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I Still Cut

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    I WAS a severe self harmer. Started in a mild form-at age 12. By age 15, not only burning myself with cigarettes-needing stitches at least 3 times a week. Nobody cared. By age 19...
    cherryjar cherryjar 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    So, these are from a whole ago when I still cut my wrists. But my teacher looked right at them today when I raised my hand and he came over. I'm pretty sure he is going to question...
    lolloverlln lolloverlln 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Sharp Thoughts By Kassidy Voelker And Tristan Rethman We cut into our skin because we're angry, we're sad, we're hurtin we're trying to hide it but We're lost and we're broken. We...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M Aug 29

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    Argue against it all you want, it's the only way of coping with the pains this world brought me. People would have abandoned me and left me to rot, my blade is always there for me...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So here' s the deal, i was going here around ep when i saw question that says, "Why do teens hurt themselves on purpose?" Me being a part of that, cuz yeah i'm a cutter, read the...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 4 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    ...hmm... i joined this group when i was on my quest for tokens which sadly i have just given up on now. *sighs* Seeing as though no matter how many i join or how much i write and...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 28

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    So i kind of don't know what to do and i really need help (Please do not tell me to speak to someone people know and really can't and won't help me) i have been cutting since i was...
    SophieMarkezzie SophieMarkezzie 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    My scars are years old. Still affect me though. Some people notice them, some people ignore them. I feel ashamed sometimes in public, hoping nobody sees. My entire left forearm...
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I can't cut daily anymore because family is always around and my no cutting streak didn't end this afternoon like I thought it would. It ended this evening and it was the best...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    Just started smoking to keep myself calm so I don't cut as much, but I still really want to cut.
    blackroses75 blackroses75 18-21, F Aug 28

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    It's beautiful isn't it, it'll help with my fears of cutting. Just a slash and blood will flow, all the evil thoughts will disappear temporarily. Still I don't feel like cutting...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 10

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    4 weeks tomorrow without cutting! :) I hope everyone else here has news like this to share because it's a great celebration. But, for those who are still struggling and have been...
    cyanidemaxwell cyanidemaxwell 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The first time i cut my self I was 12 years old. My mother had just had one of her best "motherly moments" of my childhood. She shoved me against the sharp counter leaving a long...
    mst529 mst529 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 3

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    Last night I feel pathetic and was about to cry again...so I stopped myself. Ran to grab my pocket knife it's so much better than scissors. With little pressure on the knife I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 10 Responses Sep 10

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    Has anyone ever covered a scar with a tattoo. There are many different opinions out there but it seems it can be done. The scars will still be there but if the artist is good then...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I didn't fully cut, more like scrape the first layer off but it scabbed over and looks like a 3 inch slice -.- Do I still have my 2 yrs or do I start over? I didn't want to lose...
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I use to cut a lot, then went from only cutting once a month to where I am now; twice a day. I know I need to stop or at least cut down on it but it's hard. Each cut tells a story...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I started when I was 16. I did it once, and promised myself I would never do it again. But of course, I did. It was a very dark time of my life. I was just so unhappy. I thought...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F Sep 2

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    I use to cut, not much anymore i still do here and there, but i found a way to kind of beat it. Distractions! It helps but it only pauses for a bit. Smoking helps but i dont...
    tonygoesrawrr tonygoesrawrr 18-21, M Sep 2

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    Brother: "Why is she talking so long in the bathroom?" Dad: "It's because she's a girl. Girls do that." Go ahead and hate if you want to, but this is a really touchy subject...
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    Haven't cut since that night, looks like this now....... Still have my butterfly :)
    HoldingOnToAir HoldingOnToAir 16-17, T 2 Responses Sep 4

