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I Sometimes Wonder If It's Even Worth It Anymore

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    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    Life, going throughout thedaysonly to realize I

    have to do a million things just so I won't have others pain me and the eordt part is most of it isn't my fault. So I wonder is it worth it even though the pain continues and I go throughout it alone.
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Apr 1

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    I Can Hardly Explain It.

    Everythings been changing so rapidly all the time. First new people and now being forced into a new place, with even more new people. It feels so overwhelming and depressing at the same time. and it just keeps happening over and over. More and more changes. Each time a new punch...
    lexross96 lexross96 16-17 Jun 20, 2011

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    Oh Yeah It Is My Friend.

    I have felt this in the past and I felt it just recently and then I look into those big hazel eyes and I say "hell ya it is worth it." 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response May 5, 2010

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    Hurt Alone

    I am unravelling again. I felt it coming on, for a few days, and tried to just push it out of my head……and it worked, for awhile. Then I just gave in. What is the point anymore? I am tierd of fighting this. Its like a plague that never goes away. I have been sleeping all...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 14, 2010

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    Life

    The pursuit of happiness I wonder if it's worth it anymore.I look for it but all I ever find is ****. I feel like it's not worth pursuing anymore. I feel like just giving up on ever finding love or happiness.Maybe it doesn't exist.
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 5, 2011

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    I was abused as a kid

    and a young adult so really I just want to be loved and no one seems to want to love me so I am forever chasing a dream and in all honesty sometimes makes me think bad thoughts because there must be something in me that's unlovable because no one loves me. I am just not good...
    giggles78758 giggles78758 36-40, F 15 Responses Aug 15, 2014

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    Conclusion Problem

    I dont know if its worth life for me always manages to get screwed up even when it becomes right. Just to let you know my negative self talk is all due to the fact that i have major depression and borderline personality disorder which to me means im just to damn sensitive. But...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2011

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    I Don't See The Point Anymore

    I've always been different, i've always been looked down on and up until recently, no matter how much it hurt to keep going, I still did. But lately, as i'm getting older, I just don't see the point anymore. I don't get any respect from people I know at home, I was bullied all...
    CGFE CGFE 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    They Just Tell Me It's A New Day Tomorrow

    Cursing at yourself on what to do next as you've just dropped your packet of pasta, again, while trying to cook and force feed yourself. Nothing seems to go right. The whole evening has just been a nightmare with thoughts flying all over place, suicidal thoughts, how to and when...
    XanthiaJo XanthiaJo 22-25, F Apr 5, 2011

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    Yeah, if trying is worth anymore.

    I'm moving on. Because it's important to be good and know the self respect.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 4

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    I Need To Stop Wondering About This!

    I thought i was over and done with this feeling but i guess im no At the beginning of september i tried to committ suicide and nearly succeeded. Cutting myself nearly everyday. I tried to stop cutting and it was going rather well but now i have fallen back into that again and...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    I Sometimes Wonder....

    I have been doing some major thinking......I'm in a pickle right now. Struggling with a decision. I know that I need to make one very very soon. He has been talking lots Making all these promises to change. He keeps saying 'What' a blessing our daughter is and he is so very happy...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Especially Lately.

    I've been thinking about everything a lot lately. Nothing seems worth it. It all feels so pointless. Maybe it is. I hate this time in my life right now. I just hate every aspect of myself. I don't know why. I have moments where i feel okay, maybe i'll genuinely laugh but then...
    blackveilbride51 blackveilbride51 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2012

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    Hate My Life

    I have so much trouble motivating myself to do anything. Nothing seems worth the effort. Why can't I get more enjoyment out of life ?
    Snowwhite36 Snowwhite36 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    I am numb. I cant laugh,

    cry or feel love. its awful. most days i cant wait to go to sleep. Its been that way since i got 17 ects 3 years ago.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 2 Responses May 4

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    But Then

    I hold one of my great grandchildren in a cuddle, and I know that it really is. No matter what else is happening in my life, having them in it too, makes it all worthwhile.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Oct 15, 2012

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    COLLEGE worth it or not?

    Ive seen so many college educated people that don't even get to use what that thought them in class in their jobs. I wonder if is worth it to spend 4 years of school just for a paper
    christopherlove christopherlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    It Is What It Was, Is, And Will Be

    If it never had anymeans, doesn't mean it won't.  If it means nothing now, doesn't mean it didn't.  But if it will never mean anything, then it never shall.  I wonder too much.  I waster to much time thinking about what do things mean.  Well if I can...
    XxJamberxX XxJamberxX 18-21, F Jun 16, 2010

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    "a Life Worth Living".................

