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I Starve

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 23

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    I am 19 I want to be 140 pounds I weigh 195 and I am 5'3 I just want my body to be perfect I feel so fat I need a little motivation im going to starve myself idk how long its going...
    BeautyAMM BeautyAMM 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I started to starve myself last week. My weight is getting too out of control and it's the only way I know how to lose weight.
    fullen fullen 22-25, M Nov 25

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    Starting a fast from today! I've tried to do this so many times but it always falls through! Really could do with some extra motivation and tips to get me through it this time...
    Skinnymuffintop Skinnymuffintop 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I'm about 3 kgs off my goal weight, I did exercise and eat healthy but the last few kilograms won't go. At first I thought it would be hard but it's been my fifth day and all I've...
    Itainteasybeinsleazy Itainteasybeinsleazy 18-21 Dec 2

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    I miss her. The rules that govern social convention say I shouldn't. I never met her in person, but I know her. I know her in ways her husband doesn't (or doesn't care to know...
    aaw7395 aaw7395 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 2

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    Out of all the days of week Sundays are the worst for me. My mother always reprimands me and I have next to no peace. Today was Yule and I couldn't even savor its morning. I was...
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I have body disphormia.. My doctor confirmed it and told me I'll be alright I just need to tell myself I'm amazing... Well all I want to do is starve myself for a couple months.. I...
    Amy1313 Amy1313 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    so I had the dont starve together beta and as some may know it is the multiplier version of dont starve. Well it turns out all my friends have the single player version and cannot...
    onewhosupplants onewhosupplants 22-25, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I see out of the corner of my eye a spark the mark of something undefined. The words whirl rise from the depths of my soul I try to tempt them down but I guess I am not asking in...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    my cousin Priscilla, my uncle Tex and my aunt Yvonne take my grandmothers pension money away every month. They also hit her and starve her. Shez afraid. Priscilla makes her babysit...
    roxrockman roxrockman 26-30, F Nov 22

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    It would be a dream job, but all of the stories about how some models are forced to starve themselves and such puts me off a bit :/
    Mselisa Mselisa 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 23

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    Everything has finally been getting better. I still have moments when I feel hopeless and want to die, but I just cry and sit it out. The sadness goes away much faster. My self...
    sunny1818 sunny1818 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 23

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    I'm really not meaning to starve myself. I don't feel overweight at 85 lbs. Actually I feel the opposite. Like I am too tiny. I feel like I don't take up space. But no food is...
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Story of my ******* life and this will be the ******* end of me as I binge and self hate. Days like these make me wonder why I can't want it enough to starve again and feel pretty...
    emiri77 emiri77 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention...
    AlissaCupcakes AlissaCupcakes 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention...
    AlissaCupcakes AlissaCupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    ?? "why are you so happy?" "why'd you dye your hair blue." "you're weird." "oh, you don't seem sad." "ew you're emo." "why would you starve yourself?" "Oh my gosh! Clara you're...
    xHugsxArexHappinessx xHugsxArexHappinessx 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    Today's promise: God is always ready to help us and expects us to help others! How do you respond to those who seek to hurt you? "Love your enemies! Do good to them! Lend to them...
    Katie419 Katie419 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention...
    AlissaCupcakes AlissaCupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I want to starve myself. I hate looking at these stupid girls at school that have huge boobs or a good looking butt and chicken legs and I'm right here covering myself up with over...
    JJsGirl19 JJsGirl19 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    when in reality I'm worthless. I have lost everything I love which was mainly my ex, and now my parents have taken away the last thing that I could lose which is my car because it...
    HollyD23 HollyD23 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    My biggest pet peeve is definitely needless complaining. Complaining about your weight when people around the world starve. Complaining that your cellphone sucks when most people...
    bsthebenster bsthebenster 18-21, M Nov 26

