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I Sometimes Wish You'd Hurt Me Instead Of Yourself

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    I can't stop but think about what it would be like if you were still here. You were way too young. I think you'd be strong. Protective. But at the same time, soft and kind. I think...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I don't have a bad life. I have a mom, a dad and two brothers. I live in a house. I eat food everyday. I have fresh water to drink. But I still want to leave. Why? I don't know. I...
    maaatildaaah maaatildaaah 13-15, F Oct 12

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    It'll be soooooo easy to pick up those who annoy me between my thumb and forefinger and pretend to drop them. I would be able to see for miles and travelling long distances (within...
    Iancharles Iancharles 18-21, M Oct 7

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    “If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you wont give up. If you give up, you're not worthy. ... Truth is, everybody is...
    SuperWomanFly SuperWomanFly 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    Though what i say may not be important and when im ****** up it may be slurred and when im sad it may be broken by sobsand wheni want to die it may be cold but if you can hear what...
    tylerkleewilliams tylerkleewilliams 18-21, M Oct 1

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    YOU WILL SEE A WOMAN. If you could see through my eyes, you would see my fear. You would see me fretful standing within three feet of any man. That is because when I was 12...
    EmmaSylvester EmmaSylvester 22-25, F Oct 6

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    Hate having to go to the pc or safari. Because it isn't very convenient for me. It's annoying. I'd like to fix mistakes without having to comment with the mistake I made.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F a week ago

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    Well I didn't think much of it. I was in fact only about 6 years old. But I knew you were special, even then. Perhaps it was the drawings you drew for me and I thought you were...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Sep 22

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    Dear younger me: please do not take mom for granted. Do not waste a single moment with her. don't get caught up blaming her, fighting her, acting like a bitchy lil know it all...
    Jennigans Jennigans 31-35, F Oct 4

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    Too the younger me- be happy, don't spend night crying because you thought you were too big! You're a perfect size. Don't let things get to you. Be confused! Be sad! Fall inlove...
    IAlwayOverThink IAlwayOverThink 16-17, F Oct 4

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    1.Take your time and enjoy your childhood, teens. 2. Forgive and let things go. 3. It wasn't your fault. 4. Don't be so angry. 5. Keep your nose in your school books. 6.You don...
    Ladygrey79 Ladygrey79 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 5

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    I would love to hear what you would do to me, because you can do anything ;).
    fuckwhattheythink fuckwhattheythink 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 6

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    BakariJR BakariJR 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    B0R1247 B0R1247 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    Like her so much, she's cool, funny, smart, very attractive and we have a lot in common 😊 can't wait to see her
    LFCno1 LFCno1 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Met my girlfriend 3 years ago. We only just started dating for 2 weeks. We were always best friends noting more. We never thought of being together. Now all I do is think about her...
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Now your just somebody that I used to know <3
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Someone once told me that I was good for nothing but bringing others down.... The thought never leaves my mind... I used to care so greatly for you but you hurt me and now I'd be...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 5

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    Picture perfect memories Scattered all around the floor Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I Ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time...
    deepaforeverangel deepaforeverangel 22-25, F Oct 4

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    MOM and Mira Long stupid story from me. Read if you want. Mom I did a huge thing yesterday. Planned a long ago and knew what i was doing. I left home for a reason. of course i...
    deathiscold deathiscold 70+, M Sep 30

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    Everything has changed this past 10 months! I had an epiphany, the real, awe-inspiring, shell-shocking revelation that we tend to see in movies etc. I am not kidding you right now...
    Tearystar1027 Tearystar1027 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    "If I Could Turn Back Time" If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you and you'd stay I don't know why I did the things I did I don...
    Borntobedevilcute Borntobedevilcute 18-21, F a week ago

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    Self acceptance is one of the most important qualities someone as an individual should have in my opinion. Not for anybody else, just for yourself. You are you and there's no way...
    mads225 mads225 13-15, F Oct 6

