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I Still Cut

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    I Stll Cut

    I try not to cut but I do I only do it when I'm upset and angry and other things I regret it but it is an addiction I can't stop it is the only thing that make me feel netter and takes away the pain
    Hmcboo Hmcboo 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    It started out as anger

    and sadness , but it feels like it is turning into a physical/sexual pleasure, Im also tempted to ask my girlfriend to be a little more rough with her scratching to draw blood.
    Tork232 Tork232 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    This is very personal and a big thing to talk about, if anyone needs to talk.. Message me& I'll try help you however I can and whenever I can :) you are not alone! So... This is my...
    Jodiii14 Jodiii14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I started cutting just 3 days before my birthday. It was actually on my grans birthday I started... after I saw my little sister. She can't be with us either. She's got a new...
    keahstanton keahstanton 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 4

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    I did my first cut when I was 13 years old. I don't even know why I did it. And I really regret that first cut. Because now, 5 years later, I still cut. When I don't cut, I self...
    TRexMadness TRexMadness 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I started last year a few weeks before school started because I got really depressed and couldn't take it anymore so I wanted to die I had been suicidal before in the seventh grade...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I suffer from depression. the first time i cut myslef was the night my uncle died from lung cancer. i was 12 and it was around midnjght. i had no other way to deal with the pain...
    outsidelookingin99 outsidelookingin99 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've been training so much for my mma title defence cutting hasn't even crossed my mind o.O
    DeadGhost123 DeadGhost123 13-15, M 41 mins ago

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    Well umm don't know how to start, but I am currently happily married 27 and still think about my childhood crush. We met when I was 8 we were in the same school / grade but not...
    indigo1987 indigo1987 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    My other post: "I used to cut myself" has changed, by the way. I still have those 4 scars, but there are 2 fresh ones. It's odd- the feeling I get after I have done the deed. I'm...
    MyNameMeansLight MyNameMeansLight 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I think my mom is or was figuring it out. It started a bit over a month ago when we went to a water park, my one piece bathing suit showed my thighs, and I forgot about the swim...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    sometimes i just feel like i have to let the pain inside of me get out some how and when i cut i feel a relief knowing that im still alive even though it hurts a lot, he holds me...
    SuicidalBrokenHeart SuicidalBrokenHeart 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Well I have been cutting since I was 10. And I was diagnosed with medium-severe depression at age 14. I can't stop cutting. My legs and arm have tons of scars and I can't stop. My...
    katfish10192 katfish10192 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    (Excuse me if my english is bad, I'm swedish) I have done this for about 7 years now. I have periods when I do it everyday, but right now I haven't done it for about four weeks. I...
    GSSB GSSB 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    It's funny, how innocent you are growing up and then you get to a point, around 13, where all the ideas and good memories you had stop meaning anything and the realities of life...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    I have the urge and still fighting as i sense that if i started this cuts... It will be worse then when i was younger as just i hurt much... And most people never show up or listen...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    Last year I had over 20 inches long blonde hair, then I impulsively cut it all short, it felt so liberating! At first I kept looking for my hair with my hands and I still moves my...
    Ennah Ennah 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    I just cut my to-the-waist-long hair two days ago in to a pixie cut and I just love it! It's still a little disorienting as I've never had short hair before but I absolutely love...
    vixonexperience666 vixonexperience666 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    So I tried to stop cutting myself. I only lasted two whole days. Today is the third day and I just lost. I can't stop ******* up. First I hurt someone and then I retaliate against...
    Nirvana4Life Nirvana4Life 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I started when I was 12. I needed a way to escape it became an addiction. I've cut over 100 times. I lost count. I had a year in there I didn't cut but I relapsed. Someone found...
    alovelynightmare alovelynightmare 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I am not proud. But I don't know how to stop. I mean I'm trying to recover but there is only so much you can do on your own. A couple months ago my guidance counselor told my mom...
    Jessica4729 Jessica4729 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I couldn't feel anything... Pain, happiness, sadness, nothing! I wanted to feel something! Anything! I started cutting... But still could feel nothing. The cutting got worse but...
    believebeautiful believebeautiful 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Last night i felt a strong urge to cut again..but its hard to hide the scars its hard to explain why my wrist look like that so i decided that if i am to cut again its gonna be...
    poetessofblood poetessofblood 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Ugh my ex boyf. Who is married and has a pregnant wife Still contacts me.. And it always seems so safe bc he lives in Texas and I live in NY.. But last weekend he was up here and...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I used to cut myself when I was younger. For me it was the only way to survive the day. It has been years since the last cut, but the scars Are still wisible. They are a daily...
    Kirsebaera Kirsebaera 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I woke up this Morning and felt nothing but numbness and hate towards my self. The urge I cut was so strong, all I've done is cut. I needed too and I still need too, but I no this...
    yourscarsarebeautiful yourscarsarebeautiful 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm not trying to kill myself, I'm just trying to ease the pain. I cut when I feel stupid, or afraid, or overwhelmed, or my PTSD is triggered by seeing abuse or mean people or...
    phorgan1 phorgan1 56-60, M Jul 16

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    I knife went in my left hand two days ago, i was splitting the frozen burgers, i held the burgers with my left hand and i was pushing with my right, somehow the knife slipped and...
    FenderACDC FenderACDC 18-21 Jun 25

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    I'm officially one year clean today and couldn't be happier :) I do still get urges to cut but I call a friend to distract me which helps a lot c:
    aurorad19 aurorad19 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 2

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    Yesterday I was in the car with my sister in law and she asked me why did u do it again? I said Cus and then she said does it hurt when you cut? I gave her a look like really did...
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I cut off ties with my physically and verbally abusive nuclear family. It has since been a relief to be somewhere in which I have no connection or ties to them. However I still...
    metalman27 metalman27 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I have made the leap from an apparently narcissistic guy into singledom. I tried to leave last year after I found out about an affair, then a one night stand a couple of months...
    wjean71 wjean71 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Well guys, I'm out of the hospital and back home. I would still like to cut. I'm going to try and stay strong as long as possible. One day at a time.
    TheLonelyStoner95 TheLonelyStoner95 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I finally got to watch my wife get a cut at the barbers It was awesome watching her sitting there getting a short boys cut by a barber and he really gave her a much shorter cut...
    blackcape blackcape 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8

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    Trolling For Tresses I am one of those guys who love a challenge. I always believe you'll never succeed if you don't try. And if I fail, I brush off the dust and try again. As a...
    hairitgoes hairitgoes 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    I dated this guy my junior/senior year of high school. He was always super sweet and of course very cute. I was an idiot and broke it off because of something's people were saying...
    rie76 rie76 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I've lived with depression since I was 9 years old, I grew up thinking it was the ultimate norm and everyone was just expected to keep it under wraps. I didn't start with cutting...
    missjae93 missjae93 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I've texted her even when i knew she won't reply, i still text her now even though i know she blocked me...I still think of her, look at her ig, smile when i see pics of her cute...
    Rraj619 Rraj619 16-17, M Jul 7

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    I'm a recovering cutter and i can't take the stress and erges I'm going through right now. I battle depression and my parents are fighting right now I just want to take the glass I...
    smilethroughit55 smilethroughit55 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I started cutting myself about 9 months ago. It started as just feeling like **** because i dont have any freinds and no life. But then I started to have back problems. A pinched...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Jul 14

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    I cut myself. I cut myself because of what people tell me. They say I am worthless, a waste of space, a mistake, nothing, that I shouldn't be alive. It helps me deal with...
    Katalynn17 Katalynn17 13-15, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I do cut myself and I can admit it but I need some advice. I don't wanna be lectured and told not to cut, only people who cut will understand so please don't tell me not to!!! I...
    emi37y emi37y 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I get called cute A lot Like more than a normal baby would it's like every single day I get called cute 15-20 times by different people my BFF even gives me all the attention in...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I picked up my box cutter, I had a very stressful day, thinking, how bad would it hurt? I made a tiny cut in my wrist and liked the feeling. I rolled up my sleeve and sat on my bed...
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 26

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    Ok, so my mom and step dad always argue. Its not physical though. People make fun of me. I am very self concious. I'm 13 and my name is Lauren. I have been cutting for a while now...
    lauren1194 lauren1194 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I just cut myself.. The red lines are much more visible now and no one has a clue about it. My parents think self-harming's a joke so it's best not to tell them before they think I...
    PureLies PureLies 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    I have been cutting myself for awhile now, I hate it but I can't stop I'm too addicted, it's like heroine I'm hooked and can't stop ( I don't actually do heroine). I want to stop...
    Lanigga14 Lanigga14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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