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I Starve Myself

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    fadedflowers fadedflowers 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I'm down to 120.. My parents keep calling me

    phsycotic. Threatening to send me away. I'm tired of them joking about it and making fun of me.
    theoutcast66 theoutcast66 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I'm 14 And I Starve Myself ( Texting Buddy?)

    I starve myself because to be pretty you need to be skinny. I need to loose 40 pounds. I need to be 85 pounds. I used to be anerexic, but then my parents find out and that is why I'm so overweight now. Anyone in the same position?
    donteat donteat 13-15, F 11 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    Don't Judge...

    I do it.  That is all there is to it.  I don't judge people who eat.  I am only critical of myself.  I am too critical sometimes.  But, if starving helps me feel like a real person, then that is what I am going to do.  And, since I like the...
    skinnybitch skinnybitch 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    I am going to starve myself

    for a week to see what happens starting tomorrow. I will post about my experience. I just feel like there's so many assumptions and different experiences and I just want to know what it's like.
    michiej5 michiej5 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    I am currently on day 3 of no good

    and I have lost a total of 7 lbs already. I'm extremely proud of my results so far, but it's still not quite enough. I'm dropping weight but I don't see a change in my body yet.
    sendhelp sendhelp 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2014

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    hey guys ๐Ÿ˜Š! So I decided

    that from today, I'll starve myself. it hasn't been an easy decision as a lot of people kept saying it's bad blablabla I know. but I am 16 yo, and I've always been overweight. I've tried the healthy way and I know how it feels. It's horrible because it takes so much time, and...
    goldringss goldringss 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    Really need to starve myself again went on a

    binge for a week anyone up for giving me motivation to make sure I don't eat! Starving buddies even ?
    waterlooroadlova waterlooroadlova 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    My Journey (starving And Feeling Better Than Ever)

    I have been reading stories from the experiance project for about a week now. I want to thank everyone for being brave enough to share there deepest feelings and secrets. Not only have these stories inspired me to push myself and never give up on my weight loss journey, but now i...
    lyfefighter lyfefighter 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 22, 2011

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    Hello my name is Kayla ,

    I weigh 198 pounds now ! I am 12 .. yes im not proud of my weight whats so ever , But I have been starving myself for a week or so and ive lost weight ( 8 - 9 lbs. ) I want to be skinny like my friends and I always want to look nice for my vacation in the summer .. I have stress...
    Istarve123 Istarve123 13-15 1 Response Jan 18

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    I never really thought it would come to this

    but it has. I hate my body so much i starve it to be pretty. I told myself i never would. But i cant live like this anymore
    Dontlookbackk Dontlookbackk 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    i've been struggling with bingeing

    and starving for the past couple of months but was recently motivated to do a three day fast for weight loss, and i succeeded. i only lost three pounds but i finally feel like i've got my self control and willpower back! i cant wait to lose more weight!
    AliceInHungerland AliceInHungerland 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 29, 2014

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    My longest fast was 36 hours

    and i felt so weak and couldn't do anything. Never again. I will keep restricting but **** no... Breakfast: coffee-milk and a whole-wheat bread with cheese Lunch: a coffee Dinner: tea, a banana and five diet cookies. That's a lot but im feeling better so idgaf bleh
    caffeinecold caffeinecold 18-21, F Nov 25, 2014

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    NaNaJene NaNaJene 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    1 day 2 days 3 days 4.

    ... Darling what is one day more? 5 days 6 days 7 days now Oh it's been a week now. What's one more?
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Nov 30, 2013

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    Well I haven't done it in a while.

    . I'm gonna start doing it again probably.
    5s0s 5s0s 16-17, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    And Don't Realize It...

