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I Spouses Of Unmedicated Bipolar

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    I just discovered two days ago. 6 years after we started to see each other, he spat the words, angrily. It was like he hated saying it. Like it was a secret, his dirty little...
    AyanasSight AyanasSight 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I am unmedicated at the moment and doing OK. I am afraid that doctors may zombify me if I do share my up and downs. My mum has Type 1.
    TheWomanWhoDid TheWomanWhoDid 36-40 Nov 3

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    It bites hard. Meds made it worse. And heart attacks on seroquel. But they can debate diagnosis. Was in phoenix. Had a doctor. He left. New doctor came. She...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    I'm sick and tired of going from manic to depression to mixed episodes. Even with medication I still go through mood swings. Not as drastic as without medication. I'm also tired of...
    Tiredofrollercoasteremotions Tiredofrollercoasteremotions 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    Am I Product Of My Environment? It's a simple question, really. I was raised in a very abusive, destructive home. I was bullied at school. I have never really felt as though I've...
    JesseLeeJames JesseLeeJames 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    I honestly don't know if I have Bipolar or not.. I'm not willing to look at too many sites, some could be fake and give me extreme paranoia.. But I want to know of these symptoms...
    PendalWitch PendalWitch 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    Got a new doctor and met with him today and in those 5 minutes without asking me anything he completely dismissed my bipolar. Only talking about my bpd. This made me angry because...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    OK, so, yes, I am and that's all fine and great. I'm also rapid cycling and that's been a huge problem these past 2 months or so. Today, well, for almost a week now, I've been...
    omgwut omgwut 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    haha so fun to have massive mood swings and go from wanting to be loved to wanting to throw myself down the stairs. having everyone around you telling you to control yourself and...
    madoki madoki 16-17 1 Response Nov 2

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    No sanctuary. Bipolar is sensitive. Involuntarily so. They call it an illness to profit. Its a reaction to too much crap. Crap they never fix. Because fixing...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 6

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    This bipolar thing is getting tiring. I have been in the hospital a few times, and it's always hard being admitted but sometimes you just have to. I thought about admitting myself...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    I have never been professionally diagnosed, however, and I'm too afraid to mention it to my parents. I exhibit the usual "symptoms" I suppose you could call it. At times, sometimes...
    Derse Derse 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    Anywhere But Me..... So the doctor says I just need to get a little more sleep and I'll start to feel better. Guess he's never been in my head at bedtime. Hell, the reason I don't...
    JesseLeeJames JesseLeeJames 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 10

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    Anywhere But Me..... So the doctor says I just need to get a little more sleep and I'll start to feel better. Guess he's never been in my head at bedtime. Hell, the reason I don't...
    JesseLeeJames JesseLeeJames 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 10

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    I'm 16 and have bipolar 1 with psychotic features. I recently started to experience ultradian rapid cycling and am highly resistant to mood stabilizers and antipsychotics. Trying 7...
    MisterJones54321 MisterJones54321 22-25, M Nov 10

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    Wow my bipolar is off the charts crazy.
    Gothicbitch83 Gothicbitch83 18-21, F Nov 12

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    How do you explain bipolar to someone? I'm in my hypomanic stage.. The bad parts. I'm being an ******* to my boyfriend, I was rude to his friends last night, I actually left in...
    kimberlyfaith kimberlyfaith 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    Possibly bipolar II (latest doc's theory), then add some ADHD and anxiety, and the result is much like the quote above. Feeling much more stable this week, but I live with a...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    One minute I'm happy and everything is fine and the next minute I'm upset and angry and dont want anyone talking to me ugh I really got issues. That's the reason why everyone hate...
    HisMainCHICK HisMainCHICK 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder two years ago. I didn't believe it, sometimes I s don't. I've gone on and off medications because I hate the feeling of sanity. It doesn't...
    behindthesegemineyes behindthesegemineyes 18-21, F Nov 18

