I Sometimes Wonder If You Care

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2 People

    i write this to enshrine in electronic perpetuity. this is not written for any reason other than its what i feel. you know this is for you so i dont need to name you but the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 21
    Ep friends, Ep, the wonderful (and not so wonderful) memories shared, everything. Thank you <3
    Littlemisslollipop Littlemisslollipop
    18-21, F
    Apr 21
    (This is an open letter) Since EP is pressing pause I guess I'll never get the chance to hear from you again. It's probably weird the way I held onto hope anyways. I...
    DarkAngel24 DarkAngel24
    18-21, F
    Apr 21
    I love when an artist performs/records a cover as a song in tribute or recognition of a talented artist that came before them. I enjoy hearing their take on it or seeing how they...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Apr 21
    I often have violent and cannibalistic fantasies. Mostly about me torturing and eating people I'm sexually attracted to. Sometimes the other way round.
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    26-30, M
    Apr 21
    Just wanted to thank EP & all the wonderful friends I've made on here. EP thank you for creating a site where people could come to and express what they feel, for giving us all a...
    missingmyhubby missingmyhubby
    41-45, F
    Apr 21
    People have each of their own struggles in life. And you're one with the most visible ones. It's kind of frustrating that I am not someone who can give good advice, propose good...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 20
    Since today is the last day of being able to post for the foreseeable future, I thought I should let everybody know a few things about me. 1) I love the great outdoors. I could...
    HaleyAnnabelle HaleyAnnabelle
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    EP rocks I met the most amazing man on here I had an injured soul and he made me whole again by words only not many men can do that he was very kind and patient with me guided me...
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Dear wonderful woman,As my last thing I share here, I want to express more clearly my feelings and the importance you have in my life.I wasn't looking for anyone special when I...
    Bettercallsalamander Bettercallsalamander
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    i have a good time meeting people getting to know them etc. when it comes to girls (guys also) i always have people attention i am fun to be around blah blah blah but then when...
    Damian000111 Damian000111
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Apr 18
    But then, that's every day. I can't help but wonder why you went away. I know you're feeling better, You're not suffering anymore, But now that I'm without you, I feel cold to...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Apr 18
    Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't as special as you thought I was. Maybe I'm just someone who stumbled into your path. Wide-eyed and unsuspecting. Not knowing how to shield my...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    Apr 18
    I'm slowly starting to hate my brother more and more. Tonight just added to it when he ate half a batch of cookies in the middle of the night that I made for my little sister party...
    BigBadW0lf BigBadW0lf
    13-15, F
    Apr 18
    its odd how it happens. you open up to people. you trust, you care and they care too. but then it happens. you realize you start holding back because you dont care to cause pain...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17
    I will do anything to protect myself from anyone or anything who has brought me pain. Would be idiotic to get burned more than once by the same toxic people. Judging me or my...
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    Apr 17
    Not all problems have solutions. My everyday life I have more problems in a day and sometimes takes time to solve it. 'Problems:' •Physically. I am weak I don't have a...
    dcrest dcrest
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    I'm not transsexual nor do I have any fetishes. But I often wonder how I would look if I was female, and sometimes I just wish I could be one for a day. Just to see what it's like...
    2byoung 2byoung
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I’m sure by now those of you who remain are all well aware of the fact that our days here are numbered. On April 21 this place which we once were able to proudly call our home...
    HypoallergenicUnicorn HypoallergenicUnicorn
    13-15, F
    Apr 16
    I sometimes stumble across posts, where the user is so happy that she found someone. Someone who understands them, someone who accepts her imperfections, someone who says he'll...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16
    From the stuff she has been writing recently its pretty obvious that ChessHottie has been having a very bad time recently. If you care about her and want her to know people care...
    hereisme hereisme
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    no one can know all you have seen, all you have felt, and all you have said. we are all individuals trying to do what we can to make life bearable. sometimes we touch and the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 16
    I do feel this at times, and the bigger pain is that i know it will make difference to nobody. Lost and wondering, what's my purpose...
    iwishimeet iwishimeet
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 16
    How easily the fruits and veggies get cut! They don't resist, they don't oppose. Coz that's how they are made, soft, cutable, eatable.. Sounds a bit absurd lol, but while slicing...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    honestly have no idea but i know where i wanna be in 10 years i wanna be good at my career i wanna travel a few places in the world i wanna do something crazy like touching a...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    Apr 14
    Yet, I sorta do. I try and ignore the orientation of who I'm talking with, but especially when gay people message me it can make me uncomfortable. They're all good people but it's...
    dabram71 dabram71
    16-17, M
    10 Responses Apr 14
    Many EP users can write really well. To be honest, I felt their writings can reach closer to my heart than the books I have read till today. Even in the category which I do not see...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    Hello everyone, This is my goodbye message on EP, so....let's get started. First of all let me say that I will miss this place. This place has helped me through the years as a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 14
    If you were like me at one point where you were so shy and humble and never felt confident, just think of where you are now and you can finally say "I made it."
