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I Still Don't Know What I'm Looking For

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    Still Need Help On This One

    Ever since I was a little girl, I knew exactly what I wanted.  The trouble is once I reached all of those goals I still didn't feel fulfilled.  I went to school and got my degrees but that wasn't enough.  I found the guy that I thought I wanted to spend the rest of...
    reachin4goals reachin4goals 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 2, 2008

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    Lost

    I really dont know what im looking for anymore this year i feel that i dont know what im doing or who i even am and struggling to find who am though all this chaos,guess its not much of a story just looking for answers or something to point me in some direction so that im not...
    Govinda55 Govinda55 22-25 1 Response Nov 15, 2011

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    There's Gotta Be Something More

    I'm 15 and in high school but I feel like something is missing. I'm really bored with my life and I'm not very social, I don't like to go to school football games or doing average boring high school things. I want real fun, but I can't even drive yet. I have friends but they're...
    Whatevernevermind1797 Whatevernevermind1797 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2012

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    My parents are divorced for almost 12 Years now. The reason for their divorce is that my father is a very unpredictibal person. One moment he jokes around the other moment he...
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    I'm a sophomore in college and I don't know what I want to do with my life at all. I know you can't get a decent job anymore without a college degree, but I don't want to waste my...
    dexter06 dexter06 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I do. But at the same time I don't? Maybe I'm just to lazy to commit to anything and to follow through. I lack the drive, I guess. Or maybe I haven't found anything I'm passionate...
    theprotagonist theprotagonist 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Stubborngirll Stubborngirll 22-25, F Aug 27

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    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 26

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    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    rickfreeman15 rickfreeman15 16-17 Aug 25

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    Laifu Laifu 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 24

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    Lavenderwingless Lavenderwingless 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I'm looking for a girlfriend that love me for who I am. Hmu if you are interested. P.S. I don't bite and I'm a good person.
    NaiGrey NaiGrey 18-21, M Aug 19

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    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F Aug 14

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