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    There are hundreds of questions and experiences posted on this site every day. I have noted that quite a few pertain to finding love, true love or a soul mate. While that is a...
    srfchopper srfchopper 56-60, M 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I'm a very sensitive person and at times get hurt easily. I've been hurt so many times before that I've noticed that I have created barriers that people need to tear down before...
    Morenita79 Morenita79 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    >[X] Smoked A Cigarette[X] Smoked A Cigar[X ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex**cheek;D[X] Are / Been In Love[X] Dumped someone[X] Been Fired[X] Been In A Fist Fight[X] Had A Crush...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 28

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    the most of my life passed by seeing my father lying on the roads, drunk. my mother hitting me over my childhood curiosities like opening up the fridge a lot many times and my...
    smilingbabaji smilingbabaji 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it. Thank you. I have a lot of things to thank you for. Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved". Thank...
    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Me and my friend always get caught up in conversations on how to make video games better. We love video games and always think of ways to make the experience more immersive or real...
    aFuzzyBlouw aFuzzyBlouw 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Okay so there was once this girl. Lets say her name was....Sunny. and sunny was very small and quiet so she got ignored a lot. No one in her family really paid any attention to her...
    bored25123 bored25123 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You got: Barnabas CollinsBarnabas, from Dark Shadows, is the vampire with a heart and a sense of humor. If you were a vampire, of course you'd want to kill humans and drink their...
    SKiesterly SKiesterly 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    Im a shadow. Just the opposite of you. There is no existence of me. That's what I believed always in my life. When I was a kid, I used to stand in the beach and look at the ocean...
    deltaofvenus deltaofvenus 70+, M Sep 23

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    The story of my life. I push people away to protect myself ..it may seem selfish but getting hurt has taught me a lot of lessons . Now , you would think those lessons would have...
    EricTheHooper EricTheHooper 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    i love you three dangerous words abused by pop culture, teenagers and American society as a whole. often used by males to get into a woman's pants BUT- when a guy says these words...
    SKiesterly SKiesterly 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 27

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    "I've only got one son now, you mean nothing to me!" That hurt a lot coming from my mother but nothing compared to everything my ex has said to me ranging from "I wish I'd never...
    NeedABreakOrSomeLuck NeedABreakOrSomeLuck 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Do you lose yourself in books, animes, mangas, art, music, movies, nature, instruments? Do you get called an otaku or nerd or names because all you seem to care about is the things...
    VanishedDea VanishedDea 18-21, F Oct 5

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    Dear Friend - I wish I could say this to your face, but I'm really hurt by the way you treated me.... And I think I'm done. I've been helpful and friendly every time you've...
    FakeIsTheNewReal FakeIsTheNewReal 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    As much as I really want to go for the unlimited number of wishes, I think I'd actually do the following: 1) be able to play ANY instrument professionally to any song (you'd be a...
    scrtasnman13 scrtasnman13 18-21, M Sep 22

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    Well, guess it's time to show you a more sensative side of the Goatonicon. Allow me to get serious and sappy for a minute if you will. When I was a teenager I used to go to a...
    goatonicon goatonicon 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    Calling my past love a 'fake' and mocking it in a serious non-hurtful way, is stupidity. I've grown up differently than you, even if part of our lives are somewhat same, if I take...
    deathiscold deathiscold 70+, M 2 Responses Oct 13

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    Back when I was thirty one years old I was going through the feelings of what is called maternal instincts. I think that is normal right? A young woman having the desire to have...
    chaiginger chaiginger 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave... for your own good. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You're open to new...
    cuddles1266 cuddles1266 56-60, M 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I've been with you through everything that has happened between you and him and I know every ounce of pain you've been dealing with. You're hurting and once that adrenaline fades...
    ScarletNightmare ScarletNightmare 13-15, F Oct 8

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    but you weren't there anymore. Just your body and your face, but you were gone. The life in you was gone. I couldn't believe that I was standing there looking at you like that...
    umbrellatree umbrellatree 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    1. I'm 38 2. I love hammocks 3. Whiskey and campfires is how I love to spend a summer evening 3. I live in Alberta, Canada 4. I appreciate it when someone says "you're welcome...
    thinkb4ispeak2 thinkb4ispeak2 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    And I don't think you realize how much. You keep saying to yourself that you are the one the loves the most. You have absolutely no idea of how muc