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I Still Cut

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I started when I was 10. And it just progressed when I got older. I started cutting bad when I was 15/16. I even had my own special cutting serrated knife I would use. I hated my...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I started when my friend told me she cut. And I felt like it was my fault, so I started to cut, and that was four months ago. I still cut and now I burn myself. I do thighs, wrists...
    Coco1578 Coco1578 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I was 15 when i first cut myself, i was under pressured, there was this one girl, a friend of mine, she was 14 and she cuts. I asked her what she felt when she cut, she said...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I just slipped up and cut again. The thing is it wasn't enough because my blade was too dull to get it deep so I still have that feeling in my chest that only goes away when I cut...
    AllTimeJessica AllTimeJessica 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 5

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    I feel that I might be able to reach more people with my story then doing this individual. For those of you that know me on this site when I say that I get this I GET THIS. I...
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M Jul 30

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    Well...I used to cut with my unscrewed pencil sharpener. I would cut my thighs and scrape the words softly "cut the fat" , my parents believe that I over-eat and eat all of the...
    genesisramos13 genesisramos13 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I think my mom is or was figuring it out. It started a bit over a month ago when we went to a water park, my one piece bathing suit showed my thighs, and I forgot about the swim...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    Ever since i didn't make it with college,i was very dissapointed and i wanted to die.Actually i criticise myself in all that i do..I don't have many friends,i do a meniale job...
    costyk67 costyk67 22-25, M Aug 10

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    Hello EP one more story to tell you it has always been my life from bad to worse, I know what I did to deserve regrets life I just want is pity that nobody ever felt, I want to...
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F Jul 31

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    So yesterday I broke my streak of 3 weeks with no cutting. I did it while I was walking to my friends house. I cut my wrist twice and let the blood coat my hand and drip on the...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 6

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    I've been cutting for about 7 months. It's gotten to the point where I don't even know why I do. My mom knows I used to cut, but she doesn't know I still do. I want to quit, but I...
    DancingDemons DancingDemons 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 29

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    well... i had a really hard time yesterday and today... my entire upper right arm is full of cuts. I normally have no problem with showing my cuts and scars.... but i'll go...
    NeverKnewMe NeverKnewMe 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I've been fighting a relapse recently. Sometimes when I'm in the car I think about it, when I'm driving. I remember how I used to wake up early and get in my car and sit in my car...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am 19 years old. Two years ago, when I was 17, I met someone who would end up completely altering who I thought I was. I was a happy girl. I enjoyed being single and flirting...
    sheonlysighs sheonlysighs 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    I had arranged to cut a neighbor friend's hair last night. She likes it long (well past her shoulders). Her husband has been asking her to cut it shorter and fancied seeing her...
    OSHfan OSHfan 41-45, M Jul 31

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    It has been over 30 years since I last saw her,I amm married and so is she. But I have never really had any closure from my love for her. We met by way of my step sister ,after we...
    highlander21666 highlander21666 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    I Woke Up To My Ringtone. Loud As Hell. I Hear "Sorry" By Ciara. So I Already Knew Who It Was. I Answered... Can A Girl Honestly Say She Wakes Up With A Princess Voice? I Can't...
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F Jul 31

