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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    the people who love and care about me don't take my cutting as a serious problem. The one person who claims they love me the most, and i can talk to her anytime about anything...
    childcalledit childcalledit 22-25, T 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I WAS a severe self harmer. Started in a mild form-at age 12. By age 15, not only burning myself with cigarettes-needing stitches at least 3 times a week. Nobody cared. By age 19...
    cherryjar cherryjar 26-30, F Sep 20

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    So, these are from a whole ago when I still cut my wrists. But my teacher looked right at them today when I raised my hand and he came over. I'm pretty sure he is going to question...
    lolloverlln lolloverlln 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I haven"t been cutting for 1 mont but today i was so upset and stress out and i cut myself with a cutter well it didn"t bleed but it still feels good sometime i wonder when you...
    reginacs reginacs 16-17, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    This is true. Laugh all you want. I see you! Smiling! It's still true!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    So. I always hated my hair. I went through a shy phase, and a self hating phase. I went through a depression phase. I went through an i'm so ugly phase. I even cut myself out of...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Argue against it all you want, it's the only way of coping with the pains this world brought me. People would have abandoned me and left me to rot, my blade is always there for me...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 20

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    I haven't cut since last March. I tell other people I have recovered, but I refuse to tell myself that. It's just simply not true. Although I have refrained from self harm I am...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Last night I walked into her room. She grabbed me and said, "I'm lonely." I gave her hug and a friendly pat on the back... "I'm here," I tell her with my poker face on. She...
    VynnSanee VynnSanee 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    So here' s the deal, i was going here around ep when i saw question that says, "Why do teens hurt themselves on purpose?" Me being a part of that, cuz yeah i'm a cutter, read the...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 21

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    So i kind of don't know what to do and i really need help (Please do not tell me to speak to someone people know and really can't and won't help me) i have been cutting since i was...
    SophieeJordan SophieeJordan 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    I can't cut daily anymore because family is always around and my no cutting streak didn't end this afternoon like I thought it would. It ended this evening and it was the best...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I cut for the first time in middle school. Then in high school I had a girlfriend and we would cut together (we were both depressed), after high school I broke things off and...
    ElectricSnail ElectricSnail 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    I cut myself for the first time today. Twelve cuts to be exact. Not counting the small ones I made on my palm. I felt overwhelmed. It felt good to cut myself though...
    omaxson42 omaxson42 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Not many people can say that they still have their virginity, but I can. I feel as if my mind has been corrupted lately. Thoughts of alcohol and sex were the last things to cross...
    anitamigna anitamigna 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    I'm nearly 15 and I've been cutting for 4 years. I have depression, anxiety and 3 eating disorders. With all of this how does he still love me?! We've been together a year and a...
    selfhate27 selfhate27 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 22

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    It's beautiful isn't it, it'll help with my fears of cutting. Just a slash and blood will flow, all the evil thoughts will disappear temporarily. Still I don't feel like cutting...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 10

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    4 weeks tomorrow without cutting! :) I hope everyone else here has news like this to share because it's a great celebration. But, for those who are still struggling and have been...
    cyanidemaxwell cyanidemaxwell 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    The first time i cut my self I was 12 years old. My mother had just had one of her best "motherly moments" of my childhood. She shoved me against the sharp counter leaving a long...
    mst529 mst529 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    Last night I feel pathetic and was about to cry again...so I stopped myself. Ran to grab my pocket knife it's so much better than scissors. With little pressure on the knife I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 10 Responses Sep 10

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    I use to cut a lot, then went from only cutting once a month to where I am now; twice a day. I know I need to stop or at least cut down on it but it's hard. Each cut tells a story...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I started when I was 16. I did it once, and promised myself I would never do it again. But of course, I did. It was a very dark time of my life. I was just so unhappy. I thought...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F Sep 2

