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I Starve

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6, 2014

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    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 23, 2014

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    I've been starving for about three year

    and I've been in love with my body and my weight :-)
    Itsawildalyssa Itsawildalyssa 16-17 Jan 19

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    I need a buddy to keep me motivated, anyone who is committed and will help me anytime I need and also guilt trip me into not eating, thanks~!
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    I use to smoke Marijuana as of 2 days ago & I have noticed that since highschool it has helped me to get over my Anorexia problem I use to have. I am now 22 and having problems...
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    Liberation & RevengenextnextLiberation Video:Russian armed forces liberate AuschwitzPavel StenkinVictims:Russian POW Pavel Stenkin talks about being liberated from AuschwitzRelated...
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    I wrote this poem This is a poem for the singles who wants a partner. Love knows no boundaries. You're permitted to do anything u like. You're flying high like a red ribbon...
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    HELP, I'm 5'5" and 127 lbs. I wanna lose weight but NOT in healthy way. I tried it and it did not work! How many calories/day do I have to eat to lose weight in days? I don't mind...
    verave verave 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 19

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    He was so starved for love and passion that the thought of being with me overwhelmed him... He pursued me constantly.... He would grab my waist or pat my b.utt when no one was...
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    So hungry.. But I must starve myself... I will lose more weight. :/
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    [When Joseph was an old man, an old man was he He married Virgin Mary, the Queen of Galilee He married Virgin Mary, the Queen of Galilee] (Lyrics from the Cherry Tree) It is now...
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    Stream of Consciousness #2: I'm itching to type anything, everything. Sexuality. Sexuality. Sexuality. What a touchy subject. I wonder why farts are funny. Is it the spontaneity...
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    It all really started when I was ten years old. Growing up, I had a my mom, my dad (who was pretty abusive) and my younger brother. I was in fourth grade at the time. I remember...
    joshsmommy082082 joshsmommy082082 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Though I know I shouldn't read the news, I'm drawn to it like a moth to a flame. So much hate and violence. Things going on that bring me to tears. I find myself wishing that...
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    I'm searching for One to help me to starve myself.
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    francine1204 francine1204 16-17, F Feb 5

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    I can't step on the scale at all without freaking out and obsessing over my weight. I turn into a complete psycho because of it. It's suck a terrible feeling:( I'll even starve...
    bribri590 bribri590 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    bibidream bibidream 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    my reflection disgusts me. i hate it more than anything in the world. i hate mirrors and cameras because they allow me to see myself, and i don't want that, 'cause i think and know...
    Claudine123 Claudine123 16-17, F Feb 7

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    Reason is our soul's left hand, Faith her right. ~John Donne Faith is reason grown courageous. ~Sherwood Eddy Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother...
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    What I miss. What I need. What I am starved for. That moment between a man and a woman when logic and reason are displaced by pure, white hot, passion. A desire so strong...
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    "I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don't know what grey is. I never did."
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    Lately I can't stop thinking how to solve world hunger. I just can't bare the thought that people starve every day.. I am determined to find the solution.
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    Can I just let go of something that hurts me? I keep asking myself... why my dad keeps saying the same thing over and over again. I'll make a long story short. I was sexually...
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    One of my dear friends had recently passed, due to Anorexia Nervosa. This is for her A little girl Who longed to be skinny No matter the extremes She’d go through any A little...
    Anika1258 Anika1258 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    have a pair weco job master the first that then Mr shoemaker of wesco had the guts to make&put in the catalog he called it the boss. he was concern end his business would be...
    wlws wlws 61-65, M Feb 11

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    Earlier, on Facebook, I wrote about my youth and my education, majoring in psychology, but never getting my degree. I also worked in management at an industrial laundry. I later...
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    Ajushi Ajushi 41-45, M Feb 16

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    I am feeling so pissed right now. I just want to hurt someone. Just to see them in pain. Wailing at my mercy that's running thin. I need to see a struggle and hear a cry. If I can...
    Lifesucksx10 Lifesucksx10 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    So I'm 14 years old and usually 110 pounds. And I'm on my period and 113?! Is that normal to gain weight?? And yes I have been eating kinda a lot tho too. I can't help it I get...
    taylorkup taylorkup 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 17

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