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I Still Don't Know What I'm Looking For

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    I really dont know what im looking for anymore this year i feel that i dont know what im doing or who i even am and struggling to find who am though all this chaos,guess its not much of a story just looking for answers or something to point me in some direction so that im not...
    Govinda55 Govinda55 22-25 1 Response Nov 15, 2011

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    Still Need Help On This One

    Ever since I was a little girl, I knew exactly what I wanted.  The trouble is once I reached all of those goals I still didn't feel fulfilled.  I went to school and got my degrees but that wasn't enough.  I found the guy that I thought I wanted to spend the rest of...
    reachin4goals reachin4goals 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 2, 2008

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    There's Gotta Be Something More

    I'm 15 and in high school but I feel like something is missing. I'm really bored with my life and I'm not very social, I don't like to go to school football games or doing average boring high school things. I want real fun, but I can't even drive yet. I have friends but they're...
    Whatevernevermind1797 Whatevernevermind1797 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2012

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    the last couple of days in my life has been like hell itself...i always used to know what i was about, had a plan to everything and could slip out of the tightest of bad situations...
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    I know i still have a lot to go trhough cause i'm still young. I just come back from a trip to africa where i was a volunteer and i though that when i come back i'd knew what to do...
    Tifnaine Tifnaine 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I want to travel, that's about all I know for sure right now. I got fired for going to my cousin's funeral and I'm losing my house. I want to break up with my ex and we aren't even...
    Karmickitten Karmickitten 22-25, F Jan 3

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    I am lost and confused unwanted and uncared for! given my all and it was apparently not nearly enough!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I shout my frustrations away
    XxSxarletxX XxSxarletxX 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    lost lost lost lost lost lost
    itsmekar itsmekar 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I really don't know what I want any more. What I want changes so constantly it's like I'm a different person each time. My boss already got on to me for not telling him what my...
    Kckiss88 Kckiss88 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was younger, kids at my school woyld make fun of me which always made me feel bad about myself and insecure. Since then though, I have had a coupole of boyfriends and some...
    greenpurpleblack greenpurpleblack 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    As a kid I've always been bullied for my looks and brought down. Although as I've gotten older and told I'm good looking I don't know if it's true, all because of when I was...
    TayCon321 TayCon321 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Well it's not that I don't know I just don't think that I am at all I think I'm freaking ugly
    PabloBoyyyy PabloBoyyyy 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Well I don't know do you tell me.
    Lollipop948 Lollipop948 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Idk really I'm always called ugly in school what do you think?
    PabloBoyyyy PabloBoyyyy 16-17, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have this issue where I no longer can understand human emotions. I look at people in relationships and what not and I just don't understand how they can be together and do...
    Warmonger100 Warmonger100 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    I don't think I'm attractive at all. I think I'm one ugly bastard lol
    MusicJunkie666 MusicJunkie666 18-21, M 6 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I feel like a coward. I dropped out of college because even with a scholarship, grants and student loans I can't pay for it. However that's okay, I don't want to spend the rest of...
    CynicalIntrovert CynicalIntrovert 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    they say I'm cute, sexy, etc but I never see it I mean look at me, should you be with someone else?
    Comicfangirl Comicfangirl 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I have self esteem issues and I really don't think I am
    ashleyrocksxoxo ashleyrocksxoxo 13-15, F 8 Responses Jan 3

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    When I was little I was always told that I was ugly and fat by my older sister....and I started believing her and all the people who would bully me. Now I cant go anywhere with out...
    sammyLilBoo sammyLilBoo 16-17, F Jan 3

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    I've been told by a few people that I am but I just don't believe them like I don't see the appeal :/
    TheMadHatteri TheMadHatteri 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I feel so disgusted, alone and I want to go back to self harming... Striving to be perfect is really hard yet worth it I know! -Food's my worst enemy -Exercise until exhaustion...
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F Jan 5

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    And this seems to be the only explanation I can offer up as to why I quiver and shake in my solitude, and in the presence of the very thought of you. You introduced yourself by...
    persayous persayous 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    So for the last 21 months you all know my story ,Since the death of my father and his W lost her mom the week before its been so hard to be happy and cheerful,Some text don't last...
    peachy115 peachy115 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    my boyfriend is best friends with his ex's and one of them still likes him what should I do
    vanessa147 vanessa147 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    i feel pretty. ungle every day so to all u guys that say u are u not most of u are vary cute and beautiful so stop beating. ur self. up and show what u got ok and be proud. of...
    demming93 demming93 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    We are all weird. There is no such thing as normal. You won't find a group of people who will fulfill all the same everything. They will all have something different from one...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I think by boyfriend is out of my zone but his friends say he has "swag"for dating me
    vanessa147 vanessa147 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    sometimes I think I am.. Sometimes I want to hide in a paper bag.
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    I think I am one of the ugliest people i know!
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    I have no friends. I have no gf. I get depressed sometimes. I live alone. I feel that nobody likes me except my family and not even all of them do that. I feel alone alot...
    bnaesf bnaesf 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    i don't know what i want to do with my life. i feel like the only way for me to keep moving forward is to go somewhere completely foreign and start again. the life i have here...
    msr1122 msr1122 18-21, F Jan 5

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    i don't know if i'm supposed to be monogamous. no matter how much i like the idea of a husband, two kids, some pets, and a house, i always get bored with my current partner and...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I think I'm in love with a friend of mine. But our relationship is really strange. At first we started off as being really good friends, but last year I had a boyfriend who hated...
    andreatam andreatam 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I'm living in a loveless marriage and don't know how I'm going to continue for 9 more years. I can't be without my kids so divorce isn't an option. She has turned so sour on me...
    sparksearcher sparksearcher 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 15

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    IDidntWantToSignUp IDidntWantToSignUp 18-21 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I've never posted anything on here before, but at this point I simply don't know what to do. My boyfriend and I have been together for around 2.5 years now, and both of us are in...
    makitath makitath 18-21, F Jan 14

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    I'm so confused. don't know what to do. want to be in a relation ship but have trust issues too. don't know whom to trust or who's real or who's fake :(
    YaminMalik YaminMalik 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I guess I'm just at that age where I should be "finding" myself. But lately I don't know who I am at all. I'm so confused. I have no plans for my future because I'm not good at...
    christin13 christin13 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I feel like all the stress and frustration is all thrown at me. Like I don't know what else my mom wants me to do. I feel like she tells me the same thing everytime and I don't...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I don't know what to do next?? I'm bored.