I Sometimes Wonder If I Actually Exist

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    Sometimes I look in the mirror

    and feel like my face isn't really my face. Maybe my face doesn't fit my personality. It's not the face I picture myself with, I guess. I just wonder what my personality looks like, what kind of face my personality would have if it worked that way. Random thought.
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    1 Response Sep 28, 2014

    Maybe I'm just a dream

    that everyone has and I don't really exist. I just blew my own mind.
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2014

    Sometimes I Wonder

    Do I actually exist? Because it feels like I don't.  I am just a forgotten soul.  No one around even recognizes that I'm here. They push me out of their way like I wasn't even there. They don't remember my name.  They skip right over me.  They forget me. I...
    WhiteSparrow WhiteSparrow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2010

    The fact that people don't

    even take the time to listen to what I have to say or jus plain ignoring u.. makes me feel completely invisible. Like I don't exist. Makes ya wonder if ppl even like u.. like, would anyone care if I somehow died tomorrow?!
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    2 Responses Aug 25, 2015

    Scary Thought

    If I think about existence too much I start to scare myself. I doin't really like the idea that I or other people or the entire world may not actually exist. It really freaks me out. My ex-housemate used to wind me up by telling me I was dreaming everything and one day I'd wake...
    sezziy sezziy
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 7, 2010

    Easy When You're Isolated

    When you live alone and don't go out much, it's easy to feel like you are in bad dream or just don't exist except in the place you are in in a way. I thought recently I was in a bad dream. Everything was going wrong. The internet and cable went out. The furnace hasn't been...
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    2 Responses Oct 31, 2010

    I Think Therefore I Am.

    Doesn't work for me.Can you prove that I'm not really just a part of The Red Kings dream?Can you prove that he isn't just imagining me and putting these words at my finger tips?How do you know that he is not the one picturing us all here in this big ol' world and deciding our...
    BeteNoire BeteNoire
    26-30, F
    Nov 5, 2011

    Sometimes I find myself wondering

    if I'm really here or if I'm simply existing as a rainbow exists, as a product of environmental conditions. Just because other people tell me that I exist doesn't make me believe it.
    Eerielie Eerielie
    22-25, F
    Aug 25, 2015

    Its something I contemplate often.

    What if I dont exist, and I only think I do?   Would it make any difference?   The guitar I never played... the dreams I never had... the photographs I never took... What if everything was just a figment of my imagination?  An imagination manifested through...
    WoundedButterfly WoundedButterfly
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Feb 6, 2010

    I Exist...

    I exist, but think it would be a hole lot easier if  know one knew I was here. It never really matters what I say or do or how good I try to be. It seems like the only thing anyone can see is the negative. My birth family hates me because they say i am trying to be better than...
    leeannelad leeannelad
    36-40, F
    Jan 31, 2011

    I Wonder...

    Because sometimes I'm treated invisible. Like am I not here?! Please some acknowledgment would be nice. but I'm used to it really. I'm not complaining. It's just I want someone to know, I'm here. And in need of someone.
    LoveLindseyMusic420 LoveLindseyMusic420
    18-21, F
    Mar 26, 2010

    We believe we exist,

    because we have senses. We see, feel, hear and taste. We experience things. Therefore it is logical to assume that we exist. However. My experienced 'reality' may be different from yours, as there is nothing to prove that what I see, smell, taste and feel is what is really...
    maiomeN maiomeN
    18-21, F
    Sep 29, 2014
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