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I Sometimes Wish I Was Never Born

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    I Am A Product Of Hatred

    if my parents truly "loved" me they would have aborted me. i never asked to be born, and if given a choice in the matter i never would have been born. life is empty and meaningless, and all the people who say it's going to get better are liars and sadists. it's not going to get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 21, 2011

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    Lifesucks!

    If I was never borni would not miss being alive nor would I desire to be a life, I wasn't given a choice to be here. Life is full of bullshit if It's not one thing It's another and it never ends! I am so sick of this ****, its pathetic! I see no point of just freaking suffering...
    fuckensucks fuckensucks 31-35 Jan 22, 2013

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    For The Best.

    I know things would have been a lot better If I wasn't ever born... I've always resented my birth parents for not aborting me but seriously, I have too many problems, I'm not really happy at all, I'm not an easy person to live with... I wouldn't have to be suffering here with all...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F Apr 23, 2011

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    I put a lot of stress on my mother.

    I never appreciate her. I know that she deserves better but I still haven't changed. She's my world but I don't treat her like it. My dad didn't want me around after a while, but she never left me. I'm a horrible person. I don't want to lose her too.
    scottphi scottphi 18-21, M Jan 1

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    My Ultimate Wish

    Wouldn't it be great to not exist? No pain, no nothing... I wish I never existed because I live a ****** life. I was a mistake child anyway. Everytime my parents and I fight, I always ask them why didn't they abort me? They had that choice. If they did, then I wouldn't have to...
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    Falling and falling deeper.

    My heart sinks everyday I wake up. I can never do anything right. My mother tried comforting me , " I know you have good intensions, but your actions just aren't right." I know this and it hurts me because no matter how hard I try I just won't mount to anything, I feel like a...
    TangiDelores TangiDelores 13-15, F Mar 15

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    Lyrics...

    She walks to school with the lunch she packed Nobody knows what she's holdin' back Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday She hides the bruises with linen and lace The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask It's hard to see the pain behind the mask Bearing the burden of a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    It Hurts to Say

    The things that I have been through have made me think that my existence is worthless. I wish sometimes that I was never born. People have always said that my existence was worthless and futile. But there are times where I did almost die. But in a way, I'm glad I didn't. But in...
    TohruHonda TohruHonda 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    All my life I've had to be in a huge

    competition with my sisters. No matter what I do, I always tend to lose. My parents make it perfectly clear that I'm unwanted and they would be so much better without me and it kills me on a daily basis because I'm constantly reminded of it and I just don't even know what to do...
    bugsxbunnyx101 bugsxbunnyx101 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    Urgh

    well i never wanted to born in the first place and life hasnt been the sweetest and when i finally start actually liking life, BAM my family comes into action to remind me just how worthless i am. right now i dont know what to do, kille myself? go into an accident and be in...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2011

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    I Hate Being Alive

    There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wish I was never born. Almost every night when I go to sleep, I secretly hope I never wake up again. I never asked for this life. I got stuck in it with my disgusting body, a hideous face, a screwed up mind...there is nothing good about...
    iwishiwas iwishiwas 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    MY Life Sucks!!!

       I hate my dad and stepmother and am never glad to see them!My grandparents are out of wack and nobody has ever stood up for me about anything! I only do what my parents want and never have any freedom or time for myself!
    Sayaka Sayaka 16-18, F 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    What Is Keeping Me Here...

    There are things in my life that are forcing me to stay here, otherwise I would have no reason to live anymore. I don't want to hurt my family, and that is the main reason I am still here. If I were gone I would leave them with all of my school loans and that would be awful. I...
    turtlebrainx27 turtlebrainx27 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    Pathetic Creature

    for the first half of my life this is all i used to say to myself - i wish i'd never been born or i didn't ask to be born.  during the third quarter of my life it was how to commit suicide.  now, in the last quarter it's wishing i could just wake up dead.  how sad...
    TheFunHasGone TheFunHasGone 36-40, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    Punishment?

    I was born and still live with an identical twin sister. Usually science says we were one, then just decided to split into two. There are times when I wonder if I was split off from my sister, that she was meant to be born, but I was some rebel angel thrown into the mix as a...
    rockonsilently rockonsilently 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    Worthless

    I wish I could see what life would be like if I never existed. Then, I would be able to know if all my negative beliefs about myself were true. I am a very very ordinary girl. I usually remain unnoticed, unheard of, uncared of. I believe that I am useless and and just a...
    averagejo averagejo 18-21 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I joined this website mainly because I feel I can't talk to anyone else about what I'm thinking. This is a good place to vent my frustrations about my life and not be judged or...
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    I have been thinking lately about never having been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I was born in 1999, and am currently 14 years old. I have always been a talkative and kind person, but a few years ago my step dad and mom got divorce, and I haven't talked to my...
    UnwantedShadow UnwantedShadow 13-15, F Apr 11

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    Whats the point? I wish I never existed.
    billthecleric billthecleric 26-30, M Apr 9

