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I Speak to Myself

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    I used to be indecisive,

    now I'm not so sure... Is that normal? Wait give me a minute to consult my self.
    Ilyme Ilyme 31-35, F Jul 1

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    I'm the outcast the freak I'm disabled I'm a witch in high school and I spend most of time with my head in a book so not Many people talk to me so I have to talk to myself, for the illusion of companionship
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 18, 2013

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