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    I cut myself today. I am so ashamed. I haven't done something like that since I was a teenager. I used to cut myself all the time when I was younger. I had some issues growing up I...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    Today is 7 months since I last cut my wrist. I'm pretty cool bout it but I still want to.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Gilmaoq1174 Gilmaoq1174 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    -TRIGGER WARNING- People ask me why I cut automatically thinking it's attempted suicide or will lead to it..NO! I don't cut because I want to die, I cut because I'm trying to stay...
    BrokenBellaBixtch BrokenBellaBixtch 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Doesn't this suck.. First time I cut , I promised myself I would never do it again.. I just got really upset one day & cut again.. It soon became a habit.. When I get angry ? I cut...
    Morganperez114 Morganperez114 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I've been clean for so long, probably a few months but I have the need to do it again. But I'm scared... What if I cut to deep? Or where should I cut to make sure my mom doesn't...
    anonymouschicky anonymouschicky 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I've started to cut as a coping mechanism/punishment for things that I felt I did wrong. Being overly sensitive to strong emotions, cutting also felt a like a fitting distraction...
    analiza17 analiza17 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I love cutting myself and I think cutting is great. This is of course, just an opinion coming from me. Cutting. I don't see it like it's a bad thing. Everyone says, "oh I regret...
    xrefusetosink xrefusetosink 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    So its been fcking months since I did this sh!t but few hours ago I cut again. Cut my wrist. Haven't cut since early march. Idk why just life again I think. 1 of those down days...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    This is a new thing to me. I have never before cut in my life. But my teachers used to think i self harmed. I used to not care if i got hurt, id always have cuts and stuff cos i...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I remember this one time me and my brother were talking about the fact that I cut myself (this is before he decided to not want to talk about anything with me). I was telling him...
    Lanigga14 Lanigga14 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Hello. I am Bailey. I am seventeen years old. I started cutting myself when I was fourteen. The first time I did it, I used a key. I carved someone's initials into my forearm...
    Baileywelch12 Baileywelch12 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was almost a week clean but I cut today I guess ill be wearing long sleeve tomorrow The less I cut the more cuts I cut when I start again
    maria134747 maria134747 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    SighSighSigh. So yeah...about three months ago my bf broke up with me because he knew his family wouldn't let us wed .-. Yeah... I'm brown-Asian and interracial marriages are...
    aliyahatake aliyahatake 18-21, F Jul 26

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    My mum asked me two weeks ago if I still self harm and I said: "Well I am not going to lie to you. I still do it." And since then she hasn't talked to me... She didn't even call...
    NeverKnewMe NeverKnewMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    I'm 2 weeks clean and I really really feel like cutting or burning right now like UGH if not cutting or burning I end up scratching myself until I bleed I seriously think I need to...
    BrokenBellaBixtch BrokenBellaBixtch 13-15, F 7 Responses Jul 23

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    I was 8 Yes old. My mom told me that my daddy left to go on a trip but I know by the look on her face she was lying. I waited and he never came back so I started to get angry. One...
    brandi0421 brandi0421 13-15, F Jul 26

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    I Promised my friend and Myself that i wouldn't cut anymore. I was about 2 weeks clean, but i missed it. The sting of the blade and the color of blood... I shouldnt enjoy this. I...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Jul 28

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    I don't usually cut myself. I'm not a cutter. But I hurt my mom again, and it's not right I know but I should've controlled myself, not felt angry. I have a lot of problems with my...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 29

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    Yea I just give up in life and hate myself I'm going to cut right now. I'm only cut myself twice and stop might cut 3 or 4 times this time.
    laserabe1 laserabe1 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I dont know why i cut myself on purpose...sometime i just feel life is meaningless to me but theres time where i feel so happy and i tell myself cutting is useless so whats the...
    rheahendrew rheahendrew 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I've been told I qualify as a "cute teenage white boy" as I have long hair, I'm thin, and I'm "cute" haha! I'm bi, I want to meet a cute teenage white boy, but I can't find any ugh...
    helloimdeupi helloimdeupi 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    The thing that amaze me about cutting myself is that before it was just 2 little cuts per day and now 7 deep cuts per day :(
    CutmyselfBoy CutmyselfBoy 13-15, M Aug 7

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    The thing that ameze me about cutting muself is that before 2 tiny cuts and now they are 7 deep cuts :(
    CutmyselfBoy CutmyselfBoy 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I used to but our knifes are not strong enough. Anyway I went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife I kept moving it on my hand softly wanting to cut my self but I stopped and went...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Aug 8

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    How much will I have to do before I return to normal? If I just sat down in the shower so the blood would wash away, how long would it take before I cut out all the things wrong...
    LesbianBlue LesbianBlue 18-21, F Aug 14

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    I was cutting pretty bad from 20 a day to 90 a day all over my legs and arm and I did that for about 11 months I was covered in scars but most of them faded now I've been clean for...
    greenmonkeysoup greenmonkeysoup 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I used to do it for crap reasons- I thought I'd be 'interesting', I thought this guy would love me back. But after a while, after I stopped and then relapsed, I started loving it...
    HorizonHeart HorizonHeart 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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