I Starve

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated
    18-21, F
    Jan 23, 2014

    I've been starving for about three year

    and I've been in love with my body and my weight :-)
    Itsawildalyssa Itsawildalyssa
    Jan 19, 2015

    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 6, 2014

    I use to be abuses the people

    that was supposed to be there for me hurt me and starve me only eat ones a day and ones I left got in foster care I love food I was with a lady who cook great and I gain weight not as much but I looked healthy and was happier that was years ago know I am trying lose weight when...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    Oct 14, 2015

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