    OmiB OmiB
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Yeah .. We've all wanted to just f..c..k off at some point .. How many actually do it I wonder ..
    LeSherbertLemon LeSherbertLemon
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    I wonder why kids and young people had cowboys (or indians), cops (or robbers), firemen, soldiers, as idols, and nowadays it is not unfrequent that they have Steve Jobs or Bill...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Apr 12
    Obsessive compulsive disorder f*cks with my mind every second of every day. A couple nights ago I couldn't take the stress, and it broke me. The tears started flowing. But I...
    J120925 J120925
    26-30, M
    Apr 11
    Be careful in voicing out some of your preferences. They might change in a few days, literally haha. I hate a certain type of fish called Daing. I really do. For years I ignored...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    In 2015 I was diagnosed with Cushing's disease which was caused by a brain tumor. I had brain surgery on 20 July 2015. My best friend took leave the day of surgery and visited...
    Sanetvh Sanetvh
    41-45, F
    Apr 11
    Just have these thoughts when I'm gone I will most likely be forgotten cast adrift in the tides of time. I'm used to it but I wonder who would remember me for the actions I've did...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    First and foremost, I have been serious about my relationship with the Father since I was in my 20's....not to say, I haven't made some really bad choices (choices that a person...
    LetsShareStories LetsShareStories
    61-65, F
    4 Responses Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    Sometimes he's nice and generous: he'll buy me food. Or make me laugh. Sometimes hes not: He walked in and I saw the beer in his hand, he walked out and I saw the bruises on my...
    TheresAPossibility TheresAPossibility
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    Me: *poking my sisters face at 3AM* Sister: *sits up confused* Me: Hi! Sister: Ugh. What do YOU want? Me: Rude much? Anyway, I just wanted to wake you up to say Merry...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    The flavor of life can be bitter to so many, and I'm here to vent as the bad guy of my situation. There's a lot to be said. I sometimes don't realize why I talk so much when I do...
    RagiRam RagiRam
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    This may sound sexual but it's not. I want them but I don't want to get sugary or anything. I wonder if it can grow if I eat certain things if not then whatever. I want bigger b...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I wonder if I'm always destined to be feeling sad for others. It's not bad, but that's just how I feel about the world and myself. I'm always destined to be feeling sorry for...
    astro00 astro00
    22-25, M
    Apr 8
    If you have read my previous blogs, you would know. I have not always got on with my mother. My latest incident occurred;- “I have been having trouble with a Local Authority...
    moyesp moyesp
    51-55
    Apr 8
    I've been in love before. I was in love for three years with the same wonderful man. Sadly, I still love him. We clicked from the beginning. It was so easy with him. Everything...
    Anonylyn Anonylyn
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    Fuc,k the liers who say they love you but they really don't Fuc,k the pretenders who'll make you believe when nothing true Fuc,k the maniacs who'll do everything to score Fuc,k...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 7
    i love lavender colour(that ease my soul) ep is my second home i don't have friends much in a real life(only few) but i don't need many i don't text much for my mental...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 7
    I've gone to the point where no one cares about me, not even my family. I end up saying im okay just so i dont have to explain myself, drag them into my problems, and get hurt all...
    nswassmer nswassmer
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    I do wonder, sometimes. Not because I worry what they think of me, but because I show different people different facets of myself. Do I appear as simple as I portray myself to be...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    why do I care if others think about me....idk but it feels good to know I was on someone's mind...that i was/am special enough to them at one point
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION YOU CAN KNOW EXACTLY WHAT TO DO Romans 8:14 For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God. I have heard people...
    ganyoji ganyoji
    22-25, F
    Apr 6
    This site is closing down & to be honest it's been a life saver for me. I will miss it & I will miss all the wonderful friends I've met on here that have all helped me get through...
    Lilith2013 Lilith2013
    36-40, F
    Apr 6
    Many times I have thought about that very special one I have yet to meet... I wonder if he/she thinks of me sometimes too !
    AlipheeseVayentha AlipheeseVayentha
    18-21, F
    Apr 6
    I wish I could be different and secure in my own skin but I'm not. I no longer trust before not trusting. I no longer think innocent before guilty. Worst of all, I no longer...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    I was a very positive person once, and was encouraged to be. Then I grew up and my enthusiasm kept going down. I developed anxiety problems at a very young age. I want to help...
    lifehack lifehack
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    I wonder are you thinking of me as I'm am always thinking about you ?? Are you okay my cockney darling ?
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    Apr 6
    1. First of all, since so many people mention zodiacs, I'd like to point out that I'm a Physicist and don't believe in that gobblefunk. I was however born the 29th February, which...
    Michalb Michalb
    41-45, M
    Apr 6
    When I log into EP. I see that people post how it ending, giving us alternative sites to stay in contact but the truth really is that people founded each other, they spread their...
    grumpyfish grumpyfish
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 6
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