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I Still Cut

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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    I recently relapsed with my self-harm. My legs and arms are all cut up now... I'm in pain. If my family and friends were to find out they will hate me so much and now that the...
    ryderbug16 ryderbug16 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I have suffered for a long time ever sense I was little I scratched cut hurt myself I'm know 16 and still cut and try to commit I have scars I've been trying to get help but the...
    hmg21699 hmg21699 18-21 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    So the other day I booked an appointment with a new hairdresser, really nice lady I got there and she asked what I wanted I told her I wanted my hair around the tops of my shoulder...
    CheekyMonkey92 CheekyMonkey92 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    So the other day I booked an appointment with a new hairdresser, really nice lady I got there and she asked what I wanted I told her I wanted my hair around the tops of my shoulder...
    CheekyMonkey92 CheekyMonkey92 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    So the other day I booked an appointment with a new hairdresser, really nice lady I got there and she asked what I wanted I told her I wanted my hair around the tops of my shoulder...
    CheekyMonkey92 CheekyMonkey92 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's been three years since I moved away from where I used to live. I've gotten a lot better but there's still a ways to go. (This is very long so I don't know if anyone will...
    aki98 aki98 16-17, T Apr 1

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    I made a deal with my boyfriend that if he cuts i can cut and if i cut he can cut. I cut yesterday and i did not tell him and i still have not. Is it wrong of me that i won't tell...
    ThatOneKidDx ThatOneKidDx 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm going to say this straight up because I used to cut too and let me tell you, it was one of the stupidest things I've ever done. I look at the scars and I'm like, what the...
    seabassep seabassep 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    I'm going to beat it. I will. I already stopped using it as a coping strategy unless I'm fully backed into a corner and I've tried everything else. now I only cut purely for the...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I can still see my scars since New Years . When I cry I cut, sometimes I feel as though, I'm worthless. My family is here, but it seems as though I'm not treated equal. Always...
    Theonlysee Theonlysee 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I have been cutting for about 2 years. I haven't cut in 2 months. Though I still have scars. Though, the odd part is no one says anything. I'm not sure if they notice and don't...
    maddslol maddslol 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    A couple years ago, I was bullied. And Im not talking about the douchebag jocks who just **** with you a bit. No, these guys did some stuff to me that scarred me... both mentally...
    AssylaAidyl AssylaAidyl 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I saw my sister trying to trim her bangs ineffectually in the bathroom. The dark hair was piling up in the sink, but she couldn't get the bang lines even. I offered to help her...
    ClippHers ClippHers 61-65, M Apr 7

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    Today I was referred to as "the Rapunzel lady". I'm a brunette, so it was agreed upon that I had cut my "magic hair" (it's still past my waist though, so according to her I...
    aintnoangel aintnoangel 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    he forgave me but I still feel like cutting
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses Apr 11

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    As I went shopping at my local walmart, I noticed that in the women's (juniors section) dept. they had a nice selection of 'plain' jeans, with nice fits and colors. To my surprise...
    anonimatovato anonimatovato 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    i think cutting myself is so pointless but why am i still doing it? :(
    rawan99 rawan99 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I can't stop, a lot of things happen and all of the emotions start building up until I can't take it anymore and I need that sense of releaseā€¦ I promised my boyfriend that I...
    brokenandbi brokenandbi 18-21, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    It's been Almost 3 years since I started cutting myself I have been clean for a Month already and the Reason I started is cause people said that I deserved the Pain and Suffering...
    LovelessMind LovelessMind 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I drained 25 pounds of blood in one session of cutting myself in a hot bath.... It's stupid, life is hard enough as it is without me having to hide thick cuts, ugly scars...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I cut for a solid four years, I made 10,000 cuts in total some weird part of my demanded I keep count, I was a month clean and then I cut 16 times tge day after I turned 16 since...
    lilwiggles22 lilwiggles22 16-17, F Apr 6

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    I used to cut myself and I don't know why maybe it was because of what people said about me or maybe it was because I was just depressed and the only thing that made me feel better...
    lioncloud1010 lioncloud1010 22-25 1 Response Apr 12

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    Each silvery strand has their own memory, their own amount of pain, but also strength. Yes, the blade was all I lived for at some points in my life, but that's why the scars mean...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Something from my past has recently come up, in a way. Just recently a friend of mine went through a very similar situation as I did when I was 12. In 2009, I found my older...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 9

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    I was home alone today and depressed about life.I heard cutting helps people who are depressed.So I got a new razor and cut my upper arm 5 times.This is when I realized my...
    ironpack ironpack 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Yes I cut. I have cut many times different places.I have scars but I keep cutting.I tried to stop didnt work at all I just got worse as time went on.Tried to commit suicide once.My...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I always seem to be okay for a bit but then I will go back to cutting when I can't handle it anymore. Like sometimes I can't handle my feelings no more so I will cut to cope with...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I was clean from cutting for a year and a bit but then last week I went through a really bad fight and I cut again. Not deep at all. But in every day after that I craved cutting...
    Lemons2000 Lemons2000 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I'm a 26 year old girl in the UK, I have a long chocolate brown hair down to my waste and have wanted to shave it off completely for 2 years now. My fantasy is to walk into a...
    goshort99 goshort99 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 9

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    3 weeks clean Thursday. So proud. I have had a lot of rough times in between the last time I've cut to now. I forgot how hard it was. I was 5 months clean 2 weeks ago but then I...
    andrew1459 andrew1459 13-15, M 19 hrs ago

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    There's this great blog I found and its helped me to stop cutting, for every time you feel like cutting there is an alternative. http://butterfly-project.tumblr.com
    EmoGirl286 EmoGirl286 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I would love to cut your hair...no strings attached...nothing sexual....nothing kinky...just love cutting hair and would like to chat! Message me and we can talkšŸ’‡
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 29

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    After my parents found out that I cut, I felt so sad and frustrated. I didn't feel like a weight just dropped off my shoulders bit instead it felt like more was piled on. I felt...
    yummythedrummer yummythedrummer 13-15, F 10 Responses Mar 30

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    My friend tells me not to cut myself if I'm depressed just talk to him but then he's always ditching me to hang with his other friends and expects me not to use a knife when I'm...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Someone asked what it means when your husband or boyfriend gets sympathy pains for you. I feel It means that you are connected as one and that you have a great love for that other...
    mguinm mguinm 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I stand infront of the mirror most nights with a pair of scissors I think about it for a while then I put the scissors down and think... What would my parents say ? They have said...
    Norforkandchance Norforkandchance 13-15, T Apr 3

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    I did it again last night after 2 years without. It wasn't even one cut and then I realized how stupid I was being, both sides of my ribs are covered now. I got so tired of my...
    thornedrose thornedrose 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Why does the pain from cutting myself with a razor (shaving razor) last longer than when I cut with my regular razor?
    saveXsmokey saveXsmokey 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    My scars are fading!!! Woo! I cut my stomach a few weeks ago but at least I haven't cut my wrist in months :D
    punicorn1 punicorn1 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 4

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