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I Still Cut

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F Aug 19, 2012

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    im 5 weeks clean hurray like even wen my great grandma died I managed not to rwlaps which is a suprise. I was about to then I thought she wouldnt have wanted this an put the blade...
    danny9984 danny9984 13-15, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I still have some gizmos product plan, but I'll just sketch it out and leave the machinery to my husband ;) Good feelin' about these two new concepts I got.
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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      Everything's so Fragile     A month ago it was discovered while I was in the emergency room that I had life-threatening clots in my lungs. Thankfully they...
    UnrestOnAzaleaPath UnrestOnAzaleaPath 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    Hello Internet world- it's been a good year or two since I've posted, so I was in a 4 year relationship with a guy (name will be unknown) I loved him, moved in with him, and as...
    Foreveranangel Foreveranangel 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I became clinical depressed when I was 15. I tried to kill myself for the first time when I was 16, after my emotionally abusive boyfriend dumped me. I am 20 years old now, I don't...
    terrywill15 terrywill15 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 17

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    I was going trough some really tough times. I had experience what betrayal felt like. I felt like my whole life was falling apart. Like the walls of my glass castle had shattered...
    BrokenCorpse BrokenCorpse 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I Am In Love With Twodifferent Men At The Same Time I need advice. I am in love with two different men at the same time. I am almost married but have been carrying on an 'on again...
    Vodkating Vodkating 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So...I've been cutting/burning on and off for about 5 years...I'm married and he doesn't even know...I guess you learn to do it where no one will see, but then there are days where...
    Starvin9Artist1 Starvin9Artist1 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 17

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    I cut myself a couple days ago. I thought they would be gone by now cuz they weren't too bad but they're still completely visible. I have dance class tomorrow and I have to wear a...
    myillmind myillmind 16-17, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    My mom gave me a 14 piece knife set for Christmas and I haven't taken it out of the box yet. She thought I stopped cutting when I was 13, but that's the age I was when I decided...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'd fill every inch of my body with cuts, and still want more skin to cut.
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I totally understand how pain - being unloved when you need it desperately - can lead to resentment and outright hatred. I totally get how things even just within yourself - guilt...
    scalner scalner 31-35 Feb 25

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    The white lines were finally faded. The lines weren't hurting. The cuts healed... And then you come up and say those things.. Literally opening up old wounds. I cut deeper than...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have been clean of cutting for probably a few months now, and this is when I had pocket knives and all in the house. I gave them to my boyfriend to hold onto. I can't really...
    bemyforeverlove97 bemyforeverlove97 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I cut my legs. Not as much as i used to, but i still do sometimes. I used to think i wouldn't care about the scars, but people stare. I can't tan my legs or they'll stand out even...
    cpink1022 cpink1022 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Today wasn't the greatest At school things were cool and good but I was still feeling down than I get yelled at home and right now I'm so mad hurt and sad I don't know what to do...
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Many of them are self-inflicted... Back from when I was deeply depressed. That depression lasted for about 4 years, and still kinda lingers. Some of my scars have healed and...
    Protonyx Protonyx 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 17

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    I started cutting recently... bad breakup... it was the only thing that helped... when I cut its not my arms but my chest and belly, I cut several hundred lines at a time... I love...
    Jessechasee Jessechasee 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So last night after being 3 and a half months clean I cut myself.. In a new place.. I've only told one person so far.. I counted 14 new small cuts on my right hip... Usually I go...
    catho catho 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    Some girls have told me that i have one of the cutest faces out there compared to some. truth be told i'm the only cute one in my whole family like they are average but people have...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    i always tell myself im going to stop, i did for over a year. now im back to mu old habbits again. sometimes i just really want to cut and i hope myself back so i dont do it. i...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    "Which cuddly toy do you want to bring to the nursery tomorrow to show it to your teachers and the other children, my sweetie?"I asked my 4 year old son just before I put him to...
    Michael91142 Michael91142 70+, M 7 Responses Feb 14

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    Met this girl and fell for her hard... And fast. I completely changed my life for her. Quit escorting... Quit social media dating sites... Cut back my alcohol consumption...
    Ownedforaprice Ownedforaprice 22-25, F 15 Responses Feb 17

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    I started cutting myself at 13. I always told myself you are strong and you are not gonna do that but then I started. it was a way to release the pain I had. I felt used by my...
    ShawnaMae ShawnaMae 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    looking for females in Greater Washington DC area who are interested in super short clipper cuts from old fashioned barbershop, forced cuts, punishment cuts, humiliation cuts...
    humiliationcut humiliationcut 51-55, M Feb 20

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    I've started cutting about a month ago. When it first happened was during one of my panic attacks (i get them when i can't control my emotions) i took a blade and cut myself. At...
    Rhymekins Rhymekins 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    Which is very surprising. In one year, I've attempted suicide 3 times, cut numerous times, and starved myself for long amounts of time. But I'm still here. Just goes to show that I...
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    I haven't cut in 3 days days...I think I have to stop cutting on my wrist since my care coordinator is noticing....I told her on Thursday the voices in my head are telling me to...
    Maria134747 Maria134747 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I haven't cut for a long time.. My friend has started cutting, burning, etc. I feel helpless and worthless because I can't help her, she won't let me. I really want to cut, I want...
    KeepYourFaith0 KeepYourFaith0 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    I really miss cutting. I enjoyed it. The person who got me to stop is no longer in my life. So why not. My friend has not texted me in a month. We used to be best friends and I...
    themagijudal themagijudal 22-25, F Feb 12

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    for about three years now I have been cutting my own hair nothing to big like my bangs or trimming it wasn't till last year that I cut a lot of my hair by my self I cut it super...
    KaylaDem33 KaylaDem33 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    Cutting hair started as a hobby for me! I have always enjoyed doing hair for friends and thought many times about going to school to be a stylist! My dad always wanted us to go...
    BigE47 BigE47 46-50, M Feb 15

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    I'm sick of being scared. Scared of people seeing my cuts, the scars. That someday I will take it to far. I have never told anyone that I self harm. This is the first time in three...
    harmlesshope harmlesshope 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 23

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    My name is even cute! Or, at least I believe it is cute! As my name is Amelia Mae Hanna and it just makes me feel like a tiny, giggly girl ready for cuddles and romances and a...
    CutttieBaby CutttieBaby 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    When we first entered our dd relationship, my first punishment was not a spanking but a haircut. He tested my submissiveness right off the bat by cutting my long (mid way down my...
    Rosebud123987 Rosebud123987 36-40 1 Response Feb 25

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    I was doing so well. Or I should say, I am doing so well. For now. It's been slightly over 2 months since I last cut..and I can't remember why I stopped. Who cares? It clears my...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I went to an psychiatrist (old one) with my father and she wanted to tell him about my cutting so after a while I did now I feel weird talking to him He knows to much about...
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So today I cut myself. I lasted a while this time since November was the last time. My leg is killing with pain. You see I don't cut to kill myself as everyone assumes I cut to...
    elizachloe06 elizachloe06 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My husband takes me to the barbershop every six weeks for a hair cut, and neck shave. He likes me in short so now I have to keep it short, Do other women get there hair cut in a...
    HAIRCUTTER10 HAIRCUTTER10 56-60 2 Responses Feb 8

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    The bigget one is on the side of my hand and that was from last year when I had a seizure and landed on a radiator.. Which melted it. It reminds me to look after myself. Sometimes...
    ssssmills ssssmills 18-21, F Feb 8