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I Still Cut

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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    ***LONG STORY*** I didn't cut deep. I've stopped with the help of my best friend. But today in language arts, we were talking about a book. The main character was so depressed...
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    When I was 12, I'm 13 right now, I started cutting. Whether it be scissors or a razor blade or anything sharp, I would cut. I still do. Some days I feel like it's gets worst in my...
    Montana2002 Montana2002 13-15, F 2 Responses May 23

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    I feel really bad about it and I've been really good too before tonight I hadn't cut for almost a month. My thighs really burn though. I think I went to far but I jus once I...
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F May 11

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    I used to cut, I really still don't know why I did it, I feel so stupid... But cutting myself has show me to be stronger, more confident and more mature. Yeha maybe you will think...
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    I have slowed down on my cutting but it's hard. The pain made life not seem so bad. People tell me you shouldn't cut and stuff but I don't want to hear it from them unless they had...
    Xxtriciakittyxx Xxtriciakittyxx 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm trying, but my fingers betray me, instead of calling my dad, I called you. We have a small talk and we said goodbye, standing on that bench on the cold. I saw your pic today...
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    When out with a friend today and we saw a guy with scars up his arms. She made a comment about how she didn't think people like him would do that and called him emo (I hate that...
    WhoseMe WhoseMe 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    IT'S BASICALLY SHAVED IN THE BACK AND LONGER IN THE FRONT. I LOOOVE IT BUT IT'S SOOO CROOKED. So yeah, that's what happened today :). I'm kinda scared of what my mom would say...
    MyNameMeansLight MyNameMeansLight 16-17, F May 3

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    Remember, cutting only improves your mood temporarily. Your problems will still be there if you cut. And you'll have ugly scars to give you reminders of the pain you were going...
    seabassep seabassep 18-21, M May 14

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    I wore a tank top the other day and my little sister asked me what was on my shoulder and sat there and traced the scratches (the cuts from a few days ago that are slowly healing...
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F 1 Response May 18

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    I used to cut a lot but I went to treatment for over a year. Now I am 18 months clean from cutting. I'm proud but I still miss it sometimes.
    jessy2341 jessy2341 13-15, F 1 Response May 22

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    Hi I go by fruity punch on here.I would like to share a personal experience.I was going to put I cut ties from my family.But that was not a option.I had to cut ties with both my...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 1 Response a week ago

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    My brother shot himself in the head Sunday morning ,, 1 week from getting the news His Ex wife and Mother of his only child had died from cancer ,,she is now an Orphan ,,not alone...
    rckt148 rckt148 56-60, M 5 Responses May 19

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    when the pain of cutting still isn't as strong as everyday life, is when I know I'm ******. I can't feel normal anymore. all I can do is self harm with a blade, my eating disorder...
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 1 Response May 6

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    One cut, two cuts, three cuts, four, five cuts, six cuts, one cut more, seven cuts, eight cuts, nine cuts, floor. Deeper and deeper... until one day i don't wake up.
    wallflower2000 wallflower2000 13-15, F 2 Responses May 11

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    This is the first time I've cut in 2-3weeks... It felt so good... It made everything seem okay... A little bit... But the pain still lingers. The hurt won't go away... I want to...
    brooketheunicorn brooketheunicorn 13-15, F May 11

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    I like this guy... But he's two years younger than me. Everyone says that we're "made for each other" but sometimes I worry about the age difference and wonder if I will be a "bore...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 13

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    I like this guy... But he's two years younger than me. Everyone says that we're "made for each other" but sometimes I worry about the age difference and wonder if I will be a "bore...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 13

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    Well, not exactly... Though I was recently talking with my noggin doctor about how I love being physically hurt when I am emotionally hurt. She equated my never backing down from...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M 1 Response May 18

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    Drilling cuttings are treated by a vertical cutting dryer ( vertical centrifuge ) which vaporizes the liquid and discharges relatively large solid particles for disposal. The...
    zmzmllll zmzmllll 26-30, F May 22

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    I was having an affair with a guy and we were very much in love. In fact i still love him a lot. But since we belong to different religions we cannot marry and cant take the...
    goldenglobe88 goldenglobe88 26-30, F 1 Response May 2

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    Chances are you won't see this or know who it is, but hey. I miss you. The times I would go over to your house. The time we were walking to your house singing. I don't have the...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    It's been 12 years now and you won't hear this. You can't. Sometimes I wonder if you'd deserve to hear it if you could but maybe it's not fair to think that cause you'll never have...
    Stormdance Stormdance 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Today is a real achievement for me. Today marks a year since I last cut myself. I've been clean for a whole year and I'm incredibly proud of myself. I've been tempted so many times...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 18-21, F May 15

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    I began again after 5 years of not cutting. I'm smarter now. I don't cut my wrist I cut the top of my thy where no one will see it. I'm not doing this because of depression. ni...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 2 Responses May 20

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    The scenery around Pittsburgh is getting a lot nicer as I see more and more girls with short hair, many of them with clipper cuts. That, of course, includes the dozen or so girls...
    hairitgoes hairitgoes 56-60, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can appreciate the I don't need drugs or alcohol to have fun group. I've posted there about my sobriety. It just feels like the old part of my life being bashed. Like most of...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I've thought about this everytime I have a crush for someone, where I wonder how my everyday life would be if I were dating them. based on what I see and hear from those around me...
    Sil833 Sil833 18-21, F May 21

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    I've been with my boyfriend for two years. I fell in love with him for all the good reasons everyone else falls in love.. He was smart, funny, fun to be around, and we had common...
    SillySquirrel SillySquirrel 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    A while ago I made the stupid mistake of Falling for a guy i met online, We didn't meet here it was on another site. I have never met anyone that understood me like he did, he...
    Gertrude95 Gertrude95 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I remember that as a child when longer hair was fashion I hated to go to the hairdresser and have my hair cut short. But today I am really looking forward. I love it when he cuts...
    Michi62 Michi62 46-50, M 1 Response May 2

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    Sigh... I went since November without cutting. Now just 5 minutes ago I cut again. I ignored my depression and every panic attack to not cut again, but I guess I couldn't take it...
    SparkleSwirl SparkleSwirl 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I have done it few times for the common reasons 1-wanting to feel anything if that feeling is pain. 2- being angry at myself or others n it was my way of letting it out. I used to...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F May 6

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    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M 2 Responses May 6

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    Today marks the day I gave in. It's the first time I started cutting, and in a matter of 10 minutes, I already made myself 19 somewhat deep cuts on my arm. I feel numb to pretty...
    PerplexedAris PerplexedAris 31-35, M May 10

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    The cut I gave myself wasn't like cutting my wrist because of stress but rather by accident. I would go my daily way and when I'm in the shower I felt a burn and when I went to...
    Aokihagane Aokihagane 22-25, M May 15

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    Feeling the urge to cut hair......maybe cut a ponytail off....just like I cut mine..... :-)
    ski948 ski948 26-30, F 1 Response May 18

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    It doesn't matter how deep you cut, how much you cut or how long and often you burn! Self harm is self harm and it's not just people trying to attention seek. Whether you Cut...
    EricaAudrey22 EricaAudrey22 18-21, F 4 Responses May 19

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