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I Starve Myself

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    Just after throwing up cause I had toast& felt

    extremely disgusted with myself!
    Jodiii14 Jodiii14 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Can't seem to stop eating.

    I think it's more the act of chewing and swallowing. I cherish the empty stomach feeling. I crave it yet, food always finds a way to jump into my throat. Help me.
    stucknfat stucknfat 22-25, F 2 Responses May 17

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    I'm currently 132. I used to be 120.

    I want to get back to that weight due to the fact that I'll be visiting my boyfriend for the first time ever and i don't want to let him down. It's Monday right now and I'll start to starve myself and probably just drink water. I'd do anything to lose 12 pounds. Any suggestions...
    115ismygoal 115ismygoal 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5

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    I'm Sharing My Story With You All! :D

    So my starving journey started May 2012 I was 250 pounds and was going back to the public school where I was tormented for being fat and gay. I HAD to lose weight. I stopped eating for a month and at the end of each month I'd 'reward' myself with a bag of grapes. I'd let that bag...
    AnorexicXheart AnorexicXheart 16-17 1 Response Nov 28, 2013

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    I haven't weighed myself today,

    I think I'm around 121 lbs, I haven't eaten anything today, I've been in bed all day.. It's 5:25pm and I hope I can last the rest of the day without eating /:
    Jodiii14 Jodiii14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Every day I get called fat.

    I got so sick of it I'm starting to starve myself. Who else does this?!?
    sanner019 sanner019 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 11

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    If it was up to me the only thing I would eat

    is diet pills... It's physically hard to eat and when I do sometimes I cry I get so upset with myself when I eat that I have this urge to throw up after I eat. I tried going days without eating but my boyfriend won't let me I love him but he makes me eat he even wrote a song...
    penguinpenguins penguinpenguins 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    Wishingtobegone Wishingtobegone 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 19

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    Need A Starving Buddy!!

    I would like to lose around 60 lbs. Is that possible? But I need someone to keep me motivated.
    dixieluv86 dixieluv86 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    I usually only eat 100 calories a day.

    I will feel horrible if I eat any more than that. It makes me happy when I don't eat. I really don't know why. I just love the feeling of my stomach being empty.
    ashleygrierrr ashleygrierrr 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 19

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    So I decided not to starve myself to lose

    weight.. I'm just gonna eat healthy! Starving is so painful.. I could have got past the hunger pain with a little motivation but no one would help me/:
    Jodiii14 Jodiii14 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    but it's not because I want to be hott; it's

    because I have some sort of autoimmune/neurological illness and I'm often to sick to cook. and sometimes, even when I do have the energy to make something, I can't keep it down. I laugh when I read your anorexia stories, and then I cry, because everyone else thinks I'm...
    stphnmclrn46 stphnmclrn46 22-25 2 Responses May 9

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    I like the results kind of

    but i want to lose more weight and i cant stop thinking im fat help... My dad isnt helping he keeps telling me i eat too much and that im a pig when i barely even eat
    anthonymusto55 anthonymusto55 16-17, M 1 Response May 27

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    Why Do I Starve Myself.

    So many people ask this question. I starve myself because every morning i look in the mirror The mirror frames my disappointment, exposes my every flaw. I starve myself because i want to be happy, and skinny is the only way i know how I starve myself because sometimes i just...
    Gainingsmileslosingweight Gainingsmileslosingweight 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2013

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    Because I Can't Keep Watching The Scale Go Up When I'm Trying To Hard.

    I've worked out for an hour a day for two years....somtimes 3 hours....and sure my weight goes down 4 pounds, but it always goes right back up. Im not eating anymore. Two years ago i stopped eating, and that lasted a year...I ate one granola bar a day....I list 20 pounds, i...
    Karlygal Karlygal 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2013

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    I'm still not eating.

    I'm wondering, should I cave, but I remind myself why I'm doing this and to stay strong.
    luckypinkrabbit0 luckypinkrabbit0 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    im in love with the feeling,

    lost one pound today!
    Banabear Banabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Weight Has Always Been An Issue For Me

    I'm from an Island called Saipan. I'm currently a Senior. I moved to the states 2 months before summer my Junior year which devasted me. My dad didn't tell me I was moving till 2 days before my flight. I'm 4'9 which is so short and shows my weight. I've always been over weight...
    jackyfromtheblock jackyfromtheblock 18-21 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    Help

    I need help motivating myself to continue not to eat. I have very little time to lose a lot of weight. Any help will be highly appreciated!
    thankgodforlesbianism thankgodforlesbianism 16-17 3 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    I need a starving buddy.