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    On august 31 my baby boy, Jacen, was born at 22 weeks. Saturday night I had my first really big contraction. I wrote this off as a Braxton hicks because I didn't get another for...
    maggie3333333 maggie3333333 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    There's so much pain inside me and i just have to cut to get it out. I hate myself for doing it but i still do it. Noone even cares anyway so i'm not hurting anyone else.
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I have successfully starved for 2 days! And 3 days tomorrow I'm actually proud of myself for once And (if you read my getting caught at school experience) it's still SO awkward...
    13AndMiserable 13AndMiserable 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Have u ever just looked at a car and thought "I could jump in front of it and I would be free, what's stopping me?" I've had these thoughts for a long time, and I still don't know...
    imjackandimdark imjackandimdark 16-17, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hi, I'm Zack. I'm 15. I'm in 10th grade. I'm bisexual. My family owns a hunting lodge and outdoor resort in East Texas. I have late puberty. I was dumped by my xgf in real life and...
    zackthehunter zackthehunter 13-15, M 10 Responses 2 days ago

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    One cut, two cut, three cut, floor... Five cut, six cut, one cut more...
    Madis9957 Madis9957 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was in the shower for like an hour today and just took my time making each cut, trying to make sure they were deep enough to bleed. I only cut on my thigh though because it is...
    MissxThing MissxThing 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My and my husband signed over custody of our two sons 13 and 10. We were addicts of pain medication and I was a very bad alcoholic. I have been sober from alcohol since Nov. 3rd...
    misty1979 misty1979 31-35 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love cutting myself and I think cutting is great. This is of course, just an opinion coming from me. Cutting. I don't see it like it's a bad thing. Everyone says, "oh I regret...
    xrefusetosink xrefusetosink 22-25, F 10 Responses Aug 22

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    I have tried really hard to stop cutting. Over the past couple years it has become somewhat of an addiction for me. Whenever I was upset, angry or just feeling anything I didn't...
    RubyTuesday413 RubyTuesday413 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    Why do people feel the need to cut it doesn't make the pain go away. Your just hurting yourself and after you don't you think your badass or something I could cut my self and it...
    Blackwolf666 Blackwolf666 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    The first time I cut was at the end of July. My mom and I were fighting because we had just gotten back from a psychiatrist visit. She wanted me to go on Zoloft for GAD and chronic...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Well, I didn't cut myself for about 2 or 3 months, idk. It was really hard u know. But 6 days ago I cut myself again. And I missed this feeling so much guys! I have just one friend...
    sempiternalHell sempiternalHell 13-15, F 7 Responses Aug 29

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    Right now I want to be able to cut myself so that blood just comes out in gushes I want to do that and then watch it as I am listening to some of my favorite music I want to do...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I have a lot of old home videos stored on my Canon DC100 Camcorder. I had used this DC100 to shoot family videos since 2006 when it was released. This camcorder accompanied me so...
    Editor323 Editor323 22-25, M Sep 6

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    Once again I cut my self. I cut my thigh this time I ran out of room on my stomach. Someone please tell me why I cut so much cause I really don't know y. Out nay sound stupid. But...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I just started cutting. I started cutting on September 5, 2014. I hate that date because it's the same date that my dad dad just a different year. I started have flashbacks of my...
    Catlover24680 Catlover24680 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 7

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    I've been doing it on and off since I was 14. I'm 22. No one knew for the longest time. My mom found out when I was 14, and it was the worst thing I could have ever imagined. I...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Okay so I have technology design this year (I had it last year too) and last year I found blades so I took a few at different times and they were good. So this year I found...
    sarahslytherin sarahslytherin 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 11

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    I just noticed every time I cut it gets worse (I can't cut my wrist anymore ;( ..) So my thigh has five big cuts on them. But nothing makes me more angrier than when I cut and...
    13AndMiserable 13AndMiserable 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    He sees me in the hallways, he gets depressed. He acts as if I'm not there. I text him but he ignores me. I love him but he hates me. I don't get what I did for you to leave me...
    ANNI3PI3 ANNI3PI3 16-17, F Aug 23

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    I was with my ex for a year and 8 months. He was the absolute sweetest guy I've EVER met. He showered me with love and affection and as did I. We went to Hawaii, we went to...
    Noireon Noireon 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    Look what this girl done did to me She done cut me off from a good good love She told me that those days where gone Now I'm sitting here goin' half crazy Cause I know she still...
    DopeAssFaggot47 DopeAssFaggot47 16-17, F Sep 4

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    Last night, for the first time in over 7 years, I cried over him. Deep, heart wrenching sobs. I'm not sure why I was crying. I had done the stupid thing of reading my old diaries...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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