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    Who Else Will - I'm the outcast the freak I'm disabled I'm a witch in high school and I spend most of time with my head in a book so not Many people talk to me so I have to talk to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 18, 2013

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    I actually stopped a while back. Not really, like last year after Christmas. It's hard but I did and I'm proud of myself. My girlfriend looked down on me for it, though she has...
    ExileTraveler ExileTraveler 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    When it comes to actually speaking, I stumble over my words and can barley make a decent, coherent sentence. I dislike the stares I get when I speak and the pressure gets so...
    worldisupsideup worldisupsideup 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    English is not my native language but still I want to speak it naturally. I have always problem in expressing my thoughts using this language. I wish I could learn more. I am...
    chocogirl87 chocogirl87 26-30, F Mar 31

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    I write this tonight as it flows through my fingertips once more. It so awesome to be given a gift to write specifically revealing my thought to you. See, its something i have...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F 3 hrs ago

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    I love to express myself with the simplicity of words. They take you on adventures, its wonderful. I love writing stories and poems and other things. They're all so fun to make...
    DanielleCaylen DanielleCaylen 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    ==> beware if hughgo<== he's a bully. Yes, everyone has opinions. Fair enough. But, Thank you. It's worth it. You shouldn't have threatened & tell me to shoot myself. Really...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    It really bothers me when people ask for help, or for someone to talk with. And when you do! They say thanks ... and I feel ... well I feel like whatever I say is not what you...
    TiMac TiMac 46-50, F Mar 18

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    I have always hated public speaking, I dreaded the thought of getting in front of a large group of people and having to talk for any length of time. I've had some embarrassing...
    Antony7 Antony7 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wouldn't call it loving myself, but rather that I find myself to be one awesome, one of a kind person. I am intelligent, hard working, easy going, open, and honest, to name some...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Is it me? Everything is crumbling. Nothing makes sense. Relationships are broken. Bonds that should be permanent are severed, leaving behind ragged edges of frayed cord. I know I...
    Missjayne1 Missjayne1 31-35, F Mar 17

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    I've only been on EP for three days, and it's already helping me with my ongoing battle with depression. Or rather, it's helping me to help myself. I'm the kind of person who...
    xeian xeian 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    It's strange. Sometimes I encounter these invisible wall that prevent me from speaking or voicing my thoughts. It stems from a fear of getting too personal, being too honest, or...
    lucyyinthesky lucyyinthesky 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I find it incredibly difficult to open up to people, especially lately because everyone I've ever been close to has left. Now I just keep the majority of my thoughts and feelings...
    hollylynn91 hollylynn91 22-25, F Mar 26

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    Well I reall wanna know how to starve myself?what do I do? Don't tell me all the stuff it's bad! I just want to know please I get really badly bullied and I'm so fed up ! Just tell...
    ChloeForrester1 ChloeForrester1 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I overthink every situation, and yes I get Jealous and I'm always scared I'm going to lose you. That's why when I ask you how you are I really mean it, and when I ask how your day...
    Brittneynatasha Brittneynatasha 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    My brother is constantly reminding me of things I say inappropriately or shouldn't have said recently. He says I don't think before I speak, I have a brain and why don't I use it...
    Ssslm Ssslm 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I keep so much in I feel like if I COULD express myself I would tear the world apart. Sometimes I just want to freak out at people and tell them how I feel (good or bad). But I...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F Apr 4

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    Im a disappointment to everyone. I can't talk to anyone. I hurt. I'm soo afraid to just speak out and talk to someone. I'm afraid of what anyone will think of me. I hate myself for...
    Itsmeiguess Itsmeiguess 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I wrote recently about the problems my husband was having in coming to terms with my rather creamy bowel movements. Thanks to everyone who responded and offered their help and...
    JennyFilth JennyFilth 22-25, F Apr 8

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    you there myself!speak to me :3
    yaysandwich yaysandwich 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's embarrassing to admit, but I do. I'm not very good at expressing myself in real life, and I don't speak up very often, so I have a sense that not a lot of people understand me...
    almaera almaera 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I prefer writing than speaking so many things you can do with writing other than speaking and making your mouth dry. -SG
    StRiKiNgEEk StRiKiNgEEk 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Right now I only know how to speak three languages: English, Filipino, and some Spanish. But I'd like to learn more Spanish and maybe Italian too, and even Arabic. Maybe I'd like...
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Can't really be happy when you are sad inside You have soul and you are alive But what now when you are always in the dark and can't find the light People see you smile People...
    GravityFall GravityFall 18-21, F Mar 17

