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I Starve

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    Her eyes look over iced eerie lakes in dead

    winter. Nothing but hunger eats away at her mind. All sound, slowly murmurs across her ears, but she hears nothing but the synthetic earths silence. All is still, but all is moving. All is silent, yet all is loud. Nothing of a roar broke her gaze into her mind which is quite...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 23

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    I hear the sirens that boom in my head.

    Rapping on cellar doors for safety. Streams and rivers collide and drip downward flooding the dry land. The mountains are soft but spines line the horizon. Rain is pouring. Gasps of air cradle my lungs in a semi rhythmic pattern. My hands go numb and stiff to one position as I...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    I have starved myself before for a few months and don't really know how i'll ever over come it or forget about it.
    SydA1234 SydA1234 13-15, F Aug 12

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    Need a starve buddy. My weight is constantly up and down I use to be thin (but I was into drugs) now I never do them I'm becoming a fatty. Need someone for motivation when ever...
    Butterflyfairy23 Butterflyfairy23 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I haven't eaten in about 2 days. The only reason I ate was because a friend commented that she hadn't seen my eat and asked if I was starving myself. I couldn't tell her the truth...
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    A very close friend is overweight has been fat since she was 14 and has a wide waist she lost over 100 pounds 15 years and she got Thinner but didn't become skinny her stretch...
    lepore lepore 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    The cool summer evening breeze brushes by me and I close my eyes. My mind wanders to you. I feel warm with calm excitement as I feel your your embrace. Your body conforms to mine...
    TobiasHelm TobiasHelm 41-45, M Aug 8

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    It's true starving myself is about the only thing I have control over. I love the feeling and power I feel as I force my body to go on and on with nothing inside me. I go days...
    enjoyholdingmypee enjoyholdingmypee 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I just want some love and affection. I want to be hugged and held. I have a bf and I just don't get anything from him.
    xjen92 xjen92 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Dear experience project,Hello, I hope you all are doing well.This is a little bit long, but I needed somewhere to vent.It all started at the ballet class at school, when I was told...
    Forgottencorpse Forgottencorpse 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I will admit that I am a "patsy". A "patsy", a "sap" and a "sucker". I have in the past been known to say "if I have it and you need it, I'll give it to you because that's just the...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    Through my failed marriage, I've concluded that, despite the already recognized different classification of personalities, humans fall into two main person types: Selfless and...
    lovegentle lovegentle 36-40, M 8 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm no longer proud of being a human. Seeing all the tragedies and injustices that our brethren commit everyday, I feel disgusted to say that I am a human, just like them. The...
    raesaddiction raesaddiction 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    And after the past 2 days of beyond stuffing! I woke up this morning to this..... So I got up after a good nights rest after 10pounds of food in one day I had to wait all morning...
    SherbertGainer SherbertGainer 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm still in recovery and I relapsed a few times already about a week ago I think. Sometimes I want to be fully recovered and other times I never want to end my ednos. School is...
    XSimplyXSuicideX XSimplyXSuicideX 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    American girls are starved for sheer masculinity. They're prey to overtly masculine men since they're forced to function in a hyper lesbianistic culture where they're told to hate...
    TransientDude TransientDude 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    She complains and complains and complains some more. She complains that "nobody helps her" which is a lie. Why would we help her when she's always doing it herself? And then when...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I wish I could - "go home", I mean. *Like some days, I would just about sell the eyes out of my head to be able to get the hell out of here, and go back to the US. ( My husband...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 1

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    I was always the happy girl The one that cheered everybody up But behind my smile is a diffrent story One ive never told before I told my bestfriend She told the whole school...
    katysecret123 katysecret123 16-17, F Aug 1

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    I finally faced my birth mother the other day had my therapist with me and we went into a room used for private visits and she was was brought in she looked surprised to see me...
    Bluelanterndodgerstark Bluelanterndodgerstark 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 2

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    It all began when I was ten, I might of been nine. When the hands of a thief ran down my spine. It happened out of nowhere, I was too afraid to decline. That was the day; My body...
    CowgirlBebop CowgirlBebop 18-21, F Aug 2

