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I Still Cut

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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    the people who love and care about me don't take my cutting as a serious problem. The one person who claims they love me the most, and i can talk to her anytime about anything...
    childcalledit childcalledit 22-25, T 1 Response Sep 26

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    I've already shared a few stories on this experience but one more won't hurt. As some may know, if they've read my writings from the past, I use to cut myself with little remorse...
    ImEndangeredGimmeYourCola ImEndangeredGimmeYourCola 22-25, F Oct 9

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    A thousand times! Especially when you think you're being sexy When I was 18-19 I used to be so sick of it but now I have gotten used to it. I still see myself as sexy sometimes.
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Yes....as a teenager/twenty-something I used to cut. It was a long time ago and the urge has loooong passed.
    Anch0rMan Anch0rMan 41-45, M 45 mins ago

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    So. I always hated my hair. I went through a shy phase, and a self hating phase. I went through a depression phase. I went through an i'm so ugly phase. I even cut myself out of...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    I haven"t been cutting for 1 mont but today i was so upset and stress out and i cut myself with a cutter well it didn"t bleed but it still feels good sometime i wonder when you...
    reginacs reginacs 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    (THE PICTURE ATTACHED CAN BE TRIGGERING) Today I went further than ever. I've never been so deep at so many places, and I'm scared. The cuts on my thighs are almost black with...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    The best advice I can give someone hell bent on bloodshed as a release would still be really bad advice, but I've been there and I know that it's a momentary escape from something...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I use to cut my self to try an get my mum to notice me. It never worked I even got to the point were I was cutting my arms in front of her, she never once tried to stop me, I even...
    10hayleigh85 10hayleigh85 26-30, F Oct 14

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    I met someone on a site called Haikyo in 2009. Haikyo was a fan site someone created based of the movie Suicide Club or something. Somehow we chatted and became friends, we're...
    TheSpookyPotato TheSpookyPotato 18-21, F Oct 10

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    Yeah. I have been for a long time. I'm smart about it and I make sure to do it on my thighs and I'm careful to not go past where my swim suit covers or I'll scatter cuts around my...
    fallenangelofthenight fallenangelofthenight 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    My husband and I been having problems just got married not to long ago we'll he has a drinking problem and when he's sober where so happy together n he drinks we still do good...
    Undercoverdarkness Undercoverdarkness 22-25 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So I saw my therapist during one of my runs and she stopped me to point out that I had been cutting recently.. I felt like such a loser.. She's really nice and she helps me through...
    Asi15 Asi15 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I haven't cut since I was 18, I'm almost 27. But that urge has been getting stronger and stronger. I have horrible scares on my wrists and they are so embarrassing. I can see it on...
    missmorganne missmorganne 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    My friend told me to draw (because i like drawing) to take my mind off cutting, she said "every time you feel like cutting just draw in your book" and i replied "there wouldnt be...
    LoneMoonWolfie LoneMoonWolfie 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    READ!! {sorry about any spelling errors} If anyone read my experience I wrote about getting caught about a month ago at school so here's the incident form of anyone wants to...
    13AndMiserable 13AndMiserable 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Even still after today and getting stitches I cut wtf wrong w me
    homewardbound1990 homewardbound1990 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I'm gonna come out with it since scars have healed and there's no real proof. I work pants for he longest time in the triplet digit summer we had. I cut my legs up during the rough...
    tristaspuella tristaspuella 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I hate having my hair cut. I will procrastinate for a long time and wait until it is so long that it just has to be cut. I then struggle to find the courage to walk into the...
    juanito11 juanito11 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    It is my gift yet curse... I am pint sized and baby faced and still shop in kids but you know what I'm adorable! There are worse problems to have. Just wish ppl didn't pick me up...
    happycupcake happycupcake 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Funny how I use to do this a lot back in middle school and a few years in high school. It was mostly because I felt very lonesome. I kept moving from school to school and had to...
    jdbjfl jdbjfl 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    One cut... Two cut... Three cut... Four. Watch the blood drip to the floor... Five cut... Six cut... Seven cut... Eight. God this feels so f**king great.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 27

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    I would really like some other cutters advice... I was feeling the most depressed I ever have just these last few days. I mean just sheer utter misery, wanting to cry and lay on...
    MissxThing MissxThing 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 5

