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I Speak to Myself

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    I'm the outcast the freak I'm disabled I'm a witch in high school and I spend most of time with my head in a book so not Many people talk to me so I have to talk to myself, for the illusion of companionship
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 18, 2013

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    I used to be indecisive,

    now I'm not so sure... Is that normal? Wait give me a minute to consult my self.
    Ilyme Ilyme 31-35, F Jul 1

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    I'm Spanish but I don't speak Spanish. Why not because it's hard to even say something in Spanish
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    what i have for myself is beyond hate. i hate everything about myself. i hate my own existence. i hate my parents for having me. i hate god for creating such a weak helpless being...
    SlaveToMyBullshit SlaveToMyBullshit 18-21 17 hrs ago

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    if i could i would cut off my arms break all my bones stab myself 50 times burn myself alive and push myself on the fifth floor of our building and other weird painful things x_x...
    harmlesscheesecake harmlesscheesecake 18-21, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I'm not exactly sure how I came to fear doing this. Memories from my childhood fogged now I can't recall the specifics. In general, it was probably my family and how they were mean...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F Jul 11

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    I have been a self-improvement project for so many years now, and I feel like a college course! At the beginning, I decided to set myself a 5-year plan. I carefully formulated it...
    terridactyl terridactyl 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Some times when some think bad happens I stop talking for a while some thing bad recently happened and I haven't talk for a 3 hours +and the entire night + 1 hour 30 minutes and...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F Jul 18

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    I'm not a Japanese but I've been living in Japan for couple of years so I can understand and speak the language. I also studied senior hs so here I was able to improved my language...
    iFuckenLoveYou iFuckenLoveYou 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Portable speaker is different from traditional big speakers in terms of a convenient size to carry of small volume speakers, supply the power with their own batteries or lithium...
    electricproducts electricproducts 18-21, F Jul 3

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    I feel claustrophobic in my own skin. I don't want to be me anymore. I honestly don't know how people go through life "happy" because for me life is literally just hard. It's hard...
    marisolitude marisolitude 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    When I first arrived in Ibiza it was very difficult for anyone to get to know me. I was afraid to smile and socialize because I cared too much about what other people thought. I...
    Badtimanonymous Badtimanonymous 31-35, M Jul 6

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    I talk to myself a lot. Like a lot, and in great detail. Like I'm talking to other people but I'm the only one there. In my head I could be in a group of people making them all...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I talk to myself a lot. Like a lot, and in great detail. Like I'm talking to other people but I'm the only one there. In my head I could be in a group of people making them all...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Identity is a state of mind in which someone recognizes/identifies their traits that leads to finding out who they are and what they do and not that of someone else. For the first...
    Sanora Sanora 18-21, F a week ago

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    Most people that know me find me genuine and sincere. I am genuine and sincere. I value honesty in myself and in others. But I do not often speak my mind. Of course there are some...
    junliga junliga 22-25, F Jul 13

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    Let me say this as just hate me for loving so sincere and have no return treat from the one i am in love with. OK! I found out that my girl friend can walk and protest and do...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Jul 22

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    Today i feel awful is like nobody is there. I feel bad about myself, i look in the mirror and i just want to brake it. I don't like me and i feel stupid about it. Nobody cares...
    havenoideaa havenoideaa 16-17, F Jul 19

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    If i kill myself who will care . My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be...
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 31 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Often, I will want to just spill the beans about myself. Something about "purging," I guess. Sometimes, it is good. Many times, it is not. So, the question is: "How much is too...
    hillcountrydeb hillcountrydeb 61-65, F 9 hrs ago

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    I really wanna poop myself, anyone wanna chat and do it with me?
    fullboxersguy fullboxersguy 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I've been really down on myself. I just don't feel pretty anymore. I don't think I'm sexy or cute, or attractive. I don't dress like a normal girl. tshirts and jeans are my...
    helreb helreb 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I wasnt there for someone, who is really special And perfect, when He needed me the most :'( He's always here for me but I feel like Im never for him :'( Im looking forward to go...
    IzzyIrwin IzzyIrwin 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Is quite difficult to stop doing that for me since I always have the tendency to speak what ever comes to my head. Since my last break up a couple weeks ago, it got a worse since...
    done16 done16 18-21, M Jul 1

