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I Sometimes Wish I Was a Boy

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    I sometimes wish I never met my ex boyfriend, my first true love, and my ex best friend, but I guess everything happens for a reason and you meet certain people for a reason...
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F Apr 8

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    My boyfriend and i have been together for about a year and a half now and i love him more than anything. we have been talking about our future a lot lately. I am very excited for...
    mshibby mshibby 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    i have a boyfriend but i don't think i want to be in a relationship with him anymore. im still with him cause i feel guilty that if i leave him he'll be too depressed and be...
    missconfused24 missconfused24 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I've wanted to be a girl for as long as I can remeber. Always doing the girly things always hoping for the day I would wake up female. I'm 23 years old now and I find it harder...
    alexishoward alexishoward 22-25 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish that you had not initiated anything. I wish that you had just left me as a friend. I wish that you had never started texting all those sweet words to me. Those words have...
    Arcavala Arcavala 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    To those of you who have a significant other,someone to share your life with and to come home to...you are so blessed. For those who wish they were single, let me give you a short...
    AGothicOdyssey AGothicOdyssey 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I am 38 and have wished for death as long as I can remember. I think back to my childhood, when things would go wrong or I would do something so stupid (as children do), I would...
    Modernii Modernii 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Sometimes I just wanna pack up my clothes, get in my car and drive till I'm far away and no one knows me, has any expectations of me.... I'd kind of like to disappear. Life with no...
    astarael0 astarael0 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I really cared for you and made sure you were fine. I fought and defended you and cleared up your name. You might have done the same for me but I ain't ever sure about anything at...
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M Apr 8

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    I cry myself to sleep all the time , I even cry in the shower just to hide my pain like everything is okay but little do everyone know I'm not okay . I come to school , smile...
    Lonerlost28 Lonerlost28 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    They told her " destroy what destroys you " she decided to kill herself ; 😔 this gets to me .... A lot.
    Lonerlost28 Lonerlost28 18-21, F Mar 19

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    Then I would never be able to hurt anyone ever again. I can't hurt people. I just can't. If I do, I'll never forgive myself.
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I want to start fresh with my family!
    chaaayy chaaayy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I think that it would be easier to die than to continue. I know life is hard but it shouldn't be this hard..
    FAIRESandPIXIES FAIRESandPIXIES 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    If I did I'd take my closest friends with me, cuz I know some of them would want to run away too
    Mousetronaut Mousetronaut 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I just want to run away from all the pain and hurt all the people I love have caused me. I'd run away to a place where no one knows me and start again. Forget everybody and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses a week ago

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    Just run away never go back.. Never let them find me.. get on with my life.. After my exams...
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F a week ago

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    At the moment I just want to escape my life but in thinking that I stay for the very reasons I want to run away. I know the people who are making my life miserable are the ones who...
    ruby321 ruby321 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Mainly I wanted to say that the first picture on this page, the one of both a boy and a girl wearing identical yellow dress costumes was taken by me several years ago at the annual...
    Charlesea Charlesea 70+ 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I sometimes wish I had never had children too. I started out relatively early. I was 20 when I had my daughter and 24 when I had my son. My daughters father was abusive in every...
    BBMS BBMS 41-45, F Mar 30

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    Sometimes I wish I wasn't me. That I didn't feel things so deeply. That I wasn't hurt so easily. That I didn't question things so much. That I didn't long for things I can' t have...
    Itsmytime2be Itsmytime2be 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    Latey, I've been feeling like my whole life has been a big joke and I've been being played from day one. My family was a joke. They didn't even want me. So I ended up in group...
    franhigg franhigg 41-45, F Apr 3

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    Met this guy when I was 13, handsome and tall. Let's call him SL. So we talked through Facebook and eventually exchanged numbers. We call each other often and texts sometimes. It...
    Planetweird Planetweird 16-17, F Mar 29

