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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I have been clean for about 7 months. Ive had this missing cutting feeling for the whole time but like the past couple weeks I've been like CRAVING IT. Like my body's GONNA die...
    jess965 jess965 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I haven't cut in a year and a half. My scars are massive and they'll never go away. I wish they would. At the time I was cutting I didn't care about the scars it would leave. I...
    Lemons2000 Lemons2000 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    So much for being clean for 4 months. It all started when I was 11 because my dad was abusive. I cut a lot in the month of November 2014 because I was sexually assaulted on...
    CrystalViolet7 CrystalViolet7 13-15, F Mar 12

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    I can breath again.....I can think......I feel high once again....I cut deep....Didn't mean to...i cut and blood just poured out of me....Rid me of evil....Still bleeding...But i...
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M Mar 21

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    It's been 8 months. I still haven't had the guts to throw my blades away, they're like my safety blanket, always there when I need them, but I've been doing well anyway. Especially...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I started having a panic attack before and at the beginning of second today... It was so bad I could barely speak... And no one noticed. I use pain as an outlet. I tried so hard to...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    The white lines were finally faded. The lines weren't hurting. The cuts healed... And then you come up and say those things.. Literally opening up old wounds. I cut deeper than...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I cut my legs. Not as much as i used to, but i still do sometimes. I used to think i wouldn't care about the scars, but people stare. I can't tan my legs or they'll stand out even...
    cpink1022 cpink1022 22-25, F Mar 2

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    Today wasn't the greatest At school things were cool and good but I was still feeling down than I get yelled at home and right now I'm so mad hurt and sad I don't know what to do...
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    im 5 weeks clean hurray like even wen my great grandma died I managed not to rwlaps which is a suprise. I was about to then I thought she wouldnt have wanted this an put the blade...
    danny9984 danny9984 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 6

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    Umm as I read the stories here u all come from f*cked up families or backrounds, or have been mistreated in some way so I feel like a joke.. I have a normal family parents are...
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    I haven't cut for years and I still have scars but you have to look carefully at them to see them
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    A lil poem of my own 😳---------—Blood drips from the tub to the floor i scream inside but nobody knows my legs burn with inflaming pain there's no going back im stuck on it...
    IanMargeson IanMargeson 18-21, M a week ago

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    I'm dying here. I feel like I really need to cut. He said he only wants to be friends. Now I'm trying everything and I'm fighting to win him back. He says he loves me but I'm never...
    SparkledRed SparkledRed 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I finally tell them and they dont believe it I show them proof they still dont and they block me over it...hes always gonna get what he wants and say what he wants to me and they...
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Cutting used to give me some sort of gratification. Some strange form of exquisitely painful pleasure. I would watch the blood slowly flow out of my arms or wrists, I would have a...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    I have recently stopped caring. I used to cut because I just could not handle what was going on in my life. I used to cut because I would hurt so bad that I didn't know how else to...
    lowellwolf lowellwolf 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    Hideously cute?... Is an oxymoron... Hideous (as in ugly or disgusting to look at) Cute (as in pretty, handsome, easy on the eyes to look at) I'm pretty sure that people know if...
    A1m1A A1m1A 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 14

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    right now i just wanna cut till i have cuts all over my body. no one cares about me so that's why i continue to cut. i look around and see all these people who have support from...
    waithe336 waithe336 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Cut the bull and be true to yourself! Cut the cow that makes u lie about reality! Cut the sheep that makes u think others care! And..cut the mouse that ruins your day because you...
    Shewolfiie69 Shewolfiie69 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    I lost my true love. I cut every night knowing she will never be there for me again. knowing that she i will never be her 'little beastie' ever again. i cut my wrist. i cut my...
    HesSortofCool HesSortofCool 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    Before I had a cute little kitty to live with me, I had more sanity. As the years go by, I find myself making up little songs that sing about twitchy-tailed kittens, tickling cute...
    MeTheMightyMe MeTheMightyMe 26-30, M Mar 12

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    I used to cut all the time. My boyfriend calls me stupid for it even though it was before I even knew him. He likes to judge my past though. He's a tattoo artist so now I have a...
    marinadelmonroe marinadelmonroe 18-21, F Mar 14

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    I've cut myself before, I know that some of you think that I'm sick and there's something wrong with me, but it's just the way I am. It's like how some people can't help being gay...
    wolfgirl202 wolfgirl202 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    When people ask me have you ever done drug i say yes cause in a way cutting is my drug.....every time i cut i feel free...everything is quiet....no more screaming....no more people...
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I was caught cutting and had no option but to stop. I'm 41 days clean and I am so triggered. I'm going insane, I really need to cut. I just don't know where. I can't cut on my...
    smgasf smgasf 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    I don't even have to think about it anymore. It's my first instinct to cut and when I cut it's like every problem in the world is gone. Then the high is over so I cut more and more...
    AlreadyGone0216 AlreadyGone0216 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I give you notes of what to do but you don't... I think I know why I selfishly ask you to kiss the marks on my wrist but... They aren't really there are they? They're cheep...
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    I want a cute boyfriend who will love me for who I am. I want a cute guy who will hold me in his arms and kiss me. I want a boyfriend who will respect me, not lie to me or cheat on...
    freckles45 freckles45 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Noi Noi Noi.. It's not moi type of thing.. Well I have cut ants and cockroaches.. And believe me it wasn't really a cool view... ??... Cutting doesn't make sense.. How can...
    PedalEve60 PedalEve60 16-17, M Mar 17

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    How Many blood do u losse on a single cut? How Many cuts do u need to feel something? How Many cuts do u need with a sharpless knife? I was wondering that while the machine...
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    I'm battling severe deppression. I have been attending regular meetings with my college counselor but I don't find it helpful. I started attending these meetings when my friends...
    bgman123 bgman123 18-21, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    When my mom passed away a couple months ago, I decided to cut off my hair in honor of her, as it is traditional in my culture. (American Indian) It was scary because I've had long...
    sinsoftheflesh sinsoftheflesh 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Often the most ordinary girls are the cutest. Just acting normally and having a beautiful face can make someone super cute! I have a couple of classmates that I just can't say no...
    DehFinn DehFinn 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago