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I Sometimes Wonder If It's Even Worth It Anymore

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    Conclusion Problem

    I dont know if its worth life for me always manages to get screwed up even when it becomes right. Just to let you know my negative self talk is all due to the fact that i have major depression and borderline personality disorder which to me means im just to damn sensitive. But...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2011

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    I Sometimes Wonder....

    I have been doing some major thinking......I'm in a pickle right now. Struggling with a decision. I know that I need to make one very very soon. He has been talking lots Making all these promises to change. He keeps saying 'What' a blessing our daughter is and he is so very happy...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    I Don't See The Point Anymore

    I've always been different, i've always been looked down on and up until recently, no matter how much it hurt to keep going, I still did. But lately, as i'm getting older, I just don't see the point anymore. I don't get any respect from people I know at home, I was bullied all...
    CGFE CGFE 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    They Just Tell Me It's A New Day Tomorrow

    Cursing at yourself on what to do next as you've just dropped your packet of pasta, again, while trying to cook and force feed yourself. Nothing seems to go right. The whole evening has just been a nightmare with thoughts flying all over place, suicidal thoughts, how to and when...
    XanthiaJo XanthiaJo 22-25, F Apr 5, 2011

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    It Is What It Was, Is, And Will Be

    If it never had anymeans, doesn't mean it won't.  If it means nothing now, doesn't mean it didn't.  But if it will never mean anything, then it never shall.  I wonder too much.  I waster to much time thinking about what do things mean.  Well if I can...
    XxJamberxX XxJamberxX 18-21, F Jun 16, 2010

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    All I seem to do is work.

    I've been a software developer for a really long time and the constant stress of the job has taken its toll. When confronted with a stressful situation now my instinct is to simply shutdown and do nothing. I feel like I'm hanging on by the skin of my teeth. If I lose my job I...
    ratchetman1138 ratchetman1138 41-45, M Nov 10, 2014

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    I was abused as a kid

    and a young adult so really I just want to be loved and no one seems to want to love me so I am forever chasing a dream and in all honesty sometimes makes me think bad thoughts because there must be something in me that's unlovable because no one loves me. I am just not good...
    giggles78758 giggles78758 36-40, F 15 Responses Aug 15, 2014

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    Oh Yeah It Is My Friend.

    I have felt this in the past and I felt it just recently and then I look into those big hazel eyes and I say "hell ya it is worth it." 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response May 5, 2010

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    Especially Lately.

    I've been thinking about everything a lot lately. Nothing seems worth it. It all feels so pointless. Maybe it is. I hate this time in my life right now. I just hate every aspect of myself. I don't know why. I have moments where i feel okay, maybe i'll genuinely laugh but then...
    blackveilbride51 blackveilbride51 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2012

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    "a Life Worth Living".................

    I have a nagging question that has been buzzing through my brain right now that I can't seem to find an argument for.....so I want to see 'who' can knock it for 'what ever reason...Don't be gentle here. If The Husband is working to make a living, shouldn't it be The Wife's role...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    I Can Hardly Explain It.

    Everythings been changing so rapidly all the time. First new people and now being forced into a new place, with even more new people. It feels so overwhelming and depressing at the same time. and it just keeps happening over and over. More and more changes. Each time a new punch...
    lexross96 lexross96 16-17 Jun 20, 2011

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    Hurt Alone

    I am unravelling again. I felt it coming on, for a few days, and tried to just push it out of my head……and it worked, for awhile. Then I just gave in. What is the point anymore? I am tierd of fighting this. Its like a plague that never goes away. I have been sleeping all...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 14, 2010

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    Life

    The pursuit of happiness I wonder if it's worth it anymore.I look for it but all I ever find is ****. I feel like it's not worth pursuing anymore. I feel like just giving up on ever finding love or happiness.Maybe it doesn't exist.
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 5, 2011

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    I Do Sometimes Wonder If Its Even Worth It Anymore...

    I'm currently a 15 year old girl, about a week away from doing her GCSE exams...My sister was clinically depressedmy mother just recently developed Cancer and thankfully recovered okay ish.I'm not the prettiest girl in my class... or my year.. or my whole school, street and town...
    Bronie1471 Bronie1471 13-15 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I Need To Stop Wondering About This!

    I thought i was over and done with this feeling but i guess im no At the beginning of september i tried to committ suicide and nearly succeeded. Cutting myself nearly everyday. I tried to stop cutting and it was going rather well but now i have fallen back into that again and...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    But Then

    I hold one of my great grandchildren in a cuddle, and I know that it really is. No matter what else is happening in my life, having them in it too, makes it all worthwhile.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Hate My Life

    I have so much trouble motivating myself to do anything. Nothing seems worth the effort. Why can't I get more enjoyment out of life ?
    Snowwhite36 Snowwhite36 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    There are just those moments when you know that your right, but you also know that If you go on about it that an argument will start up. So then why say it if you know that you are...
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    I do this all the time. I feel like I don't want to get anyone upset like my fiance. he gets upset when things bother me especially of it's petty. a lot of things bother me. even...
    jenniebaez1992 jenniebaez1992 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Hi there! I've always been very introvert, have overcome little depressions along the way. As long as I could find an objective to my life, it was OK. I don't want to put in too...
    SayNow SayNow 22-25, M Jan 11

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    I do this quiet often. People have their own worries or troubles. I'm not going to be selfish and burden them with my issues. It's better to keep inside and deal with in my own way...
    MichaelS41074 MichaelS41074 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't see the problem people make of it. It's been working out for 6 years. We meet about twice per month but are in contact every day part. When we meet it's always wonderful...
    rbrtoo rbrtoo 41-45 Dec 29, 2014

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    Long distance relationships suck... it's really hard to adjust from being able to see someone everyday to only a few times a month... sleeping alone is awful
    xderailedfatalitiesx xderailedfatalitiesx 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    K... if you are still haunting these depths of ep let me be the first to apologise as I now know what it's like to be the consolation prize. Being on one side wasn't fun, being on...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Dec 30, 2014

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    So the final ties are cut between my ex husband and I. 20 yrs together and it's all down the drain. My heart still hurts. I still love and miss him. He broke my heart and I'm...
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm not sure of what i want. I guess that's normal when I'm barley going to start my life. I want true love. How will I ever get that if I can't even open myself up to anyone. I've...
    JossieEsp JossieEsp 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    yea it's my birthday and has been for an hour. i didnt even realise until 1am :)
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    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    it's 4: 48 AM and I can;s sleep !!!
    Angelarenaldford Angelarenaldford 18-21, F Dec 28, 2014

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    It's 10:45. Diaper on. Check Sleeper on. Check Pacifier in. Check Sleeping pill taken. Check Tv off ipod on. Check Alarm set. Check Time for bed
    auggie1971 auggie1971 41-45, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I was diving down and it's midnight. I saw two women walking slowly and pulled up a little ahead. I put on the inner lights and took my pants off and started playing. As they were...
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    It's not as easy as people think it is to let go and move on. Especially if you truly love someone from the bottom of your heart.
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    No capital investment is required. The investor is only needed to sign the agreement to declare that he will give capital to the company up, and no genuine capital investment is...
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