I Starve Myself

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    When ever i feel depress I starve myself I did

    it for two months now I don't eat breakfast not lunch I only eat dinner hoping one day it will kill me cuz I don't have the one person that cares bout me I use to weight 40 kg but now I weight 33 kg my parent didn't know bout this cuz they never cares bout me
    lookket lookket
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 5, 2015

    I hate eating and I don't like

    when my mom and sis force me to eat and I know the effects of not eating but I'm too upset to eat
    dominick6 dominick6
    16-17, M
    Aug 3, 2015

    A friend from middle school found out somehow

    about my eating habits and is a nutritionist. She's started me on this plan to help me "lose the weight while staying healthy" it includes me having to eat over a thousand calories daily, obviously not immediately. I want to. I just don't think I can.
    Kimi0 Kimi0
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    My depression and self image problems have

    really gotten the best of me now. I have given up yet again, on changing other things about myself since for some reason, those things do not matter for as long as people will always have "first impressions". I have starved myself in the past, usually for the wrong reasons back...
    calliney calliney
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2015

    no one can stop me now I live on my own now,

    I will do this until I reach my goal
    megs1717 megs1717
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2015

    Okay here's a explanation to everyone.

    .. Many tell me to just eat healthy and exercise. Well I have hundreds of times. I'm a complete fat fxcking ***. Anyways, when I diet like that I feel like I'm gaining weight. I get super depressed for not seeing results and not even feeling a difference. I've starved in high...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 1, 2015

    Because it works. And I won't stop

    until I'm where I want to be. I used to weigh 255 pounds. Now I weigh 170. I started by starving myself. Unintentionally, of course. I skipped lunch one day and that turned into skipping breakfast, lunch and dinner for a month and that turned into 'Hey, these pants are too big...
    TheWalkingDread TheWalkingDread
    22-25, F
    Jan 21

    It Feels Good

    When I'm depressed, it feels good not to eat--I tend to binge and then feel guilty about it.  I'll go a day or two without eating.  The pain in my stomach, the dizziness, it actually feels good.  I guess this would be considered non-purging bulimia and extremely...
    igowild igowild
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Jul 31, 2007

    I Felt Destroyed Inside After Being Bullied So I Starved Myself

    So I Was A "Normal" Student Going To 6th Grade At The Time And Of Course Like Any Elementary Student They Wanted To Bring Something For Their Class On Their Birthday. So When June Came Around I Didnt Realize That I Would Ever Get Bullied For My Weight, Sexuality, And For Having...
    PorcupineBoyXD PorcupineBoyXD
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Aug 7, 2013

    I want to lose a lot of weight.

    I'm tired of looking this way. I'll starve or eat much less till I'm no longer fat. I need a buddy to keep each other motivated and remind how much I still have to lose.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 27

    I've started to starve myself more.

    At the moment I only go 24 hours without food. My mum makes me dinner and I have to eat it. Eating makes me feel sick and guilty. I'm always irritated and moody, but deep down I like being in control.
    FrickenChicken FrickenChicken
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2015
    dominick6 dominick6
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jul 25, 2015

    Why Do I Starve Myself.

    So many people ask this question. I starve myself because every morning i look in the mirror The mirror frames my disappointment, exposes my every flaw. I starve myself because i want to be happy, and skinny is the only way i know how I starve myself because sometimes i just...
    Gainingsmileslosingweight Gainingsmileslosingweight
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 3, 2013

    I started starving myself today

    and i dont feel very hungry, but i know its been just one day. I'm super nervous that it wont work and that im only gonna gain weight. I dont know what to think and i'm feeling lost. People say that i'm thin and dont need to lose anything. Sometimes i feel that they are right...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Mar 2
    Maria134747 Maria134747
    16-17, F
    7 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    I'm just getting into this diet thing feeling

    for food is almost non existent
    Thinner30 Thinner30
    26-30, F
    Apr 24, 2014

    I found this website

    because I want to starve myself to lose weight.I want to look how I feel empty maybe it will make me feel better.
    LadyLive2012 LadyLive2012
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 27, 2015

    I used to be in some kinda shape

    because I love running....But my ankles are seriously messed up and ruined my love for running....I've been gaining all this weight...I also have always been thicker than most other girls. I've tried to throw up my food but it doesn't work. I'm all alone...If I talked to anyone...
    socccer13 socccer13
    18-21
    Sep 30, 2015

    I'm down to 120.. My parents keep calling me

    phsycotic. Threatening to send me away. I'm tired of them joking about it and making fun of me.
    theoutcast66 theoutcast66
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

    I've noticed I'm starving myself more

    and more by the week. it's only started with one meal, but now it's been two days...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 10, 2015

    Honestly I don't starve myself the way most

    people do. Well I never starve myself purposely anyway. But once in a while I get so hungry but too lazy to find food and so I starve. The feeling itself is just... I don't know how to describe it. It feels good. That doesn't sound right but yeah i like it. It's like I hold...
    CallMeShayYeah CallMeShayYeah
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    Hi, I have just started today,

    18 hours in. I just want to feel safe talk to someone about this. I am currently around 180lbs & I want to lose 40-60 in a month, you know before school starts. I'm going back to a school I haven't been to in a year because I was homeschooled because of bullying & I want to show...
    ScenieWeenie ScenieWeenie
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jul 8, 2014

    Because I Can't Keep Watching The Scale Go Up When I'm Trying To Hard.

    I've worked out for an hour a day for two years....somtimes 3 hours....and sure my weight goes down 4 pounds, but it always goes right back up. Im not eating anymore. Two years ago i stopped eating, and that lasted a year...I ate one granola bar a day....I list 20 pounds, i...
    Karlygal Karlygal
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 30, 2013

    1 day 2 days 3 days 4.

    ... Darling what is one day more? 5 days 6 days 7 days now Oh it's been a week now. What's one more?
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09
    18-21, F
    Nov 30, 2013

    With my family's attitude I'm only going to

    gain weight. ******* leave me alone.
    renoirs renoirs
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 26

    I can help anybody who wants to reach their

    goals. I am also struggling to lose weight also. Please message me. We can help each other.
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3
    18-21, F
    Oct 5, 2014

    My body isn't happy. My mind isn't happy.

    I don't know why I do this. Its almost soothing. I need to love myself again, and being fat isn't helping. I know this isn't the right way to do things, but I am so desperate. I just need someone there to talk to about it. No one will understand. I have to hide this from my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    Not because of body image issues.

    Just because I hate the idea of food a lot of the time, but mostly I like feeling weak and empty and in pain.
    eonme eonme
    18-21, T
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    And Don't Realize It...

    My husband was the only one who knew, but now I want to share...When I was 12 years old, I gained 80, Yes 80 pounds in one summer. My mother took me to the doctor's and I was diagnosed with a medical condition that causes obesity, among other things. There is nothing to do to...
    25tashat25 25tashat25
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jun 27, 2011

    hello, sorry if I have some missed spelled

    words in my country we speak Spanish. well anyway I want to start the starving diet but I'm kind of scared that I wont complete it ive been fat my whole life but this year I gained to much weight since I was in seventh grade ive weight 190 pounds but this year a gained about...
    crazygirlsdontcry crazygirlsdontcry
    16-17, F
    Aug 28, 2015

    I really don't want to get anorexia

    so I'm pretty much forcing myself to eat.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 3, 2015

    i do it because i can.

    Nobody can tell me i can't do it. it's my life, not yours. I understand you worry, but there's no need. I can control it and take care of myself. I do it because I'm morbidly obese, not because I want attention. It's how i actually see myself. I see myself as big as a mirror...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Sep 19, 2015

    it's what I've been doing

    for about six months now. I fast for a couple days then end up binging and then I start to fast again. it's a never ending cycle and I wish I could just reach my goal weight. I'm so ******* fat.
    suicidegetout suicidegetout
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2014

    I weigh 281 pounds and I am miserable.

    I'm on anti-depressant and anti-psychotic medication which make me gain weigh. I don't exercise because my medicine make me tired plus my back hurt when I stand to long. I know starving myself is not the best decision but I'm tired of getting bigger and bigger. I'm too ashamed...
    LadyLive2012 LadyLive2012
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Sep 28, 2015

    I don't do it on purpose.

    But food makes me feel horrible. I'd rather starve than eat and be miserable. I'm so messed up -_-
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 4, 2015

    I just want to lose weight.

    A huge amount of weight. I'm so tired of looking in the mirror and constantly being disappointed with how big I look. I use to starve myself and was on God only knows how many diet pills a day. I can't seem to get back to that. I'm alone 5 days a week (my work schedule is weird...
    meggielizz2014 meggielizz2014
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 29

    I'm starving myself again,

    I of course don't enjoy the feeling and I love food but I am only doing this just till I'm skinny, then I will continue to eat healthy and work out. I just need to be skinny.
    IwillBePretty4U IwillBePretty4U
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    I lost 5kgs in a week,

    is that good or bad?
    renoirs renoirs
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 26
    kate139 kate139
    16-17, F
    Apr 14

    I want to lose weight

    and look small.. I'm the shortest out of my friends but I seem so big next to them. Last Saturday I went out to try dresses on a few dresses for a wedding I will be attending and instead of enjoying my day, I experienced the worst day of my life.. I tried on about 10 dresses...
    Anonxxf Anonxxf
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 14

    If it was up to me the only thing I would eat

    is diet pills... It's physically hard to eat and when I do sometimes I cry I get so upset with myself when I eat that I have this urge to throw up after I eat. I tried going days without eating but my boyfriend won't let me I love him but he makes me eat he even wrote a song...
    penguinpenguins penguinpenguins
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 23, 2014

    Today I'm restarting my fast.

