Staying up late on the computer = story of my life
I sometimes stays late and thinks what if i hold my breath and let myself die?
Cause I wanna be free from this world without any reason.
I don't have any pain or problem.
seriously what am i doing awake? i never really know. just am.
I used to, but my real mother (in Heaven) always gets on me for doing that so I'm trying to stop.
I just lay there on my bed just waiting for something ....... But I don't know what is
My life is sooooo intresting