I Sometimes Worry That I Have Totally Messed Up My Life

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    I worry that yes and wonder

    if my soul has been damaged too much to feel again. I need emotional help >_< . Maybe music will help but it struggles and when it struggles it's bad.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 10, 2015

    and now i feel as if i'm playing catch up with

    my dreams. i feel like i'm racing against time; time has passed the finish line a long time ago, but i haven't even taken off yet.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 15, 2015

    It's not so much messed it up

    as lost life. I fear I am too dead inside and will need counseling later maybe. I'm dead and trying to live.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 26, 2015

    At least Im HONEST

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    monatonie monatonie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 25, 2015

    I have totally messed up my life.

    I am going no where in life besides mental hospitals for the last three and a half years. I'm never going back to one again..willingly that is. I should be looking at colleges, working, becoming more independent but instead I'm self destructing more an more with each coming day...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    Oh man have I ****** up.

    I haven't got my results yet but I know I've failed my exams. Which means that I'm not getting into my college course. Which means I need to get a job. Which is basically impossible considering my sister has been looking for a job for over five years and hasn't gotten a single...
    GrimMindControl GrimMindControl
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 16, 2015
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