    I have a nagging question that has been buzzing through my brain right now that I can't seem to find an argument for.....so I want to see 'who' can knock it for 'what ever reason...Don't be gentle here. If The Husband is working to make a living, shouldn't it be The Wife's role...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Someone introduced me to a woman yesterday.

    . idk how and when, I said yes for a movie tonight.. at times I feel like I'm the tide.. one moment, I desire the solidity of the shore.. the secure it promised me.. one moment, I crave for the wilderness of the ocean.. being free and risky.. the joy of the unknown and the...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 3 Responses May 3

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    All I seem to do is work.

    I've been a software developer for a really long time and the constant stress of the job has taken its toll. When confronted with a stressful situation now my instinct is to simply shutdown and do nothing. I feel like I'm hanging on by the skin of my teeth. If I lose my job I...
    ratchetman1138 ratchetman1138 41-45, M Nov 10, 2014

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    I Do Sometimes Wonder If Its Even Worth It Anymore...

    I'm currently a 15 year old girl, about a week away from doing her GCSE exams...My sister was clinically depressedmy mother just recently developed Cancer and thankfully recovered okay ish.I'm not the prettiest girl in my class... or my year.. or my whole school, street and town...
    Bronie1471 Bronie1471 13-15 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I have always been a cheerful,

    positive person and have been liked by so many friends. But, the past year or more, I have been silently struggling with several issues in my life. I use to love all the positive happy quotes of hope and things will get better, but looking ahead and recent hurtful experiences...
    beautifulsunrise beautifulsunrise 41-45, F 2 Responses May 3

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    Man, people venting about their first world problems. Has anyone ever informed you about the devastation in South Asia? No? Then let me tell you. An earthquake hit Nepal last...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 27

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    This has been quite a week,so glad it's Friday! My grand plan this weekend is to stay home and relax. Some thought's that have crossed my mind this week....it really is not a gift...
    Lavender007 Lavender007 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1

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    This has happened a few times and it's making me very curious as to why.. I'd be talking to someone and in the middle of our conversation they turn around and walk away as if...
    DarknessOnFire DarknessOnFire 18-21, M May 12

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    I'm definitely not okay, I am really good at hiding how bad it is and it's pretty bad. I just wish I could sleep forever then I'd never have to deal with the pain.
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 29

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    I think it's a waste of time that my spouse is sleeping on such a beautiful sunny day. The same for a friend visiting us for a week. Sometimes I get upset when people sleep more...
    Pather2013 Pather2013 46-50, M May 16

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    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M May 10

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    Well my story it´s quite short I was in my way to school by bus and then there's this boy who sits next to me ... He was so f... gorgeous that my heart stoped and then I thought...
    Andrestark Andrestark 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    Just heard a great phrase I can use when I'd normally say "Are you nuts? What you ask me to do is against the laws of physics". It goes like this: "It's so flattering that you...
    har7070 har7070 41-45, M Apr 30

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    I lost my mother it's been 14 years , I hate life, I want someone to listen to me , it's not easy to spend your childhood evec two beautiful mother with jealousy 're beautiful...
    bakhti bakhti 26-30, M Apr 30

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    I was shopping today when a 9-10 year old boy walks by me with an "excuse me, miss," which was in itself nice to hear. I heard him say something else quietly so I looked up. He...
    BleuGardenia BleuGardenia 26-30, F 2 Responses May 4

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    So I am sitting on the bathroom counter with my feet in the sink, getting ready for the day. My ever so sweet hubby brings me coffee in one of my favorite coffee mugs. He sets it...
    BebeKitten BebeKitten 31-35, F 3 Responses May 10

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    A thousand times I needed you A thousand times I’ve cried If love alone could have saved you You never would have died A heart of gold stopped beating Two twinkling eyes closed...
    McCannT12 McCannT12 41-45, F 1 Response May 11

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    I wish I could have the old teacher i knew back he made me really care about school and when he turned his back on me I was heartbroken I fell in love he was important to me.... It...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 13

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    Kind of like a day like this... You try to get things done and you just can't seem to get in the right line. The people you try to visit aren't home. And everything just generally...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Mother decided that 10-year-old Cathy should get something 'practical' for her birthday. "Suppose we open a savings account for you?" mother suggested. Cathy was delighted. "It's...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    It is hilarious to me when people laugh at their own jokes. Especially when they think it's actually funny. My dad used to laugh at his own jokes, but it was just the best thing...
    RocaAzul RocaAzul 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    On this subject, a certain poster (along with friends of hers) continues to malign me, and when I challenge her claims, she deletes them. So, as the original thread is much too...
    PYWACKET PYWACKET 61-65, M 4 hrs ago

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    If I manage to sleep, I awaken to all over burning, throbbing, stiffened pain; if I don't sleep, I position myself all night to pretend like I don't burn and hurt so badly I want...
    debbie913 debbie913 31-35, F Apr 26