ButtersTheMerciful ButtersTheMerciful 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I wish that sometimes too. Its so corny to say " the beauty is in the journey No matter how rough" its sooooo corny., but its a very bitter sweet statement but sometimes i do...
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    Sometimes I do, things like the weather get in the way. I wish I could hide from my feelings. I hate being human and having the ability to feel all of these negative emotions. I...
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    I've just had my first experience as a girl. I finally got brave enough to go onto amazon and but a ton of nice clothes and a wig. To make the situation even better I've had the...
    dawncutie dawncutie 18-21 5 Responses Jul 29

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    I had this friend named Austin and he was my guy best friend from 5th grade till the middle of eight because some of his friends got in the way of our friendship (long story) he...
    alexis1498 alexis1498 16-17, F Aug 18

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    My anger and cross-dressing problems started off small, I guess that was normal, but they kept on escalating, I used to think that the two had nothing in common, but then I noticed...
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    Life is just so full of crap at times. I get yelled at for no reason daily. I had to put my dog down :/ My only grandfather is not so well. My dad lost his job. I barely have any...
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    I always wish i could dissappear, when I feel worthless, not being acknowledge or appreciated, over stress of work and families.
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    Now I'm back again from the trip, I had a great time! But the sad part is that I have to go back to school in Denmark:( I don't want to live there, because I don't get to see my...
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    As much as I love my boyfriend, he can drive me insane sometimes. Like today, he gets mad at me for not checking his pockets before I do laundry.. Hell i'm used to doing only my...
    KikiMouse KikiMouse 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I just kind of wonder sometimes. It seems so much easier in the scheme of things, or at least at my age. A female my age could get a man to take care of her for the rest of her...
    SparkyPantsL SparkyPantsL 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So that I can do extreme sports without my parents consent.
    sealia sealia 18-21, F 1 Response 53 mins ago

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    The hardest thing that happened to me since I graduated college is that I have lost all my good friends.
    serendipityy serendipityy 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    all i want in life is a true best friend, even if their online only, somebody to talk to would be nice!! :)
    HelloKittyBaby HelloKittyBaby 13-15, F Aug 18

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    Have you ever wanted to unmeet someone?
    EBAAA EBAAA 18-21, F Jul 30

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    I'm only 15 yet all 15 years have been pretty miserable. Ever since I became a teenager my parents decided to turn against me. Especially after they found out I selfharmed. My dad...
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    My girlfriend and I have been dating for 6 months! Her parents knew about us but they dint know I was a crossdresser! My girlfriend is really supportive about me and always buys me...
    anaisha004 anaisha004 18-21, T 8 Responses Aug 1

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    Her innermost heart was waiting for something to happen to her... She turned a despairing gaze over the solitude of her life... Searching for some white sail on the dark mist of...
    A1m1A A1m1A 46-50, M Aug 1

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    My mom loves to remind me how she didn't abort me even though my father said she should. Some days are worse than others but over all, I'm glad I was born.
    FutureGleason FutureGleason 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    It's just one of those days, you know? A day when you feel like the walls around you are crumbling; when you just feel like you want to be isolated from everything, to the point...
    NicoBunny6 NicoBunny6 18-21, F Aug 6

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    It's just so tempting, but I could never do it.
    SkyeThorgerson SkyeThorgerson 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Things are getting really stressful for me having my overbearing mother work school and now my part time job I hope I can survive these changes but I just want to drop everything...
    ladyyukihime ladyyukihime 18-21, F Aug 7

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    And I have before and It didn't work out.
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    My heart bleeds right now the gash is deep it never will heal i know agony of being me internal bottom less inferno consumes you annihilates you and yet you are still alive to drag...
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    Those of us who are prone to tearing ourselves down may well have developed this behaviour by being torn down by others so often and for so long that no experience is complete...
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    I don't see the harm in doing so. The cause and effect are nothing but good, I live alone and i can get away from my "life". Suicide and running away are the best options as of the...
    hatredofmyself hatredofmyself 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I want to go far away and never look back. I hate it here! As soon as I can, I'm leaving for college and I won't have to come back.
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    So seven and a half years in I suppose its to late to feel like this. Little bit of history. I moved away from where I grew up to be with my partner and over time have sliped...
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    You know one of those days where the walls are closing in? Nothing in particular is going wrong but it just feels like there is an undercurrent of things just waiting to happen...
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    My heart now aches for this. I have this little fantasy of running away with the love of my life. He'll pick me up just before the sun rises and we'll just drive, no plans, no...
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    I hate people...I hate people so much...
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    There so many things people wish they could change about themselves. They wish they were skinner,prettier, more handsome, richer, and had more friends. I even wish this myself...
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