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I Starve Myself

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    Starving myself πŸ’‹

    until I'm thin.
    thatshrinkingfeeling thatshrinkingfeeling 18-21, F Jan 11

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    1 day 2 days 3 days 4.

    ... Darling what is one day more? 5 days 6 days 7 days now Oh it's been a week now. What's one more?
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Nov 30, 2013

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    2013 was such a rough year

    and now it's 2014 and I'm like 40 lbs heavy and feel absolutely disgusting! I need help, I need more friends that understand me and get to know me for who I am and not who I look like. I need people who can relate.. My mom picks on me all the time . I feel like she doesn't love...
    Brancsy Brancsy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Either a Lot Or Nothing..

    I always have some days on which I could eat from the moment I woke up to the moment I fall asleep.. and sometimes I just love eating nothing for one or two days.. I just love the feeling.. you're not so full and somehow you just feel so much lighter... The only problem is my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 28, 2007

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    It Feels Good

    When I'm depressed, it feels good not to eat--I tend to binge and then feel guilty about it.  I'll go a day or two without eating.  The pain in my stomach, the dizziness, it actually feels good.  I guess this would be considered non-purging bulimia and extremely...
    igowild igowild 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 31, 2007

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    Next month is my sweet sixteen

    and everyone I know is coming to my party , I need to lose 20 ibs in one month to fit my dress , I need someone that'll push+ motivate me to achieve my goal .
    Sopinky Sopinky 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Why Do I Starve Myself.

    So many people ask this question. I starve myself because every morning i look in the mirror The mirror frames my disappointment, exposes my every flaw. I starve myself because i want to be happy, and skinny is the only way i know how I starve myself because sometimes i just...
    Gainingsmileslosingweight Gainingsmileslosingweight 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2013

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    Trying To Starve For Perfection

    I'm 5'5 220 lbs YIKES I know.. I'm tired of being called fat & ugly I'm going to start starving tomorrow until I get down to like 160 . My boyfriend doesn't say much about my size but I can tell he doesn't like how fat I am. I'll do anything to lose this fat! I'm going to start...
    lonelylove18 lonelylove18 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    I can't stand food it makes me guilty

    and I just end up gaining weight I used to be so motivated but not anymore I'm determined to lose as much weight as I can in 6 weeks
    teenpariah teenpariah 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I've recently been wanting to be thinner again.

    I starved myself for about 7 months (I ate some obviously) and I kinda stopped for a bit and gained some weight back about 30 pounds and now I look average. I wanna be really thin again. Any buddies? We can text, facebook, twitter etc.
    AnorexicXheart AnorexicXheart 16-17 3 Responses Mar 5

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    Okay so I'm bulimic and yeah I'm also in the

    early stages of anorexia. Anyways, I am not eating for 2 weeks again...can't wait. I can already see myself at 90 pounds and I'm so excited!!! That's what I want to look like!πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate my body. I want to be skinny

    and beautiful. I want a thigh gap, hipbones, ribs, and bony collar bones. I feel that if I am thin, someone may love me. So I starve myself. I am about to start a three day fast. I want to get that amazing empty and faint feeling. I am going to deprive myself until I am 85...
    foreverfightingdemons foreverfightingdemons 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    It's been a while since I've last posted,

    and I was doing so well. I lost around 15 pounds, but then there were holidays and family gatherings and everyone around me was watching. Pushing food at me. Then there were days of just constant binges and of course I gained weight because of it. I haven't stepped on a scale...
    Hyenn Hyenn 18-21, F Feb 21

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    My Journey (starving And Feeling Better Than Ever)

    I have been reading stories from the experiance project for about a week now. I want to thank everyone for being brave enough to share there deepest feelings and secrets. Not only have these stories inspired me to push myself and never give up on my weight loss journey, but now i...
    lyfefighter lyfefighter 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 22, 2011

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    I can't eat..it feels like this weight that's

    put on my body that pulls me down deeper and deeper into this black hole. It's okay that my stomach hurts..as long as it not from being full of food.
    cynicalsmile cynicalsmile 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

    !! Someone by my starving buddy. I want to be skinny and wear bikinis all summer long. But I'm not and I'm not old enough to wear one. I will never be able to wear one. Without someone's help. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE😭😭😭😭😭😭
    alyssamoore428 alyssamoore428 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 14

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    Depressed

    I starve myself on and off. I have been "overweight" most of my life and the only times I was classified as average or NOT FAT was during the times I did not eat or threw up everything that I did eat. This is by far the largest I have ever gotten. I want to say most of you girls...
    Lifeisugly Lifeisugly 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Starving Buddie?

    Anyone? I really need a friend who understands, I know what I'm doing but motivation helps, please add or message me! And btw if your a hater who is planning on telling me what I'm doing is wrong, then please understand its my life and ill live it how I want.
    autumnnorth1 autumnnorth1 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    Need A Starving Buddy!!

    I would like to lose around 60 lbs. Is that possible? But I need someone to keep me motivated.
    dixieluv86 dixieluv86 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    I just started trying to starve myself.

