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I Starve Myself

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    Whatever, IDC. Tomorrow,

    I won't eat anything. I don't deserve it. No food for me tomorrow. I need to lose the weight I've gained today by eating like an stupid fat pig. I'm soooo disgusting. I'm so stupid. Ugh.
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 4 Responses Mar 2

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    Maria134747 Maria134747 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    Today I'm restarting my fast.

    I binged this weekend while with some friends this time I will not give in for a whole month. I will drink water and only eat celery if I feel the urge to binge. I am 140 pounds and I'm 5'4. I hope I can stay strong this time
    sydthekid15 sydthekid15 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    I have only ever known how to starve myself.

    But 2 years ago I got married and since then I have put on weight. I'm trying to lose it again but i end up starving myself as I don't know how to do a balance diet. I really want to lose weight fast so that I can keep motivated and then I can eat healthy once I lost some weight...
    Tofi786 Tofi786 22-25, F Jun 7

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    Heller, this is my first time sharing a post

    with you guys so here I go. I've always been chubby or "thick" most of my life and I never let it bother me. High school changed that for the worst. For 7 years I didn't even think about what kind of opinion people had about me and suddenly I found my self starting to care so...
    GattoBeKittenMeow GattoBeKittenMeow 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    Does anyone else get like a high feeling

    when they don't eat for a while? Or if they just eat a little bit all day? Cause I sometimes don't eat all day or just snack a little bit and I get a dizzy-high feeling.
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I'm just getting into this diet thing feeling

    for food is almost non existent
    Thinner30 Thinner30 26-30, F Apr 24, 2014

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    I've always have had problems with my weight.

    I've always been the 'big' girl out of all my friends. And I hate that feeling. it makes me sick. I've tried so many diets and nothing helps. I hate myself.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 20

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    it's what I've been doing

    for about six months now. I fast for a couple days then end up binging and then I start to fast again. it's a never ending cycle and I wish I could just reach my goal weight. I'm so ******* fat.
    suicidegetout suicidegetout 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 25

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    Help

    I need help motivating myself to continue not to eat. I have very little time to lose a lot of weight. Any help will be highly appreciated!
    thankgodforlesbianism thankgodforlesbianism 18-21 3 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    Because I Can't Keep Watching The Scale Go Up When I'm Trying To Hard.

    I've worked out for an hour a day for two years....somtimes 3 hours....and sure my weight goes down 4 pounds, but it always goes right back up. Im not eating anymore. Two years ago i stopped eating, and that lasted a year...I ate one granola bar a day....I list 20 pounds, i...
    Karlygal Karlygal 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2013

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    This is the first day I've started to really

    starve myself. Im going to try to go all day and it's really hard. Water isn't filling enough
    Rileyann00 Rileyann00 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    If it was up to me the only thing I would eat

    is diet pills... It's physically hard to eat and when I do sometimes I cry I get so upset with myself when I eat that I have this urge to throw up after I eat. I tried going days without eating but my boyfriend won't let me I love him but he makes me eat he even wrote a song...
    penguinpenguins penguinpenguins 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    Hi, I have just started today,

    18 hours in. I just want to feel safe talk to someone about this. I am currently around 180lbs & I want to lose 40-60 in a month, you know before school starts. I'm going back to a school I haven't been to in a year because I was homeschooled because of bullying & I want to show...
    ScenieWeenie ScenieWeenie 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    Why Do I Starve Myself.

    So many people ask this question. I starve myself because every morning i look in the mirror The mirror frames my disappointment, exposes my every flaw. I starve myself because i want to be happy, and skinny is the only way i know how I starve myself because sometimes i just...
    Gainingsmileslosingweight Gainingsmileslosingweight 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    I'm down to 120.. My parents keep calling me

    phsycotic. Threatening to send me away. I'm tired of them joking about it and making fun of me.
    theoutcast66 theoutcast66 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I've been starving myself

    since the summer. I cannot deny that it helped me lose lots of weight. I normally have a little portion of food for lunch (low calories of course) per day, at first it was hard but I got used to it, I'd do anything to become skinny
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9

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    It Feels Good

    When I'm depressed, it feels good not to eat--I tend to binge and then feel guilty about it.  I'll go a day or two without eating.  The pain in my stomach, the dizziness, it actually feels good.  I guess this would be considered non-purging bulimia and extremely...
    igowild igowild 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 31, 2007

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    In fact, I'm starting now.

    I'm officially starting my diet. I'm not going to eat another simple carb or sugary, fattening food again. I'm a great person but because of my overindulgence I have become a total whale. 130 pounds over what I should weigh. I'm a full blown fatty who doesn't deserve good food...
    purplepumpkin17 purplepumpkin17 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    And Don't Realize It...

    My husband was the only one who knew, but now I want to share...When I was 12 years old, I gained 80, Yes 80 pounds in one summer. My mother took me to the doctor's and I was diagnosed with a medical condition that causes obesity, among other things. There is nothing to do to...
    25tashat25 25tashat25 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 27, 2011

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    My fiancé is putting demands on me

    since I left to visit home for a while. It seems his reason is that he misses me which results in him developing this two sided personality. First he loves me, the next he hates me guts. All he does is work, he does not listen to me when I tell him to eat and sleep. I've been...
    Triangless Triangless 18-21 Aug 20

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    I'm so hungry I have not eaten in a few days.

