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I Still Cut

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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