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I Starve

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    I've been starving for about three year

    and I've been in love with my body and my weight :-)
    Itsawildalyssa Itsawildalyssa 16-17 Jan 19

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6, 2014

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    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 23, 2014

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    I weigh 260 at just under 5 foot. I am morbidly obese. I am calorie restricting at 500 calories a day with moderate exercise and whenever I'm hungry I drink a glass of water and...
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    I would like to start a sort of sex group for people that are In a relationship with someone that has disabilities that keeps them from having sex. So we the healthy sex starved...
    Lordfiercelove Lordfiercelove 31-35 1 Response 2 days ago

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    About 10 years ago , I was anorexic . I worked out 8 hours a day and I starved myself . I was barely 93 pounds and I was dying . It was all thanks to my ex husband who constantly...
    Ezmee Ezmee 36-40, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    In every city we have the corporates the movers and shakers that shape the economy into a flourishing prosperous Capitalistic environment. But we forget that in every City there...
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    this may sound bad but I don't want to recover at all I can't just stop starving it's hard I want to talk to be just like me trying to lose weight and trying to be skinny I can't...
    anaskitty anaskitty 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    If I found an adorable girl who would enjoy spending quality time with me by thinking with portals, trying not to starve, and clearing Hyperion scum off of Pandora, it would be a...
    LordNexus78 LordNexus78 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I was born there. I no longer live there because of what a filthy, dirty, corrupt and ignorance filled place it is. The people were ******** and literally Everything is taxed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 21

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    I need somebody to help me starve myself!
    Imsofat5 Imsofat5 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    Why is this weight loss so emotional for me. I've tired eating clean and couldn't lose past a certain weight. I've tried gluten free and even paleo. A part of me feels I'll never...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Jul 20

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    I explained in a previous story how I have a lot of issues with food. I honestly think I have some sort of eating disorder, I don't know exactly what, but my relationship with food...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I just feel like losing control. Giving up on trying to fight it. After almost 8 years of struggling day by day I am just done. I get that I am never gonna get better, that I am...
    rokrchik1211 rokrchik1211 18-21, F Jul 19

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    I am scared of any kind of active emotionality in every human-being including myself. Why every word has to have a particular emotion? Where it came from? Either it's a sparkling...
    sirolosirolo sirolosirolo 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    And do you think that unto such as you A myopic-minded, starved, fanatic crew God gave a secret, and denied it me? Well, well—what matters it? Believe that, too! -Omar Khayyám...
    snowwhitejrm snowwhitejrm 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I'm just useless with that kind of thing, and if I didn't have people like my family making sure I eat something I think I would starve pretty quickly, haha. My dad is pretty...
    ViperaStellaris ViperaStellaris 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    With each new day in Africa, a gazelle wakes up knowing he must outrun the fastest lion or perish.At the same time, a lion stirs and stretches, knowing he must outrun the fastest...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Jul 17

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    1. I am 32 soon 2. I have mild Autism and can function like everyone else 3. I am starting my own commercial photography business. 4. I am trapped in a loveless and unfulfilling...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    People think you need a mighty name to be fearless. I say nay!! For the mighty is something innocent, unremarkable. I am hear to tell you I would love to be compared to grass...
    GWMH GWMH 56-60, M 9 Responses Jul 15

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    I don't know how much I need to say about this. I used to be anorexic. Sometimes I still starve myself. I can't love myself. I can't. That's the way I am. And I hate the way I am.
    DieForYou DieForYou 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Like many of you, I was scandalized to learn yesterday that the top doctor for Planned Parenthood noted on a video made in the summer of 2014 that her organization was making a...
    ronnkron ronnkron 22-25, F 12 Responses Jul 15

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    I started this group because I don't think I'm the only one that thinks this is true. The anonymous format, the distances between us, all seems to allow for the "guards" to come...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 21 Responses Jul 14

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    No, you're supposed to be proud of me. You're supposed to say "I'm proud of what you've become" because it's the road you chose for me even though everything is against my will. I...
    FinnyFunny FinnyFunny 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    My mother. what can i say? she is the typical indian woman in all the wrong ways. If there is one thing I can't relate to is when kids complain that their parents care to much and...
    Grasshopper98 Grasshopper98 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I'm literally never eating again. I've been trying to lose weight and I just keep gaining. What the heck is wrong with me!? I count calories, eat right, do what I'm supposed to...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I have a variety of mental illnesses so I must take medications that all have a side effect of weight gain. I am now 5'4 and 140 lbs. I used to be 114 until I had to take these...
    zoesimonesays zoesimonesays 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    Camping near a gun range. Gunfire. Normal. Semi auto. And full auto. Was told bullets were costly. So how many kids starved. For the shots heard by me daily...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 11

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    Dads don’t always get positive feedback for what we do. Years ago, when our daughter was about one year old, I put her in her stroller and walked the few blocks to a small park...
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    1. well I am gay 2. I am most likely the weirdest person on the planet earth 3. I love to cook 4. I have alot of problems i.e. depression and suicidal ideations anxiety and others...
    timedragon timedragon 22-25, M Jul 8

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    So, I have two cats, Congo (male) and Zara, (female). Yesterday, zara had to go in for dental surgery. The whole day, after she came home, Congo hissed at her. (>y<) plus...
    Ildas56 Ildas56 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    At one point or another. We must all face the monsters inside. And whether they do good or bad depends on the kind of person you are. Starve them and you'll never know, but feed...
    Darktooth41 Darktooth41 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I've always had a hard time holding on to friends, maintaining relationships and I still wonder to this day whether I'm lacking something deep down inside, or that maybe as an only...
    SolitaryFriend SolitaryFriend 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I want her,Or the idea there of…She has put the red death upon my mindHer vision has made me lose myself in the tracks of timeI am taking her;the hunter to his preyAnd as...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Back to my strict diet today...
    bpc2415 bpc2415 13-15, F Jul 6

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    "Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up, it knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes up. It knows it must run faster...
    Shivang05 Shivang05 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 6

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    Part 3 (Two weeks later) I think I should join my sports again.. My stomach is pudgier and I don't even know how much I weigh! I think joining them will be good for me.. But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 5

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    Not all self-harmers start because they've seen pictures. Not all get addicted. Not all think it's glamorous. Not all cut. I was talking to a friend recently, and he told me that...
    PrettyBunny PrettyBunny 18-21, T 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I've currently a teen and I've been bullied my whole entire life. But the odd thing is; not by my peers but by my family. My mum always saying things like " get off your fat...
    Chantelleduru Chantelleduru 22-25, F Jul 5

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    Don't starve yourself, no need to change
    justanotherles justanotherles 13-15, F Jul 4

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    I want to get healthy. Ever since I was a young girl I've struggled with maintaining a healthy relationship with food. I either starve myself because I desperately want to be thin...