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    I am a severe bipolar. My highs are composed of manic euphoria, ADHD, and insomnia, while my lows are chronic depression, body tremors, body memories, and anxiety. It is really...
    creativeinspiration creativeinspiration 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    I AM AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO USE IT lol just kidding but like really i am Bipolar like, really :)
    jadelynthompson jadelynthompson 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Ok. Too bipolar to read posts. Again. And too dark to go write. Dang mood swings.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    I've known I've had depression for the past fourteen years but only just discovered I have bipolar depression last year when I went manic and started doing crazy **** that almost...
    rpg456 rpg456 51-55, M 2 days ago

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    It's getting worse, In ten minutes, I can go from being ready for bed and relaxed to frantic because I can't find my mouth guard, or ear plugs...then my mind gets hysteric and I'm...
    Gainingsmileslosingweight Gainingsmileslosingweight 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    this is my first post. tonight I went to an NA meeting with my husband. he uses meth. it's scary, and I'm terrified. he doesn't use often. a few times a year. I don't want it to...
    lonelyinut lonelyinut 31-35, F Nov 3

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    I was dating a girl for almost 8 months. I fell deeply in love with her so quickly and I bought her a ring and asked her to marry me. I feel tho I fell so hard I blinded myself to...
    gregw98 gregw98 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 4

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    Going thru life I always felt something wasn't quite right. I would get mad at the drop of a hat. I would be so happy I couldn't contain it and by the end of the day be so mad I...
    shannonfrederick2014 shannonfrederick2014 41-45, F Oct 31

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    So I go in to get my monthly dosage... the whole gambit of the cocktail prescribed by this doctor and that. (all with a different set of initials following their name) The...
    JLBetts JLBetts 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    One minute I want to run in a field of flowers, the next I want to put a bullet through my head... it ruins anything and everything. I'm incapable of happiness.. at first I felt I...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    It feels like my whole life is tumbling down. At times I'm so happy and socialable, but at times I withdraw and be isolated from my friends. At times I enjoy being with my friends...
    crimsonelise crimsonelise 18-21, F Nov 3

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    It sucks cause mood changes manic depression all that just sucks
    LSCouple LSCouple 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    At least i think i am, my doctor has not diagnosed me..
    haugis haugis 22-25 Nov 3

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    I'm in the middle of a move. 1 part chaos 1 part uprooting my routine What's this make? Mania. Shaken, not stirred. My boyfriend has been wonderful but it's only the first week...
    kimberlyfaith kimberlyfaith 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    It's becoming so hard to live with this. every day is a struggle. my medicine seems to not help at times and I feel in a whole. so dark and deep. I have no energy or motivation to...
    madame311 madame311 26-30, F Nov 7

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    How can someone be okay for a moment then breaking down the next, caught between trying to improve themselves or destroying themselves? This royally sucks.
    Yummchi Yummchi 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    I feel capable of doing **** inshouldnt be doing
    yesiigarciaa yesiigarciaa 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    I was diagnosed with manic depression, and since I've been drugged up full of meds, my lows aren't as long lasting and low anymore. Still, I can split, myseld into three different...
    TheSocialOutcast TheSocialOutcast 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 16

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    Please someone talk to me. I really need a friend. I'm sick of living like this. I don't want to do this for the rest of my life, can't control myself, can't control my emotions, I...
    happycupcake happycupcake 22-25, F 8 Responses Nov 17

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    I thought that when I got married it would be for a lifetime & for better or for worse. I was very dedicated on honoring my vows to God & toughing out any difficulties that came...
    bubblysunshine bubblysunshine 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 17

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    I am at my worst right now, compleatly broken. And it keeps getting worse. Nobody understands, all they can see is that sometimes I have great days. I smile and joke, I'm me. But...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    Has anyone here taken Lamictol? If so, did you see a significant drop in your short term memory? I'm literally to the point where I turn around and can't remember what I'm doing...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 5 Responses Nov 19

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    my friend alex gave me her password and I read her messages and she literally talks about me to my friend abby about the way I am.. They were saying stuff like "she's tearing us...
    myhappylittlepill myhappylittlepill 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    I'm having a terrible mixed episode. Earlier my mind was going so fast, now I'm just scared. I feel like many people stuck in one body. I need help. IdK what to do. My boyfriend...
    WolfOfDreams WolfOfDreams 22-25, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    i am so manic depressed my music isn't even cutting it anything. my mood swings are all over the place . i am not liking this at all.
    jps2288 jps2288 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago