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I Still Don't Know What I'm Looking For

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    There's Gotta Be Something More

    I'm 15 and in high school but I feel like something is missing. I'm really bored with my life and I'm not very social, I don't like to go to school football games or doing average boring high school things. I want real fun, but I can't even drive yet. I have friends but they're...
    Whatevernevermind1797 Whatevernevermind1797 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2012

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    Still Need Help On This One

    Ever since I was a little girl, I knew exactly what I wanted.  The trouble is once I reached all of those goals I still didn't feel fulfilled.  I went to school and got my degrees but that wasn't enough.  I found the guy that I thought I wanted to spend the rest of...
    reachin4goals reachin4goals 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 2, 2008

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    Lost

    I really dont know what im looking for anymore this year i feel that i dont know what im doing or who i even am and struggling to find who am though all this chaos,guess its not much of a story just looking for answers or something to point me in some direction so that im not...
    Govinda55 Govinda55 22-25 1 Response Nov 15, 2011

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    The reason why I haven't found it is because I'm wasting time on line instead of actually looking for it.
    Calcetines Calcetines 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    I don't know what I am doing anymore. I am going in circles, I am okay for a few days and then randomly I get bad again. I don't know what to do or what is going on. I just want to...
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F Oct 7

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    I'm very lost and don't know what to do next. I feel so bored of life that a lot of times I wonder if death would be better you know. I don't know what to do in order to keep my...
    Zoned1 Zoned1 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 14

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    I'm lost, when you left, you took me with you. I got lost in you. In a love so true, so wild and free. You left with all of me and now there is nothing left for anyone to see. I'm...
    H3lt3rSk3lt3r H3lt3rSk3lt3r 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I'm 21 years old. I've always dated men. I cut my hair short (like Keira Knightley in Domino) when I was 13. I was called "dyke spikes" all through high school, even after my hair...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 26

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    I'm honestly so lost right now. So much crap has gone down and the people I thought I could trust I can't. Not really sure what I'm going to do...
    AstralAlpha AstralAlpha 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    No actually not that properly I know what i am doing problem is that I cant make me understand why i am doing that.
    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    I hate this feeling. I've spent so much time looking for my center that after a while I don't really recognize myself anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I hardly have any friends and my boyfriend has a new job so I don't get to see him much... I hate feeling lonely... When I'm alone I think to much and get myself all upset... My...
    Willowlovesyou16 Willowlovesyou16 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 26

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    I'm trying my best to realize and remember this...
    HayBail HayBail 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've been spinning my wheels physically and emotionally for so many years now I just want a glimpse at my life GPS. It's pretty bad when EP is like a drug because it's the only...
    princeofthieves123 princeofthieves123 31-35, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I understand a spouse is not always your best friend.... Am I so beyond reality, that I think that's how it really could be??? Hard when you can't even stand to be in the room...
    ringster73 ringster73 41-45, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    My deepest hunger does not lead me to being fat - it leads me to tolerating people who will hurt me in the end, Making wrong mistakes again and again, getting used all over, and...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I'm not sure if I'm bi or not. But about a year ago, I started feeling really strongly for my (female) best friend. One of my other friends introduced me to her, and we got really...
    skywords skywords 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    (Any comments/help are really appreciated) I have a best friend, who is a girl, named holly. She's 5'4, very slim as she's a dancer, beautiful brown hair and eyes. She has an...
    megboundyx megboundyx 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 1

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    Well, I'm a girl, and my best friend is also a girl, just to clear that up. When we first met, I was kind of closed up. I didn't like to be touchy with people. A bunch of my...
    refusingtogiveup refusingtogiveup 18-21, F Oct 12

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    I'm very certain I prefer guys for all the intimate reasons. Kissing, making out, cuddling, sex, a relationship. But sometimes, when I come across certain girls, I have unstoppable...
    ANNunknowngirl ANNunknowngirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Looking at a day out by myself. Returning my boyfriendโ€™s hat to him. More job searching. Figuring out how to set up this new phone of mine, and how much money it'll take to keep...
    mkmoore mkmoore 16-17, F Oct 11

