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I Sometimes Wish You'd Hurt Me Instead Of Yourself

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    It's been nearly a year since the last time time I slept with you. Nearly a year since I practically choked on my sobs when I realized it would be the last time. I'd finally met...
    stayingstrongtoday stayingstrongtoday 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Place your hand over your heart. Do you feel it? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason so don’t ever give up. The person who completes suicide, dies once. Those...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F Apr 19

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    I am dead inside can’t ever wake up I will live with myself just unplug me now life has used me enough. I have killed my heart nothing left. My all efforts go in vain.I don't...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Apr 10

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    im so tired of feeling let down all the time. im tired of the hurt an pain i go through each an every day. i hate how i struggle to be happy. its not a good feeling, depression...
    NikkiBaby1698 NikkiBaby1698 16-17, F Apr 18

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    8 ways to make your mornings more pleasant (and productive): "The first couple hours of the day can have a significant impact on the rest; take the time to improve them and it...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 10 Responses Apr 24

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    So many people wish that they had powers or wish they had lots of money, or a better job or other things or even wish they were the opposite gender. There is just so many wishes...
    jon200547 jon200547 26-30, M Apr 7

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    Sometimes, like tonight, I look at my life and I wish I could just get up walk out the door and never look back. Take nothing with me. Leave every single piece of myself and who I...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Thank you for giving me this remarkable experience of loving and losing. I’ve never felt more emotions in my entire life. I’ve also never felt more accomplished. I think a part...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Apr 23

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    I used to have lot of social networking sites , blogs , apps day by day new apps starting to come up as the time was changing. What is the best way i found to maintain your...
    CrushedBrain CrushedBrain 22-25, M Apr 12

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    I would kill to have a cuddle buddy. I'd wrap my arms around you, press my body real close to yours, and tangle our legs together. I'd plant gentle kisses on your shoulders and...
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I believed you... Why did I believe you when everyone else that said so did? "I won't hurt you, I promise." You told me when I told you why I was so hesitant to get into a...
    IDontThinkYouAreListening IDontThinkYouAreListening 18-21, F Apr 26

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    I just really do. I think that's mainly because everyone I know blames everything on me? Granted, a lot of my life is my fault, but I didn't //completely// screw my life up by...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat 13-15, T Apr 26

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    This afternoon, we hid plastic shelled eggs filled with assorted chocolates for the kids to find. It was such a fun affair, though, to be real honest, I wanted to be a seeker too...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F Apr 5

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    Good morning peoples :D Happy Monday!
    whatsmystory whatsmystory 26-30, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I hate when people say you know what I been through in the passed why would you hurt me? It drives me crazy. Someone broke your heart, get over it. It's a lot of fishes in the sea...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Apr 23

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    I hate this so much, I hate that I was told this by numerous people who have done nothing but hurt me and I hate myself for believing such a thing. When I was younger I would look...
    MeaninglessMemories MeaninglessMemories 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    "Missing someone is part of loving them. If you're never apart, you'll never really know how STRONG your love is." Or isn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 7

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    Is there something known as forgiveness or do people just don't remember it for long enough?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23

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    This is a personality test. Choose one and read your result below. Don't take too long in thinking and just choose whatever catches your attention.If you are drawn to 1, Deep Down...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    False Bravado (Poem)Tried everything I couldto rid you off my mindbut my heart kept sending me messagesto try to reach youto find some answers to where I stood with youthe only way...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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    So, I'm tired of life in general. I look on here and all of these younger people accept themselves. Fine...fine. But I'm f.ucking 22 years old and I still am having problems being...
    Pride49 Pride49 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 22

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    Most of the time I'm an easy going person but there are times were I just wanna punch mfrs in the face. Even more than that sometimes. Right now I'm in my own home, on my own...
    LadyApfel LadyApfel 22-25, F a week ago

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    Wow, a friendship gone that fast like it didn't even matter. I'm telling everyone I'm fine because I don't want to admit that I miss you even though you hurt me. All I need you to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 20

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    I know he's probably not trying to hurt me but it hurts so much. When you say you want to kill yourself or when the fact that you're already dying comes up...it just hurts, because...
    outcasterforever outcasterforever 13-15, F a week ago

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    I wish i knew what was wrong with me. I wish i knew how to fix me. I am scared of what life is bringing me. My world is going crazy. I feel like im always messing everything up. No...
    live2love2laph2always live2love2laph2always 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Warning labels would be great. You meet people that brain wash you into thinking they're so good for you, that they will love you right and they promise you the world just to find...
    GhostlyAngel GhostlyAngel 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I want to say this to you. Maybe by some miracle I will get the chance. I truly think I will.. Don't let fear control you anymore. Stop letting the negative people poison your mind...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Relationships require a lot of your time, energy and commitment, with that being said its okay in the beginning of a relationship to let your standards and values be made known. If...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14

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    All my life I have been living with an abusive family. My father molested me and abused me emotionally, mentally, verbally and was at times violent for 9 years. My mother has been...
    LarsMartinJ LarsMartinJ 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    To be honest... I wish I'd never remember the memories, both happy/sad/hurtful memories. I'd rather die and be killed by a stranger than live through the pain/betrayal in the...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Why does it seem like everyone gets tired of me after awhile? It's like I'm a toy that people play with for awhile then they get tired of it and hand it off to someone else just...
    ThatOneWeirdGirl ThatOneWeirdGirl 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I see you hurting from afar. I'm a stranger after all, and all of this is a bit creepy because I see myself caring most commonly for someone I don't even know so well. I can tell...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F Apr 8

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    I couldn't find the right words Nothing seemed to rhyme To write something for you all I think it will take time Because when you have friends That are very hard to find There's...
    zainshah1 zainshah1 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    Certain things make me remember old times...times that I miss, people I wish I'd never met or never become disillusioned of...things I wish I'd said, but at the same time, I'm glad...
    iridesca iridesca 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Everyday.... I'm so sorry. I wish each day time would change, that things were different. That I could step out and touch you. Nights I cry silently wishing I had a way to figure...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    it's over ******* over you broke my wings my heart is all black you are not the guy who can treat woman as right all you talking is lie all you thinking is about yourself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 24

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    After 2 years....I think I am actually done being the only one that shows I care. Finally broke it off with him, in visitation....hurts, but not as bad as I thought it would. Ill...
    Shananigins Shananigins 22-25, F a week ago

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    [☺] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [☺] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [☺] Are / Been In Love [☺] Dumped someone [] Been Fired [] Been In A Fist Fight [] Had A Crush...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had a dream about you last night. You held me and kissed me and we made love, but then the morning came and you were with her. I could hear you laughing and talking. I wake up...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F Apr 16

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    I wish I could take all your nightmares away...all your bad memories and feelings...you don't deserve that....I wish I'd feel all your pain for you...switch places...so you could...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M Apr 11

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    When we first met, I looked into your eyes, you held me hand and captured my heart when you said hello. Never thought loving you would be wrong. You were a man in need of a woman...
    Hunniebae Hunniebae 26-30, F Apr 16