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I Starve

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 23

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    I used to starve myself. This is so hard for me to admit because I just thought of it as a diet. The last few years my parents have been telling me that im so lazy and chubby. Then...
    Knockoffheart Knockoffheart 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    Ugh I'm so tired of being fat but when I try to starve myself I can neverrrrrr do it cuz when I see food I eat . I weigh 128 and I'm 5'1 I wanna be atleast 115 . So I'm going to...
    Kaileyynicole Kaileyynicole 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I never really thought it would come to this but it has. I hate my body so much i starve it to be pretty. I told myself i never would. But i cant live like this anymore
    Dontlookbackk Dontlookbackk 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I just want some love and affection. I want to be hugged and held. I have a bf and I just don't get anything from him.
    xjen92 xjen92 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I own an Ipod, Laptop, PSP,Wii, PSvita, DSi, 3DS, Xbox360 and a PS4. I dont have a preference on game systems like Sony or Microsoft, to me a game is a game and i get pissed when i...
    MarienaMorello MarienaMorello 13-15, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    And after the past 2 days of beyond stuffing! I woke up this morning to this..... So I got up after a good nights rest after 10pounds of food in one day I had to wait all morning...
    SherbertGainer SherbertGainer 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 23

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    I don't believe in true love. Never did. Never going to. Why do people keep trying to make me believe in it? What's there to do? Stay so doped up that I can't move to have a shot...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 7 Responses Sep 8

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    I have to starve myself. But everytime I try to at school my friends force me to eat. And I cat throw up at school without someone finding out. What do I do I need to starve. I...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    When she loves you..When she loves you,you realize you're actually worth somethingand that you're worth heryou start feeling responsibleyou start taking responsibilityYou stop...
    TheDustyDiary TheDustyDiary 22-25, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I starved myself for a week now, it's an emotional feeling that comes and goes. Today I accidentally ate and I wasn't hungry now I feel guilty and regret doing that.
    HaileyVogue HaileyVogue 13-15, F Aug 23

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    THAT crazed girl improvising her music. Her poetry, dancing upon the shore, Her soul in division from itself Climbing, falling She knew not where, Hiding amid the cargo of a...
    justme195 justme195 51-55, M Aug 24

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    I have grudges against my father. Who cheated on my mother so they divorced then married again and completely left me and my sibling for dead. He went through millions while we...
    MissImperfect2122 MissImperfect2122 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 24

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    I want a pro ana buddy to push me and help me I'll communicate how ever you want I'm 19 and about 130lbs I want to get back to 110 I was so close the last time I starved and I need...
    Liz812 Liz812 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Joshua603b4zn8 Joshua603b4zn8 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    Anthony825d5cr0 Anthony825d5cr0 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    "Like No Other Night" --- .38 Special I was feelin like a prisoner inside myself I saw you Lookin like you might be In a mood to try anything that was new Don't be starved for the...
    midnighttrain61 midnighttrain61 51-55, M 4 Responses Aug 25

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    Anxiety, weight/image issues, lack of confidence, self-consciousness, ocd, depression, suicidal, respiratory issues, I starve myself. Fml
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    1. My grandmother is still alive and God has blessed me with someone so beautiful, I can't even find the words to describe how much and what she means to me 2. I have something to...
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    I can't eat anything because I am a fat *****! I can't do anything because I am FAT and DUMB! That is what my mom calls me! My mom will never ever me proud of me ever! I am going...
    oceanunique123 oceanunique123 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hrs or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don't really know what grey is, I thought I did...
    ventingagain ventingagain 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 27

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    I've only held one grudge and that's towards my mums brother and his son; my cousin. Although I was in the wrong I was happy to talk about the issue I realised they weren't the...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    My friend is so spoiled! I love her to death, but seriously? So I was eating my lunch today at school. She already knows I'm poor as ****! I go to school with financial aid, and...
    RayniiDays RayniiDays 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I never asked to be conceived and born. I hate my life so damn much! My mom hates me, my dad molested me and abused me and then left me, my sisters call me names all the time and...
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    It's because I'm sick, though. I'm not anorexic. So much stress made my body eat itself. Half a year ago I was 5'2" and 85 pounds. That's a BMI of 15.2. The average is between 18.5...
    Chuckabeth Chuckabeth 18-21 1 Response Aug 29