    ..any tips on how not to eat? I find myself in my fridge way to often. Whenever I do eat I try to throw it back up. Sometimes it works sometimes not. Any tips on when the best times to throw it up are? I'm still new at this. Still trying to find excuses for why I'm not at the...
    Darkhoursinside Darkhoursinside 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Help

    I need help motivating myself to continue not to eat. I have very little time to lose a lot of weight. Any help will be highly appreciated!
    thankgodforlesbianism thankgodforlesbianism 16-17 3 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    I NEED A TEXTING BUDDY/SUPPORTER !

    !!! Hi welll im new to this. What im here for is motivation,advice,etc.. Ill begin with my stats SW 280 CW 200 im disgusting and miserable i hate my body and always will i would kill to be skinny and beautiful i hate looking in the mirror im my worst enemy for some reason i find...
    mariahbaby2 mariahbaby2 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    I've been doing so good.

    I'm feeling really happy with myself. If I get hungry tonight I wont eat anything. Just tea. No eating past 7:00pm! These are todays stats: 1 Strawberry(4) Green Tea w. No Sugar(0) Chicken Cesar Salad(230) Blueberry Smoothie(160) Total: 394
    handache handache 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 8

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    There's not one day that I look in the mirror

    and I'm happy with myself... I am currently not eating and basically living off of oranges and water. Im tryin to get skinny again. Yea my stomach does hurt and it growls... but I don't know..
    lonleylovers lonleylovers 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 8

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    Starve, Exercise, Binge, Repeat!

    I'm 21, 5'5 and 51kg. Over the past year I've lost over 12kg through excessive dieting and exercising. At first I cut out little things like bread, pasta, rice, but as the weight started to fall off, I began to restrict myself even more. I now only allow myself to eat chicken...
    Mel999 Mel999 18-21 2 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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    And Don't Realize It...

    My husband was the only one who knew, but now I want to share...When I was 12 years old, I gained 80, Yes 80 pounds in one summer. My mother took me to the doctor's and I was diagnosed with a medical condition that causes obesity, among other things. There is nothing to do to...
    25tashat25 25tashat25 26-30, F 7 Responses Jun 27, 2011

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    I usually only eat 100 calories a day.

    I will feel horrible if I eat any more than that. It makes me happy when I don't eat. I really don't know why. I just love the feeling of my stomach being empty.
    ashleygrierrr ashleygrierrr 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Hate Actually Saying This...

    I hate actually saying this, because I'm not annorexic. I just have rules that lead me to starve myself a little bit. So maybe I don't belong in this group, but I also wanted help because I often have binging problems and then i feel DIGUSTING, and who better to help me stop that...
    xxcassandra1228xx xxcassandra1228xx 18-21, F Feb 9, 2013

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    I make myself feel numb,

    ill and tired but in the end, I always still feel heavy. I guess I am big-boned because my back arches when my belly pokes out as my rib cage drags down too. It's no use but when I'm depressed, sometimes don't feel like eating. It sucks like hell pulling me down under.
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 1 Response Jan 11

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    Today I had exactly 511 calories up to now.

    I don't plan on eating anything else, I already went over my goal. If I'm hungry I'll just drink water. My stomach was growling around dinner time because before that I only had a yogurt(80) a banana(103) and coffee with sugar and cream(41) for dinner I had tuna with 1/4 tomato...
    handache handache 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 6

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    Gahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Progressss :ddddd

    Well I'm really excited! Well I knew I'd been losing weight because my school jeans were loose. When I went shopping today I realized I dropped TWO pant sizes in a month. A MONTH :D I worked out for literally 10 hours yesterday and only 40 minutes today because I keep fainting...
    AnorexicXheart AnorexicXheart 16-17 4 Responses Feb 9, 2013

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    I'm Sharing My Story With You All! :D

    So my starving journey started May 2012 I was 250 pounds and was going back to the public school where I was tormented for being fat and gay. I HAD to lose weight. I stopped eating for a month and at the end of each month I'd 'reward' myself with a bag of grapes. I'd let that bag...
    AnorexicXheart AnorexicXheart 16-17 1 Response Nov 28, 2013

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    I feel really gross right now,

    I just ate a salad with avocado in it and Im feeling really sick and disgusting.. Today I had two salads, coffee, a juice and some chips.. a total of (438) That's way to much and I want to puke it all out right now.
    handache handache 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I like starving myself to lose weight.

    I like the way I feel when I'm at a lower weight. I like the control it gives me over food, but I like how out of control I feel when I'm doing it. I wish I had the will power to do this all of the time and not just when I have to lose pounds I've gained.
    misslizziemae misslizziemae 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Starving Again And Loving It.

    Im starving myself again and i'd forgotten how good it feels, i did it a few years ago because i was really overweight and wanted a fast way to see results. Last time i starved myself i lost 7 Stone in about 4 months, but for the second two months i was using my exercise bike for...
    Stezza Stezza 26-30, M 28 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    No Food 4 This Chick, Kthx..

