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I Still Can't Love Anyone Apart From Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 14 People

    I Am Not Interested

    I got invited for a date...I got invited for an overseas trip just to choose persian rugs...I got invited to sit on one of the 14 porsche car in town... I got invited to choose my kinda dinner and he will bring me... I got invited to have his maid just so he could bring me out...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Oct 21, 2009

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    He Is Still The One

    i can't forget him even though on occasion, i have tried. he still comes into my mind at the odd moment and i wonder is he remembering me? at first he was all i thought about,  all i dreamed of, our future together forever.... then i would not hear from him and i'd be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Trying To Forget Him , But It's Hard!

    I was so in love with this guy in the uni. He was my first love, It was love at first sight, there was an energy between us, I could feel when he was around , I felt that he was looking at me , without seeing. We thought the same things. Our love was celestial and if there is a...
    Zealoust Zealoust 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2009

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    I have extreme and crippling trust issues because of my parents. They are extremely emotionally abusive and they put me down every chance they get. They'll call me worthless, good...
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    I don't want to tell anyone because I know people are ignorant and judgemental. I don't know who to trust but I need someone. I do not know what is wrong with me. I feel...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 16-17, F Sep 23

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    Lately I realized that I have been creating mental imagery automatically and can't stop myself. I had a bad experience with a dude when I was in kindergarten and had forgotten...
    GuardedSoulofGold GuardedSoulofGold 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I am struggling to get over the person I was seeing before. He put me down all the time and now I feel I can't get anyone. He has made me feel so worthless and depressed. I have no...
    MelisJade MelisJade 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I have a co-worker who just lost his grandfather and I can't stop feeling bad for him.. He took off the rest of this week and I want to buy him flowers but I don't think guys...
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    He may of said he loved me back but now I feel he never did love me... I feel as though it was a lie and because of him I can't love again cause I will not do this again and have...
    Datenshi Datenshi 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Like right now... It's 3:44am for me. Been in bed for 4 hours and still can't manage to drift off to sleep -.-
    EnvyStar EnvyStar 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been struggling with focus and priorities since I graduated high school in 2008. I've been taking college courses since and haven't been able to give it my best for more than...
    Anon787 Anon787 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Come from a family of idiots who are currently trying to destroy each other, and am caught in the crossroads. The guy who stayed with me through it all cheated and left, and then...
    roza96 roza96 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I can't do it anymore. I wanted to be strong. I don't want to guilt him. I didn't guilt him last time. He came back on his own. I only left him two messages, neither pressuring nor...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Maybe, I’ll stop loving him tomorrow, But for today, I’ll fall in love with him… I was only four when I met him. He was eight. He (Yael) and his little sister (Eva) were my...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    Maybe, I’ll stop loving him tomorrow, But for today, I’ll fall in love with him… I was only four when I met him. He was eight. He (Yale) and his little sister (Eva) were my...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F Sep 29

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    I miss him so much. I know I shouldn't but I do. I shouldn't care at all. It's hard here without him in the place that used to be ours. I pull into the parking lot and his...
    Mandaryn Mandaryn 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 8

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    So the title to your story is telling. I can say writing this is an outlet for me as I have found myself involved in a situation that is progressing into more than I thought. It...
    almondeyes14 almondeyes14 36-40, F Sep 21

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    I am so upset all the time :( I cry almost everyday all over a dumb boy. I was in love with him and I still am :( I guess I just can't let go. I'm only 14 and he was the only guy I...
    mayks3 mayks3 13-15, F Oct 2

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    He was quite easy on the eyes. Immediately, my body's chemical reaction took the reigns of what little self control I had at that time in my life. For weeks, I admired from afar...
    dancingsunz dancingsunz 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    He was my best friend. The greatest friend anyone could ever have. And even while he cared deeply for me, he was in love with one of his closest friends, who was also a friend of...
    classicminx classicminx 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    Okay so, I have been dating this guy for 3 months. I know that doesn't seem very long, but just listen. We met over the summer in July. He was best friends with my sisters...
    Hopelessromantic98 Hopelessromantic98 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Well lets see first off there are two guys, each perfect in their own special way and yet completely different. the first one, lets call him Bo, is smart and funny and weird. He's...
    INTPisMe INTPisMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I remember laughing at the girls in school. Crying and moping over ex-boyfriends, crushes, hot substitute teachers. I thought they were stupid. Why waste your tears on someone who...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    Hi.. I'm Alyx, I really can't take people lieing to be anymore on EP.. First was Ryan, who pretend to be 14 and talked about how he was bullied and got beat up. He talked about...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 13-15, M 11 Responses Oct 5