    Message me if you're interested!
    NotThinYet NotThinYet 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Its like a drug to me.

    My dad used to starve me, he would forbid me to eat for a few weeks, in the time, I'd become shaky, I'd stagger, I felt extremely light headed and really weak. I'd be late to class sometimes because I had to use the wall for support while I walked. But I liked how weird it...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 1 Response May 16

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    It Feels Good

    When I'm depressed, it feels good not to eat--I tend to binge and then feel guilty about it.  I'll go a day or two without eating.  The pain in my stomach, the dizziness, it actually feels good.  I guess this would be considered non-purging bulimia and extremely...
    igowild igowild 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 31, 2007

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    2013 was such a rough year

    and now it's 2014 and I'm like 40 lbs heavy and feel absolutely disgusting! I need help, I need more friends that understand me and get to know me for who I am and not who I look like. I need people who can relate.. My mom picks on me all the time . I feel like she doesn't love...
    Brancsy Brancsy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Hi, I have just started today,

    18 hours in. I just want to feel safe talk to someone about this. I am currently around 180lbs & I want to lose 40-60 in a month, you know before school starts. I'm going back to a school I haven't been to in a year because I was homeschooled because of bullying & I want to show...
    ScenieWeenie ScenieWeenie 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 8

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    I've recently been wanting to be thinner again.

    I starved myself for about 7 months (I ate some obviously) and I kinda stopped for a bit and gained some weight back about 30 pounds and now I look average. I wanna be really thin again. Any buddies? We can text, facebook, twitter etc.
    AnorexicXheart AnorexicXheart 16-17 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I'm just getting into this diet thing feeling

    for food is almost non existent
    Thinner30 Thinner30 26-30, F Apr 24

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    I don't do it intentionally.

    When I'm upset, anxious, depressed, or angry, I lose my appetite.
    sammichs sammichs 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 4

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    I'm so ******* upset.

    I am not going to be eating all week and that's that.
    glassilhouette glassilhouette 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 1

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    No more food for me. I started eating again

    and I've felt nothing but disgust. I gained all my weight back and I am so sad. All my work is gone.. How I miss seeing my hip bones when I lay down, I miss seeing my collar bone pop out, I miss seeing my ribs, I miss seeing my spine. I want to be thin. I want to be tiny...
    handache handache 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    I'm down to 120.. My parents keep calling me

    phsycotic. Threatening to send me away. I'm tired of them joking about it and making fun of me.
    theoutcast66 theoutcast66 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 27

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    I have ate mcdonalds

    for 3 days in a row I'm so fat 😣 And been super super suicidal lately πŸ˜£πŸ”«πŸ”«πŸ”«πŸ”«πŸ”«
    thxmadhattxr thxmadhattxr 13-15, F 2 Responses May 26

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    I do... I hate the feeling.

    ... its just...I wanna be skinny.. I feel to fatt.... I see other girls..and there just perfect and skinny... so I guess starvation is perfection....im ashamed of my self...
    XXweedXX XXweedXX 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    So it's about a week into my diet

    and I know I said I was gonna only eat 1000 calories a day but I haven't eaten over 300 in the last four days. I fasted one of them and practically fasted today because I only ate two popcorn chicken nuggets this morning. I've gotten to where I can't eat anything. It makes me...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    I am 174 fat disgusting pounds

    and I hate myself. Looking for an email buddy to keep me strong through the days. Gw: 125
    stucknfat stucknfat 22-25, F 2 Responses May 4

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    10 Days

    Ive been starving myself for ten days now. And I'm pretty happy with the way its been going. Everyone else who is in the same boat as me,keep on going. Strive for perfection. Learn to become a person you can love. Its not always easy, but it'll be worth it. I promise. To everyone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    Starving Buddie?

    Anyone? I really need a friend who understands, I know what I'm doing but motivation helps, please add or message me! And btw if your a hater who is planning on telling me what I'm doing is wrong, then please understand its my life and ill live it how I want.
    autumnnorth1 autumnnorth1 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    Starving Again And Loving It.