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    My tanka poem: Humans are selfish. Only concerned with themselves. Some starve and some die. Some are alone in this world. But it's all about me.
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 29

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    It's in the middle of the night, and once again I can't sleep.. I've taken my meds, and they're suppose to make me sleepy.. but I'm wide awake.. I feel so low, and am listening to...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    Dear experience project,Hello, I hope you all are doing well.This is a little bit long, but I needed somewhere to vent.It all started at the ballet class at school, when I was told...
    Forgottencorpse Forgottencorpse 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    I will admit that I am a "patsy". A "patsy", a "sap" and a "sucker". I have in the past been known to say "if I have it and you need it, I'll give it to you because that's just the...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F Aug 30

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    Parents who deliberately starve children of love face jail under new Cinderella Law
    applesnbananas applesnbananas 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Need to hide this here a while - lending ou my laptop (basic summary of my life from my point of view) I was bullied in school. Every single one. The first by a teacher which of...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F Sep 1

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    People look at me and think I just eat salads or starve myself... I'm skinny.. Kinda? I'm more athletic. But no. If I want a double cheeseburger, I will eat a double cheeseburger...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    So sad that our society thinks only skinny women are beautiful :/ I feel bad for girls that starve them self just to fit in. I rather be fat and happy then skinny unhappy lol...
    Verano93 Verano93 36-40, F 26 Responses Sep 2

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    exctually I was always obessed with my weight my look and my physical appearance.last year I made my decision.I went on diet.I started to eat less and exercise.but one or two week...
    redblack4 redblack4 13-15, F 6 Responses Sep 3

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    Thre is no greater moment in life 4me than when a beautiful sex starved woman explodes in ****** while I'm eating her.
    Oldchap Oldchap 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Allah has so many creations, and yet He never forgets me. But I have only One Creator, and I've forgotten Him countless times."So avoid them, and put your trust in God. God is...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl 31-35, F Sep 3

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    Being under the influence of love is not unlike being drunk or high -- that's why we fall in love. We don't join in, or sign up or practice being in love. We simply fall. So I...
    cindycap cindycap 41-45 Sep 4

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    A few. Got discriminated against. By a club. That i starved to join. For being poor. And gimped. Came online to cope. Found ep. And peers. Cared for too...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 5

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    All of it, but what breaks my heart the most is puppy mills. I can handle some graphic stuff, having interned as an EMT and watched many a documentary. I am not easily shaken. But...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    Hey everyone !! So the most common question i get is "how did u know/find out u r trans?" So I'm go into detail for u all ^_^ I come from a family who are old fashioned and from...
    Prettygirl345 Prettygirl345 16-17, T 1 Response Sep 5

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    I have curves and I love showing them off. I have an eating disorder and I'm in recovery but when it was at it's worst I was almost at a size zero and then my family would make...
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F 10 Responses Sep 5

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    When I was around 4 years old, my biological parents began to abuse me for no reason. They called me a devil's child and use to torture and starve me. I remembered they use to tie...
    Lucas14 Lucas14 18-21, M Sep 6

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    When I was around 4 years old, my biological parents began to abuse me for no reason. They called me a devil's child and use to torture and starve me. I remembered they use to tie...
    Lucas14 Lucas14 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    Here I am, at home, alone on a Saturday night. When my "friends" aren't shunning me, I'd normally be out on the town. But because I have been suffering from being rejected I don't...
    Rayane86 Rayane86 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    10:46 a.m. I'm still awake. Once more I am denied of sleep. I've had four cups of coffee, but I am wonderfully enrapt in the slow sway of the trees around me. Smoke sways from an...
    drstech drstech 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    Trialling 5-2 fasting with 500cals on the 2 days. First week through and I didn't starve! I would have to say that preparation is the key
    bdonk1 bdonk1 26-30, M Sep 7

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