I Sometimes Wonder If I Am Really a Alive

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    Nobody ever notices me.

    I live in an orphanage and am 15. I have been here for two years. I don't have a single friend and nobody likes me, nobody loves me. I need support and friends. Most nights I cry and cry and cry and don't stop. Somebody once said that the only thing to fear is fear itself. The...
    StormianaGraymane14 StormianaGraymane14
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    On Being Able to Tell You're Alive

    "For example, death itself is a concept. The body does not know that it is alive at this moment and you are not there  to preside over your own death. So, for all practical purposes, there is no way I can tell myself that I am living, that I am alive. If you ask me the...
    nir nir
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2006

    Sometimes i wonder , am I alive

    or just in a deep sleep and my body is waiting to be woken . I don't know why i feel numb through out my body . I sometimes think am I really alive am I really real ? I cannot even answer this question . Is this what life feels like ? Is this what being alive is ? I wonder .
    dyvnii dyvnii
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2014

    Legally I Guess I Am

    I guess this is kind of stupid thing to wonder. I have two contradictory answers to this question. The first answer is, duh obviously I am alive. You know I consume energy and breath and all that crap that living creatures do. I am by no means a corpse or something that is...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 23, 2013

    Life's Crazy

    So many times I feel as if i am a spectator of my life. I do so many things but at times I wonder if I am really doing them. I find myself frequently staring into space wondering if there is more to life than just simply living. I'm loving life but there is still a part of me...
    godismystregnth godismystregnth
    16-17
    1 Response Dec 1, 2008

    This Is Definitely a Delusion

    Sometimes i sit back and wonder if im really a person ...  or if this isnt just some dream someone is having and it just keeps going on and on ....   ive never told my therapist that ...  but its gotten better with my med regimen ...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 17, 2007

    Life After Death Theory

    Personally, I have thought a lot about death and life in a vast way. I used to get anxiety of thinking that I would someday be old and then just die one day. I would constantly think about my mother and father and when I see them, how I always think that they are going to die one...
    ThePattyCakes ThePattyCakes
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 4, 2013

    Alive??

    Life can be so surreal sometimes. Am I really alive or am I just dreaming about it? How can one ever tell that their not dreaming or daydreaming about actual life??
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2008

    Am I Really Here ?!

    I sometimes question my existence, start wondering if i'm really alive, if all this thing called "Life" really exists! I feel like not really here and maybe this is all just a dream of someone. I shared this with people before but everyone was like : " idk what yu're talking...
    DrMolly DrMolly
    18-21, F
    Feb 20, 2013

    I do that all the time.

    When I'm talking to people. When I'm sitting alone When I'm thinking about the past I feel fake in a fake world and wanna get out of it.
    Insanityforever Insanityforever
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 12, 2014

    Am I Dead

    some days when i wake up from my sleep, i wonder if i am alive, i have to test myself to be sure, speak with somone on the phone or pinch myself. even then i still dont belive am alive, its so funny i go all day thing am so dead and that my mind is playing games on me...
    forevercharmed forevercharmed
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

    Dead Or Coma

    Lately I've been wondering if I died in my car accident years ago and all of this life has been my mind replaying. I also wonder if instead of dead, if I am in a coma and nothing is real, just dreams my mind is creating from imagination or things people tell me as they visit.
    palominofilly palominofilly
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 20, 2013
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