    Im starving myself again and i'd forgotten how good it feels, i did it a few years ago because i was really overweight and wanted a fast way to see results. Last time i starved myself i lost 7 Stone in about 4 months, but for the second two months i was using my exercise bike for...
    Stezza Stezza 26-30, M 31 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    1 day 2 days 3 days 4.

    ... Darling what is one day more? 5 days 6 days 7 days now Oh it's been a week now. What's one more?
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Nov 30, 2013

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    So this is my first post.

    It's day one of me not eating. I hate to admit it but I weigh almost 300 pounds, but since I'm so tall I just look chunky-fat. I'm going to a new high school full of preppy skinny white girls. So already since I'm one of the few black people at that school I stick out. The girls...
    luckypinkrabbit0 luckypinkrabbit0 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    Heller, this is my first time sharing a post

    with you guys so here I go. I've always been chubby or "thick" most of my life and I never let it bother me. High school changed that for the worst. For 7 years I didn't even think about what kind of opinion people had about me and suddenly I found my self starting to care so...
    GattoBeKittenMeow GattoBeKittenMeow 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 24

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    This diet is harder than I thought it would be

    BUT I'm not gonna give up! I will lose 20lbs in 3 months.
    Thinner30 Thinner30 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    I like starving myself to lose weight.

    I like the way I feel when I'm at a lower weight. I like the control it gives me over food, but I like how out of control I feel when I'm doing it. I wish I had the will power to do this all of the time and not just when I have to lose pounds I've gained.
    misslizziemae misslizziemae 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    And Don't Realize It...

    My husband was the only one who knew, but now I want to share...When I was 12 years old, I gained 80, Yes 80 pounds in one summer. My mother took me to the doctor's and I was diagnosed with a medical condition that causes obesity, among other things. There is nothing to do to...
    25tashat25 25tashat25 26-30, F 7 Responses Jun 27, 2011

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    Okay so I'm bulimic and yeah I'm also in the

    early stages of anorexia. Anyways, I am not eating for 2 weeks again...can't wait. I can already see myself at 90 pounds and I'm so excited!!! That's what I want to look like!πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†
    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Don't Judge...

    I do it.  That is all there is to it.  I don't judge people who eat.  I am only critical of myself.  I am too critical sometimes.  But, if starving helps me feel like a real person, then that is what I am going to do.  And, since I like the...
    skinnybitch skinnybitch 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    I'm currently 125lbs

    and I hate it, I try starving myself, I just need a starving buddy, around the same age as me- I'm 14! Someone please help me starve to get down to 100lbs :(
    Jodiii14 Jodiii14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    My sister told me I sound like my dad coming

    down the stairs. My DAD. He's about 250 lbs. and I sound like him? I want all this disgusting weight off me but I don't even know where to start. Anybody know any good steps? Anything. I don't want to stomp and more.
    stucknfat stucknfat 22-25, F 4 Responses May 22

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    I'm 14 And I Starve Myself ( Texting Buddy?)

    I starve myself because to be pretty you need to be skinny. I need to loose 40 pounds. I need to be 85 pounds. I used to be anerexic, but then my parents find out and that is why I'm so overweight now. Anyone in the same position?
    donteat donteat 13-15, F 11 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    I starve myself cuz I don't want to eat it been

    days like this but I don't want to stop starving myself ,I just eat very little food everyday so I'm not gonna die . I know that no one will notice cuz no one notices me anymore . I have been depressed for five years and they didn't notice that .
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    My Journey (starving And Feeling Better Than Ever)

    I have been reading stories from the experiance project for about a week now. I want to thank everyone for being brave enough to share there deepest feelings and secrets. Not only have these stories inspired me to push myself and never give up on my weight loss journey, but now i...
    lyfefighter lyfefighter 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 22, 2011

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    wantingtobethin wantingtobethin 16-17 1 Response Jul 10

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    I almost made it... Fasted all day today but we went to dinner and threw a fit when I said I wasn't hungry, so I had to eat. I feel huge and gross. Tried doing sit-ups but the cuts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 20

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    I want a Ana buddy. Someone to trade tips & to be able to just team up with me . Someone to understand and keep us both going . Anyone ?
    XooLilBarbieXoo XooLilBarbieXoo 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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