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    Its Like Home.... - Ive known it so long.  Ive been doing it my whole life.  Ive totally let it take over. I gave up at some point and now ....I'm just at its mercy. I...
    jawake jawake 36-40, F Nov 18, 2008

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    I cried myself to sleep last night. I went through the whole day with a straight face, walking around feeling out of touch with my surroundings, soon as I got home and into bed, I...
    Lunarlight Lunarlight 18-21, F 2 Responses 32 mins ago

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    This annoys the **** outta me. People who selfharm and/or are depressed keep whining about how sad they feel and how they want to cut. Just stop. ******* stop it. And don't you...
    absenceofsound absenceofsound 13-15, F 6 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I hide behind a neutral face I act strong but really im crumbling on the inside...I am to scared to cry because i dont think i could stop the tears once they fall...I suffer from...
    WildNikolaRose33 WildNikolaRose33 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Someone posted about a free app on hypnosis. I don't remember where I read it. But I tried it for about a month for my depression and anxiety attacks. I thought maybe it might be a...
    Blmy Blmy 46-50, F Mar 29

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    The Depression that I am having now, along with the unbearable loneliness, and a lack of intimacy, my business not doing well. So I joined another business a few days ago, and have...
    loveisforall loveisforall 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    The people that have never been depressed have no idea what it's like. Depression is a cold dark silent hell where, the only sounds you hear are your own. The sounds constant...
    shaunrain shaunrain 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am literally trapped in my depression. I always felt something was missing in my life so at the age of 23 i joined the army hoping to fill that emptiness but i truly did want to...
    robboom robboom 22-25, M Apr 6

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    Backstory: Diagnosed 7 years ago with Severe Clinical Depression. Relationship of 1.5 years broke up few days ago because he couldn't deal with my issues. He says I need to...
    aintthatinnocent aintthatinnocent 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 3

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    Depression. It's a hole. It's a never ending hole. It's one of those things you can't get rid of. It's like a nasty addiction. It's always gonna be there. It will never go away. No...
    urbanangel99 urbanangel99 13-15, M Mar 25

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    Today has been a really rough day. These last three days actually have been really rough. I've been trying to stay positive because I know what my depression can do to me if I...
    Moonchild205 Moonchild205 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I'm going through depression and taking anti depressants/anxiety pills. Childhood traumas include sexual/emotional/physical abuse. Bullying and abandonment. At least I know what's...
    AliBashir AliBashir 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    I truly hate this . This feeling . It's like being trapped inside of four walls . Four walls made of glass , and a glass roof . You see the rain , the sun , the moon and the stars...
    SuicideBerry SuicideBerry 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    I am like you. Depression has been my way of life ever since I can remember. I'm 46 years old. I'm a virgin, but proud of it although I am not proud of the fact that I've done...
    churchworker churchworker 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I feel like getting everything off my chest right now. I've had a really rough day. So, here's my story: My family is really dysfunctional. It's gotten really bad. We go to a...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 8

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    Hello :) if you're reading this, then you're probably feeling pretty crappy right now, and probably a little confused and angry. Maybe you feel alone, like I once did. Or maybe you...
    xMina97x xMina97x 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I been through alot through this lifetime of mine, many people i know i have. I have fallen i have failed, i got up and i tried. I stay determined through all the tough times...
    fearisaliar fearisaliar 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Guys i just wanted to say: don't be depressed,let it go away,you know why?because life is so short,we should live this only life we have,to the fullest. Stay strong and go on,life...
    miserableamy miserableamy 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    No one would ever assume that I am severely depressed. On the outside I put up a very happy go lucky front, always with a smile on my face. But what they don't know if what I am...
    LockedUpp LockedUpp 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Truthfully, I am never mad. The only emotion I seem to feel other than happiness and love is sadness. For some reason, I have gotten a lot more callous and sad all the same. I...
    Kawiicatnipotaku Kawiicatnipotaku 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I've just had as much as I can take. It's my 30th birthday today. Nothing in my life ever go's right. Everywhere I go makes me feel sick with anxiety and depression. My mind doesn...
    wikidsinner84 wikidsinner84 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 6

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    What is depression? Depression is emptiness. It's a deep, dark hole inside you that can't be filled. It's feeling like you are all alone in the world and no one knows you exist...
    KittenHasaWhip KittenHasaWhip 46-50, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    So I'm coming on here because I could use support and no one I know can understand how I feel. I've struggled with this for over a year now. I'm currently in college and depression...
    megannicole73 megannicole73 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been depressed since around October of 2013. I had a long distance boyfriend, my first love. I think that was one of the major reasons why my depression began. Then school...
    atlrauhlin atlrauhlin 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Living with depression is like walking through mud when everyone else is running on concrete. I fight depression everyday. No one wants to help people with depression, when someone...
    alexandrathemisfit alexandrathemisfit 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    I could never beat the negativity of depression. I tried to fight it. I tried real hard. But the more I tried, the more I failed and the more I failed, the more it beat me up and...
    wundayatta wundayatta 56-60, M Mar 30