    My husband was the only one who knew, but now I want to share...When I was 12 years old, I gained 80, Yes 80 pounds in one summer. My mother took me to the doctor's and I was diagnosed with a medical condition that causes obesity, among other things. There is nothing to do to...
    25tashat25 25tashat25 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 27, 2011

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    I have a habit of starving myself,

    it's like I can't eat until my hands turn purple, or I don't eat until I feel sick. Other girls my age can just eat and eat, I could do that also when I was younger, but it's like I can't anymore. I hate feeling that way, I mean I never planned not to eat, I just lost my...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I started to starve myself last week.

    My weight is getting too out of control and it's the only way I know how to lose weight.
    fullen fullen 22-25, M Nov 25, 2014

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    Restarting this tomorrow

    because i messed up... My weight keeps fluctuating and its annoying me a lot, so what im going to do is just drink tea and lots of water and dont eat a thing until Monday. :) with exerise though ;) I really want to lose a lot of weight before summer.
    AokiKoixora AokiKoixora 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I'm Sharing My Story With You All! :D

    So my starving journey started May 2012 I was 250 pounds and was going back to the public school where I was tormented for being fat and gay. I HAD to lose weight. I stopped eating for a month and at the end of each month I'd 'reward' myself with a bag of grapes. I'd let that bag...
    AnorexicXheart AnorexicXheart 16-17 Nov 28, 2013

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    If it was up to me the only thing I would eat

    is diet pills... It's physically hard to eat and when I do sometimes I cry I get so upset with myself when I eat that I have this urge to throw up after I eat. I tried going days without eating but my boyfriend won't let me I love him but he makes me eat he even wrote a song...
    penguinpenguins penguinpenguins 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    Hiii, im 5'5 and currently weigh in at 63Kg

    (138 Ibs). Last year i lost 10 kg (22 lbs) over 2 months and i felt great, until at the beginning of this year i began eating again and gained the weight back, I need support and ill support back, I NEED TO LOOSE THE WEIGHT AGAIN! Message me
    chrissy15 chrissy15 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2014

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    I can help anybody who wants to reach their

    goals. I am also struggling to lose weight also. Please message me. We can help each other.
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3 16-17, F Oct 5, 2014

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    Why Do I Starve Myself.

    So many people ask this question. I starve myself because every morning i look in the mirror The mirror frames my disappointment, exposes my every flaw. I starve myself because i want to be happy, and skinny is the only way i know how I starve myself because sometimes i just...
    Gainingsmileslosingweight Gainingsmileslosingweight 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    I'm doing it again . I'm not eating

    and when I do I feel horrible . I lost like 5 pounds which is good . I guess
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    I need a starving buddy.

    Message me if you're interested!
    NotThinYet NotThinYet 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Heller, this is my first time sharing a post

    with you guys so here I go. I've always been chubby or "thick" most of my life and I never let it bother me. High school changed that for the worst. For 7 years I didn't even think about what kind of opinion people had about me and suddenly I found my self starting to care so...
    GattoBeKittenMeow GattoBeKittenMeow 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    10 Days

    Ive been starving myself for ten days now. And I'm pretty happy with the way its been going. Everyone else who is in the same boat as me,keep on going. Strive for perfection. Learn to become a person you can love. Its not always easy, but it'll be worth it. I promise. To everyone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    caffeinecold caffeinecold 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    Today I'm restarting my fast.

    I binged this weekend while with some friends this time I will not give in for a whole month. I will drink water and only eat celery if I feel the urge to binge. I am 140 pounds and I'm 5'4. I hope I can stay strong this time
    sydthekid15 sydthekid15 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    I'm just getting into this diet thing feeling

    for food is almost non existent
    Thinner30 Thinner30 26-30, F Apr 24, 2014

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    Because I Can't Keep Watching The Scale Go Up When I'm Trying To Hard.

