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I Starve

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 22 People

    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 23, 2014

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6, 2014

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    I've been starving for about three year

    and I've been in love with my body and my weight :-)
    Itsawildalyssa Itsawildalyssa 16-17 Jan 19

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    I just realized I've given up my much break two days in a row just to come see you. I'll probably do it again tomorrow. I'm ok with this, this torture.. I wound starve for days...
    LarsGreypath LarsGreypath 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I really don't want to get anorexia so I'm pretty much forcing myself to eat.
    pockyshop pockyshop 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    And everything about it is awful. The men are disgusting, the women all love the same things, the questions hurt more than help, and plenty more. For the men: What the hell is...
    Moostachio Moostachio 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    Oh Ana (Anorexia), what a ***** you were. It baffles me now to think that I was ever so naïve to actually starve myself and think I was slowly rising into becoming “beautiful...
    light108 light108 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    If you're single and dreaming of a happy family holiday just wanted to tell you about things to come..I am blessed with step children who have ENHANCED my life but also changed it...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 23

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    How You Lost Her....When you quit doing the things you did to get her. When your texts take longer to get to her. When you no longer refer to her as your girl and now call her the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Aug 23

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    I have been depressed and I have wanted anorexia but guys don't end your life and this is why... 9 or under-10 Years Old You wont be able to see your children, your niece or have...
    Lovwey Lovwey 13-15, F Aug 22

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    I am at the point where I am so hurt by my husband and so starved of any type of attention that he has pushed me beyond the point of no return and with me that takes a lot to get...
    Virgo1981 Virgo1981 31-35, F 14 Responses Aug 21

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    I had anorexia and had to go to a treatment center for it and about 2 weeks after I got there I was locked in a basement,starved, and got one phone call to my parents. I was only...
    LateApology LateApology 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I am 170 lbs and 5'2" Somedays I feel fine with my body and then other days it's like I could starve myself and never be any skinnier I feel huge and gross and like no one will...
    jt1211 jt1211 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I'm on medication to stabilise my moods, the problem is it gives me hunger pangs! I used to be a size 6, I've expanded to a size 12 like this extra weight just appeared in the...
    beckyboo1029 beckyboo1029 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    So I am very suicidal but I thought maybe I could be perfect but I cant be perfect.I have tried but failed.I don't eat gum or chew it because I'm scared it has sugar.I want...
    Lovwey Lovwey 13-15, F Aug 21

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    For about four years I was anorexic and I chose to starve myself to less than 90lbs and almost die. I could wrap my hands around my thigh and they would overlap . I eventually, 8...
    LateApology LateApology 16-17, F Aug 20

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    I love my curves. The older I become, the more I enjoy them. :)Fond memory, Once I was on a crazy crash diet, lost a lot of weight. Was not happy. Was skinny but definitely not...
    Magsminx Magsminx 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    I think I just got hit on by the doctor I just saw, accidently. He needed to listen to my breathing etc because I thought I had the beginnings of a chest infection. It was how he...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    so...this how it happens...not two days ago my phone decided that its best if it fall down from the safe sanctuary of my table and broke itself....so now not only do i have no...
    alanloser alanloser 18-21, M Aug 19

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    I am hungry right now. It is 9:24 AM and I haven't eaten for 4 meals now. I live in a family of 5, mom dad and 2 brothers where I'm the middle child. My brother is in the navy and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 18

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    Why is it that so many of these guys are So THIRSTY? Being vir Jay Jay starved is going to make these WOMEN DESIRE you less!!! When these women hear what most of you guys say and...
    OddyChanz OddyChanz 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    It's all for the attention right? She cuts for the attention doesn't she? She thinks about suicide every day, She starves herself, She cries herself to sleep, She's broken... But...
    KillaSparks KillaSparks 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Every day, every minute, every second. There's an animal who's calling for help. More than 1.13 million animals are being killed each year of abuse, starving, etc... Many people...
    Jgummy123 Jgummy123 13-15, F Aug 18

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    I kinda already am but I'm going to be an aunt to another. (Maybe two others) again. My sister that. I would say anyway, I'm closest to is pregnant again. She gave me a beautiful...
    KiraRawr KiraRawr 16-17, F Aug 17

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    after a night of probably too much drinking, I woke with a hangover and some pains of guilt. I don't know why, but a story that was told to me by a native Indian keeps popping up...
    Serendipitydoda Serendipitydoda 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    In May of this year, my friend at work gave me a huge whipped cream sheetcake for my birthday...that could easily feed 45 to 70 people. It was the white soft cake with strawberry...
    luvscheesecake luvscheesecake 56-60, F Aug 16

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    I had this most intense dream about going back to school and landing a part time job. Life was great until I went through a wrong door and it turned into an Alice in wonderland...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F Aug 15

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    I hate that I'm not good enough for my friends and family, and I do everything I can for them but if I mess up a task, 70% of the time I get yelled at and I'm very very sensitive...
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M Aug 15

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    It's a living hell. My anxiety gets so bad where I usually faint from the stress and panic. My husband has tried to help me, but he doesn't understand that it's not as simple as a...
    Hannahmikel Hannahmikel 18-21, F Aug 14

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    These voices in my head just tell me I'm not good enough. I never will be. Is this what depressed feel's like, being trapped in your own head. i think so. I feel suicidal but i...
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline 13-15, F Aug 14

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    Love... love is complicated. I've seen women lifted by love. Countless of them surrounded, fed, kissed by love. Most recently I met a woman condemned by love. Alienated...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 13

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    I Just want to be skinny. I'm not that huge....but I'm not small. And my only wish is to be smaller. I need to lose at least 30 pounds...hopefully...God I want it so bad. I tried...
    Armygirl2002 Armygirl2002 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Basically, an ED sometimes I can't eat at all, or I starve myself but if not I have to throw up. I'm doing it even after drinking something sweet. It all got out of control. My...
    Iamscaredtodream Iamscaredtodream 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    My story is kinda long, but that's fine I guess. I have 2 older siblings and 2 younger siblings. Almost none of us are from the same mother and some of my siblings have other...
    Blah9055 Blah9055 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I'm gonna die I'm gonna starve I'm not gonna sleep I'm gonna do all this to myself because I won't sleep and I won't try!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I will admit I used to cut. I also used to starve myself and even make myself throw up sometimes when I was forced to eat. But, I am proud to say that I've gone without all three...
    AngelsInBlack AngelsInBlack 16-17, F Aug 10

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    I could never really say I was happy, not even as a kid. I am 16 now, and I thought that the depression would last forever. but it didn't, all those times people said "it gets...
    l0nelyb0nes l0nelyb0nes 16-17, F Aug 9

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    i received a nice compliment from a male friend this week. it just brought into sharp focus the fact that my husband never compliments me on anything.... i compliment him all the...
    LeighAd1 LeighAd1 46-50, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    I am.. But I'm very easy to figure out at the same time. Most everything I do can be easily traced back to reasoning or motivation.. since I'm not really the impulsive type. But...
    boklenHolley7 boklenHolley7 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8

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