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    I use to cut, not much anymore i still do here and there, but i found a way to kind of beat it. Distractions! It helps but it only pauses for a bit. Smoking helps but i dont...
    tonygoesrawrr tonygoesrawrr 18-21, M Sep 2

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    Brother: "Why is she talking so long in the bathroom?" Dad: "It's because she's a girl. Girls do that." Go ahead and hate if you want to, but this is a really touchy subject...
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    Haven't cut since that night, looks like this now....... Still have my butterfly :)
    HoldingOnToAir HoldingOnToAir 16-17, T 1 Response Sep 4

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    On august 31 my baby boy, Jacen, was born at 22 weeks. Saturday night I had my first really big contraction. I wrote this off as a Braxton hicks because I didn't get another for...
    maggie3333333 maggie3333333 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    There's so much pain inside me and i just have to cut to get it out. I hate myself for doing it but i still do it. Noone even cares anyway so i'm not hurting anyone else.
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M Sep 16

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    Have u ever just looked at a car and thought "I could jump in front of it and I would be free, what's stopping me?" I've had these thoughts for a long time, and I still don't know...
    imjackandimdark imjackandimdark 16-17, M 5 Responses Sep 17

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    One cut, two cut, three cut, floor... Five cut, six cut, one cut more...
    Madis9957 Madis9957 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    I was in the shower for like an hour today and just took my time making each cut, trying to make sure they were deep enough to bleed. I only cut on my thigh though because it is...
    MissxThing MissxThing 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    My and my husband signed over custody of our two sons 13 and 10. We were addicts of pain medication and I was a very bad alcoholic. I have been sober from alcohol since Nov. 3rd...
    misty1979 misty1979 31-35 1 Response Sep 18

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    One cut... Two cut... Three cut... Four. Watch the blood drip to the floor... Five cut... Six cut... Seven cut... Eight. God this feels so f**king great.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Why do people feel the need to cut it doesn't make the pain go away. Your just hurting yourself and after you don't you think your badass or something I could cut my self and it...
    Blackwolf666 Blackwolf666 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    When i cut myself i always knew it would hurt more than the pain i was actually feeling but the thing was i didn't cut my Arms i cut my legs every day i cut myself for almost a...
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Right now I want to be able to cut myself so that blood just comes out in gushes I want to do that and then watch it as I am listening to some of my favorite music I want to do...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I have a lot of old home videos stored on my Canon DC100 Camcorder. I had used this DC100 to shoot family videos since 2006 when it was released. This camcorder accompanied me so...
    Editor323 Editor323 22-25, M Sep 6

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    Once again I cut my self. I cut my thigh this time I ran out of room on my stomach. Someone please tell me why I cut so much cause I really don't know y. Out nay sound stupid. But...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I just started cutting. I started cutting on September 5, 2014. I hate that date because it's the same date that my dad dad just a different year. I started have flashbacks of my...
    Catlover24680 Catlover24680 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 7

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    I've been doing it on and off since I was 14. I'm 22. No one knew for the longest time. My mom found out when I was 14, and it was the worst thing I could have ever imagined. I...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Okay so I have technology design this year (I had it last year too) and last year I found blades so I took a few at different times and they were good. So this year I found...
    sarahslytherin sarahslytherin 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 11

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    I just couldn't help my self. i really couldn't. i cut last Friday, i broke the razor, and got those two clean thin razors. i wanted to stop but i was soo hard, i only did four...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have never cut myself, well at least not on purpose. I have a large scar under my left eye from a saw cutting me when I was a kid, I bled so much and it was painful, obviously...
    kaizob2x kaizob2x 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Look what this girl done did to me She done cut me off from a good good love She told me that those days where gone Now I'm sitting here goin' half crazy Cause I know she still...
    DopeAssFaggot47 DopeAssFaggot47 16-17, F Sep 4

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    Last night, for the first time in over 7 years, I cried over him. Deep, heart wrenching sobs. I'm not sure why I was crying. I had done the stupid thing of reading my old diaries...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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