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I Sometimes Wish Someone Would Just Walk Up and Shoot Me

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    Absolutely...

    Borderline personality disorder, paranoid, easily upset, disturbed, very angry, rabid and broken. I am broken. There is no help, no hope, no love, no compassion, nothing for me now. Really, it's that devoid. Overdramatic? Sure. Melodrama never hurt anyone. I've been fighting...
    Neur0ticism Neur0ticism 18-21, F Jun 27, 2008

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    Let's go. You gonna do it do it now!

    ! Any moment.... Now? Who want's a rapper who's white, a drug attic, and player on the girls (Get away from me!), Wanna Be Slim Shady? Any takers. Yeah I thought so. So is this the end to Thin Shadow, With Alter ego's SlayBack and Mr. 'N $ane. With the voices in my head Wade and...
    ThinShadow ThinShadow 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    Sometimes

    Like today when I just can't take it anymore. :(
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 6 Responses Dec 12, 2007

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    Actually, all the time.

    Do whatever to me and then shoot me. Not kill me.. Anyways.. Message me?
    HurtMePlease101 HurtMePlease101 18-21, F Jan 15

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    Not So Often These Days...

    But there was a time when this was the only thought in my head... I used to dream about it... wake up wishing it would happen... a little sad, aint it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8, 2008

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    I Offer the Chance With Open Arms..

    I wish I could pull the nearest stranger to me and place a gun to my head and watch them pull the trigger, I'm so tired of everything but I lack the courage to do it myself.. These thoughts swirling around in my mind, taunting me.. I wish it would end..
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2008

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    The Reason Why

    I BROKE MY PROMISE I MADE WITH GOD. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW THE REST YOUR PROABLY DONT ITS NOT GOOD 
    kay456 kay456 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2011

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    Must Be Done

    Any volunteers? Must shoot to kill.  please, someone just come and get this done already.
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 20, 2008

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    Really?!?

    Have u ever had a gun pulled on u?
    ehlamf1 ehlamf1 31-35, M 6 Responses Jun 27, 2008

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    "I Sometimes Wish Someone Would Just Walk Up and Shoot Me"

    Please do, I wish someone would come up to me right now, and Just put a gun to my head, and put me outta my missery. I swear I will write a Note saying I told you too, so no one would get in trouble, Please someone, anyone, I will give you the gun and the bullets, all you would...
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 25, 2008

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    Dead When Your Done

    Shoot me holllw point bullets please Beat me chains whips brass knuckles Anything to make this stop Life in loser-dom is not for me Mame me Break me mutilate me drag me til the skin disapears Turn every bone to oatmeal Slice me in to bits Cut me until i bleed out...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 27, 2008

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    Just Shoot Me Already!

    I wish someone would just shoot me so I don't have to do it myself. Thant would probably be easier on my family, especially since they don't even know that I have a gun or that I'm bipolar, have been to a mental hospital, am bulemic, am a cutter, and tried to OD on the 4th of...
    Shonnie Shonnie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 18, 2008

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    So Thats It...!

    ... and today is definitely one of those days....there is nothing more to say or do. I am not giving up, nor am i fighting back...i am going to just continue walking along ...and waiting till it happens...
    Michhhhnat Michhhhnat 26-30, F Jun 13, 2011

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    If only I were so lucky. Although, I'd only wish it if I got to decide the weapon of choice. A quick shot to the head would be ideal. Why? 1. So I wouldn't have to do it myself. 2...
    Bethstar Bethstar 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    Aspiegirl421 Aspiegirl421 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Wishful thinking at best haha especially in my country there aren't many nutters or crazies with guns, so I guess I'll be waiting a long time ha.
    tangledweb94 tangledweb94 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I want to die not because I'm depressed but because I love pain and just generally want to die
    katielovespeeingherpants katielovespeeingherpants 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    my two cousins came down and there 3 and 5 and their driving me nuts
    stanmagicman2 stanmagicman2 13-15, M Feb 7

