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I Speak to Myself

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    I'm the outcast the freak I'm disabled I'm a witch in high school and I spend most of time with my head in a book so not Many people talk to me so I have to talk to myself, for the illusion of companionship
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 18, 2013

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    I used to be indecisive,

    now I'm not so sure... Is that normal? Wait give me a minute to consult my self.
    Ilyme Ilyme 31-35, F Jul 1

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    I can feel myself being drawn in to that ******* hole again....a place where I told myself I'd never ever let myself go... and here I am.... Well ******* done! I literally feel...
    thataussie thataussie 36-40, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm not a Japanese but I've been living in Japan for couple of years so I can understand and speak the language. I also studied senior hs so here I was able to improved my language...
    iFuckenLoveYou iFuckenLoveYou 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I have been studying and speaking Japanese for about 11 years now. I still don't consider myself fluent, but daily conversation is not a problem. The biggest jump in my ability...
    NNDY416 NNDY416 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    -TRIGGER WARNING- People ask me why I cut automatically thinking it's attempted suicide or will lead to it..NO! I don't cut because I want to die, I cut because I'm trying to stay...
    XxbixtchybellaxX XxbixtchybellaxX 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I can never seem to keep people interested in talking to me. I think I make silly mistakes or sound really stupid when I do talk to them, and generally make a fool of myself. This...
    shelley95 shelley95 18-21, F Aug 11

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    since my childhood i was always feeling ugly and looking for everything which i dont have and also for things which i wasnt not able to do. so when someone talks to me or show me...
    asianya asianya 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    When I was younger I used to be a really outgoing kid. My dad always tells me I would go to the playground knowing no one, and I would come out with ten new friends. I remember...
    colleencassidy colleencassidy 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel claustrophobic in my own skin. I don't want to be me anymore. I honestly don't know how people go through life "happy" because for me life is literally just hard. It's hard...
    marisolitude marisolitude 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    Today I talked like "a guy" to my friend who's a girl, and she didn't like it. She told me so.... actually she didn't. She said she had some things to do and she wanted to go. I...
    MCxxOPREVxxOG MCxxOPREVxxOG 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    Identity is a state of mind in which someone recognizes/identifies their traits that leads to finding out who they are and what they do and not that of someone else. For the first...
    Sanora Sanora 18-21, F Jul 24

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    Service for Wireless speakers about the iPod feel has become possible. When launched the second creation of the ipodtouch program of Apple replaced the WiFi chip combined with one...
    electricproducts electricproducts 18-21, F Aug 4

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    Let me say this as just hate me for loving so sincere and have no return treat from the one i am in love with. OK! I found out that my girl friend can walk and protest and do...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Jul 22

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    I am That girl who always stands besides her friends and when they speaks about their bodies in a negative way, I'm the one who tells them how great they look and makes them feel...
    Kirsebaera Kirsebaera 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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    It's just that, because i'm aware of the fact that who I really am in real life is being shielded by a virtual veil... I have become meaner. Well not neccessarily meaner, but I've...
    aviodthisnoid aviodthisnoid 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hi Im 13 years old and I hate myself. It all started in 7th grade my thoughts and opinions started to change about myself. I refused to speak to anyone for a period of 5 months...
    ilovecandyyyyyy ilovecandyyyyyy 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's one o'clock in the morning. And the clocks are ticking their warnings. Drifting in the fog. I haven't got all of the gears and cogs. Screaming your lullaby in mute. Digging...
    Lifesuckssmusichelps Lifesuckssmusichelps 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I myself have an ongoing daydream that I constantly go back to. It's the same world every time and it's almost a movie that plays through my brain. When I think about the dialogue...
    alisemichelle alisemichelle 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I wouldn't say fluently, besides english but i can speak aspects of it, more than the basics though. I can speak english, punjabi, urdu/hindi. I can understand urdu and hindi...
    sidraa sidraa 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I feel like speaking to a person face to face is more of a fulfilling conversation. I've gotten the best conversations out of those who I have maybe skyped or hung out with...
    spawling spawling 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    Well here it goes. 1. Hello I am Emily 2. I'm 14 years old 3. I'm from the uk 4. I'm tired right now 5. I have insomnia 6. I suffers with anxiety (mostly social), depression and...
    emilythespacecat emilythespacecat 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    I used to work in this property company which is so full of office politics. The new HR came in and the person didn't like me so he used excuses to speak to the CEO to got me fired...
    maryjaneb maryjaneb 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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    I absolutely hate who I am. I was born into a military family so I move around a lot. I am a bad speaker, ugly, not smart at all, and horrible at making friends. When I think I...
    kamik423 kamik423 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I question myself of why I use EP. To get my emotions out? To help other people? To just get the words out of my head that I have to say? I guess all three of those things are...
    SpecialKind SpecialKind 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My family speaks Cantonese at home so I'm quite fluent in speaking it. I can also speak/understand fairly decent Mandarin. :)
    iiArial iiArial 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I hate speaking through text or the phone I can never express or type the right thing and all my friends think I'm avoiding them but that's not the case and this is the reason my...
    heyapple69 heyapple69 66-70, F 4 Responses Jul 27

