I Starve Myself

Today I was pressured into eating. I had no desire to, but the guilt from the disappointed and unconvinced look on their faces broke me. I ate part of a sandwich and a cutie (small orange) and even a piece of a candy bar! I tried to get...

i starve my self because it is the only thing that makes me feel better since  cutting mself has lost the affects it used to have so not eating allows me to have control over something and the fact that when i am hungery...

I starve myself because to be pretty you need to be skinny. I need to loose 40 pounds. I need to be 85 pounds. I used to be anerexic, but then my parents find out and that is why I'm so overweight now. Anyone in the same position?

Im starving myself again and i'd forgotten how good it feels, i did it a few years ago because i was really overweight and wanted a fast way to see results. Last time i starved myself i lost 7 Stone in about 4 months, but for the second...

I know it sounds stupid ..

I know it sounds ridiculous ..

I know it doesn't make sense ..

But It somehow makes me feel alive ..

Incredibly alive ..

But when I cant take it ..

It hurts so bad and leads me to death ..

I...

I do it.  That is all there is to it.  I don't judge people who eat.  I am only critical of myself.  I am too critical sometimes.  But, if starving helps me feel like a real person, then that is what I am...

tomorrow is the day I will start again all over like i did starve for on e week but then i just lost it but tonorrow i will do it no mather what

This past weekend, I was able to cut my calories to about 900 a day. I basically started to count the calories I was eating; I didn't realize how many calories I ate in a given day! I write down what I eat in a notebook and in a My...

It actually all started like one and a half year ago. I felt lonely because I had noone I could trust or talk to about my problems. A friend of mine was suffering bad depressions (she still is) and I felt extremely guilty because I didn...

My husband was the only one who knew, but now I want to share...When I was 12 years old, I gained 80, Yes 80 pounds in one summer. My mother took me to the doctor's and I was diagnosed with a medical condition that causes obesity, among...

It's been getting harder to restrict calories. My family always takes me out to eat, and I end up overeating. I overate yesterday, and I've felt horrible ever since. The scales do not look good. This sucks.

So far I haven't eaten today...

I am looking for a fasting friend... Someone who will support me on my road to being thin... Someone to encourage me... And I would love to be the same to someone else :)

I've been always fussed and beat for eating and I have learn to starve Myself to avoid drama. I am underwieght and very unhealthy. I have also gave up in life because I'm almost 30 single no reason to live

Longest I've gone without any food, not one bite or drop of anything was 16 days .. I mainly survived on redbull and chewy because of the bad breath that comes along with not eating oh and loads of water ! It's crazy but you just feel...

When I was 13, I was able to starve myself for 2 months. I was able to loose a lot of weight and I got really fit those days. But when school finally arrived, I loose control and I figured I was getting fat again. Now, it's been roughly...

I've was always ripped on in my childhood for being "ugly" or "fat."
People would never want to talk to me because they didn't think I was attractive Like the other girls in school. I still tried my best to be kind to the other kids but...

This just happened upon me b/c I couldn't afford to feed myself, anymore. It doesn't help that I get alot of compliments and positive attention (besides Mommie Dearest, of course) for it, now. It's veeery difficult to explain, maybe if...

I always have some days on which I could eat from the moment I woke up to the moment I fall asleep.. and sometimes I just love eating nothing for one or two days.. I just love the feeling.. you're not so full and somehow you just feel...

When I'm depressed, it feels good not to eat--I tend to binge and then feel guilty about it.  I'll go a day or two without eating.  The pain in my stomach, the dizziness, it actually feels good.  I guess this would be...

I dont do it to lose weight, or to feel pretty.. I do it so that my daughter can eat, have a roof over her head and clothes on her back. When money is tight my needs come last.