I Still Carry a Torch For My First Number 1

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    Damn You.

    H, if you're reading this (by some miracle that I can't even fathom)... damn you.  Damn you all to hell.  You absolutely ruined me.  I was innocent and pure and "normal" and accepting of men and sex and things and places and experiences that were less...
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    1 Response Apr 4, 2008

    Sweet Alice

    We split up on the way to the post office to mail our wedding invitataions, not really sure why, some sort of mutual decision. Before meeting her I was the man about town, never been in love and didnt care to be. Different girls constantly drifted into my world and out. I liked...
    crowinkcmo crowinkcmo
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2008

    Old Adage

    What can I say?  It seems to me that the saying:  "You never forget or lose feelings for your first true love". I didn't believe it, but recently (after many, many years) we've made contact and have been keeping contact.  To my...
    silvermystics silvermystics
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2007

    First Everythings

    I still think of him fondly even after he ripped my heart out and spit on it the day he broke up with me. I can't be mad at him any more for ending our relationship. We were young. It was first everythings for both of us. Dating. Kissing. Sex. And I know we had a really great...
    allyKat allyKat
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 9, 2007

    Ode to Youth

    i still remember Kevin. i remember innocence, car pools, church groups, ice skating and bike riding. i remember kissing like you never wanted to stop, holding hands like you would lose life if you let go. the days when i stopped playing dolls and started gazing into his eyes...
    lostcancerian lostcancerian
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2007
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