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    I have been speaking to this guy from another site for 7 months. We are very close and love each other like brother and sister. I recently broke up with his older brother bc he's a...
    ChristiBoo2014 ChristiBoo2014 22-25, F Jul 2

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    Today I went to the see my OB for some pain I've been having for the four months or so. She told me I needed to have my IUD removed and replaced. So I agreed to do so. It hurt...
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    I speak spanish.... if you speak spanish too HABLAME :))))) Well if you speak english TALK TO ME TOO :)) just for talking and being friends and maybe a little more... Maybe
    Dalix Dalix 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    It's been about two years now since I first realized I had a problem. It was my 2nd year in college and I was talking to a professor about my idea for my independent study. She...
    MissJazz MissJazz 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 7

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    Well, here goes nothing.. 1) I'm fifteen, turning sixteen in September 2) I want to be either an author or surgeon when I'm older. 3) I have a niece who just turned three and I...
    restoringforce restoringforce 13-15, F Jul 9

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    It's one o'clock in the morning. And the clocks are ticking their warnings. Drifting in the fog. I haven't got all of the gears and cogs. Screaming your lullaby in mute. Digging...
    Lifesuckssmusichelps Lifesuckssmusichelps 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I myself have an ongoing daydream that I constantly go back to. It's the same world every time and it's almost a movie that plays through my brain. When I think about the dialogue...
    alisemichelle alisemichelle 16-17, F a week ago

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    I wouldn't say fluently, besides english but i can speak aspects of it, more than the basics though. I can speak english, punjabi, urdu/hindi. I can understand urdu and hindi...
    sidraa sidraa 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel like speaking to a person face to face is more of a fulfilling conversation. I've gotten the best conversations out of those who I have maybe skyped or hung out with...
    spawling spawling 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well here it goes. 1. Hello I am Emily 2. I'm 14 years old 3. I'm from the uk 4. I'm tired right now 5. I have insomnia 6. I suffers with anxiety (mostly social), depression and...
    emilythespacecat emilythespacecat 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    This is absolutely 100% true. Nothing made up. A little long but I'd love to hear your opinion. I don't speak to my parents anymore. My mom and dad are broke, they did not manage...
    Hallowes27 Hallowes27 36-40, F Jul 1

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    I've always wanted to know what we sound like to non Persian speaking people when we speak in Persian. I just wish we used the latin alphabet, I can't read or write in Persian and...
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    I had that problem, too. I still hesitate but I spent such a long time married to a man that belittled me and made me feel like my opinion was worthless. Now, if it's important...
    Nuovinzi Nuovinzi 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    hi. i have this problem. i want to be fluent in English especially in speaking. English is my second language, and i find it very difficult. In college, I finished Comm Arts I...
    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    So I have a question, and it's really stupid but, you know how when we hear a different language and it sounds like gibberish? Well, when someone doesn't speak English and people...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I hate speaking through text or the phone I can never express or type the right thing and all my friends think I'm avoiding them but that's not the case and this is the reason my...
    heyapple69 heyapple69 66-70, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Halo. Guten Tag. I'm an Indian and I'm learning German since May 2014. I am learning A 1 level German and I'm having a pretty difficult time with the language. Where I live there...
    achtung709 achtung709 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    1. My names Avalon 2. Im German 3. I love peanutbutter 4. I dye my hair allot 5. I cry allot 6. Im bipolar 7. I love rain 8. I used to selfharm 9. I like older guys 10. I think...
    LightenSky LightenSky 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 8

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    You do not understand. You try, but you do not. Despite it being so confusing trying to translate what is inside to make sense to the outside, this is made so much harder when...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T Jul 9

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    I've been alone a lot, so I've learned to keep myself entertained. Most of the time I'm alone with my inner dialogue weaving intricate sentences, creating elaborate stories, or...
    HopelessDreamer7 HopelessDreamer7 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I've always been like that. I try to say too much at one time and it can be awkward. Writing has always been the best way to fully express myself.
    Nuovinzi Nuovinzi 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Okay so thank started two years ago in 6 grade I was 106 my mom was so shocked when she saw I thought it was a okay weight seeing other people were 125 -110 and I was 130 when I...
    Ihateme69 Ihateme69 18-21 1 Response Jul 10

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    Keep him high give him gifts, while he is crying at ni