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    I used to be indecisive,

    now I'm not so sure... Is that normal? Wait give me a minute to consult my self.
    Ilyme Ilyme 31-35, F Jul 1, 2014

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    as a person with a personality disorder I

    actually hate talking to myself. It brings the worst in me and what's here is already not that great. But if I'd just let it out, be myself I'd be in prison and unlike before my age won't stop them anymore :/ Or dead cuz idk if police over here carry actual weapons. Tazers don't...
    Ichki Ichki 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Who Else Will

    I'm the outcast the freak I'm disabled I'm a witch in high school and I spend most of time with my head in a book so not Many people talk to me so I have to talk to myself, for the illusion of companionship
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 18, 2013

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