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    His name is depression "Hi, nice of you to come back" "are you feeling better" , I smile and nod yes and sit at my seat, people are laughing, talking and waiting for class to...
    Howlingsoulofthewolf Howlingsoulofthewolf 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    When i cut myself i always knew it would hurt more than the pain i was actually feeling but the thing was i didn't cut my Arms i cut my legs every day i cut myself for almost a...
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F Sep 27

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    Hi😞 I understand, I'm pretty young to cut. But before you judge and laugh, at least know my story. I haven't ever had a good life. Bullies, deaths, upset, arguments. I'm...
    PendalWitch PendalWitch 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    I have been cutting three years on and off. In April my cutting was at its worst ever. These scars are from and leading up to then. My last relapse was just a week ago. Tiny cuts...
    trs1999 trs1999 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    I have come to the realization that, I can't stop. I've been doing this since I was 12, I can go long periods without doing it but something can get me right back in. I've cut my...
    ncon08 ncon08 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've been dating the most amazing woman on earth for two years. She broke up with me two months ago. She told me she doesn't love me the way she used to. Two days later, we made...
    bpperson bpperson 18-21, F Sep 26

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    I just couldn't help my self. i really couldn't. i cut last Friday, i broke the razor, and got those two clean thin razors. i wanted to stop but i was soo hard, i only did four...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    I have never cut myself, well at least not on purpose. I have a large scar under my left eye from a saw cutting me when I was a kid, I bled so much and it was painful, obviously...
    kaizob2x kaizob2x 22-25, M Sep 29

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    I DO NOT! My Ex gf cuts her self which I just found out today when she said her arm was hurting. She had cuts completely covering her left arm.. Then I got mad because I didn't...
    iamj iamj 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    POOH BEAR!!!!!! I will always love him!!! He's so pudgy and cute! When I went to Disney land, I got my stuffed pooh bear signed by pooh bear himself lol!! I still have him :3
    MixedEmotions2000 MixedEmotions2000 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 15

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    I've made so many friends throughout the past three years and a lot of them are really close to me. But I only have 2 really close friends that have been with me since elementary...
    charcoaldove charcoaldove 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    So I have a question. In books and posts that talk about self harm I always see things that stay stuff like "I remember what every cut means" and "I remember the story behind every...
    fallenangelofthenight fallenangelofthenight 18-21, F 6 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I used to cut myself as a teenager. The blood reminded me I was alive when I felt numb. I stopped cutting 10 yrs ago, but I have the urge again. My husband has been accusing me of...
    ziggybaby86 ziggybaby86 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I've cut so much and I've got in so much trouble for it my mom has sent me away plenty of times to mental hospitals but to her i haven't cut in 4ever to me i cut all the time in...
    mckenziegeddings mckenziegeddings 13-15, F Sep 29

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    My sister stresses me out and I want to take the pain away but I moved out of my house and live with my aunt and she always looks at my wrists to make sure I don't cut and my...
    vanessa1718 vanessa1718 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 1

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    It started when I was 15, after I was raped. Carried on throughout high school, throughout college. I actually lost track of the last time I cut, but I know if I keep it up for the...
    n0nexisting n0nexisting 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    I just cut and I'm on FaceTime with my boyfriend.. He doesn't know I was cutting but he can tell something is wrong. I am scared to tell him what's wrong bc my ex bf left me bc I...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I don't cut deep so it doesn't even matter...maybe one day I'll have the gut to cut deeper to cut a vein
    LostGalaxyy LostGalaxyy 13-15, F 6 Responses Oct 3

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    I'm so upset right now. I wanna cut so bad. I came out of the bathroom and my older brother asked "finished cutting?" It made me cry because he knows that's a really sensitive...
    Ashleyyyb Ashleyyyb 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    Need some advice people. i haven't cut in months but over the last week ive had some major stresses in life and its starting to take its toll on my will to not cut. My mother told...
    Brok3nSoul Brok3nSoul 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I have to do a speech for English class and I wanted to do it about depression and how we should help depressed people. I also want to put in a small part about cutting. I am...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 7 Responses Oct 11

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    I've been cut free for about a week now, and i cant take it anymore i want to cut really bad, how do i take my mind off of cutting, how do i deal with this
    ClockworkTimesUp ClockworkTimesUp 13-15, F Oct 15

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