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    I have been in recovery for several years now but I understand why they say with anorexia, or any other addiction, you are recovering, but nver fully recovered. Sunday my husband...
    lil0miss0sunshine lil0miss0sunshine 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    It's been awhile. I deleted all my stories awhile back, and I need to vent, so I apologize for the rant. It seems like no matter what I do, I just can't win. Sure, I'll be happy...
    JustEndIt JustEndIt 16-17, M 3 Responses Nov 29

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    {three. A filthy or failing combustion supporter will starve the flame of wanted oxygen as well. Thoroughly clean the fan and find out if that enhances its efficiency.Given that...
    Joshua604a3xn8 Joshua604a3xn8 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    Has anyone noticed how perfection paralyzes us? It can be beauty wherein you stop and stare, holding that gaze longer, and will it to be a part of you. You lust for it. It can be...
    EpikEcko EpikEcko 18-21 3 Responses Nov 30

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    {3. A filthy or failing combustion supporter will starve the flame of essential oxygen far too. Cleanse the enthusiast and see if that enhances its efficiency.An electric wall...
    Alexander714e5dr0 Alexander714e5dr0 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 30

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    I'm currently trying to starve myself and work out. I don't know why but I feel like I do that I'll feel better in myself.. I hate myself so much. If I had the opportunity to kill...
    oxoxJillianxoxo oxoxJillianxoxo 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    A friend of mine posted this video (link at the end of my post) It was a really interesting video [although I don't agree with the religious context] it just really makes me wonder...
    Mj13ahestrella Mj13ahestrella 22-25, F Nov 30

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    watched a movie in class about women's suffrage and how hard women fought for them, about how they starved them selves and got force fed. I admire the bravery in women. you're the...
    dksl14 dksl14 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    UNIVERSITY EDUCATION FEE & REFORM.... This note is about the proposed university reform (Higher Education Reform) by the government and by the university sector itself. Before I...
    jiaberg jiaberg 51-55, M Dec 1

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    My family hates me and want me out of here. I wouldn't blame them I'm a terrible child! I don't take out the garbage everyday bcz I'm exhausted from cheer and when they talk crap...
    PrincessMarina PrincessMarina 13-15, F Dec 1

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    Starved for a run in the rain, feeling grass in my toes and smelling everything.
    Silhelm Silhelm 22-25, M Dec 1

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    29th post. Some happy memories that spring to mind, come from the greatest source of fulfilment in my life. My daughters, and although they are 19 and 17,there is nothing I wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Dec 2

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    As much as I love my girlfriend, last night I've come to the painful realization that it's best I end it. We didn't argue or fight about anything, I just think that she's so broken...
    MrShinra MrShinra 31-35, M 8 Responses Dec 2

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    I was fine being miserable before you came along. Then you appeared, like an angel of light. You swept me off my feet, made me feel comfortable and accepted as I am. You told me...
    SpanishRose10 SpanishRose10 31-35, F Dec 2

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    I am doing ok, yes life has at times been difficult, but I am a very positive and optimistic person, and I really care about others. One of my passions is writing, I have a blog...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 3

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    Why do ppl say it's unhealthy or ur anorexic or u won't have babies or that u starve yourself just bcuz u have a thigh gad? It doesn't always mean that bcuz I have a thigh gap and...
    Itsmytimetooshine Itsmytimetooshine 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 3

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    I'm absolutely sick of the way I look. I find myself wanting to starve myself. Plus, it's annoying me to be like this. I can't stand it.
    CrypticIris CrypticIris 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    Present day farmers now work on pastures in higher increase making, gown in beautiful outfits, try to eat at locations where the food stuff is made elsewhere, and mention the land...
    John4814esg6 John4814esg6 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    As Singapore’s premier built-in Health care provider and leading international healthcare team, SingHealth’s hospitals and Specialty Centres are recognised as tertiary centres...
    Joseph9257jwj6 Joseph9257jwj6 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    This suggests SNEC's people can look ahead to support of the best and many constant top quality. Individuals may be assured that their requirements and protection continue being...
    Ryan505m0vr1 Ryan505m0vr1 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    open and close and walk away fires and thrills, day by day and the nights grow weary and end with sighs growing dead and coming alive the humming and questions piling up since when...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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