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I Sometimes Wonder If It's Even Worth It Anymore

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    Especially Lately.

    I've been thinking about everything a lot lately. Nothing seems worth it. It all feels so pointless. Maybe it is. I hate this time in my life right now. I just hate every aspect of myself. I don't know why. I have moments where i feel okay, maybe i'll genuinely laugh but then...
    blackveilbride51 blackveilbride51 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2012

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    Hate My Life

    I have so much trouble motivating myself to do anything. Nothing seems worth the effort. Why can't I get more enjoyment out of life ?
    Snowwhite36 Snowwhite36 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    It Is What It Was, Is, And Will Be

    If it never had anymeans, doesn't mean it won't.  If it means nothing now, doesn't mean it didn't.  But if it will never mean anything, then it never shall.  I wonder too much.  I waster to much time thinking about what do things mean.  Well if I can...
    XxJamberxX XxJamberxX 18-21, F Jun 16, 2010

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    I Sometimes Wonder....

    I have been doing some major thinking......I'm in a pickle right now. Struggling with a decision. I know that I need to make one very very soon. He has been talking lots Making all these promises to change. He keeps saying 'What' a blessing our daughter is and he is so very happy...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Conclusion Problem

    I dont know if its worth life for me always manages to get screwed up even when it becomes right. Just to let you know my negative self talk is all due to the fact that i have major depression and borderline personality disorder which to me means im just to damn sensitive. But...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2011

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    I Don't See The Point Anymore

    I've always been different, i've always been looked down on and up until recently, no matter how much it hurt to keep going, I still did. But lately, as i'm getting older, I just don't see the point anymore. I don't get any respect from people I know at home, I was bullied all...
    CGFE CGFE 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    I was abused as a kid

    and a young adult so really I just want to be loved and no one seems to want to love me so I am forever chasing a dream and in all honesty sometimes makes me think bad thoughts because there must be something in me that's unlovable because no one loves me. I am just not good...
    giggles78758 giggles78758 36-40, F 11 Responses Aug 15

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    Oh Yeah It Is My Friend.

    I have felt this in the past and I felt it just recently and then I look into those big hazel eyes and I say "hell ya it is worth it." 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response May 5, 2010

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    I Need To Stop Wondering About This!

    I thought i was over and done with this feeling but i guess im no At the beginning of september i tried to committ suicide and nearly succeeded. Cutting myself nearly everyday. I tried to stop cutting and it was going rather well but now i have fallen back into that again and...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    They Just Tell Me It's A New Day Tomorrow

    Cursing at yourself on what to do next as you've just dropped your packet of pasta, again, while trying to cook and force feed yourself. Nothing seems to go right. The whole evening has just been a nightmare with thoughts flying all over place, suicidal thoughts, how to and when...
    XanthiaJo XanthiaJo 22-25, F Apr 5, 2011

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    But Then

    I hold one of my great grandchildren in a cuddle, and I know that it really is. No matter what else is happening in my life, having them in it too, makes it all worthwhile.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Oct 15, 2012

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    I Can Hardly Explain It.

    Everythings been changing so rapidly all the time. First new people and now being forced into a new place, with even more new people. It feels so overwhelming and depressing at the same time. and it just keeps happening over and over. More and more changes. Each time a new punch...
    lexross96 lexross96 16-17 Jun 20, 2011

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    Hurt Alone

    I am unravelling again. I felt it coming on, for a few days, and tried to just push it out of my head……and it worked, for awhile. Then I just gave in. What is the point anymore? I am tierd of fighting this. Its like a plague that never goes away. I have been sleeping all...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 14, 2010

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    I Do Sometimes Wonder If Its Even Worth It Anymore...

    I'm currently a 15 year old girl, about a week away from doing her GCSE exams...My sister was clinically depressedmy mother just recently developed Cancer and thankfully recovered okay ish.I'm not the prettiest girl in my class... or my year.. or my whole school, street and town...
    Bronie1471 Bronie1471 13-15 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    Life

    The pursuit of happiness I wonder if it's worth it anymore.I look for it but all I ever find is ****. I feel like it's not worth pursuing anymore. I feel like just giving up on ever finding love or happiness.Maybe it doesn't exist.
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 5, 2011

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    "a Life Worth Living".................

