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I Stay In Depression

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    Its Like Home....

    Ive known it so long.  Ive been doing it my whole life.  Ive totally let it take over. I gave up at some point and now ....I'm just at its mercy. I want to get out.  I am suffering through...not even living.  Just here.  Not for me....for others to whom...
    jawake jawake 36-40, F Nov 18, 2008

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    I think my own cure for depression is having a best friend. Someone who is there for me, and enjoys similar things. I felt depressed and alone for so long, it was normal. While I...
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    I think it's been a bit over 5 years, but that depends on when I should count that it started. It esentially started with a semi-trauma. Maybe a bit before that but holy damn did...
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    I've seen this question before... What is depression like? Now, it may not be the same for everyone. Depression varies in intensity, in length, in type. For some, like me, it's a...
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    I really wish that I can hurry up and get on medication I've been on medication in the past it's kind of a sad story actually I started seeing a therapist at the age of like 5...
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    I'm not blaming anybody but myself for where I am and the circumstances I have to face in my life. It's not my parent's fault, nor is it my friend's fault. It's my fault. I own it...
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    So this might be a weird question, but I wonder if people here have had to work through a similar situation. What do you do when your therapy goals and your spouse's therapy goals...
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    Electricgasmic Electricgasmic 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 20

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