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I Still Don't Know What I'm Looking For

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    Ever since I was a little girl, I knew exactly what I wanted.  The trouble is once I reached all of those goals I still didn't feel fulfilled.  I went to school and got my degrees but that wasn't enough.  I found the guy that I thought I wanted to spend the rest of...
    reachin4goals reachin4goals 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 2, 2008

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    Lost

    I really dont know what im looking for anymore this year i feel that i dont know what im doing or who i even am and struggling to find who am though all this chaos,guess its not much of a story just looking for answers or something to point me in some direction so that im not...
    Govinda55 Govinda55 22-25 1 Response Nov 15, 2011

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    There's Gotta Be Something More

    I'm 15 and in high school but I feel like something is missing. I'm really bored with my life and I'm not very social, I don't like to go to school football games or doing average boring high school things. I want real fun, but I can't even drive yet. I have friends but they're...
    Whatevernevermind1797 Whatevernevermind1797 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2012

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    Who m i? I really dont know. Where did i come from? Where i m heading to? Where do i have to go? What is my destination? Who knows? Me or you or someone else? I know what is the...
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    I have been this way for as long as I can remember. My life has only ever had snippets of definite direction. You might think I would be used to it by now, but no. There are times...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 5 Responses Nov 3

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    Am I still a good man? Do I still have it in me to accept others and myself for the people we are? Can I continue on in this world without you? Does it even matter to you? Does...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 9

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    NOTHING AND EVERYTHING I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin and a friend. A young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and...
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    I'm stuck between who I am, who I want to be; and who I should be.Most days I'm fine then othersEmotionally: I'm doneMentally: I'm drainedSpiritually: I'm deadPhysically: I...
    alwayswantingmore78 alwayswantingmore78 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    i had a worst experiance of being in a relationship .. it ended badly anyway and i was over with the love stuff but here i am ,again .... falling for somone and i don't really...
    meety12 meety12 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10

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    I understand a spouse is not always your best friend.... Am I so beyond reality, that I think that's how it really could be??? Hard when you can't even stand to be in the room...
    ringster73 ringster73 41-45, F 6 Responses Oct 24

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    right now and for the past 2 years i am nothing but a leaf on a river going where ever life takes me. living without plans or goals life feels pointless and boring.
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Lost, Forgotten and past am i Silent, nerd and a little shy A dead guy with dreams so high Scared to live and afraid to die Ignore me, i am just a loser passing by With no reason...
    Dobev Dobev 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Why care. Why. Because God made me that way. And selfish feels wrong.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 6

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    It's strange I've never had any really good girl friends in my life I always just kinda hung out with guys but I still always feel something for another really cute girl like I was...
    JustYourOrdinaryGirl JustYourOrdinaryGirl 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    I am 21 years old. I have a good GPA am involved with clubs at my community college, and have been attending this school for over two years now. I feel so lost- I don't know what...
    Schwarzwalderkirschtorte Schwarzwalderkirschtorte 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    To be honest I don't know why anyone is alive... What's the point in love and hate, jobs, money, sex, family, people. These things wouldn't exist without humans to experience them...
    spotofhope spotofhope 13-15, F Nov 4

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    I know what my current plan is: don't fail in shool, then study something academic at university (engineering or physics.) so it looks like I'm doing something. Knowing what I WANT...
    maiomeN maiomeN 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I know that I'm not like I have a mini heart attack every time we take family photos. Now there are people who say "well I'm so unattractive" while they take five thousand photos...
    LSAF LSAF 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    Do I want to be happy? What does that even mean? What makes me happy? Do I want to be in relationship? Who says that will make things better? I can't find music to listen to...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    I would point out all the things wrong and sketchy about Christianity and the Bible, as having my own religion and having to defend it need to study other. Like all religions are...
    Conspiracys Conspiracys 13-15, M Nov 10

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    many times im confronted by men who seem like theyre interested in me...but then i find that they only want to hook up or have sex or whatever they want. But they don't want me. so...
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    I've never been in a serious relationship and I'm not sure if I want to be. like, I want to be fully involved in a relationship and be all corny and adorable, but I also just want...
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    Go on leave and be thought of as an immature weakling, or go back to work/clerkship and constantly want to throw myself out the nearest window? For now it feels like those are my...
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    I Am Very Diffrent. I Have Very Big Lips, Big Eyes, And kinda a big/flat nose. My Eyebrows are also thick. My Body Is Tiny and I dont have a big butt or big boobs like all the guys...
    bleedingros3s bleedingros3s 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 25

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    Always wondered if I was attractive. Lol I can take a good picture of myself to save my life
    Leahisawesome Leahisawesome 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 4

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    Im 21 years old and i dont go to school or have a job , i live with my bf for the past 3 years already , and i cant stand being there , . And its tough that having a job because...
    paola93 paola93 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I had nightmares for a week about his ex-wife. As he sleep in bed next to me, I would toss and turn from dreams of them re-uniting. It didn't make it OK for me to look, but I did...
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    PrincezzSn0w PrincezzSn0w 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm having a blank mind, I don't know if I should be happy/ sad/ angry/ annoyed etc... I'm unable to think properly. Do you feel like that too?
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been so depressed lately. I feel like it might be my relationship tearing me down. I don't know what to do. Don't get me wrong I love this guy. I just feel like he's not...
    JustOutOfTheRutt JustOutOfTheRutt 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Hi . I've always wanted to express my feelings but i don't have any close friend That i can tell this. So my parents devorced when i was 10 i think and i didnt spend That Much time...
    Readmystory Readmystory 13-15, M 3 days ago

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