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    I just feel like total creep now. ( ._.) Considering I was Facebook stalking this person and I accidentally liked their picture from 7 months ago. >.> I think I'll just go crawl in...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want to be free from my life and into another life
    lizziebarfiels lizziebarfiels 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    On experience project, honestly I thought I might find more solace. It would seem to some that it's much easier connecting with an online community than anything in reality but the...
    LDll LDll 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    only sometimes though. it would be nice.
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 16

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    Wish People Would Just Chill Out And Stop Hurting Each Other
    goodnites1011 goodnites1011 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I love Husband dearly, I do. However, as is the case for most couples, there are some things I absolutely cannot stand. Specifically, dear Husband doesn't follow through on the...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F Feb 11

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    Am I just being lazy, undisciplined, weak, cowardly, stupid, or self-pitying? I'm always worried that I'm making too big a deal out of things, or that maybe I'm not being strict...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F Feb 17

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    Has anyone ever thought, that maybe just maybe life wasn't meant to actually handle for ourselves. I have felt for a pretty good while, that I wish I could be free. To have all the...
    Miranda1008 Miranda1008 18-21, F Jan 31

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    I'm happy, honestly. But I wish I was a girl. My life would hardly change at all, but I really want a girl's body.
    alexthebass alexthebass 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I always wondered if I ran away who would miss me ? I think if I just ran away and NEVER came back no one would even notice .
    bonnieloyalty bonnieloyalty 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    Everyday I think about just leaving everything and going to live in a tent in the bush. I feel like I have to many responsibilities to do this. An ageing father, a mother with...
    BloodRose96 BloodRose96 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    At the moment I'm learning how to reverse parallel park, I'm over thinking and thinking mid park and find I get confused after reaching the 45 degree angle. Was blasted by my...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I wish I could escape the life that is my home. I just want to be who I am without being judged for it. Is that too much to ask for? And they wonder why I spend so much time in my...
    MyNameMeansLight MyNameMeansLight 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    jealousy really makes me sad sometimes.
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    Someone loved me once but he didn't make me feel like the sun shone out of my arse, so I got rid of him. Tell me any women reading this, would you stay with a guy who you knew...
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My mind has no gender. But when people see my writing, they tend to think I'm a girl because I use a girl's sentence structure. I don't feel like a man. I have a perfect girl in my...
    KingLaserDestroyer KingLaserDestroyer 18-21, M Feb 12

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    I feel like I want to die sometimes, I feel like there's no other solution... I got caught shoplifting and nobody but the girl that caught me knows it! I don't know what to do I...
    9918172impacta 9918172impacta 13-15, F Feb 19

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    So someone just spoke to me on here, tried to be dominate and basically black mail me. Manners cost nothing, basic politeness is attractive in many ways. It just infuriates me...
    vulkj vulkj 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I wish my driveway was being plowed so I can stop stressing about getting to work in the morning 😭❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️👎
    caughtalitesneeze caughtalitesneeze 31-35, F Feb 2

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    I wish some people could just keep their mouths under their control.“We have two ears and one mouth, so we should listen more than we say.” ― Zeno of Citium.“Most people do...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    The one thing I hate other then beggars and liers is when you don't give me a straight answer. Tonight for example, I asked my brother a question and he wasted and hour of my time...
    hallow1331 hallow1331 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    People are caught up in their own lives, to worry about how they are affecting others... If they just took a minute and looked...really looked they would see it...all the hurt...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    If only some people could see the world through your eyes...
    Harper101 Harper101 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Anyone in Massachusetts want to run away with me ???? I just want to disappear ! we can jump over a bridge together
    bonnieloyalty bonnieloyalty 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Same ****, day in and day out. I ask for a rope to save me from drowning and i am handed an anchor instead. Its damned if i do, damned if i dont. I have so many things i need to...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 6 Responses Feb 8

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    I make a huge mistake. I let go of my girlfriend that I dated for almost 2 years. I think she's not happy with me so I let her go. But I'm the one who's not happy when she's gone...
    Phillandervenansius Phillandervenansius 22-25, M Feb 10

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    Yes, I was thinking the same thing. But I stopped and thought about it. If I ran away from all the issues and problems that I am facing, then how in the world will I understand the...
    rusritt1520 rusritt1520 18-21, M Feb 15

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    its been long time and i mean long time
    sunnsood sunnsood 31-35, M Jan 30