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I Still Cut

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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    I cut myself to feel pain so stop saying im suicidal though if I died while doing it would be a bonus :)
    juicy1233 juicy1233 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    im such a ****** screw up. hit the bottle and started cutting. turned off my phone after telling the only person that cares not to bother with me. planned on killing myself but i...
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    If I died by cutting too deep, bonus jonas :)
    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601 13-15, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    It has been a few weeks since I have cut and now I'm struggling not to! Its so hard to resist when I'm hurting so much inside :'(
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    theshu12 theshu12 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Why? I keep asking myself the same question every time i do this. Why do i keep cutting? It doesnt really help. Just leaves scars. I dont really feel the pain of cutting, i think...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Jan 7

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    I've always cut. I've always had that urge that wouldn't go away especially when I get hurt or life is rough. Or I'd smoke. Or I'd drink. Or all three. I don't have cigarettes or...
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    I'm cutting right now I cut because I want to feel something besides sad all the time. I have been through hell and back these past 5 months with my diagnosis
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