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I Starve

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 23

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    Well I reall wanna know how to starve myself?what do I do? Don't tell me all the stuff it's bad! I just want to know please I get really badly bullied and I'm so fed up ! Just tell...
    ChloeForrester1 ChloeForrester1 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Well I get people walking past me calling me fat a lot I'm not exactly huge tbh, I have a lot of weight to be dropped though, and I go through a tough situation? I was wondering if...
    ChloeForrester1 ChloeForrester1 13-15, F Mar 19

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    Maybe every few days. I do it to make me feel more confident, but I always find myself feeling worse afterward. I've tried to stop. This has been going on for 5 years now on and...
    ArianaChaCha ArianaChaCha 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    Currently going to start starving myself again.
    amandavynes amandavynes 13-15, F Mar 27

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    ...what I wouldn't give to have a long, full-bodied, standing embrace...
    SShawnO SShawnO 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    starve to see blood, to run a razor over my skin, and it takes over any strength I have to say no. A smile appears on my face as soon as I cut. I want to go deeper, see more blood...
    jasonpw jasonpw 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    starve to see blood, to run a razor over my skin, and it takes over any strength I have to say no. A smile appears on my face as soon as I cut. I want to go deeper, see more blood...
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    starve to see blood, to run a razor over my skin, and it takes over any strength I have to say no. A smile appears on my face as soon as I cut. I want to go deeper, see more blood...
    jasonpw jasonpw 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    starve to see blood, to run a razor over my skin, and it takes over any strength I have to say no. A smile appears on my face as soon as I cut. I want to go deeper, see more blood...
    jasonpw jasonpw 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    It's going on 4 months since we have separated and I am starve for intimacy and attention. I am home all alone all the time, he works at night and sleeps during the day, which I...
    LovelyOne84 LovelyOne84 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    *A really long story*So; i used to cut, purge, hurt and starve myself (Because cut and hurt is not the same thing). Everything started when my parents get divorce when i was 3...
    JessieAfuckingA JessieAfuckingA 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I'm 21, I've always been big and after getting bullied in school I began to starve myself but then I would binge eat then starve then binge, this cycle has brought me to where I am...
    Jessiex Jessiex 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Cut💨 Scratched💨 Bitten💨 Burned💨 Starved💨 Bruised💨 Scarred.... You name it and I've probably done it. I have been self harming since the age of seven and...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    it's honestly the number 1 thing i hate about myself amongst my list of things i hate. i will never be perfect and thats all i want. i starve and starve and no matter how much...
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 10

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    I tried to sustain my fear and hatred against him. I tried to put myself in his shoes. I tried to make sure that i didn't make any mistake that make him shamed. I tried to make...
    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Well guys I get really bad bullied I'm 14 all I here is people saying I'm fat! Ok I know I'm fat I unno how i could let it come this far people laug at me and say how big my legs...
    ChloeForrester1 ChloeForrester1 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 19

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    I was bullied in middle school for being normal weight. When I left the school I kept getting text saying to kill myself and that I'm the ugliest person Alive. In 8th grade I...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    In 7th grade I was bullied for being normal weight. When I went to a different school the same bully kept sending me texts saying I should kill myself and that I'm fat and ugly so...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    If you eat meat or consume any animal products, your are no more evil than the people who kicks a dog or starves a cat.
    NomNomNoMeat NomNomNoMeat 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 19

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    I have been diagnosed with MCTD in May 13, 2013. I've been to doctors after doctors. Hospitals after hospital. None knew what was going on with me. I felt more weak each day...
    laquino98 laquino98 13-15, F Mar 20

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    So I'm 8th grade my best friend asked me out. Of course I said yes. We where two years apart so that doesn't matter. Well one day he looked at my wrists and saw cuts on them. I...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 20

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    It's really no use denying that I'm a victim of society, because in this case, I am. As of right now I'm not overweight, but I am terrified if ever becoming overweight and there...
    cassidysc cassidysc 16-17, F Mar 20

