I Sometimes Wish You'd Hurt Me Instead Of Yourself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3 People

    My last story. So that maybe someday, When I suddenly remember you or when I remember there was a site named ep, I can re-read this post and smile remembering how we broke each...
    Ciflo Ciflo
    18-21, F
    3 Responses a week ago
    Since ep is ending, I guess why not. 1. I'm 18, I'd give you my name but I don't trust people. 2. I smoke occasionally 3. I am brutally honest 4. My favorite color will...
    Lynnd520 Lynnd520
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 20
    Dear wonderful woman,As my last thing I share here, I want to express more clearly my feelings and the importance you have in my life.I wasn't looking for anyone special when I...
    Bettercallsalamander Bettercallsalamander
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I just don't know what should I say. Love you ,miss you like hell,need you more than you will ever comprehend... I don't know what should be apt words to say before this comes to...
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    1 Response Apr 19
    To all the ones who replied my experiences or hearted them. Thank you to the ones who made me laugh with your humor sense. And I want to express my brotherhood to all these ones...
    mmorgam mmorgam
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    You dreamed instead of did. You wished instead of tried. they kept all motives hid. You cry because they lied. We told you to awaken Your rights are being taken Your lives you have...
    SofiaLongino SofiaLongino
    46-50, F
    Apr 18
    its odd how it happens. you open up to people. you trust, you care and they care too. but then it happens. you realize you start holding back because you dont care to cause pain...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17
    Im Missing my kids dad so bad it hurts im crying. no we didnt break up but have been separated since July 28 2015 reason why is because i had to go D&A treatment there is...
    LoneRanger34 LoneRanger34
    22-25, F
    Apr 17
    Now that this site is closing i feel like i need to let him know something, I miss him. I miss him so much my heart aches at the thought of him, I don't know if he'll ever see this...
    Skeletonhat Skeletonhat
    13-15, F
    Apr 16
    You've got this life and while you've got it, you'd better kiss like you only have one moment, try to hold someone's hand like you will never get another chance to, look into...
    Wantsfortomorrow Wantsfortomorrow
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Apr 15
    If you plan to love me, I promise to find the right words to describe my feelings and help you unravel the puzzle of my life. If you plan to love me, I will slowly start breaking...
    ThinxAna ThinxAna
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Hello everyone, This is my goodbye message on EP, so....let's get started. First of all let me say that I will miss this place. This place has helped me through the years as a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 14
    " I hope you don't think I'm looney now." Lol nervousness caught me by surprise, lol ☺ what I really wanted to say was you have a beautiful name. Just as you are...
    shelikesher shelikesher
    70+
    Apr 13
    Sometimes you lose yourself trying to be somebody that everybody else wants you to be. Remember, you only have one life, how about you live it for yourself for once, huh? Doesn't...
    Ro5e Ro5e
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
    You see me alone on the street at night. What would you do?
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    26-30, M
    Apr 13
    If I was waiting for you and you had me all to yourself... One whole night... Anything is up for grabs!! Be completely honest. I'd love to hear your thoughts! I'm all yours. Leave...
    LovelyIrishgirl LovelyIrishgirl
    18-21, F
    Apr 12
    My insecurities always seem to ruin a good thing. I wish people could understand me. I can't always give you what you want, when you want it and I feel bad. I feel I'm not good...
    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    Feel free to ask any questions. You may pm me if you'd like too (:
    jaydamarie15 jaydamarie15
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    I often wish I was better. Just as often, I have to wonder what that really means. But if intentions matter most, understand that I never would hurt another soul... maybe you can...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    Be careful in voicing out some of your preferences. They might change in a few days, literally haha. I hate a certain type of fish called Daing. I really do. For years I ignored...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    I wish my dad's priorities didn't come in this order; Work, himself, social life, family. I wish my dad was a protective father to me. I wish he didn't see my short high school...
    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    So today my family and I went to a buffet and I ate a ton. Aren't buffets the best!? Duh! It's endless amounts of food. My boyfriend called since he's been out of town and said...
    rachelgood41 rachelgood41
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I have met people who wallow in misery and love blaming everyone but themselves for making the wrong choices in life.You either pick yourself up,dust yourself off,learn from your...
    sparklingdiva sparklingdiva
    31-35, F
    Apr 10
    Me: *poking my sisters face at 3AM* Sister: *sits up confused* Me: Hi! Sister: Ugh. What do YOU want? Me: Rude much? Anyway, I just wanted to wake you up to say Merry...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    The flavor of life can be bitter to so many, and I'm here to vent as the bad guy of my situation. There's a lot to be said. I sometimes don't realize why I talk so much when I do...
    RagiRam RagiRam
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    You see me like I'm right in front of you. You treat me like who's right in front of you. But that's not me. If any of you could relate, our conversations wouldn't be hollow. If...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    If you have read my previous blogs, you would know. I have not always got on with my mother. My latest incident occurred;- “I have been having trouble with a Local Authority...
    moyesp moyesp
    51-55
    Apr 8
    I wish I had known EP was going to close sooner, like a few months ago... Then maybe I could connect with someone deeply instead of putting it off until later...now it's almost too...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger
    41-45, M
    Apr 8
    I think i made the right choice that i quit my job! ;D I didnt regret that. i will never regret that! ;D I quit my job last December 2015. I have been working my *** off since 2011...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    Apr 7
    There isn't a day... maybe an hour even, that I don't think of you. I miss you. I wonder if you're doing okay. Are you still out there somewhere? Or have you completely left? I...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 5
    Some general "blind" world advice. Since were all in totally different situations with totally different backgrounds and experiences and insecurities and fears, it's impossible to...
