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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I went to the hospital for cutting & depression, it helped me sorta. but I still cut all the time. & nothing or anyone will be able to stop me. I don't know how to stop but I want...
    ashleygrierrr ashleygrierrr 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't explain the feeling I get when I cut. It just happens. It is like I want to feel something you know ? Have you ever just felt so numb and you just want to feel pain. Or...
    Nocturnallover Nocturnallover 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I cut twice today I've never cut twice in one day I might start doing it I just don't see no point in live anymore
    Maria134747 Maria134747 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I still believe in fairy tales I still believe in picking flowers I still believe in getting lost in someone’s eyes And talking for hours I still believe in shooting stars I...
    SweetEmotions SweetEmotions 36-40, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    The urge never goes away. As a matter of fact, I kind of want to cut right now. Since I quit I never have, but when I feel bad and have no outlet for my feelings, cutting again...
    SpilledSecrets SpilledSecrets 22-25, F Oct 29

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    When the opportunity next grants itself... I want to cut up my forearm.. From wrist to elbow... And if I'm lucky, I'll bleed out..
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    A lot of my girl friends have been telling me that they think it's cute to fight/argue or that their boyfriends/girlfriends think so too. Am I the only one who just thinks it's...
    rwright1 rwright1 22-25, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Found some cute cat pics on Pinterest , thought I share .
    ToTiJeZivot ToTiJeZivot 36-40, F 8 hrs ago

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    It calls my name. Everytime I have a bad day it begs me to it. One last time I tell myself after every cut. But then I come back to its grip. I wonder, is this how I will live? I...
    LenaBena1430 LenaBena1430 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    The only reason why is because every one around me thinks there better at everything they can't keep things to themselves that have to say it no you have a choice to say it my...
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I actually kinda feel insulted when someone calls me cute lol. Not that I don't appreciate it but being called "cute" makes me feel small. You know what's cute? Babies. They're...
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F Nov 12

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    Well I have been cutting since about third grade it started with light scratching with my nails ten in 5th grade i peeled the metal. Aroun the eraser up and used that then in 7th...
    Freshy26 Freshy26 13-15, F Nov 15

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    I still have it not many people my age still have there's
    jendow99 jendow99 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    When i dated this one boy i told myself he's the one he's mine and he was so sweet and cute and wonderful with me we dated for 3 months or even more but this was on online but he...
    BrokenBrittanyLovesDaniel BrokenBrittanyLovesDaniel 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    My mom disowned me a few days before and that's the first day I got back to cutting it's like I feel so guilty to be thinking of a guy from here who's absent right now. His name's...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    I cut myself before cause I can't stand living here on earth like, I wanna kill myself cause I'm a mess. I'm depressed and I even decided to be dropped-out of school and then my...
    xxBoyishGirlxx xxBoyishGirlxx 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Things have been going pretty unsmooth as of late. My dog died, my mother relapsed into her alcoholism, my father and sister are going away for the holidays (for the first time...
    jennazan jennazan 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    it's really annoying when ppl make a joke out of cutting....you don't know how to respond to people who make fun of it...:( I used to cut for a year and then it stopped but...
    skullmo skullmo 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm some ways this was a group I kind of missed but it certainly applies to me because through a series of medical conditions, chunks of my reasoning abilities and ability to...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35 9 hrs ago

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    I dragged by body to my bed while basically crawling on the ground for some time. wounded and broken .. perfect definition to describe my conditions. I disappointed people who i...
    deathiscold deathiscold 70+, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    so want to cut. my life seems to be a battle everyday and its getting worse n worse. just need a blade to take all the problems away to make myself believe that im still alive
    Kelloggz90 Kelloggz90 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I think I went too far this time.. Steri strips aren't holding the cut together on my thigh... It's not bleeding every where though as I was in the bath when I did it and then ran...
    catho catho 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27

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    I started cutting when I was thirteen. I still do.
    randomperson18 randomperson18 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I've relapsed and I'm done fighting it this time. Who cares anymore? I past where I told Kristin I would stop, 150 seemed like nothing. I have a new switch blade that slices...
    Trish12321 Trish12321 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    So I feel like I am foolish, because when I first cut into my skin it was out rage after what my little brother said, about my Keratosis Pilaris which is a skin condition that...
    Porcelian Porcelian 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I no longer have my privacy. My mom took away my razors. And now every time I'm home alone. When she gets home she body checks me. To see if I have any new cuts. All because of...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 16

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    They call me cute and all but why am i still single JK JK JK
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    I have new cuts and old scars they all tell a story of the depression I went through and the sadness that was almost every day . Sometimes I would be weeks, days clean . My...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I started cutting in 7th grade and am now a freshman in high school. My sister is drug addict and my dad cheated several times, so all the bullshit they put on my family got me...
    24wildroses 24wildroses 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Im still afraid someone will look at my wrists and see all the scars and cuts. I never want them to know
    getshrekt getshrekt 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Maybe it's still too soon to say that she got away, but I feel like sharing. This girl was the greatest. We had the most amazing chemistry and the time we spent together was...
    insomnium24 insomnium24 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Cutting is so easy. I just want to cut and cut and cut. But im going to the Dells in 3 days. Everyone will see in a swim suit. So I have to go light clean cuts that will heal. But...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F Nov 3

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    I don't cut myself because I'm sad, angry or depressed. I cut because I like the pain. I love putting alcohol on the cut and feeling it sting and burn. It makes me feel alive. I...
    Robin1226 Robin1226 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    i cut but i pssy cut. nd the dr say im a pssy cutter in not so meany words. superficial cutting as itis but i want ut deep wtf is wrong with me. im sceard to so that saves me yeaaa...
    samtosammie samtosammie 31-35, T Nov 12

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    Cute things **** me off. And I'm not talking about stuff like when someone refers to a pretty girl as being cute or a cute dress or something, I'm talking about sh*t like baby...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 12 Responses Nov 17

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    I cut myself again.. last time was half year ago I think. I have no idea why I do this, can someone explain? I don't even cry while cutting, I only stare. Watch how the bleeding...
    mydailylifeasme mydailylifeasme 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I snuck a blade into my treatment residence. I got it from the place I work. I'm hiding it in my room in the lining of a baseball cap. I have an excellent relationship with all of...
    missmalky missmalky 16-17 Nov 2

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    I have felt lonely so I had cut myself to cope with the fact that I'm not special or important. the loneliness hurt me bad today and I couldn't stop myself. I haven't cut in almost...
    OnlineCake OnlineCake 26-30, F Nov 2

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    I have a blade that no one knows about. It's about an inch long. I've been using it to cut, but I'm not cutting across, I'm cutting down. As in, I'm sticking it all the way in. I...
    missmalky missmalky 16-17 1 Response Nov 4

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    Hi everyone. I'm new here. I was looking for a site that would give me the opportunity to vent. In late January of 2013, I was at work. This handsome looking Hispanic guy...
    MissVa MissVa 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 9

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    I've been cutting on and off for over 10 years now. God, it seems like such a long time when I type the words. I've been feeling a little lost and hopeless in life as of late and I...
    silentscreamer24 silentscreamer24 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Does anyone cut and have no idea they are doing it or cut in their sleep?!?! Because I have been cutting and not been aware of it or have woken up covered in cuts everywhere and I...
    SophieeChapman SophieeChapman 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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