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I Sometimes Wonder If You Care

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    Some days it all feels unreal. Because my dreams feel just like real life, pain and emotion included, I sometimes wonder which world is real. "Real life" can be a total nightmare...
    PseudoNymph PseudoNymph 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    if I didn't have autism. I would have the normal childhood life.friends, hanging out with friends, Id actually care for them.we'd do everything together and I'd actually care for...
    omss omss 18-21, M May 4

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    I always wonder what would my life would have been like if I wasn't born in what seems to be my imagination. If people genuinely knew my existence and made a celebration out of it...
    deathnotefreak deathnotefreak 18-21, F 3 Responses May 4

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    I passed up an opportunity to attend Princeton in order to be with him. 3 kids and 15 years later, I JUST finished my degree. I wonder how different my life would be had I chosen...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 4

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    COLLEGE worth it or not? Ive seen so many college educated people that don't even get to use what that thought them in class in their jobs. I wonder if is worth it to spend 4 years...
    christopherlove christopherlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I wonder how my life would be if I had clear skin. I feel so different from everyone since I have acne. Like when anybody is talking to me they are looking at my skin and not me.
    jacqueline8660 jacqueline8660 18-21, F May 19

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    I had a relationship with my parents, especially my mom. You hear about all these girls saying my mom is my best friend, I can tell her anything. I can't tell my mom anything, I...
    Katiemaryxoxo Katiemaryxoxo 16-17 1 Response May 4

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    if I never met you or even if we stayed together n lived happily ever after
    OxymoronAya OxymoronAya 22-25, F May 4

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    To all my jogging friends: That white line that is between you and the road is there to keep you from becoming a hood ornament. It is not there for you to run on so you can...
    showstar showstar 66-70, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    On this subject, a certain poster (along with friends of hers) continues to malign me, and when I challenge her claims, she deletes them. So, as the original thread is much too...
    PYWACKET PYWACKET 61-65, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My husband is 8 yrs younger than me. I was 26 with 3 half grown kids. He was 19 and a virgin. We have been married 38 yrs with 2 daughters of our own. We are into BDSM...
    PerfectPurplePassion PerfectPurplePassion 61-65, F 6 days ago

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    Some of my pages have yellowed over time and the corners bent down and wrinkled. The bindings have deteriorated and loosened but I am still full of stories. I don't know if there...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 16 Responses May 8

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    Maybe one day i will have a true friend that when i need help or advice you are willing to talk to me about my problems not change the subject to you. I will never be good enough...
    Dummy911 Dummy911 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Damn, why do some ppl have to have eyes and ears. **** my stepmother and her family are horrible people.... I hope my dad doesn't marry that devil. I don't like her and her...
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F Apr 29

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    Someone introduced me to a woman yesterday.. idk how and when, I said yes for a movie tonight.. at times I feel like I'm the tide.. one moment, I desire the solidity of the...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 3 Responses May 3

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    I have always been a cheerful, positive person and have been liked by so many friends. But, the past year or more, I have been silently struggling with several issues in my life...
    beautifulsunrise beautifulsunrise 41-45, F 2 Responses May 3

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    If i didn't break up with Jason. and if i didn't get 17 shock treatments.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F May 4

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    I am numb. I cant laugh, cry or feel love. its awful. most days i cant wait to go to sleep. Its been that way since i got 17 ects 3 years ago.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 2 Responses May 4

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    ... I was born and raised in California and went to auditions all the time then got super famous. :P
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 4

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    Yeah, if trying is worth anymore. I'm moving on. Because it's important to be good and know the self respect.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 4

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    If I was happy.. Hmm.. I'd laugh. and smile.. really.. truly.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 4

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    I would've had a normal life .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F May 4

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    If I didn't have to quit my passion - sports - due to injury. If I didn't have to get 4 eye surgeries. If my family wasn't poor. If I had a father.
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 1 Response May 4

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    If my grandma hadn't died when I was seven, if I still had her around for guidance.
    PendulEmPlum PendulEmPlum 18-21, F May 4

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    If I hadn't started cutting myself
    Sorao88 Sorao88 22-25, M May 4

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    If I said yes to this guy when he asked me out in high school.
    JK7448 JK7448 22-25, F May 4

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    People didn't suck how life would be different
    Sabr3na Sabr3na 36-40, F May 4

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    I had grown up with a different family
    rhiamia rhiamia 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    If I never hung around drug dealers all my life. And instead of getting all this money at once have a really good job as a accountant because I'm really good with numbers. but...
    La247 La247 31-35, M May 5

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    If I never hung around drug dealers all my life. And instead of getting all this money at once have a really good job as a accountant because I'm really good with numbers. but...
    La247 La247 31-35, M 1 Response May 5

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    I didn't have autism and ashburgers
    MinerMan5678 MinerMan5678 13-15, M 1 Response May 5

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    If I wasn't in a MVA when I was 9
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 36-40, F 6 Responses May 5

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    This has happened a few times and it's making me very curious as to why.. I'd be talking to someone and in the middle of our conversation they turn around and walk away as if...
    DarknessOnFire DarknessOnFire 18-21, M May 12

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    I hadn't dropped out of college.
    farroid farroid 26-30, M 1 Response May 18

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    I didn't know who Sabrina Carpenter Rowan Blanchard or Dove Cameron were
    GMWaddict GMWaddict 13-15, M May 18

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    I do, too. Often the problem, when I pause and think about it - is me. I have to relax and not feel as if I have to control everything.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 2 Responses May 18

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    I made a different decision in the past, 9 years ago.
    Asereht Asereht 26-30, F 3 Responses May 19

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    if I had left 3 years ago...taken my babies and gone...not been suckered by love...guilt...obligation... what would my life be like now...if I had had the balls to go.... I ask...
    ladyamelia ladyamelia 41-45, F 6 Responses May 19

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    If I was raised as a city girl and not as a tom boy.
    mytruckismydixe mytruckismydixe 31-35, T May 19

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    I am feeling good today. I think things are changing gradually. I thank God for granting me such a beautiful life. Obviously I have been thru some bad days too but things happen...
    pontybroken pontybroken 26-30 May 4

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    People around me calls me "Seal". What they actually mean is that a description of being sealed like a bible. Lots of mystery, and no matter what they do, they don't understand me...
    jfallorde jfallorde 18-21, M 3 Responses May 8