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I Speak to Myself

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    I'm the outcast the freak I'm disabled I'm a witch in high school and I spend most of time with my head in a book so not Many people talk to me so I have to talk to myself, for the illusion of companionship
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 18, 2013

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    I used to be indecisive,

    now I'm not so sure... Is that normal? Wait give me a minute to consult my self.
    Ilyme Ilyme 31-35, F Jul 1

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    Native language is Portuguese, I can speak English and a bit of French
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    I'm a pretty soft-spoken person. I'm the type who is always listening and rarely speaking during a conversation. Maybe this stems from being raised by a talkative and outspoken...
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    This is the first time i try to ********** myself.I played with myself.I shoved two fingers to my holes.I didn't come,except keep getting wet.After I finished,I feel pain when I...
    jn97 jn97 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    I had never felt more betrayed I knew thats how it would play out, but I was frantic. Desperate for it to change winds I begged, and howled with the wind. Please. Please, don't let...
    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    When I speak, my mind goes blank and I can't speak properly. I stutter and slur my words and constantly can't find the word I'm looking for.. do you know how many jokes I've killed...
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F Nov 17

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    i dont know if i get possessed or if i am clueless to life but i dont know whats wrong with me. everything i do is wrong. all the friends i make go away. i make the worng decisions...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    The interest in music everywhere, make a lot more people want to choose and get a form of bluetooth speaker, in order to meet outdoor music enjoyment. When choosing wireless...
    electricproducts electricproducts 18-21, F Nov 4

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    Today, we had a chapel at my school, it's a Christian school. The chapel was about Thanksgiving and giving thanks and what not. So, they went around asking people what they were...
    LegendaryHero7 LegendaryHero7 18-21, M a week ago

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    Point of choosing wireless speaker1. To choose any wireless audio it is advisable to center on be it built-in battery you aren't, products without having built-in battery is not...
    electricproducts electricproducts 18-21, F Oct 28

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    Only In The Streets,Never At Home- I have lived in Germany since 1989 and so has my wife,but we only speak enough German to get by and that's by choice. My wife is from the United...
    DoonJi DoonJi 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    1.im Latin 2. Like color red 3. Love animals 4. I love music 5. I love food 6. Everyone's my friend 7. Hate maths 8. I'm in seventh grade 9. I have never been cheated 10. Love...
    FerCuellar215 FerCuellar215 13-15, M Oct 31

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    I'm on another rant today because i've realised how many times i play scenarios in my head about breaking things apart and destroying my life. I'm not depressed but everyone has...
    turtlemonster turtlemonster 16-17, F Nov 1

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    I have felt lonely so I had cut myself to cope with the fact that I'm not special or important. the loneliness hurt me bad today and I couldn't stop myself. I haven't cut in almost...
    OnlineCake OnlineCake 26-30, F Nov 2

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    "People may not remember what you said, or what you did, but they will always remember how you made them feel" You may have heard that before, but when you really think about it...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    Hi! So for the last 2 years i have been feeling like i don't really metter in this world, and even thouhg i have great friends i feel as if they don't really love me, but the thing...
    Andreza79 Andreza79 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    hey everyone im new to this kind of thing but i really dont have many friends because school has sucked up my life after i got out of the military and i have no love life sadly so...
    1thisguy33 1thisguy33 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    I could spend an hour detailing how I felt hurt and she would sit there, cold as ice. When it was her turn to speak, she tore down every word that came out of my mouth until I had...
    ISellCrackForTheCIA ISellCrackForTheCIA 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I wrote this in 09 Am I me? Can I really only be me? Does it make sense to say that I am only Me, different from all else, and existing as only myself. I certainly don't...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M 18 hrs ago

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    I've stayed at my sister's every night this week except this night. She went out to eat, and I'd just be sitting there doing nothing anyway. I ended up going to my niece's and...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    Dear people, As a secular woman, I dress 'Modestly' quite all the time. 'Modestly' in a sense that's popular on the Internet, mostly meaning 'covered up'. I love wearing floor...
    ExoticWoman ExoticWoman 18-21, F Nov 15

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    honestly it is true.. Am very bad at direct communication (speaking )to people especialy to girls , but am not worried about writing.. I know I have to improve to speak , its not...
    lonelyManik lonelyManik 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    This morning I woke up and knew I missed my bus, and for the first time, I was thankful. I'm in my last year and I get so tired of going to my hell-hole of a high school just to...
    WeeDote WeeDote 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    The holiday season, Thanksgiving in particular, is not an easy time for me. I struggle at this time each year because I lost my Grandfather on Thanksgiving morning some years back...
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    I have to admit that I have suicidal ideation and have acted on it several times recently. I don't know if its even suicidal ideation because most of the time it was acted on in...
    stigmafree stigmafree 31-35 59 mins ago

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    I just...I don't know what to do anymore it's been so long since we last talked, the last time i saw him was last month when my friend Zira died. It's been over a month. Eric and...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    It sets in, this fear, this rage, this swell of something. A kind of helplessness that sets in on occasion. I watch on as the world flies past me. The clock continues to tick, and...
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    No one notices everything, some may notice more than others. Some know more then you may know. Selecting very few people to tell certain secrets to, knowing the pain is just...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Learning English is not easy job!! They say French is hard to learn. I think English is. I'm ok with the verbs and all the basics of English. I can write a whole text in English...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    Some days I want to die, and others I just want to cry until I forget to breath. I want to show everyone what's on the inside, but I'm scared. To rip myself open to show them the...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    At heart I do. I was raised Catholic (I don't mean to offend anyone by this. It's just who I was raised to be by my family.) I want to become a Unitarian Universalist because of...
    bbluvsmomee bbluvsmomee 26-30 1 Response Oct 31

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    It's like I can see myself from other peoples view points.. this is so crazy but it's like I just know what they're thinking of me… like if I'm acting like a happy pretty girl...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    The ice cold chill from my single pain window woke me from a dead slumber. I lay in bed cocooned in the down comforter listening to the rain pitter patter outside. The slate grey...
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    Could anyone help me to learn speaking english on skype please? I have to do the presentation in english next 3 weeks and i'm so nervous now because i can't even regularly speak...
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    Urdu is just amazing, even though I was born in the USA In New York, the first language I was most comfortable with was Urdu. I think it's such a respectful tone to speak in...
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    I have met some wonderful people on here who speak it as well. It would be nice to know how many others are on here. I also speak a little of Ukrainian.
    pchela pchela 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    Fortunately, advances in wireless technology, such as Bluetooth, has made such home and business computer networking a relatively simple matter; at the same time, dramatic drops in...
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    I don't really do well at speaking. This is partially because of my social anxiety. When I text or type things to people, though, I feel like it's easier to think before I speak...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    To speak is a gift. I've learned this after many years of being silent and holding in my thoughts but after witnessing something that was just downright stupid and offensive I...
    JessicaTacos JessicaTacos 18-21, F 2 days ago

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