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I Sometimes Wish Someone Would Just Walk Up and Shoot Me

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    I Offer the Chance With Open Arms..

    I wish I could pull the nearest stranger to me and place a gun to my head and watch them pull the trigger, I'm so tired of everything but I lack the courage to do it myself.. These thoughts swirling around in my mind, taunting me.. I wish it would end..
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2008

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    Actually, all the time.

    Do whatever to me and then shoot me. Not kill me.. Anyways.. Message me?
    HurtMePlease101 HurtMePlease101 18-21, F Jan 15

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    Just Shoot Me Already!

    I wish someone would just shoot me so I don't have to do it myself. Thant would probably be easier on my family, especially since they don't even know that I have a gun or that I'm bipolar, have been to a mental hospital, am bulemic, am a cutter, and tried to OD on the 4th of...
    Shonnie Shonnie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 18, 2008

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    Let's go. You gonna do it do it now!

    ! Any moment.... Now? Who want's a rapper who's white, a drug attic, and player on the girls (Get away from me!), Wanna Be Slim Shady? Any takers. Yeah I thought so. So is this the end to Thin Shadow, With Alter ego's SlayBack and Mr. 'N $ane. With the voices in my head Wade and...
    ThinShadow ThinShadow 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    "I Sometimes Wish Someone Would Just Walk Up and Shoot Me"

    Please do, I wish someone would come up to me right now, and Just put a gun to my head, and put me outta my missery. I swear I will write a Note saying I told you too, so no one would get in trouble, Please someone, anyone, I will give you the gun and the bullets, all you would...
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 25, 2008

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    Really?!?

    Have u ever had a gun pulled on u?
    ehlamf1 ehlamf1 31-35, M 6 Responses Jun 27, 2008

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    So Thats It...!

    ... and today is definitely one of those days....there is nothing more to say or do. I am not giving up, nor am i fighting back...i am going to just continue walking along ...and waiting till it happens...
    Michhhhnat Michhhhnat 26-30, F Jun 13, 2011

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    Must Be Done

    Any volunteers? Must shoot to kill.  please, someone just come and get this done already.
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 20, 2008

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    Sometimes

    Like today when I just can't take it anymore. :(
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 6 Responses Dec 12, 2007

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    Not So Often These Days...

    But there was a time when this was the only thought in my head... I used to dream about it... wake up wishing it would happen... a little sad, aint it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8, 2008

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    Dead When Your Done

    Shoot me holllw point bullets please Beat me chains whips brass knuckles Anything to make this stop Life in loser-dom is not for me Mame me Break me mutilate me drag me til the skin disapears Turn every bone to oatmeal Slice me in to bits Cut me until i bleed out...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 27, 2008

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    Absolutely...

    Borderline personality disorder, paranoid, easily upset, disturbed, very angry, rabid and broken. I am broken. There is no help, no hope, no love, no compassion, nothing for me now. Really, it's that devoid. Overdramatic? Sure. Melodrama never hurt anyone. I've been fighting...
    Neur0ticism Neur0ticism 18-21, F Jun 27, 2008

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    The Reason Why

    I BROKE MY PROMISE I MADE WITH GOD. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW THE REST YOUR PROABLY DONT ITS NOT GOOD 
    kay456 kay456 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2011

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