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    So I recently found out that I was cheated on by my boyfriend. It's been a real struggle to deal with this because of conditions in which it happened. Since my boyfriend nd I have...
    Marquinta Marquinta 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Come late June, I might actually meet the guy that I think I like. One of my sisters is getting married at the end of June and I would love to have a date. I told him that it...
    LameyC LameyC 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Meant for someone else, but not for me. Love was out to get me. That's the way it seemed. Disappointment haunted all my dreams... Then I saw his face. And now I'm a believer...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I hit my boyfriend and now he is my ex boyfriend. We have been dating for 7 months and I was really in love with him. Something about him started not to seem right with me. He...
    brownbluelips26 brownbluelips26 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My mind is a caos of a million thoughts at once.. Keeping my head spinning, stealing away my rest.. The anxiety is never ending and every day just feels like another test.. Will I...
    SilentGhost2748 SilentGhost2748 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    I miss him so much. I’m trying to study for finals but all I can think about is not being with him anymore. I just want to read everyone’s story and cuddle up in bed and cry...
    DistantSailor DistantSailor 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Hi everyone, First thank you for reading this post. Second I apologize for the run-on sentences. I have been very depressed for the past few months and don't know where else to...
    flowersmakemehappy flowersmakemehappy 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    But the thing is, I only really want to be in a relationship when I'm freaking out. Most of the time, I'm fine being alone, but sometimes I wish I had someone I could trust...
    keepitdreamin keepitdreamin 16-17, F Mar 19

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    I have finally met a wonderful, kind, loving man that I want to spend the rest of my life with. However, I'm so torn about moving forward with him and getting married because he...
    Konscious Konscious 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Where to begin... I had amazing boyfriend but he had really bad past - being in jail 4 times, he is still a drug addict... Few days ago he was missing for three days... I was...
    Aerdnamed Aerdnamed 18-21, F Mar 21

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 12 Responses Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Sometimes I feel like my fiancée doesn't know how much I love him. I am so in love with him. I do anything for him. I love him so much and now even more than ever. We recently had...
    Krystalgarciaa Krystalgarciaa 22-25, F Mar 25

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    I don't really know what's wrong with me. Next I'm happy, then I'll just feel empty Sometimes I feel so inspired to do something, then when i'm about do it, I just feel drained all...
    nocturnalninja nocturnalninja 18-21, F Apr 1

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    It's all so confusing. Basically, we've lived together for a year, I go to school and he works. He is a great person, he doesn't control me, he's very loving and affectionate, does...
    coolbeans010 coolbeans010 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a 13 year old gay boy. Looking for a white guy not to fat but not to skinny, about13-14years old. I live in ventura, California. If m don't live near me I guess we can just be...
    coled1 coled1 13-15, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I don't know if the only one who experience this. Because i am actually single but i want to finish high school with no boyfriends. But i really want to know what it feels like to...
    NicoleDelaCruuz NicoleDelaCruuz 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm so down right now so I thought id write on here... I just feel so alone and it hurts. I used to have a small group of friends but it's like everyone moved or found new friends...
    SouthernBe11e SouthernBe11e 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    It's not that I want to depend on a guy, but I miss having a boyfriend. You know, someone who would just love you for you. I know, it usually happens when it happens, but I guess I...
    SwimmingDarkness SwimmingDarkness 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 8

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    I hate my personality. I wish I could just change, but sadly it really is a hard thing to do. I would often curse myself 'Why am I born like this?' Sometimes I would just cry all...
    SecretsNeverHidden SecretsNeverHidden 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I have so much going on, and so much troubling me. All the mess has just pretty much ruined almost every aspect of my life, and my failure trials at helping myself have just made...
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Mar 27

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    I wrote this a while ago, it seems such a long time. I was reading it again, and I'm so much happier now. I am where I'm supposed to be. I thought I was in Love. To forgive and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 29

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    i just want someone to listen to me and give me advice. i just broke up with my boyfriend ( 1 year & 5 months) and also a week before my birthday how nice right? i feel like im...
    kymx kymx 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    So me and my boyfriend have been dating for 2 years. I am starting to loose feelings for my boyfriend and it's been like this for awhile. His bestfriend is awesome and always talks...
    cvictoriaa cvictoriaa 18-21, F Apr 5

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    When my two best friends told me they we're going to study away from our home town, I naively thought that nothing was going to change between us and that we'd still keep in touch...
    Ennah Ennah 18-21, F Mar 27