    LoveExplorer78 LoveExplorer78
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Apr 5
    sometimes I'd just to be loved and treated just like a woman, i'll let people work out just how deep that goes
    Ejut Ejut
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 5
    I used to call him silly billy, his name was billy lol. I met him online before I met my hubby and I wonder about him sometimes. He stopped talking to me over the phone for like a...
    XcookiexbakerXx XcookiexbakerXx
    22-25, F
    Apr 5
    I do every day. I can't help but to do just that. The way I feel for you is a double edged sword, and I can't help but wonder if you knew. Because of you, I know exactly where I'm...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    It's funny how in life the first thing a lot of people think when things get hard is I want to die. I guess in our heads we think death is like switching a tv off. You know like...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady
    31-35, F
    Apr 4
    I see people, especially girls always calling others hot, and know that attraction is subjective, but I've never heard anyone call me hot or sexy. It hurts me so much when I see...
    LuSyD LuSyD
    26-30, T
    Apr 4
    So what advice would you give your past self?
    Hannah1100 Hannah1100
    13-15, F
    Apr 4
    I'm not a lazy person in general. I actually try to be productive when I can be. But I have those moments where I just don't feel like doing much of anything for no other reason...
    CarverReturns CarverReturns
    22-25, F
    Apr 3
    My therapist lied to me. Instead of telling me that she had married months ago and was pregnant, so she couldn't take sessions, she told me that I was at fault because I couldn't...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 3
    Messy Jessie's Day Out, Part 2 After a slight wait, Jessica and I finally reached the front of the line, giving me the opportunity to place our order. "Hot fudge sundae, and a...
    cd1019 cd1019
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 3
    This, this is weird. Truly weird. Question: What is society? My answer: A bunch of people telling us what to do, and how to do it because it's good for us but reality is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 2
    Hi everyone, Especially my friends... Its been a long time since i posted anything..but today it is very important to say few words. i have been a member of this site for a few...
    deepvalley deepvalley
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 2
    This group is a little...heartbreaking. So many people with such low self esteem. But I especially hurt for the teenagers on here. Most of you are honest-to-god GOOD LOOKING. And...
    InsideTheSadCafe InsideTheSadCafe
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 2
    im so tired. i keep hurting others and ******* everything up. i cant even take care of myself. people have every reason to hate me and i dont deserve to be loved but god im so...
    hollowmirage hollowmirage
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 1
    I m 18 year old guy but never I fill me as a guy I always I m in a wrong body I want to wear bra, bikini, evening gown, shorts, skirts, hills etc but it's not possible I want a...
    Nthakkar Nthakkar
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 1
    Do you like to stay at home and TOUCH YOURSELF ?
    TooTricky2Trick TooTricky2Trick
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Apr 1
    Do you like to Touch yourself while thinking about them.. but don't really want to do them ?
    TooTricky2Trick TooTricky2Trick
    41-45, M
    Apr 1
    I've been an EP member for about 7 years and have mixed feelings about what appears to be the conclusion of operation. I think anyone who has spent a fair amount of time on EP has...
    youzd youzd
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 31
    It hurts. To no longer feel you are special in that person's eyes anymore. To feel like you aren't good enough for them, that you weren't important enough to keep in their lives...
    princessundermaintence princessundermaintence
    18-21, F
    Mar 31
    Since I was born, my cousins have bullied me non-stop. My parents didn't protect me from them. They are my dad's nephews and he didn't want to turn against their parents because he...
    Candace2Min Candace2Min
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Mar 31
    Rick: Isaac we need to find her, we need to search this place again she has to be here. Isaac: We can't leave this cabin, the witches locked us in here. Rick: but Leah is out...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    3 Responses Mar 30
    I made a huge mistake by taking back a cheating ex. Apparently he has been cheating on me with a female co worker in camp for 5 months already and I just found out about it...
    loveandmisadventure loveandmisadventure
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Mar 30
    [x] Smoked A Cigarette [x] Smoked A Cigar [x] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [] Been Fired [x] Been In A Fist Fight [] Had A Crush...
    nostalkerswelcome nostalkerswelcome
    22-25
    3 Responses Mar 30
    [] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [] Dumped someone [] Been Fired [] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A Crush On An...
    SuperSandwizard SuperSandwizard
    16-17, T
    Mar 30
    I've lost 50 lbs,The picture on the left is not me at my heaviest weight I even looked good then. but I didn't used to be this way, at one time I was over weight and slightly obese...
    sensaylo sensaylo
    18-21, F
    Mar 29
    I had my first real heartbreak in my first semester of college last year in the December of 2015. I'd been in a couple relationships here and there before, but never really...
    JFMX JFMX
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Mar 29
    I would never have thought of saying this. But EP is closing April first and it's hurting a lot of people. All I can say is I hope that we meet one day in IRL and become good...
    Jayscar67 Jayscar67
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 28
    It hurts to have nobody who has you on top priority in their priority list. To have people who dont even acknowledge your existence. To be alone. It hurts not to have a true best...
    seekingsalvation seekingsalvation
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 28
    This looks like goodbye.Our accounts will be frozen. There’s nothing we can do about it. Except wait it out, maybe.I’m saddened by this, as I think back to when I first...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky
    22-25, F
    Mar 28
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