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    I've been battling with the dilemma of telling my straight friend that I've got feelings for him. However, he has made it perfectly clear before that we're just friends and that's...
    nickrif nickrif 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It has been bugging me for a long time and I think I am in love with my friend. We've known each other for 8 years, and we have built a very good friendship. I noticed that I...
    Jelliii Jelliii 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I can't sleep tonight, my mind and body won't let me. I have work tomorrow and I would love to fall asleep soon, so that I'm not a zombie tomorrow!
    Lostneedsfound Lostneedsfound 22-25, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I can't commit suicide the balance will split to some people I am their only hope (my siblings and dad and some ep friend) I can't risk it will get depressed maybe commit suicide...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    When I Let My Heart Break. I fell in love with my good friend and when I told him, he didn’t love me back (it hurt). We’ve never talked ever since. I still hang...
    rodeloves rodeloves 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I am having trouble getting over my ex-boyfriend. He started out so sweet and after a few months another side came out that I didn't like. It started little with anger spats...
    hopegarden33 hopegarden33 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Today I realized that I have a problem I've been putting aside since forever. But I can't ignore it anymore its ruining my life and making me so freaking depressed. I am so...
    elly668 elly668 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    just thinking about this puts so much anger back into my soul.... you're going to think I'm the biggest idiot after reading this,but here goes.... I was fifteen years old. He was...
    jaycer jaycer 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    He makes me sad and mad much more than he makes me happy. There's more scars on my wrists and legs because of him No healed emotions More bad memories than good ones All insults...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Well at least I don't think he likes me he's 3 years older and is the sweetest guy I have ever met he flirts all the time and he's 16 and has never had a girl friend and I asked...
    Coolquestinsgirl404 Coolquestinsgirl404 13-15 Sep 28

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    Have you ever been in love with your best friend? I am.. We became friends instantly at the start of the year when I started a new school, he was funny and understood me. We both...
    ttn159 ttn159 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    What is love? We search for definition, and meaning behind an emotion so highly regarded and used. Love, has such a variable meaning, and each has their own definition. I have...
    malicethedevil malicethedevil 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    F*** my life!...Why the hell do I have to care so much about the people who don't care about me. This is killing me alive. I wish them happiness all of them honestly. Sorry for...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    In my 22 years long life, I never loved anyone except my parents. I never had a real friend to whom I coul'd tell my feelings and stories. I never loved any guy. I can tell he is...
    VelynaGiesa VelynaGiesa 22-25 1 Response Sep 23

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    My dad always does this to me :( I have never gone to a football game or dance or any other event this whole time I've been in highschool and I'm already a junior. I asked my dad...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17 4 Responses Sep 25

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    Ok so I posted another experience/question a while ago and no one replied so I thought I would try again. I think I am in love with my best friends older brother. I have known...
    Coolquestinsgirl404 Coolquestinsgirl404 13-15 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I am 31 years old now and I have a family of my own and love it but I can't seem to keep a relationship with my parents. My son is 5 years old and neither one of my parents have...
    jcli5092 jcli5092 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    Hi all, I'm Javier and I'm 13. I can't focus on my studies or homeworks or any personal growth. My mom isn't home all day. My neighbours are retired they live on the other side of...
    amidnightssumer amidnightssumer 70+ 4 days ago

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    Well after about 4 months my ex boyfriend came bak into the picture ... I kept seeing him from time to time during the break up and I couldn't do that anymore so I finally told him...
    lilreen lilreen 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    From the first time I ever saw Megan I was interested. I went over to my friend Laura's house and she was there and we hit it off laughing and talking... I only found out later...
    pecollins pecollins 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    One of my friends is really good friends with this guy, which I really like. I started talking to him, and he told me he liked me and asked me out. I told him no, because I thought...
    dogsareCute16 dogsareCute16 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 1