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I Stay In Depression

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    Its Like Home....

    Ive known it so long.  Ive been doing it my whole life.  Ive totally let it take over. I gave up at some point and now ....I'm just at its mercy. I want to get out.  I am suffering through...not even living.  Just here.  Not for me....for others to whom...
    jawake jawake 36-40, F Nov 18, 2008

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    And it's really bad today. I didn't want to get out of bed at all , but I did . I didn't want to come to school , but I'm here. Now I just want to leave and curl up in my bed and...
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    I share this in hopes that it will help at least one person. No matter what you're going through just know that there are more people than expected who can relate. Hopefully this...
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    I am SOOO TIRED of the stereotyping it makes me SICK . It takes REAL courage to cry so for all you guys who have been told to to be a man and suck it up FORGET that trash it...
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    I am 16 now. I have been dealing with depression since maybe the 8th grade. It started when my dad had started being verbally and emotionally abisive towards me. He had already...
    DeadpoolPrincess DeadpoolPrincess 18-21, F Jan 18

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    I have battled depression for the majority of my life. It started when I was 7 years old from the death of my father. We were best buddies and when he passed away it sent me into a...
    srb76 srb76 36-40, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    A time before I was truly depressed, I was worried about depression. I thought I was happy, bubbly, I liked living. Those moments where I would stare in the bathroom mirror with an...
    BridieNM BridieNM 13-15, F Jan 1

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    I need to somewhat write a rant or write down my feelings, I decided to do it on here, idk why though since nobody even gives a ****. It'll probably be long.. anyways. I feel hurt...
    shiannee17 shiannee17 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 4

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    So I've been awake since like 1:30am thanks to depression. When I know my depression is starting to act up is when I wake up in the middle of the night and can't fall back asleep...
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 4 Responses a week ago

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    Some of the greatest minds always stayed up in late hours of the night to receive their greatest thoughts. Keep them coming!
    justintrubela justintrubela 22-25, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I like staying up all night its more peaceful at night when no one is around, i like going out at night when there isn't anything about as there isn't anyone around and everything...
    scottishlostsoul scottishlostsoul 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I stay up late!! Being awake at night is so much better then being awake in the day!!
    talibabes14 talibabes14 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm so confused about this. Post is a little long but please please, I need opinions..! I assume I have depression, I was diagnosed with it back in May, but I mean do I really...
    EmptySmokeClouds EmptySmokeClouds 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 2

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    This is the time when my depression got the best in me! It's been so long from my last depression! I thought i am all cured until the beginning of this year! I had a huge fight...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F Jan 13

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    This is the time when my depression got the best in me! It's been so long from my last depression! I thought i am all cured until the beginning of this year! I had a huge fight...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Hi my name is Michael Guynn and i live in Utah. I am 16. I have been struggling with major depression since 5th grade, before that I was a happy, normal kid. One day I remember...
    MikeyGuynn MikeyGuynn 16-17, M Jan 18

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    My struggle with depression has helped me to stay grounded...this statement might not make sense to most but hear me out. I have accomplished many things but my depression and...
    easynuh easynuh 26-30, F Jan 18

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    I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety last year, and I felt I was on the road to 'recovery' but it seems to be falling apart once again. I'm trying to motivate myself...
    OhLittleFox OhLittleFox 26-30, F Jan 11

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    I won't lie I battle depression, and have been since I was about 14. As a 27 year old now, training to be a youth worker has really helped my growth and made me open my eyes to a...
    Tenebrae87 Tenebrae87 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I know how people feel, it's hard trying to make people happy all the time. It's hard being a different person inside the body that you are falling apart in. We see people that we...
    Hawkings14 Hawkings14 13-15, F Jan 11

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    my depression start in march 2000 when I moved inn with my boyfriend and later found out that he had cheated on me with some minor and he ended up serving 5 years in prison. later...
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    Iv been Battling depression for man as long as I can remember. Lately iv been doing better trying to force my self to socialize and get out. But certain triggers will pop back up...
    hawks94 hawks94 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with depression after my best friend died in a car crash that I was suppose to be in. It's hard for me to admit I have depression because it makes me think I'm...
    Tristag8 Tristag8 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I've battled depression for the past 5 years. I started cutting exactly five years ago. I stopped for over a year because I had conquered it and was happy and in love. I started...
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    I have had zero energy ever since Christmas ended. All I want to do is sleep. The only thing I can think that triggered my depression was lack of sleep. But I'm going to use this...
    tlee5001 tlee5001 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Sometimes i feel so lost with myself. I dont feel like im good enough for anything. Im to the point of being the girl that stays in all the time and doesnt hang out with people...
    PCOSstrength PCOSstrength 16-17, F Jan 4

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    It's getting worse everyday. I feel like I live alone in this house. I only have 2 friends here, my books and my highschool friend. My childhood wasn't beautiful. The opposite, I...
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 6 Responses Jan 5

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    I have a hard time to do certain things, like stick to a diet. I don't care about my weight unless I realize my old dress doesn't fit or somebody in my close circle tells me I am...
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    My parents divorced when I was 5 years old. I then moved in with my grandparents. My grandpa, who was like a father to me, passed away the day before I turned 9 years old. My...
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    1). I tell my story so I can remember what I'm fighting to stay away from.2). I cherish the one who fought for me when I could not, and have cut the ties from those who did not.3...
    TwentyTwoReasons TwentyTwoReasons 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    1). I tell my story so I can remember what I'm fighting to stay away from.2). I cherish the one who fought for me when I could not, and have cut the ties from those who did not.3...
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    I've never posted anything on here before, but at this point I simply don't know what to do. My boyfriend and I have been together for around 2.5 years now, and both of us are in...
    makitath makitath 18-21, F Jan 14

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    This post is about suicide. Two people I love have taken their lives in 2014. Last night, one other attempted to. I know, in my heart, that suicide is not the answer. But I...
    Theforgotten4 Theforgotten4 16-17, F Jan 19

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    schmetterlingmx schmetterlingmx 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I hate when I feel like this ,like I got hit with a ton of bricks . I feel so sad and alone and I'm not alone and that just makes me feel worse. I had too many things hit me at...
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    Meditation helps depression HUGELY. If you’ve always heard meditation could help but never really took the plunge, this is for you. My name is Jerimiah, and I wrote an eBook on...
    TheMeditatingCat TheMeditatingCat 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jan 18

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    Lately I've been struggling with my depression, it's been getting to a point where my suicidal tho have kicked back into high gear. I've never felt quite as hopeless and useless a...
    EpicChick22 EpicChick22 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The Demons At My Door. I have another doctors appointment today and I don't want to go. Fighting the need and the want to go. I am trying to lay in my bed and get all the demons...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc 61-65, T 5 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    False. Depression and selfishness go hand in hand. Withdrawing from the world hurts the people we love. What is more selfish than wallowing in self-pity? Most of us want to...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 3

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