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    So I'm a plus size white girl ... I must date black guys, right?...WRONG! ... I must eat all the time, huh? NOPE, actually starve myself most days ... I'm anything but typical...
    Bbylum123 Bbylum123 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 20

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    Well, E.P., this is not your average story and it is one that I'm extremely embarassed by and do not speak of to anyone- while at the same time being the most beautiful thing I...
    Fiftypercent Fiftypercent 18-21 Mar 21

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    Well, E.P., this is not your average story and it is one that I'm extremely embarassed by and do not speak of to anyone- while at the same time being the most beautiful thing I...
    Fiftypercent Fiftypercent 18-21 1 Response Mar 21

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    Tree Rings the AcornEight million acorns in the tree,All set to fall to liberty,But only one can shoot a root,For nature plants a selective boot,And liberty for most is death,As...
    AngeGardien AngeGardien 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I never smoke cigarettes. EVER. Cigarettes are just too nasty for me, they smell horrid and the odor of them gets everywhere. In your clothes, in your house, in your own body and...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I hate how my parents call me fat. I'm not even fat. They call me that everyday, telling me I need to lose weight. That I look fat. I'm always fat. What happened me to. I used to...
    Imnotimportant Imnotimportant 16-17, F Mar 22

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    I study history , yes that useless degree that makes people think i am gonna starve after graduating .Good thing i am full of meat already ,starving could do some good things for...
    ReversedLumiere ReversedLumiere 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    ******* hate grocery shopping. Would rather starve. Why **** can't she go by herself? I really need to set boundaries... For **** sake.
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F Mar 23

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    I've known I've had some type of eating disorder for a while now, but not anorexia or bullemia, since I don't completely starve myself, and I definitely don't purge. I looked up...
    Katalo10 Katalo10 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    My relationship with my father is all wrong. I was the eldest. I was the one he always took out his anger on. I usually had honestly not done anything wrong, or, even if I had, it...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    I've refrained from cutting last night, but it only made things worse. I'm having over-powering urges, I can't help it. Sometimes it scares me how much I NEED my blades. I've been...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm in high school and I guess I've been "depressed" since freshman year... had a few therapists but I never told them how I felt about myself, just the situation around me. I...
    adams0 adams0 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I recently found a few Pro-ana and Mia websites, it's like it flipped a switch in my head that has been dormant for some time. Mia and Ana came back louder then ever, and it's hard...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    She drives me NUTS!!!! I basically raised myself because she sleeps all day. Ever since I was little all she does is sleep all day. Sometimes I think she doesn't even care about...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    You removed the mask from my face and saw what I was. You saw my scaly skin and my barbed tongue and saw me for what I was. I tried my best to hide it all from you and when you got...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M Mar 27

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    Make It Off The Island There were three people stranded on an island, a brunette, a redhead, and a blonde. The brunette looked over the water to the mainland and estimated about...
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    MY GRINDR EXPERIENCE (PART 1) Grindr found me when I was desperate. It gave me hope. FALSE HOPE... Before I had encountered...
    Hubbahubba1 Hubbahubba1 16-17 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm so lost and crushed and absolutely heart broken. I fell in love with a guy and thought we were happy. He was kicked out of his old house and had no where to go so I left my...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 10 Responses Mar 28

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    you know after a while you start believing it..... they say stuff like emo, stupid, fat, fatty, failure, loser, pathetic, etc... I don't know what I did to make everyone hate me. I...
    allreadygone allreadygone 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I.... I can't take it anymore. I have fan fiction to keep me sane barely from the constant bullying! I've had it! The 'popular kids' don't even thank me for tutoring them, or...
    BloodyShatteredStyx BloodyShatteredStyx 13-15 Mar 29

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    So I'm a play my guitar Rap about aliens and sing about stars Till you understand that's what we are So we ain't got to struggle no more so we don't starve I swear to God I love...
    XFallinAngelX XFallinAngelX 13-15, F Mar 29

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