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    It all began when I was ten; I might of been nine. When the hands of a thief ran down my spine. It happened out of nowhere; I was too afraid to decline. That was the day; My body...
    CowgirlBebop CowgirlBebop 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I'm not telling my story in this expirence or why I started to self harm, because to be quite honest I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I will only be sharing my expirence with...
    suicidegetout suicidegetout 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    My name is Mia and I go through a lot.i cry myself to sleep everynight as I am right now.my family hates me thy never take their time to help me even when they know in depressed...
    elizabethmia elizabethmia 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Deprived of human attachment, intimacy, love. That was the case with me, but I did not know it. If someone had asked me 10 years ago, or 30 years ago, or if they had said that...
    Ajushi Ajushi 31-35, M Aug 4

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    It's terrible because people are literally putting another life in pain for no reason. Those animals didn't do anything to you, so there's no reason to sit and beat/starve them. It...
    trippyprincess trippyprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Me, a big black man with many scars on his face and a red-haired irish girl were leading an army of common folks with rifles, guns and knives against some policemen protecting this...
    BigAndFast BigAndFast 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    I'm 5'7" and about 110 lbs. I have a thigh gap, and can see my collarbones, ribs, and hipbones protruding. In other words, I have everything anorexics die for. I love being this...
    Darkanddesolate Darkanddesolate 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    Prefereably a woman for now, to see where it goes. I havent had much experience with girls in the past, but enough to know i like it without a doubt. I'd like to try a more serious...
    GGbisexual21 GGbisexual21 18-21, F Aug 6

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    Chiplote, what would I do without you? Oh yeah...probably starve. Nom nom 😄😍
    FlyToFreedom FlyToFreedom 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Sometimes I wonder, like a leaf that is caught in a whirlwind, that has a never ending landing. Is my mind detaching itself from reality?! sometimes I think living now is an...
    LyneSg LyneSg 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    I was at 236 and got down to 192 with Weight Watchers but it took a year because I did not want to starve myself.
    Kasper1826 Kasper1826 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I hate the idea of God, or at least of the Christian God. That also includes Yahweh and Allah. I am an agnostic, but I am just gonna refer to god as if he is real because it is...
    heapograss heapograss 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I am not the type to speak aloud to someone about this issue, this is more space for me to vent than anything else. I have been suffering for bulimia for the last 8 years, and it...
    Yourbaaaby Yourbaaaby 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    An Indonesian judge by the name Marzuki was sitting in judgement of an old lady who pleaded guilty of stealing some tapioca from a plantation. In her defence, the old lady admitted...
    rajblr1970 rajblr1970 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 8

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    http://youtu.be/8iVOP8C2TSY This song explains my life. I starved myself for a long time, and now suffer from the consequences. I always told everyone I ate before I came, and...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Aug 8

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    Only break bread with people you starved with.
    Chasemanning Chasemanning 13-15, M Aug 8

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    ★Feel free to comment but it's probably not that good. Chaper 1-By the age of 7 I was an expert hider. From my perch I stared down at the street below though I had to squint...
    TenThousandSorrows TenThousandSorrows 26-30, F Aug 8

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    Is it a bad thing if I starve myself
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    I was 15 when i first cut myself, i was under pressured, there was this one girl, a friend of mine, she was 14 and she cuts. I asked her what she felt when she cut, she said...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    ★Feel free to comment but it's probably not that good. Chaper 1-By the age of 7 I was an expert hider. From my perch I stared down at the street below though I had to squint...
    TenThousandSorrows TenThousandSorrows 26-30, F Aug 9

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    I think its absurd that the working class are the ones who donate their hard earned cash to this and that charity or current aid problem, when the govts of said country spend...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I just want to blend in with the crowd. To not stick out because my anger shows as intense rage. To not get the side eye because I can cry at the change of the wind. To not appear...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F Aug 12

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    i was bullied for quite a few years and that left me with depression at where im at now. ive self harmed to release what i was feeling and ive starved myself to fit their perfect...
    simplyyzoee simplyyzoee 13-15, F Aug 12

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    Wanted casual bee pollen pills, finally found these on line. Ordered in tan, deliver just one day; so nice, immediately ordered it. Wonderful with everthing.nice ! Just received...
    combskznd combskznd 26-30 Aug 14

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    I was always a weird kid.. was probably difficult to handle.. although the way I have always seen myself, I always try to be a good person and I used to follow the rules to the...
    twiztedrune twiztedrune 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I had an interview on Tuesday and paid all this money to take the train to the interview. I got as far as the building the interview was to be taking place in and I couldn't go in...
    Clu3l3ss Clu3l3ss 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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