    I binged this weekend while with some friends this time I will not give in for a whole month. I will drink water and only eat celery if I feel the urge to binge. I am 140 pounds and I'm 5'4. I hope I can stay strong this time
    sydthekid15 sydthekid15
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 15, 2014

    Help

    I need help motivating myself to continue not to eat. I have very little time to lose a lot of weight. Any help will be highly appreciated!
    thankgodforlesbianism thankgodforlesbianism
    18-21
    3 Responses Jul 22, 2013

    Every day I get called fat.

    I got so sick of it I'm starting to starve myself. Who else does this?!?
    sanner019 sanner019
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jun 11, 2014

    I usually only eat 100 calories a day.

    I will feel horrible if I eat any more than that. It makes me happy when I don't eat. I really don't know why. I just love the feeling of my stomach being empty.
    ashleygrierrr ashleygrierrr
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Apr 19, 2014

    Heller, this is my first time sharing a post

    with you guys so here I go. I've always been chubby or "thick" most of my life and I never let it bother me. High school changed that for the worst. For 7 years I didn't even think about what kind of opinion people had about me and suddenly I found my self starting to care so...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Feb 24, 2014

    I actually can't help it anymore.

    .. I'm not stopping till this is achieved...
    bubblebubba bubblebubba
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2015

    When i started cutting my meals from 3 a day to

    1 a day, i managed the stomach pains by drinking loads of water. About 2 or 3 bottles a day. But a week after i started this i met this guy who i have fallen for and i told myself i would be honest with him so i told him. He worries about me a lot so for him i started going back...
    kate139 kate139
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 13

    I like the results kind of

    but i want to lose more weight and i cant stop thinking im fat help... My dad isnt helping he keeps telling me i eat too much and that im a pig when i barely even eat
    anthonymusto55 anthonymusto55
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 27, 2014

    Restarting this tomorrow

    because i messed up... My weight keeps fluctuating and its annoying me a lot, so what im going to do is just drink tea and lots of water and dont eat a thing until Monday. :) with exerise though ;) I really want to lose a lot of weight before summer.
    AokiKoixora AokiKoixora
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 15, 2015

    i don't think it's bad,

    i love feeling empty and just being tired. gives me a reason to not get out of bed and touch food or see people. ♡
    m00nbeams m00nbeams
    18-21, F
    Aug 7, 2014

    I starve myself and if I eat i throw it up,

    well I try to throw up as much as i can. But I dont feel any diffrent other than that I have lost weight, I know this is not healthy but it does not affect me this feels normal to me and now its just something I do :/
    AnnaK17 AnnaK17
    18-21, F
    Dec 29, 2015

    I wish I didn't have to eat.

    I wish I could go on and on without eating. I wish I could look in the mirror and not be disgusted.
    Valentine244 Valentine244
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Mar 27, 2015

    Starving Again And Loving It.

    Im starving myself again and i'd forgotten how good it feels, i did it a few years ago because i was really overweight and wanted a fast way to see results. Last time i starved myself i lost 7 Stone in about 4 months, but for the second two months i was using my exercise bike for...
    Stezza Stezza
    26-30, M
    56 Responses Feb 3, 2011

    Umm hey guys this is my first full day

    and I am currently 146.8 and it's Wednesday I would love to get to 140 by Saturday so I would love if you guys would help me stay on track !!!!
    laomi566 laomi566
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2015

    My mother said that I don't know what it's like

    to be hungry. I know she didn't mean it in a bad or insulting way, but I'm self consists about my weight and sometimes I starve myself because the thought of eating makes me sick. She doesn't know these things, so I don't hate her for saying it, I'm just a bit angry...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 3, 2015

    I've always been overweight.

    As a kid, I was the chubby one. And I hated it. Now growing up I just gained more and more weight and now my BMI says I'm obese even though I don't look that fat, I'm just short and heavy because I used to play tennis and i still have lots of muscle from that. First I started...
    blueboness blueboness
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 30
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 24, 2014

    I need a starving buddy.

    Message me if you're interested!
    NotThinYet NotThinYet
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jun 29, 2014
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