    I've worked out for an hour a day for two years....somtimes 3 hours....and sure my weight goes down 4 pounds, but it always goes right back up. Im not eating anymore. Two years ago i stopped eating, and that lasted a year...I ate one granola bar a day....I list 20 pounds, i...
    Karlygal Karlygal 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2013

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    Help

    I need help motivating myself to continue not to eat. I have very little time to lose a lot of weight. Any help will be highly appreciated!
    thankgodforlesbianism thankgodforlesbianism 18-21 3 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    im in love with the feeling,

    lost one pound today!
    Banabear Banabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11, 2014

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    Every day I get called fat.

    I got so sick of it I'm starting to starve myself. Who else does this?!?
    sanner019 sanner019 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    I want to be skinny so badly I've started to

    heavily restrict my carb and calorie daily intake as well as take pills to facilitate rapid weight loss. No one sees how little I eat and no one cares. I'm too fat for anyone to believe I have an ED so I guess this will keep going until I look like a stick, I really really want...
    Karmickitten Karmickitten 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Starving Buddie?

    Anyone? I really need a friend who understands, I know what I'm doing but motivation helps, please add or message me! And btw if your a hater who is planning on telling me what I'm doing is wrong, then please understand its my life and ill live it how I want.
    autumnnorth1 autumnnorth1 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    I haven't done this in a few years now

    but I think I'm going to Stat over tomorrow.i know it'll be hard and take alot of will power. but I think if I start slow like miss a meal her and there at first it'll help.
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2014

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    chrissy15 chrissy15 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    Hi I starve myself every day people say I'm

    skinny but I knowimnot everyone thinks I have an eating disorder but I'm too fat too have one it would be great to talk to someone cause I hate myself to
    starvetobeskinny starvetobeskinny 18-21, F 16 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    I'm currently fasting- I am 14 years old,

    5ft 6 and I'm 115lbs! I just need to lose 15lbs to get to my goal๐Ÿ’œ
    Jodiii14 Jodiii14 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    I like the results kind of

    but i want to lose more weight and i cant stop thinking im fat help... My dad isnt helping he keeps telling me i eat too much and that im a pig when i barely even eat
    anthonymusto55 anthonymusto55 16-17, M 1 Response May 27, 2014

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    I've been staring myself

    for a few days now.. I'm trying to stick to it, in desperate need of a starving buddy.
    sendhelp sendhelp 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 28, 2014

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    I'm skinny, but recently I've been gaining

    weight due to eating unhealthy stuff and eating a lot due to stress. I recently visited my older sister and she slapped me on my thighs as I was getting ready to sit down near her and she told me "Oooh, girl! You are getting thick. What have you been doing?" Since then, I have...
    laubrown1 laubrown1 18-21, F Jan 4

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    It Feels Good

    When I'm depressed, it feels good not to eat--I tend to binge and then feel guilty about it.  I'll go a day or two without eating.  The pain in my stomach, the dizziness, it actually feels good.  I guess this would be considered non-purging bulimia and extremely...
    igowild igowild 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 31, 2007

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    Tommorrow will be my first day of fasting.

    I will be fasting for a month and I will try to work out a few days a week. I will keep updated on this! I need a starving buddy thought because everytime I try I fail. Someone please message me about this(:
    sydthekid15 sydthekid15 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    Hi, I have just started today,

    18 hours in. I just want to feel safe talk to someone about this. I am currently around 180lbs & I want to lose 40-60 in a month, you know before school starts. I'm going back to a school I haven't been to in a year because I was homeschooled because of bullying & I want to show...
    ScenieWeenie ScenieWeenie 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    Maria134747 Maria134747 13-15, F 8 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    it's what I've been doing

    for about six months now. I fast for a couple days then end up binging and then I start to fast again. it's a never ending cycle and I wish I could just reach my goal weight. I'm so ******* fat.
    suicidegetout suicidegetout 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    I want to give this a try again,

    I did this a while ago when I was obsessed about being skinny even tho I was. I used to drink only water and if I got hungry I would eat 3-4 saltine crackers... I want to start again I have 20lbs to loose by end of November. I tried Paleo which helped me loose 13lb but now I'm...
    IzzySparks IzzySparks 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2014

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