    I have a nagging question that has been buzzing through my brain right now that I can't seem to find an argument for.....so I want to see 'who' can knock it for 'what ever reason...Don't be gentle here. If The Husband is working to make a living, shouldn't it be The Wife's role...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    laurynnm43 laurynnm43 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    One moment I can be fine and happy and things are fine and then *BAM* I'm just upset and nothing matters anymore. It happens often now and I don't even know if it's a problem or...
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    Honestly what's the point of anything. This has been stuck in my head now for a month or two and I want to know other peoples opinions please. What's the point of going to school...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    We have been through a ton of troubles lol and it's only been 3 weeks but I know we are meant he was my missing puzzle piece and now he's found I love him so much he's the smile on...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Sep 26

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    I grew up in the south so being me hasn't always been easy. I grew up loving girly things and connected more with girls than boys.I knew from an early age that if i wanted to...
    Pantyjacker78 Pantyjacker78 36-40, T 5 days ago

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    easonjack521 easonjack521 22-25, F Sep 30

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    Cos I ain't gonna live for ever! I just wanna live when I'm alive.....It's my life
    Kyprioi Kyprioi 16-17, F Sep 27

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    I broke down in a target fitting room today looking at the bruises she left on me and because the 00 slim pants didn't fit me because I was to small. I've lost ten pounds in one...
    Madis9957 Madis9957 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I'm sick of Facebook and It's games
    lightworker1856 lightworker1856 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Litterbugius stupidius: it's the dumbest animal on earth.
    OzarksTrucker OzarksTrucker 36-40, M Oct 11

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    It's a degrading, disgraceful thing for the person using the race card. It's like pleading disability, holding on to the "special" status reserved for the one with the right to use...
    NorseChief NorseChief 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 14

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    From me, you get what you see. I don't have time for games or drama, I'm just me. I'm honest, blunt, sarcastic, and a little bit crazy...if you don't like that, it's ok, I'm not...
    amp6046 amp6046 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Hey it's TGIF! Time to get your mojo on, darlings!
    MFeisty MFeisty 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Don't need to do that. It's fruitless.
    Chinrussian Chinrussian 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    So it's my birthday. Oh wow! What happened? I just keep getting old(er) - better than the alternative I guess but, Man it goes by so quick! Can't wait to see what happens next...
    splashUK2014 splashUK2014 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This is something that has been laying on my mind lately, What's the point, there is no joy, just shame and sadness. I feel so alone and so worthless. I don't even want to live...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    On one level, I try not to have too high expectations because inevitably, things don't turn out the way I want or expect. I'm coming to realize that more times than not, life...
    ZigNamaste ZigNamaste 41-45, M a week ago

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    I dont wonder anymore i just know
    dalton115 dalton115 13-15, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I was just reading this sweet post this girl telling how she is breaking out of her shell. The fun her and a friend had shopping and how she discover mini skirts and that she had...
    HONAW HONAW 41-45, M Sep 30

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    Almost every person I have ever met, walked past, or even seen on television in my life, I have imagined their death. I think about and plan how I would kill them. I have even...
    Alemiir Alemiir 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    , the man that i gave everythin gto , my heart , my soul , my life , my trust , my help , my money , my everything , he even enter my sons life , . and my son loves him so much , i...
    AliseaBerry69 AliseaBerry69 18-21, F Sep 27

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    There was just an amber alert...some poor girl was taken....a child, taken from her home.....what makes a person do that to am innocent child? I worry about the people in this...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Jewelgzr Jewelgzr 31-35, M Sep 24

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    Me... I do like to talk I don't really consider myself shy anymore I'm very nice and kind I'm easy to get along with I'm funny and enjoy making other people laugh I also enjoy...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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    ... This is me and truthfully Sometimes i wished i wasn't like this as it hurts beyond words to feel everything the way i do. But because i feel the way and have learned how to...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I have been in a controlling, manipulative, emotionally, and verbally abusive relationship for over 3 years now and we have been married for 2 yrs. We have 2 young children...
    strawberrykoolaid strawberrykoolaid 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Dear All,I get alot of PM's & add's. Thank you for taking time to write me. I wanna let you know that I check profile before I respond. I am not here to enjoy the "adding frenzy...
    0nOpalsMind 0nOpalsMind 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    People often describe me as being nice. While I know I'm not a good person. And I don't even try to hide that.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    Need this so bad. But idk if this app will even help! Anyone from Kansas here??
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    (London UK) I got a little gram of weed confiscated before I walked into the club last night, silly me didnt even conceal it, what surprised me was the bouncer/doorman exchanged it...
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