    This just happened upon me b/c I couldn't afford to feed myself, anymore. It doesn't help that I get alot of compliments and positive attention (besides Mommie Dearest, of course) for it, now. It's veeery difficult to explain, maybe if I listed it: 1. Grew up severely obese...
    XxLuckeeStarrXx XxLuckeeStarrXx 26-30, F 8 Responses May 6, 2008

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    Starving Towards My Dream

    When I was 13, I was able to starve myself for 2 months. I was able to loose a lot of weight and I got really fit those days. But when school finally arrived, I loose control and I figured I was getting fat again. Now, it's been roughly hard to try what I've done before. I...
    JessSeguenza JessSeguenza 13-15, F 1 Response May 5, 2013

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    No more food for me. I started eating again

    and I've felt nothing but disgust. I gained all my weight back and I am so sad. All my work is gone.. How I miss seeing my hip bones when I lay down, I miss seeing my collar bone pop out, I miss seeing my ribs, I miss seeing my spine. I want to be thin. I want to be tiny...
    handache handache 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    Well well well, havn't been on her

    for a while due to having a baby. I have gained a lot of weight I've had the baby 2 months ago and is ready to start my water diet tomorrow wish me luck :)
    Thinner30 Thinner30 26-30, F Apr 7

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    10 Days

    Ive been starving myself for ten days now. And I'm pretty happy with the way its been going. Everyone else who is in the same boat as me,keep on going. Strive for perfection. Learn to become a person you can love. Its not always easy, but it'll be worth it. I promise. To everyone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    Making Progress

    When I came here initially I came with my whole family. We were basically vacationing for a month then my brothers and father were returning back to the states. So during that time we went on soo many little trips and ate sooo much food. I was so scared to check my weight because...
    Hyenn Hyenn 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I am currently 106.4 lbs.

    I was 104 but I gained 2 pounds..back to purging
    NotThinYet NotThinYet 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    So, it has been a while

    since I've found myself on here. I was doing really well after coming back from a holiday in Egypt. Surprisingly, my boyfriend and I lost weight (as the food was awful!) As expected, I was delighted and it spurred me on to maintain my weight. As a result, I managed to get...
    Mel999 Mel999 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Maybe every few days.

    I do it to make me feel more confident, but I always find myself feeling worse afterward. I've tried to stop. This has been going on for 5 years now on and off. I'm not really concerned, I'm just upset that I feel like I have to starve myself to feel better about my body.
    ArianaChaCha ArianaChaCha 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    This diet is harder than I thought it would be

    BUT I'm not gonna give up! I will lose 20lbs in 3 months.
    Thinner30 Thinner30 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Trap ...

    I know it sounds stupid .. I know it sounds ridiculous .. I know it doesn't make sense .. But It somehow makes me feel alive .. Incredibly alive .. But when I cant take it .. It hurts so bad and leads me to death .. I eat and throw up .. as if I didn't eat .. I...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 3 Responses May 10, 2010

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    Fell back into my eating disorder recently

    and at first I was scared, but now I feel sort of invincible at the moment. After a few days of not eating, the high you get is absolutely incredible.
    LoseItorLoseIt LoseItorLoseIt 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Because I Can't Keep Watching The Scale Go Up When I'm Trying To Hard.

    I've worked out for an hour a day for two years....somtimes 3 hours....and sure my weight goes down 4 pounds, but it always goes right back up. Im not eating anymore. Two years ago i stopped eating, and that lasted a year...I ate one granola bar a day....I list 20 pounds, i...
    Karlygal Karlygal 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2013

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    Wishingtobegone Wishingtobegone 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm down to 129.5 lbs from starving.

    .. I need to be skinny. I'm tired of hating my reflection
    theoutcast66 theoutcast66 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I'm 14 And I Starve Myself ( Texting Buddy?)

    I starve myself because to be pretty you need to be skinny. I need to loose 40 pounds. I need to be 85 pounds. I used to be anerexic, but then my parents find out and that is why I'm so overweight now. Anyone in the same position?
    donteat donteat 13-15, F 12 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    Skinny

    i starve my self because it is the only thing that makes me feel better since  cutting mself has lost the affects it used to have so not eating allows me to have control over something and the fact that when i am hungery and i hear my stomach rumble it makes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 16, 2009

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    Not a day goes by that I don't deprive myself

    of what my body truly wants. I'm sick, I know. I want food, but I refuse to let myself have it. I just flush myself with water. If only I could achieve and maintain pure perfection. A body that makes me happy.
    DaniElise DaniElise 16-17, F Jan 27

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    Heller, this is my first time sharing a post

    with you guys so here I go. I've always been chubby or "thick" most of my life and I never let it bother me. High school changed that for the worst. For 7 years I didn't even think about what kind of opinion people had about me and suddenly I found my self starting to care so...
    GattoBeKittenMeow GattoBeKittenMeow 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 24

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    Don't Judge...

    I do it.  That is all there is to it.  I don't judge people who eat.  I am only critical of myself.  I am too critical sometimes.  But, if starving helps me feel like a real person, then that is what I am going to do.  And, since I like the...
    skinnybitch skinnybitch 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    Currently going to start starving myself again.
    amandavynes amandavynes 13-15, F Mar 27

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    I told you guys that I hated myself. Now I am in a messy circumstance and I felt everything was falling apart. I might not finish my degree on time when the financial stance is not...
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