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    Bare with me, its going on 1am in the morning. I'm sitting here in the living room, dark and crying my eyes out. I just need to write this out, because if I don't, I have a feeling...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I wish I did not exist at all. I am not suicidal but I also feel that I am done living. There is no point to getting up every morning to go about your day, make money, get an...
    Girlincrisis Girlincrisis 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I sometimes wish I never met my ex boyfriend, my first true love, and my ex best friend, but I guess everything happens for a reason and you meet certain people for a reason...
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    My boyfriend and i have been together for about a year and a half now and i love him more than anything. we have been talking about our future a lot lately. I am very excited for...
    mshibby mshibby 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I like wasn't loved I guess and was never really shown love I started being left at home alone when I was 8 and I never really had human contact with my body and now like emotion...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F Apr 6

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    I wish that you had not initiated anything. I wish that you had just left me as a friend. I wish that you had never started texting all those sweet words to me. Those words have...
    Arcavala Arcavala 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    To those of you who have a significant other,someone to share your life with and to come home to...you are so blessed. For those who wish they were single, let me give you a short...
    AGothicOdyssey AGothicOdyssey 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I am 38 and have wished for death as long as I can remember. I think back to my childhood, when things would go wrong or I would do something so stupid (as children do), I would...
    Modernii Modernii 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I remember people from my family, when I was little, they hugged each other. I probably was hugged as a baby, but I don't remember it. I have pretty good and clear memories since I...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Apr 6

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    Then I would never be able to hurt anyone ever again. I can't hurt people. I just can't. If I do, I'll never forgive myself.
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I really cared for you and made sure you were fine. I fought and defended you and cleared up your name. You might have done the same for me but I ain't ever sure about anything at...
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M Apr 8

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    Just run away never go back.. Never let them find me.. get on with my life.. After my exams...
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F Apr 8

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    I just want to run away from all the pain and hurt all the people I love have caused me. I'd run away to a place where no one knows me and start again. Forget everybody and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Sometimes I just wanna pack up my clothes, get in my car and drive till I'm far away and no one knows me, has any expectations of me.... I'd kind of like to disappear. Life with no...
    astarael0 astarael0 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I wasn't the little girl who had a beautiful life people thought I was...
    FrenchRotterdammer FrenchRotterdammer 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I cry myself to sleep all the time , I even cry in the shower just to hide my pain like everything is okay but little do everyone know I'm not okay . I come to school , smile...
    Lonerlost28 Lonerlost28 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    They told her " destroy what destroys you " she decided to kill herself ; 😔 this gets to me .... A lot.
    Lonerlost28 Lonerlost28 18-21, F Mar 19

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    I've wanted to be a girl for as long as I can remeber. Always doing the girly things always hoping for the day I would wake up female. I'm 23 years old now and I find it harder...
    alexishoward alexishoward 22-25 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to start fresh with my family!
    chaaayy chaaayy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I think that it would be easier to die than to continue. I know life is hard but it shouldn't be this hard..
    FAIRESandPIXIES FAIRESandPIXIES 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    If I did I'd take my closest friends with me, cuz I know some of them would want to run away too
    Mousetronaut Mousetronaut 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    At the moment I just want to escape my life but in thinking that I stay for the very reasons I want to run away. I know the people who are making my life miserable are the ones who...
    ruby321 ruby321 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I sometimes wish I had never had children too. I started out relatively early. I was 20 when I had my daughter and 24 when I had my son. My daughters father was abusive in every...
    BBMS BBMS 41-45, F Mar 30

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    Sometimes I wish I wasn't me. That I didn't feel things so deeply. That I wasn't hurt so easily. That I didn't question things so much. That I didn't long for things I can' t have...
    Itsmytime2be Itsmytime2be 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    my father if you can even call him that was a brute he was always beating on me and my mom never said or did anything. I didn't understand why when I was younger but now I do, she...
    PeaceWontLast PeaceWontLast 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wish we could talk, I have so many things to say. I wish we never met. I wish that I could forget. I wish that all of the things we did we can do all over again (ahh I wish). I...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl 31-35, F Mar 31

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    I have lived with Spina Bifidafor the past 22 years, for the majority of that time I have seen my disability as a burden on my life because I wasn't 'normal' like everyone else. My...
    lukecampbell22 lukecampbell22 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Met this guy when I was 13, handsome and tall. Let's call him SL. So we talked through Facebook and eventually exchanged numbers. We call each other often and texts sometimes. It...
    Planetweird Planetweird 16-17, F Mar 29

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    It Was My Mission to Never have dad hurt the others when I was younger. There are 5 in my family, 3 girls (all born first, I'm 2nd oldest), and 2 boys. We weren't an overly...
    maqeurious maqeurious 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I was not born a talker. And I have had long phases when I do not have the patience to listen to people, because if you do, you get tired of how self-absorbed people are. (And this...
    cocoonedspace cocoonedspace 26-30, F Apr 11

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    I have posted a lot of stories talking about Egypt’s revolutions, more than a hundred maybe, whether they were about the 25 January revolution against Mubarak’s regime...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Ten days before Christmas my husband of almost 12 years at the time (together almost 18) gave me a kiss, told me he loves me and left to go shopping for me. It was a Sunday night...
    brokenbecauseofhim brokenbecauseofhim 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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