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    So I am newly separated my story isn't like most. So my husband and I have a 3 year old together, we lost our other baby girl at 2 months and 1 day around this time last year. So...
    Itonlytakesone Itonlytakesone 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    When I speak, I often start off with....Wellll..... (Because I'm still thinking)
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    I don't know why this happens to me every time I want to elaborate answering questions! It feels like I speak better in another language than my own that I feel dumber than...
    Starfishgirl Starfishgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Much of the reason I say this is because I can't type ,each word is work & I also have problems spelling words now that I was able to speel well b4.so from my thoughts to actual...
    bob350 bob350 56-60, M 5 Responses Mar 30

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    In third grade they laughed at me because I wore all black. I couldn't afford new clothes, these were given to me. In fourth grade they laughed at me because I never had anything...
    HeyItsKaylaMay HeyItsKaylaMay 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    As we speak humping pillows and dolls ATM message me.
    weirdogirly weirdogirly 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    I posted my whole life last night on this website. When I tried to cram it all into a paragraph or two it sounded so crazy. I read it over and over again because it 's like I didn...
    moonilluminatedroom moonilluminatedroom 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Is it me? aren't you meant to be able to talk to your man about anything! guess its most relationships, I try talk to him he gets angry then says its me dat I was ******, I don't...
    beebop01 beebop01 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I just accidently did an aweful thing this morning and I feel just sick over it. Someone who has interfered in my relationship, has had a minor misfortune. I don't wish bad things...
    bethrichards bethrichards 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So. . . I was about to go to the place where I was supposed to go that day. I rode a bus--an ordinary bus (open windows). Fortunately, there were only a few passengers. I occupied...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    I doubt I'll get to fifty but ill tick them off and stop when it happens. 1. I have a silver tongue. 2. I can be very charming. 3. I'm selfish. 4. I can read people in person...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    "Mom, in case I don't get the chance to speak to you, I'm leaving you this message: I love you."
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I was born in Cuba And my whole family is Hispanic. It is actually my first language, my accent when I speak English gives it away.
    anatomicalheart anatomicalheart 16-17, F Mar 17

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    It's easier to write things down on paper than speaking it to people, I've found.
    Dragoniesse Dragoniesse 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    YESS ITS A DIFFICULT PART YOU LOOSE MORE THAN YOU WIN BUT STILL PREFFER TO SPEAK THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS!
    romell romell 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I was born in Poland. I am native polish speaker.
    domipl domipl 31-35, F Mar 26

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    I have a habit of speaking before my mind fully processes what I want to say. Or rather, what I SHOULD say. Some people find the truthful side endearing ...even sexy. Others...
    MommaBella MommaBella 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I speak russian, French and English but I would love to learn more like Italian or Spanish!!
    babyfawn7 babyfawn7 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    2pac -keep you head up! The first verse speaks to my soul it's just an amazing song! Verse 1; Some say the blacker the berry, the sweeter the juice I say the darker the flesh...
    YoungHeartOldSoul YoungHeartOldSoul 18-21, F Mar 29

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    speak with someone face to face feel comfortable, bcz some people use fake pic as their profile pic.
    ennyliarina ennyliarina 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Korean, Japanese, Portuguese and perhaps Italian are the main languages I would like I learn and speak fluently! I wouldn't mind learning a native language like aborigine or...
    WaterSpiritt WaterSpiritt 18-21, F Mar 30

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    Ever since the written word was invented, the spoken word has been an obsolete technology. Within the refuge of my own head, I carefully weave words together into tapestries rich...
    LordSphinx LordSphinx 13-15 Apr 2

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    I can speak Hindi. ^_^. Very fluently.
    caithmac caithmac 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    This applies especially to English. When I speak English I have a Hong Kong accent (that's where I'm from).
    PinkChocolate00 PinkChocolate00 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I hate being invisible to others... if They would only let me I could change to world. I could get up on a stage and speak to millions, but everyones holding me back.
    TooYoungToFeelOld TooYoungToFeelOld 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Its weird but when I try to speak I can't get the right words out, but when I write I sound like a genius šŸ˜’
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    ANYONE CAN TALK! Anyone can be nice but not all can be meanā€¦ Anyone can say sorry but not all can forgiveā€¦ Anyone can talk about other people behind their backs but not all...
    MilweePisces MilweePisces 18-21, F 8 Responses a week ago