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I Still Can't Love Anyone Apart From Him

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    I Am Not Interested

    I got invited for a date...I got invited for an overseas trip just to choose persian rugs...I got invited to sit on one of the 14 porsche car in town... I got invited to choose my kinda dinner and he will bring me... I got invited to have his maid just so he could bring me out...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Oct 21, 2009

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    He Is Still The One

    i can't forget him even though on occasion, i have tried. he still comes into my mind at the odd moment and i wonder is he remembering me? at first he was all i thought about,  all i dreamed of, our future together forever.... then i would not hear from him and i'd be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Trying To Forget Him , But It's Hard!

    I was so in love with this guy in the uni. He was my first love, It was love at first sight, there was an energy between us, I could feel when he was around , I felt that he was looking at me , without seeing. We thought the same things. Our love was celestial and if there is a...
    Zealoust Zealoust 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2009

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    I'm glad people can't read my thoughts because I would be charged with vehicular manslaughter..... I hate driving in a big city.
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    This is my dilema and the most obvious is that it is NOT a dilema but the feelings I have makes everything feel so wrong. I in a sense do know the person I am inlove with, but I...
    LoveUnite LoveUnite 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    I've never forgotten him, and we were split up about 12 years ago due to forces beyond our control. I've never met anyone quite like him, and doubt I ever will. I found an email...
    Rebec987 Rebec987 31-35, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Together since November 1999. Separated three years ago. Have seen each other off and on since then. He destroyed our life together with repetitive infidelity. Still, I can't...
    Gem1970 Gem1970 36-40, F 14 hrs ago

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    Modest Mouse - Bukowski: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2UCT5ABGa4 I cannot get over this song. I'm sure I've heard it: a long time ago. Like it has a deeper meaning to me than...
    ColdPenguin25 ColdPenguin25 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    I'm sick of the stress! Being married to the idiot that I am brings so much stress and drama into my life it's unreal. I'm 38+1 weeks pregnant and I have his family causing so much...
    JenniBob JenniBob 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I can never say I've been truly happy...ever...I've known this since I was a kid...I've had happy times but I have never been happy for a week straight with no complaints.I use to...
    Gottawannaneedtotalk Gottawannaneedtotalk 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    i honestly don't know what to believe anymore, i don't know the difference between lies and reality.
    hollaeveryone hollaeveryone 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    You try to be nice and help someone out then it comes back and kick and kick you in the ***. I helped this guy out at work let him stay he only payed me 200 a month. Last month he...
    UCLABruinsFan13 UCLABruinsFan13 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    This is not about me but this is my experience that does bother me. So my husband's business partner just broke up with his girlfriend. I used to go out with her sometimes but I...
    VogueChloe VogueChloe 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    The the thing with boyfriends' mothers. Oh my God they are so irritating. I'm tired of being lectured. I'm quiet and not a back talker and just nod and says yes or no, and say a...
    reginarose reginarose 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I am in love,with someone I cant have. it took me months to just even recognize the feelings, how can I love somebody I never thought I would even like? a complete opposite to what...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I try my best to keep things at peace. As much as possible, I want everyone happy. I adjust to everyone's needs. I often put their needs before mine. But there are some instances...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I don't think I can truly love anyone. First off, I'll keep this as short and to the point as possible. I've had three very serious relationships in my life. Each one of them ended...
    Squilliam27 Squilliam27 18-21, M a week ago

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    The after it happened I off-handedly brought it up to my friends in the change room before gym class. I think I was in 5th grade at the time. They didn’t say much. I think I...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 3 Responses a week ago

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    My ex boyfriend was broken. 10 years older than me and his life was a mess. He couldn't stay away from drinking he already ruined his life because of it. He had no drivers license...
    beanie1417 beanie1417 22-25, F a week ago

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    We shouldn’t be together. Culturally, we are so diverse. Age, we are a decade apart. Location, across the world from one another. Relationship, too complicated to explain. But...
    MyHeart4You MyHeart4You 46-50, F a week ago

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    As a follow up, my ex got out of jail. And immediately following his release, he started with the incessant calling. Sending cards and poems and love letters everyday. I had a PFA...
    blackbeautygirl51 blackbeautygirl51 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    My husband is a psychopath. He has no remorse or accountability for his actions. He had numerous affairs, lied and deceived me from the day we married. His family knew what he was...
    trinny61 trinny61 51-55, F Aug 16

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    Deep Depression Has Become My Best Friend As Of Lately,Loneliness Has Been Overwhelming. Simply Because, I Can't Be Myself.. I Have All Of These Deeply Rooted Feelings Wantings and...
    BriyannaTyasia BriyannaTyasia 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    For some reason I can't sleep. Anyone awake and want to chat?
    mn0101 mn0101 26-30, M Aug 16

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    There is someone I care about about there. I Think about him a lot. About being with him. About how much he deserves kindness in the face of some pretty unkind people. About unkind...
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I'm constantly thinking about some book I read in the back of my mind. I'm afraid it's going to be like this for the rest of my life and I will ignore everything else around me...
    RandomGirl1003 RandomGirl1003 13-15, F Aug 14

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    When I'm feeling down I love to be in a dark room with my headphones blasting so my brother can hear them from his room down the hall. And even when I'm not feeling down I still...
    maeve106 maeve106 13-15, F Aug 14

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    Girlgamer11 Girlgamer11 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    How can I be sure if these people will not turn against me one day? was a question I asked myself after I read a book about war. In the book, even the main characters "best bud...
    GZPJ GZPJ 13-15, M Aug 14

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    The best feeling we could ever have is love. But the most painful would be still the same, love... Once you felt that feeling to someone, you'll be the happiest person in the whole...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F Aug 13

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    I fell in love with a young man, I'll call him Kenny* that was two years younger than I. I was 21 at the time and he was 19. I was a senior in college and he was a sophomore...
    lola822 lola822 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 12

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    I met this guy at the gym where I work. He seemed shy at first but said "Hi" and asked about me to his friends who are my co-workers. We made eye contact and I immediately fell...
    cheergirl66522 cheergirl66522 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    This might be long for some so just bear with me. My life has sucked for most of it. I know now as an adult I have to make my own decisions and get myself out of this hell hole...
    Drake3030 Drake3030 26-30, M Aug 9

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    I am Gay (I don't think I am afraid to say that any more.). I have lost my friend, my best friend, my boyfriend. I don't know how to express my feelings in writing. I am not as...
    PagesAL PagesAL 36-40 Aug 9

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    I think i might be close. But it's pretty scary. There's this girl i've been friends with for 2 years now. We talk almost every day, and sometimes i'd make really big efforts just...
    BMWMP0WER BMWMP0WER 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    Haven't slept since Wednesday afternoon before my shift. been awake for more than 39 hours and I still can't sleep :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Again to the next part. So after the whole ordeal, with the teachers husband. I was scared. I wasn't fearful for me. I was fearful for Jason. What if I would've made his life a...
    MissOreoX MissOreoX 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I can't stop thinking about someone I haven't seen in the past four years. We were just acquaintances for years and then one day, we (or I) had this moment when our eyes met. It...
    theeternalsolitaire theeternalsolitaire 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 6