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I Starve

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    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated 18-21, F Jan 23, 2014

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 6, 2014

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    I've been starving for about three year

    and I've been in love with my body and my weight :-)
    Itsawildalyssa Itsawildalyssa 18-21 Jan 19, 2015

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    I use to be abuses the people

    that was supposed to be there for me hurt me and starve me only eat ones a day and ones I left got in foster care I love food I was with a lady who cook great and I gain weight not as much but I looked healthy and was happier that was years ago know I am trying lose weight when...
    sonrisa89 sonrisa89 26-30, F Oct 14, 2015

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    When I was little this is just how it's always been. Now it's a lot of me just saying okay to avoid arguments. But my family member still fight a lot. Like today my brother said he...
    brokenprincess08 brokenprincess08 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    starve until they take you to the hospital
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It hurts in solemn curves that dip into the abyss of backless down below. It's encompassing your spirit sadly dwindles within and aches. The isolation of the curvature not fondly...
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    "Corduroy" The waiting drove me mad... you're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back... can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give...
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    you are not my country. you are not a country at all. you are surprising. you are statistic-starved. soulful of tourist brochures in Japanese and hourglass kebayas. you protest...
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    In My Ears And In My Eyes Eleven Susan must have left the circle of family. She caught up with me and the dog before I had gone too far in the dark. Catching my one arm, she...
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    Made a breakthrough of sorts today. Apparently, I have an "inferiority complex." At first I didn't really see it, but the more I thought about it, the more it made sense. I used to...
    CloseButNoGuitar CloseButNoGuitar 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I cant find humanity in this world .Where is humanity where did it disappear ?Those people that are dying because of the war what is their fault .Humanity is hidden and someone has...
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    I'm looking for a woman to that wants to chat with a nice attractive man. I'm a decent guy but lonely and a little attention starved. I'd love to be able to just chat with someone...
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    Slavery is legally banned. But millions of India's children live and work in slave labour conditions -- bonded labour, sex trafficking, child labour, domestic 'help' servitude and...
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    I've been called cute before by several people (I'm a guy lol) and I don't see it. maybe it's because my self esteem was brought down when I was 7 because u was overweight. I have...
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    I gave you all of my heart. I did everything to make you happy and safe. I made you eat more so you didn't starve. I made you be careful. I gave you everything I could. And now you...
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    boring girls worthless instant turn offs rude behavior no body wants a bi.t.ch at least i dont want that a girl worth my time = sweet judging me without knowing if i am...
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    Being in love with someone and knowing they don't love you back. So you try to change. you starve yourself to get to 'their' ideal weight. You throw away your regards to your...
    Makochi Makochi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Blackfish. It's the title of a film exposing the horrors and animal cruelty within Sea world. I'd recommend anyone to watch it. Sea World is a torture place for animals but in...
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    i used to be such a cute, innocent little girl that was a tomboy and had no onterest in boys but now im the complete opposite. I self harm because of depression and i starve...
    Heyyitzmoi Heyyitzmoi 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 1

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    Simmer down, love. Lift up your tristful head. I promise, some day soon, we will learn to starve our aches. Until then, we must teach our lungs to breathe patience, our souls to...
    FindingDali FindingDali 41-45, F Feb 1

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    I don't know what to do anymore. My depression is getting worse and I don't feel like it will ever get better. I'm 22 years old. My half-brother(different fathers) is 31 years old...
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    My mom likes to sugar coat things. I ised to be a bit chubby, not fat but not thin, and she said I looked good. As soon as I starved down to 101 lb she admitted I looked bad at 117...
    TitaniaMoon TitaniaMoon 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 26

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    edeline97 edeline97 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    Currently addicted to don't starve together!
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