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    March 19. Staying Out of the Middle. "I don't want to get in the middle, but . . ." is a sign that we may have just stepped into the middle. We do not have to get caught in the...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 19

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    March 19. Staying Out of the Middle. "I don't want to get in the middle, but . . ." is a sign that we may have just stepped into the middle. We do not have to get caught in the...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 19

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    He cheated 3 months into us dating with an ex who he wasn't over. I didn't find out until our 4th month of dating, after we said we loved each other. I literally found out he...
    berrybumble berrybumble 18-21, F Mar 20

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    It's like a void where there had to be actual feelings. I s suffered and still suffer alone, far from home, trying to find myself a way in my life. So, basically, the only persons...
    suns3ta suns3ta 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I have been having such a tough time. Everything is getting hard again. It would just be so easy to slip into my old ways again. But I am almost 3 months clean. But then I cant...
    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    I have suffered depression since the age of 16 and I was always ashamed to admit it. People generally didn't understand my emotions and to be honest i didn't understand it myself...
    Robuk1991 Robuk1991 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 27

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    Sometimes I sleep for the whole day without any sleeping pills....I like to stay in my room ...with lights off.... Staying alone .... ... I don't like meeting friend other people...
    lost021 lost021 18-21, F 10 Responses 4 days ago

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    being a high school girl can be extremely tough. it's literally a roller coaster of emotions that i feel day to day. some days my depression gets the best of me and i sink so low...
    itsbrittney itsbrittney 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I have been dealing with depression for as long as I can remember. From before I even knew what to call it. I am thankful that my darker periods are less frequent and don’t...
    AnonymousEP77 AnonymousEP77 41-45, M Apr 5

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    I've been depressed since I was 14 years old. I'm 21 now, and it's been a tough 7 years. Initially, my depression co-incided with anorexia and purging tendencies - including over...
    AngelicLore AngelicLore 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Some people say "It's just a stage" or "Just be happy!". Well, you see, those people don't understand nothing is ever quite that simple. Depression is like an itch, or a little...
    YoureAllMurderers YoureAllMurderers 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm currently still battling a noticeable, yet secret, depression. I say noticeable, yet secret, because the people around me notice something is wrong but don't ask or is even...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I was diagnosed with depression at eight years old and have lived with it in such a way that it has crippled nearly every aspect of my life. I have never been on medication to help...
    Scorpio018 Scorpio018 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    It is inevitable. I know that depression is something I will always deal with. Depression has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember. I can usually get through the...
    couldbeheaven couldbeheaven 26-30, F Apr 1

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    'It makes me sad to see you this way.' This was the sentence that made me want to change my life. My friend told me that, while he saw me crying. Of course, being secretive and...
    eliahlior eliahlior 22-25 1 Response Apr 4

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    Depression and anxiety have haunted me all my life. I've tried the pills, I've tried talking about it, and I usually resort to just sleeping it off. Depression doesn't just affect...
    kristeneh520 kristeneh520 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Popping pills just to cope with what I know will surface only hours later. Knowing that the impeding doom of misery, suffering, pain, and guilt are all on the horizon. I would...
    DaFufinator DaFufinator 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 18

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    The first time I experienced severe chronic depression started when I was 14. It was after a guy from my school broke up with me. It was my first time getting dumped. And it was...
    vs770x vs770x 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    i have depression and ADHD. my doctor said that my depression is because of my dads brain tomur. my dad has had this tomur since he was 18. my theropetist says that i have...
    1994trip 1994trip 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    I feel it is brave of me to admit this, but I can in this anonymous world. I am a professional married mother. The depression, if that is what it is hit me as a teenager. It got...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Mar 24

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    I battle depression. When I am depressed, I cant function. I cant get out of bed before 1oclock. When I do get out of bed, my body gets tired so I go right to the couch. Dishes sit...
    amarie02 amarie02 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I have recently had episodes of depression. Moving away from my friends and everything I knew is part of it. I think I also feel this way because of social networking. I look on...
    Ginger135 Ginger135 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I have came to complete acceptance that depression will likely always be apart of me., a piece of me I carry through my days here as an earthling . This is not me saying, hey I...
    Allissaxxx Allissaxxx 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    hello, my name is R. I feel like I'm 'coming out' posting this. I've felt on and off suicidal, or depressed since my early teens. I'm now 64. I married a similar person , we are...
    robdaartist robdaartist 61-65, M 5 Responses Apr 5

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    I battle both anxiety and depression, which now is manifesting itself in being anxious about depression returning. It has been very tough lately and work is a major source of...
    kjmbk kjmbk 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 6