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    Halo. Guten Tag. I'm an Indian and I'm learning German since May 2014. I am learning A 1 level German and I'm having a pretty difficult time with the language. Where I live there...
    achtung709 achtung709 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    Just something i really wanna speak about. So obviously my profile is full of issues and trobles. Most of my stories are really bad in a way its depressing thoughts and **** talk...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    I have realized this so many times. I keep beating around the bush when trying to make my point when I speak but when I write an email, I am totally different. How I wish I could...
    uselessguy uselessguy 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    English is not my first language, I speak Estonian :) my typing may be alright but I type better then i speak English. So excuse if my typing is not so good! :)
    HelloKittyBaby HelloKittyBaby 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Perhaps I am not the "Ideal" person in Todays Overly Politically Correct Society , and am far too concise and blunt for most peoples taste nowadays , Nor am I rich , dashing...
    TsavoHunter TsavoHunter 36-40, M 4 Responses Jul 23

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    I've been taught French since I was around 9, and I'm top of my class for it. As I moved school, at my current school you had to do French with either German or Spanish. I chose...
    TheFemaleSimpleton TheFemaleSimpleton 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 23

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    1) I'm almost 15 2) I have two cats 3) I love playing minecraft 4) I love writing stories 5) I'm an insomniac sometimes:P 6) I am extremely random 7) I live for acting and drama 8...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Jul 25

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    Like another hand , there when u want it , there after u use it , u hold it's importance.. Silent yet it seeps a thousand words , with it's stance it speaks , defending it's worth...
    kLexy kLexy 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    My Drug My Overdose! "We are going to stop the world tonight" he said softly in my ear. Brought chills all over my body The excitement like a little kid receiving a gift. His...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    Say it ain't so That my words are lost As I look into those eyes I love I want so badly to speak Yet my hands reach out to touch Touch your face Your arms . Chest and all the rest...
    WildIrishEyes WildIrishEyes 31-35, F Aug 6

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    Who can't relate to this speak or forever hold ur peace lol
    heyyo1234 heyyo1234 22-25, M Aug 7

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    Yeah... I would imagine my friends or people I used to know sitting beside me as I drive and I would talk to them. I would even speak their responses that I think they would say...
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    I'm 23 years old, new to this site and trying to cope with my problems. I will have a lot of student loan debt and no degree to show for it. I'm unemployed with no idea what I'm...
    BrotherBay BrotherBay 22-25, M a week ago

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    I'm staring at the dark side of the moon. Promise me that good times are coming soon. I'm walking on the dark side of the moon, no past, no future, only what's on my plate of doom...
    Lifesuckssmusichelps Lifesuckssmusichelps 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    About 80% of the time I act and feel like someone else(more often than not when I'm alone). Its normally a celebrity or a character in a tv show, film, book etc. I find a few...
    moondancee moondancee 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I have my best friend of three years, and she gets so annoyed at me because I don't speak to her when I'm upset, and it gets the the point where I just burst into tears, however I...
    lepricunt lepricunt 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Like college. Ill be going soon or taking online classes but I'm not sure what I want to do and my anxiety eats me alive.. I'm thinking Therapist or Sports Medicine.. But I don't...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This is a professional situation. I have a client that over the last month has been flagged 3 times for having his computer infected with viruses by corporate security. I clean...
    ausofbounds ausofbounds 41-45, M 23 hrs ago

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    Its my first morning of high school. I have seven new notebooks, a skirt I hate and a stomach ache. #Speak
    GaleJake GaleJake 13-15, M Jul 21

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    THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL 1. We are here to help you. 2. You will have time to get to your class before the bell rings. 3. The dress code will be enforced...
    GaleJake GaleJake 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 21

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