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I Still Cut

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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    I went to the hospital for cutting & depression, it helped me sorta. but I still cut all the time. & nothing or anyone will be able to stop me. I don't know how to stop but I want...
    ashleygrierrr ashleygrierrr 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    The first time I cut was after my emotionally abusive boyfriend was yelling at me. He was screaming over the phone and I couldn't take it. At the time I had already thinking about...
    AlysonBlack AlysonBlack 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just got done cutting my arms... I dont know why but i've always had this thing where if my arms have a blank spot, or a spot where my scars were fading i would cut untill my...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Dec 9

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    it's really annoying when ppl make a joke out of cutting....you don't know how to respond to people who make fun of it...:( I used to cut for a year and then it stopped but...
    skullmo skullmo 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I cut myself before cause I can't stand living here on earth like, I wanna kill myself cause I'm a mess. I'm depressed and I even decided to be dropped-out of school and then my...
    xxBoyishGirlxx xxBoyishGirlxx 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    Hi, I'm a 19 year old dude and i... wait Let me start with this... Sept. 4th, 2013 I was riding my moped (not wearing a helmet) through the center of my home town when I was hit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 9

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    Yo. So yeah, I do cut myself. Been cutting for two years now. Call me "emo", sick, whatever you like. It's a release that I'm thankful for, but not so much anymore now that my...
    MakaWolf MakaWolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I cut myself again last night. Im so pissed off at myself, because i try to help so many with their problems i forget about my own. To and try to get them to stop. Makes me feel...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Dec 8

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    this was my second time showing buttcrack. previously i had always worn jeans and underwear with a shirt that was tight cause i have a nice body so a tight shirt makes my body look...
    buttcrackgirl100 buttcrackgirl100 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I never ever ever cry but I am now. I cut earlier today too. I forgot. It's been four years since he died and I forgot. 12/10/14 my grandfather died. And now my grandmother has...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    This started last year when I was thirteen. My relationship with my family was crumbling, and the bullying got worse. I did it almost everyday, and I still do it, but not as much...
    morekisses morekisses 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Yep, i cut myself again today... Thanksgiving was the first time i cut in a while so it felt good to do it again. Its like one you get addicted to cutting, you build a tolerance...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Nov 28

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    About a month ago, my beautiful girlfriend and I got married. It was the best day of my life. I am 29 and Sophie is 26. My new wife, Sophie has always disliked the way she looks...
    nigelhemfield nigelhemfield 26-30, M Nov 30

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    I have new cuts and old scars they all tell a story of the depression I went through and the sadness that was almost every day . Sometimes I would be weeks, days clean . My...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I started cutting in 7th grade and am now a freshman in high school. My sister is drug addict and my dad cheated several times, so all the bullshit they put on my family got me...
    24wildroses 24wildroses 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    Im still afraid someone will look at my wrists and see all the scars and cuts. I never want them to know
    getshrekt getshrekt 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    If you pointed to any one of my scars I could tell you exactly when I did it and why I did it. A year and a half ago my self-harm was worse than it was now. I'm slowly geting...
    Jessica4729 Jessica4729 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I'm not proud of it. But I would be lying if I said I didn't. I have and still do since the 7th grade. At first I told myself it was to help others which at the time it was. I...
    skylerGrace skylerGrace 13-15, F Nov 29

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    Not cute so much as thought-provoking. Today my middle schooler told me that they aren't allowed to wear bandanas at school because gang members wear them. I said, "That's true...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F Dec 4

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    Today marked 2 whole months since I last cut (#selfharm). :) I almost wrote "since I last "self harmed".... But I think I may have discovered the similar euphoria with hitting my...
    15YrsCutting 15YrsCutting 26-30, F Dec 6

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    Little Egyptian Minor Jane won the theatre contest and deserved being the head actress from the theatre…The wet days could possibly wreck your How To help make Your Makeup...
    Anthony6913uep8 Anthony6913uep8 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Fifty two people in this group and there are still no stories, not even any fantasies, let alone REAL experiences. Well somebody's gotta get the first one out there, so here goes...
    AlopeciaAlice AlopeciaAlice 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I've wanted to cut so bad for a few days now. I've had the blade right against my skin. So today I finally did it. I wanted to cut by my wrists so bad, I wanted to bleed. But...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Maybe it's still too soon to say that she got away, but I feel like sharing. This girl was the greatest. We had the most amazing chemistry and the time we spent together was...
    insomnium24 insomnium24 26-30, M Nov 23

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    I cut yesterday on Thanksgiving. I am sorta anorexic so i dont like to eat alot. Only when i feel hungry, so like 2 times a day i will eat something small. But being around (No...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 28

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    Anthony6913uep8 Anthony6913uep8 31-35, M Dec 8

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    Hi , I'm new here . I not actually new to this website as I have read some of the post before . I remember how I find it so sick when I read someone post about how they cut...
    triplexA triplexA 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    In Associations Will women Imagine your cute even When you have bushy eyebrows? You should refer to your prior problem relevant to this as it has been answered - Many thanks...
    Anthony6913uep8 Anthony6913uep8 31-35, M Dec 8

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    I was an ex cutter, but I started again on Thursday and I already have 15 cuts. My best friend is trying to help me stop again but it's not helping, when I cut I don't feel the...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've been cutting on and off for over 10 years now. God, it seems like such a long time when I type the words. I've been feeling a little lost and hopeless in life as of late and I...
    silentscreamer24 silentscreamer24 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 20

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    Does anyone cut and have no idea they are doing it or cut in their sleep?!?! Because I have been cutting and not been aware of it or have woken up covered in cuts everywhere and I...
    SophieeMarKezzie SophieeMarKezzie 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I cut and i think is really bad u can cut ur vain and die i dont recamend it but if u do cut i would say cut with a razor but its ur skin.😭
    annieluvspie annieluvspie 13-15 1 Response Nov 24

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    I started cutting at age 12. id cut to numb the pain, to feel something, to calm my rage, it just depended on the situation. I finally quit at age 27. for 3 yrs I was cut free...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F Nov 29

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    so, when I was young, like in 2nd grade or so, I finally got to use scissors. I loved them. they were so fascinating to me. I took them everywhere I went. so with that being said...
    ThatOneBlackGurl ThatOneBlackGurl 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I like cute dresses and skirts. I always browse online shops just to look at the cute things they have. Sometimes, if the urge and cuteness of the product is so great, I end up...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I cut and get used to the sting and cut deeper everytime so when I suicide the cut vein won't hurt as bad
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    I cut myself I do it as a calming method or else I'll go crazy I'm highly addicted to it been doing it 8 years & I'm not really proud of it I've slowly been trying to reduce the...
    SuicideMascara SuicideMascara 18-21, F Nov 18

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    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F Nov 19

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    Yes I do. Because I don't like anybody else cutting it. They may cut to much. And I already have trust issues when it comes to other people doing my hair. I like having control...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I cut my dreadlocks off a few weeks ago. I miss them, but my fiancee likes the change. I did it for her after she told me she missed me and couldn't wait to run her fingers through...
    CinimonGypsy CinimonGypsy 41-45 1 Response Dec 3

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    I do cut myself. Not for the thrill. Not because I want attention. But because it makes me feel somewhat human I guess. It's kind of hard to explain. My mother and other people...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    Why do I feel this way. It like a craving, it's so hard not to just grab a knife right then and now and start cutting. I'm depressed. I'm hurting. Ever since my parents started...
    zoeyflower zoeyflower 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    Cute people are just so cute lol
    FLAndFF FLAndFF 16-17, F Nov 18

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    seeing other people cut makes me wanna cut ready bad, I'm trying to hold back....