    I'm so afraid to eat! I just can't
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 29

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    PrayingForBetterDays PrayingForBetterDays 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2014

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    I need an Ana coach to help me lose weight.

    ..AND YES I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER...I just feel like the voices in my head aren't enough... Message me please if you are available!
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3 18-21, F May 5

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    Every day I get called fat.

    I got so sick of it I'm starting to starve myself. Who else does this?!?
    sanner019 sanner019 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    I'm starving myself again,

    I of course don't enjoy the feeling and I love food but I am only doing this just till I'm skinny, then I will continue to eat healthy and work out. I just need to be skinny.
    IwillBePretty4U IwillBePretty4U 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Hello my name is Kayla ,

    I weigh 198 pounds now ! I am 12 .. yes im not proud of my weight whats so ever , But I have been starving myself for a week or so and ive lost weight ( 8 - 9 lbs. ) I want to be skinny like my friends and I always want to look nice for my vacation in the summer .. I have stress...
    Istarve123 Istarve123 16-17 1 Response Jan 18

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    my self cutting has turned into internal pain.

    this has been going on since around July and it got really bad, I started off only wanting to lose a few pounds and then I just didn't want to stop. I feel so in control and I love the feeling I get after seeing that my weight dropped. I just hope one day I can be pretty
    elizabethcalvin elizabethcalvin 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I have been trying to fully commit to starving

    myself and I have been trying to eat less food since April 29th so I made a food log and now I am fully ready to stay committed. I have a plan to only eat 800-900 calories a day but I'm sure I will be persuaded casually so I will need others help! I really want to be skinny
    radicaldieter radicaldieter 18-21, F Jun 14

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    Starving Again And Loving It.

    Im starving myself again and i'd forgotten how good it feels, i did it a few years ago because i was really overweight and wanted a fast way to see results. Last time i starved myself i lost 7 Stone in about 4 months, but for the second two months i was using my exercise bike for...
    Stezza Stezza 26-30, M 44 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    I put on too much weight already

    and apparently I am overweight by a lot. It makes me feel terrible knowing that the fat goes to the wrong places I should fast for 3 days because I shouldn't be this overweight Being this overweight is not good for my health and active lifestyle
    cute4me cute4me 16-17, T May 5

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    1 day 2 days 3 days 4.

    ... Darling what is one day more? 5 days 6 days 7 days now Oh it's been a week now. What's one more?
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Nov 30, 2013

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    I'm doing it again . I'm not eating

    and when I do I feel horrible . I lost like 5 pounds which is good . I guess
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    I've started to starve myself more.

    At the moment I only go 24 hours without food. My mum makes me dinner and I have to eat it. Eating makes me feel sick and guilty. I'm always irritated and moody, but deep down I like being in control.
    FrickenChicken FrickenChicken 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    Win not sure how but I last all weekend without

    eating! I feel ok! I've drank a ton of water today and that's really help me feel full! I wasn't sure I was going to make it but I did! Now let's see if I can make it til Monday! I think I can
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 7

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    Restarting this tomorrow

    because i messed up... My weight keeps fluctuating and its annoying me a lot, so what im going to do is just drink tea and lots of water and dont eat a thing until Monday. :) with exerise though ;) I really want to lose a lot of weight before summer.
    AokiKoixora AokiKoixora 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    I wish I didn't have to eat.

    I wish I could go on and on without eating. I wish I could look in the mirror and not be disgusted.
    Valentine244 Valentine244 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    this is it. I'm starting to starve tomorrow.

    and I need a lot of support.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 20

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    i don't think it's bad,

    i love feeling empty and just being tired. gives me a reason to not get out of bed and touch food or see people. ♡
    m00nbeams m00nbeams 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    I'm 165cm and about 125kg

    and after reading about manic3289's experience, would like to try to see if it works. Update: I'm allowing myself unsweetened green tea. Update: I'm on to the third day and I must admit, I keep thinking about food. But I've also realised that it's really a habit. Haven't...
    kuuderekitsune kuuderekitsune 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    VividMEhot VividMEhot 16-17, F May 4

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    I need a starving buddy.

    Message me if you're interested!
    NotThinYet NotThinYet 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    im in love with the feeling,

    lost one pound today!
    Banabear Banabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11, 2014

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    A friend from middle school found out somehow

    about my eating habits and is a nutritionist. She's started me on this plan to help me "lose the weight while staying healthy" it includes me having to eat over a thousand calories daily, obviously not immediately. I want to. I just don't think I can.
    Kimi0 Kimi0 18-21, F Aug 3

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    I Felt Destroyed Inside After Being Bullied So I Starved Myself

    So I Was A "Normal" Student Going To 6th Grade At The Time And Of Course Like Any Elementary Student They Wanted To Bring Something For Their Class On Their Birthday. So When June Came Around I Didnt Realize That I Would Ever Get Bullied For My Weight, Sexuality, And For Having...
    PorcupineBoyXD PorcupineBoyXD 13-15, M 5 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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