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I Sometimes Wonder If It's Even Worth It Anymore

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    They Just Tell Me It's A New Day Tomorrow

    Cursing at yourself on what to do next as you've just dropped your packet of pasta, again, while trying to cook and force feed yourself. Nothing seems to go right. The whole evening has just been a nightmare with thoughts flying all over place, suicidal thoughts, how to and when...
    XanthiaJo XanthiaJo 22-25, F Apr 5, 2011

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    Life

    The pursuit of happiness I wonder if it's worth it anymore.I look for it but all I ever find is ****. I feel like it's not worth pursuing anymore. I feel like just giving up on ever finding love or happiness.Maybe it doesn't exist.
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 5, 2011

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    I Can Hardly Explain It.

    Everythings been changing so rapidly all the time. First new people and now being forced into a new place, with even more new people. It feels so overwhelming and depressing at the same time. and it just keeps happening over and over. More and more changes. Each time a new punch...
    lexross96 lexross96 16-17 Jun 20, 2011

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    I Don't See The Point Anymore

    I've always been different, i've always been looked down on and up until recently, no matter how much it hurt to keep going, I still did. But lately, as i'm getting older, I just don't see the point anymore. I don't get any respect from people I know at home, I was bullied all...
    CGFE CGFE 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    Oh Yeah It Is My Friend.

    I have felt this in the past and I felt it just recently and then I look into those big hazel eyes and I say "hell ya it is worth it." 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response May 5, 2010

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    Hurt Alone

    I am unravelling again. I felt it coming on, for a few days, and tried to just push it out of my head……and it worked, for awhile. Then I just gave in. What is the point anymore? I am tierd of fighting this. Its like a plague that never goes away. I have been sleeping all...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 14, 2010

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    Conclusion Problem

    I dont know if its worth life for me always manages to get screwed up even when it becomes right. Just to let you know my negative self talk is all due to the fact that i have major depression and borderline personality disorder which to me means im just to damn sensitive. But...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2011

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    I Need To Stop Wondering About This!

    I thought i was over and done with this feeling but i guess im no At the beginning of september i tried to committ suicide and nearly succeeded. Cutting myself nearly everyday. I tried to stop cutting and it was going rather well but now i have fallen back into that again and...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    Hate My Life

    I have so much trouble motivating myself to do anything. Nothing seems worth the effort. Why can't I get more enjoyment out of life ?
    Snowwhite36 Snowwhite36 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    But Then

    I hold one of my great grandchildren in a cuddle, and I know that it really is. No matter what else is happening in my life, having them in it too, makes it all worthwhile.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Oct 15, 2012

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    I wake up every morning feeling useless and pointless and irrelevant. The only reason I haven't off'd myself yet is because I wouldn't want to make my parents feel like they...
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    With the type of work I do there is not one day when this thought does not pass through my mind.. I seriously wonder what the hell is wrong with people. It's a never ending WTF and...
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    Truth is everybody is a follower, they see a celebrity on TV or an athlete act out, and right away they think oh they are so awesome I must act just like them. How about just be...
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    I know it's the reason that tells me I'm still alive, it's better than feeling nothing. I know it's real, it's existence is filled with meaning. No living being can escape it, as...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F Mar 24

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    I've been having a wonderful week with my love :) Anyone who's read my posts knows how much I've been struggling to connect with him, and this has just been a great week for us...
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    It's so adorable when he does this! He's not sexually attracted to men but he can appreciate a good looking man when he sees one, much like how straight women do the same about...
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    i think it's cute when a guy's ticklish.
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    I can relate... I hate pain, I just seem to be stuck in a rut. It's so depressing and nobody can see that your hurting. It's hard to get people to understand.
    dfeiner dfeiner 41-45, F Apr 1

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    But I hate when people say there's nothing wrong with sleeping with a lot of people. There really is something wrong with that. I'm not saying that because of my religious beliefs...
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    I have a thing for cutting myself an other an drinking the blood that comes out An doing all that while having sex I know it's not normal but I want to share this with someone :(
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    We as a society we should learn what it is like for those with long term illnesses and a disability and not discriminate against them.. As they are looked upon as been a a problem...
    Louisek81 Louisek81 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    Few days ago, I came to realize that being different.. that being who you are is a good thing. That you shouldn't be afraid that you don't do what others do. Who cares if you don't...
    kaaat101 kaaat101 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have a theory as to why it's better to eat ice cream when it's cold out rather than when it's hot. If you eat ice cream when it's hot it's gonna melt and be all sticky and that's...
    TheRealLWord TheRealLWord 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I a female speak up for all the decent honest and loving men out there that are great fathers husbands brothers uncles grandparents etc. I know what it's like to be hurt! I know...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've been almost constantly taking a substance of some sort since I was approximately 16 years old. I have not stayed sober for longer than a few days except when I was having a...
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    i dont understand how some people can just be the way they are, it disgusts me and with others, just tests my patience especially with the younger generation and some of the oldest...
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    Over the past few months I have been so happy. I had found the most wonderful man one could hope to meet. His children as wonderful as he. His culture, language and religion...
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    compulsivescape compulsivescape 18-21, F 39 mins ago

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    If I hadn't listen to my parents and recognizing that I am who I am today no matter what I can't change for nobody. God made me the way I am, and nothing or no one is going to put...
    gregs242 gregs242 18-21, M Apr 11

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    Why do I even bother trying to find someone, it never ends the way I want it to and just end up hurt and crying in bed alone with no one to talk to. Why is it so hard.
    katelyn2222 katelyn2222 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    I am trying to be a better person - part of that is communicating better and being open and honest; especially with those I really care about. I am slowly managing to accomplish...
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    I thought this picture was very fitting. Eventually I will be ok. Getting better every day.
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