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I Starve

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    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 23

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    in need of a staving buddy. I need someone to text when I feel like eating, and I need them to motivate me to starve.
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    I am 19 I want to be 140 pounds I weigh 195 and I am 5'3 I just want my body to be perfect I feel so fat I need a little motivation im going to starve myself idk how long its going...
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    It has come to my attention that we people validate ourselves based on the wrong things. For example, anally our inter society is based on how sexually attractive you are, how...
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    I used to get a lot of beatings as a child. My mother told me "Throughout your life you will get beatings. Even when you get married your husband will beat you." She compared me to...
    tan54321 tan54321 31-35, F 8 Responses Oct 29

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    Well I can honestly say that Ive never been that excited by food but Ive tried everything from oysters to the best cut of steak.In my life Ive eaten out loadsa times but thats more...
    kadi321 kadi321 31-35, F Oct 28

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    I just got to day 1008 on Don't Starve without cheating or using creative mode. I've made everything in the game and have collected so many items it's ridiculous.
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    From the outdated days, normally everyone is born to be a farmer, to operate and provide for them selves as well as their spouse and children. These days, most farmers are gone...
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    Sometimes you can't help but feel lonely you feel hopeless,helpless,angry so confused..so broken you feel emotionally dead no matter how much you try you can't be happy... you...
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    My last smoke was on the 7th of October and I haven't had one since. I quit without patches, gum, etc. my substitute was food. The first week was hard. My fuse was short and I had...
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    I have a difficult time making friends especially with women because I am somewhat eccentric, not overly. Mainly I'm insecure because I struggle with bipolar disorder and I talk...
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    My money management skills are so poor. I try to watch my funds as best as I can but it's like there're gone in the wind too fast & I'm flat broke poor asking for handouts for...
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    I love this African proverb, which sometimes really helps me to get out of my bed, and get things done.. "Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up. It knows it must run faster...
    GoodGoodDay GoodGoodDay 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    I starve myself to lose weight and out of anger. Iv lost over 100lbs. Been doing it for years. My weight is 170 now.. I wanna lose 70 more. I'm scared I'll end up killing myself...
    GuiltyAllTheSame1821 GuiltyAllTheSame1821 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I don't live with my mother, I live with my foster parents because my biological mother is a paranoid schizophrenic. If I had to summarize why my foster mom verbally abuses me, I...
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    Going to start starving myself again as of tomorrow I have been off college for a week and parents have made me eat I feel like i have put on loads so starting again tomorrow if...
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    When I was a kid, I was pretty chubby for my height and age... it wasn't healthy, but I loved to eat. Because of this I was made fun of and called fat all through Elementary and...
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    Today, i was passing by the primary school when a little boy told me that Halloween was over and that I had to lose weight cause I'm fat. He was around 8.. How can you be so mean...
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    What most would consider unfortunate events, I like to think that the "unfortunate" events in my childhood that taught me what having good work ethic was all about were not so...
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    I need help. Let me start off by saying I'm not a Jesus person, I don't go to church, I don't pray and all that but I do have morals, I have promises I made to myself long ago, I...
    ZoeandMax ZoeandMax 18-21, F Nov 5

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    That "shoot me" moment when you want to tell your friend, partially because you're getting so desperately starved, but you don't think that the friendship is at that point yet. Or...
    spider095 spider095 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Is there anyway of convincing parents to buy me a cat? They're kinda cheap so i'm just trying to starve myself and not talk to them And act all angry .. But how could i do it ?? I...
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    I get rejected...This actually kills me and I'm going to starve myself for punishment.
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    I am stuffing my face with food all day today. I don't care how much I gain because my once loose shorts, squeeze my *** so much I can barely get into them. My thighs rub against...
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    I hate when people tell Other people they're perfect. Because they're not. Nobody is, you may not be happy with your body? But guess what. Nobody is, I remember going through a...
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    Where I live we have many Native American communities. I have several Native friends. My "issue" is that Native Americans were here first, we conquered them, we starved them...
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    I used to love going skidooing and skiing and loved ******* and now all my work load occupies all my time I rarely have time to sit down at night I have been so sex starved at...
    Toobusy44 Toobusy44 36-40, M Nov 9

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    Once upon a time there was a girl who just wanted to be pretty. She starved herself, cut herself and cried every night. She prayed and prayed it would get better, but it never did...
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    I Have Thought About Suicde I lay here in the dark with my insomnia, waiting for the pill to kick in... Can't sleep and always tired... It takes a toll on my day to day tasks...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    I want him to see me... I want him to smile at me... I want him to stop me in the hall and say hi to me... Please look at me... Gasp... Our eyes meet... He nods his pretty little...
    stargazer2468 stargazer2468 26-30, F Nov 11

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    okay then. I have a real awkward one. A few days ago, my friends were going to A mutual friends house to studying and hang out. I hadn't been invited but I tagged along anyway...
    samthegirl samthegirl 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 12

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    im torn between anorexia and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant...
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    i just feel so numb inside sometimes i don't feel like doing anything all day long, i don't feel like getting up in morning, getting ready for the day.. that excitement i had to...
    lovebug19980 lovebug19980 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 14

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    First, it depends on the definition of "ambition." I lack "ambition" in the sense I don't follow society's definition of "ambition" as working and devoting myself entirely to a...
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 14

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    This kind of hunger, brought on by passion can be quite insatiable, the more we consume the more starved we become for once we get a taste of passion, nothing else will fulfill our...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 10 Responses Nov 15

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    Want to die. Right now. Don't care how. If you've known me for a while you'll know about all the stuff that's happened but for those who don't... At the age on 11 I decided I wasn...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 15

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