I Sometimes Wish I Had a True Best Friend

Ever felt like everyone else had a best friend and you were left out? Yeah, well me too. 605 People

    I tell my best friend,

    who is a guy, everything about me. He was there the night I tried to commit suicide and he is the reason I have stopped cutting my wrists and started going to a therapist but, he will NOT tell me anything that goes on in his life. He won't even tell me the girl he has a crush on...
    LiviaLee LiviaLee
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2014

    I taught we were getting somewhere,

    i taught we decided to become best friends but all of a sudden you just disappear
    Kadiebbyg Kadiebbyg
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2015

    I shared a friend's love

    and trust and then it all went up in smoke. One word, then two, then the wrong word, then a worse word. Then I walked away.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 24, 2015

    Knowing my friends now

    that I've known all my life just isn't the same. Now all they do is make fun of me for small shortcomings. Like today in gym, we were playing volly ball and I hit it up in the air while no one was near me, and they. Tore. Me. Shreds. I felt like I was being bullied because the...
    adav218 adav218
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

      I've got a Fred.

    Hell, I've even got a Barney!! But honestly... I'm just a Wilma searching for her Betty... ;)
    wallpainter13 wallpainter13
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2013

    I guess I can't express any of my real thoughts

    with my family or friends. That's why I've sort if made a fake identity for myself. If my "friends" knew the real me, we most likely wouldn't be friends. And honestly, the only reason that i have "friends" is so that my parents think that I'm normal. But I'm hoping to make some...
    ElsaIsMyHero ElsaIsMyHero
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 20, 2014

    All the friends i have had have just back

    stabbed me and i cant deal with all of that .
    Nadss1 Nadss1
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 16, 2014

    looking at my life now

    and seeing where I am, the friends that i've lost who I thought were real had me thinking. I really wish i had a real true friend. I feel so alone most days.
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2014

    you may have a dozen

    or a thousand of friends but only few of them are real :) #imissmyfriends:)
    KrissiaGeramie KrissiaGeramie
    18-21, F
    May 16, 2015

    i write poem...i guess

    that is the only way i can express myself!! now and then i will post some....came here cause i needed to know that I amm not alone in this world that there are other people experiencing things similar to me....so yh this is my first story....i literally have all guy friends i...
    Nikky13 Nikky13
    18-21, F
    Dec 18, 2013

    I Wish I Had True FriendsI wish I had true

    friends.Friends who I could tell my problems to.My secrets.Friends who listen no matter how stupid it is you have to say.I don't have true friends.Friends yes.People who I sometimes laugh with.Sometimes talk with,But I want more.I want a friendship like in the movies.Close...
    Nikky13 Nikky13
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2014

    Sometimes I really do fell verity of having a

    true best friend; a soul friend. A friend with whom I could have shared all my day's happenings, might have been heeded in moments of requisite. But for the one across me, neither do I feel an inclination, nor could I offer. So sometimes I feel that thinking a third power, an...
    Fathomlessfancies Fathomlessfancies
    18-21, M
    Jun 8, 2014

    I Am Not Sure!

    I have always said, "(person's name) is my best friend, I know it!" Well about 1-2 years later, they don't seem to be acting like a true friend, and we instantly become acquaintances. They either were too selfish, self-centered, too much drama in their lives...
    kelee kelee
    13-15, F
    Oct 28, 2009

    all i want in life is a true best friend,

    even if their online only, somebody to talk to would be nice!! :)
    HelloKittyBaby HelloKittyBaby
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2014

    I just realized I've spent my whole life

    keeping my friends at a distance from me because I'm insecure, so now I have no close friends. I have people I can hang out with, but when I need someone to open up to and express my increasing fears to, no one will listen. At my most intimate level, I am alone.
    juniperwindsong juniperwindsong
    22-25, F
    Jan 3, 2014

    i did enough stupid **** to loose my friends.

    however after attempting to make amends i realized i don't have any true friends left. i wish i could get some good friends.
    billz270 billz270
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 3, 2016

    I think i have never had

    even one true best friend..
    aksamm aksamm
    22-25, M
    Sep 29, 2014

    My Bestfriend Doesn't Take My Side...ever.

    My bestfriend and i have been friends since the 8th grade and now we're both in the 11th grade. We both have another mutual friend who we are both close to as well. We were recently given a project in school and we had to work in a group. Naturally, we all looked to one another...
    loverofmusic1 loverofmusic1
    18-21, F
    Jan 9, 2013
    Mordorian Mordorian
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

    i never had a real.best friend

    because i moved around alot i just want someone i can get wild crazy with and tell all my secrets
    QueenFeedee QueenFeedee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

    life aint always good

    but when you have someone to help you though the bad parts and is there to enjoy the good parts with you life some how seems a little better:)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 18, 2014

    Real friends are really hard to find.

    That one friend that is willing to listen to you, always there for you in your ups and down. I used to have one just like that until that one day and everything fell apart.. Now the three years of friendship is gone and buried in my heart.
    amii77 amii77
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2015

    I really wish I could trust someone,

    but you never know if thy're telling the truth. I wish someone actually cared, I wish I had a friend.
    HelpMePlzSOS HelpMePlzSOS
    13-15, F
    1 Response May 24, 2015

    Sometimes? I spend most of my time mourning

    over the all those whose trust I lost because I miss them so much. Esp the friend who laughed at me now for even believing we were friends. I miss him too much. I miss everything we had and I knew way back that I'm losing him. I'm jealous of those people who he gave more...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

    I had this friend named Austin

    and he was my guy best friend from 5th grade till the middle of eight because some of his friends got in the way of our friendship (long story) he and I aren't friends anymore because he thought my sarcasm was offensive and the last thing he said to me was "shut up lexi just don...
    alexis1498 alexis1498
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2014

    Giant emphasis on "sometimes".

    I'm starting to learn to love feeling alone in crowded places, but I do wish I had someone to talk to.
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Sep 29, 2014

    The hardest thing that happened to me

    since I graduated college is that I have lost all my good friends.
    serendipityy serendipityy
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2014
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