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    I love wicca and himduism. The thing is that I can't chose a religion I'm in love with a million different ones. I'm raised a Christian but I don't fell. I don't know the word...
    Ginnylove Ginnylove 13-15, F Oct 13

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    I love wicca and himduism. The thing is that I can't chose a religion I'm in love with a million different ones. I'm raised a Christian but I don't fell. I don't know the word...
    Ginnylove Ginnylove 13-15, F Oct 13

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    I love wicca and himduism. The thing is that I can't chose a religion I'm in love with a million different ones. I'm raised a Christian but I don't fell. I don't know the word...
    Ginnylove Ginnylove 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I can't tell if I'm bi but I fell in love with just one girl. But I don't like any other girls. What is this? ๐Ÿ™ˆ
    nicoleleightonx nicoleleightonx 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    Only God does. I've given my life to Him, to use for good. I know that I'm safer than I've ever been now.
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Actually I know that I'm not, but the important thing is that I don't really care anymore. Caring won't change anything. Besides, I've come to terms with myself and now I'm happy.
    WillMeer WillMeer 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Normally I have certain reservations about saying this,but I feel raped.This site has done me on all sides and I'm still here for reasons even I don't understand.I can express...
    KurMujun KurMujun 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Nobody cares, all of you are no different than the world out there. I've thought that EP may help, but I'm lost again
    20CoolerPony 20CoolerPony 13-15, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    Girls'll say i'm gorgeous, guys'll say i'm funny and cool. I've never been in a real relationship, i've only had sex twice along time ago. Then people say i'm ugly and fat behind...
    SecretWraith SecretWraith 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Next year will be my final year at school. Right now I should be working really hard with an ambition of what I want to do or be once I leave school as all my friends are. I do...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 1

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    I now I like men and women but I'm no sure if I'm the only one how goes to what I call seasons. What I mean by that is I like more women during one period of time and some times...
    Juant93 Juant93 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 1

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    What I do know is that I'm perfectly flawed :) and this is what makes me beautiful as a person
    AliyahXXX AliyahXXX 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 12

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    People have told me I'm cute and pretty but when I look in the mirror I don't think I am. Please give me your honest opinion
    nomorelies13 nomorelies13 13-15, F 7 Responses Oct 11

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    I'm so interested in so many different aspects of life. This can be good and bad. I love to learn, but I do not think there is anything that I want to do for the rest of my life. I...
    BrookeAsh BrookeAsh 18-21, F Oct 15

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    I feel so ugly, pic is a bit blurry but tell me what you all think
    Jookie216 Jookie216 13-15, M 11 hrs ago

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    Am I too muscular to be considered sexy? Honest opinions
    intoeverything67 intoeverything67 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 4

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    Go on leave and be thought of as an immature weakling, or go back to work/clerkship and constantly want to throw myself out the nearest window? For now it feels like those are my...
    twelves twelves 22-25 1 day ago

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    Today is the first day applications opened up for csu's. Every time they ask what major i want to do i pick a different one! I feel so lost! Fashion design or criminal justice...
    Rachelmtate Rachelmtate 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    Help me ๐ŸŒš message me?๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’•
    mimmer99 mimmer99 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    If you have to question it then you definitely are
    romanalanski romanalanski 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    Take nahh๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ‘Œ pm me....
    jmontoya50913 jmontoya50913 18-21, M Oct 12

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    I am so very scared. I don't know which way turn anymore. I have managed to royally **** up my life....again. I feel completely worthless. I don't know what I want anymore. On the...
    onebirdinacage onebirdinacage 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 16

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    I am almost 25 and I just don't know what is wrong with me. Sometimes I am high, (like I was stoned or something, but I don't do drugs, don't even smoke...) sleep only for a few...
    girlwithrunes girlwithrunes 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    my dad is fighting with my mom right now and they're getting physical and violent throwing things around. ia m now in my room with music on full volume my eardrum is gonna blow i...
    nadthir23xx nadthir23xx 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I have been with my husband for 6 years. Nothing was ever normal. He is a recovering alcoholic for the past year. Once he stopped drinking many smaller issues started sprouting...
    emotionalshreds emotionalshreds 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 14

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    I've been away from home for 6 months, to a country where I could escape from the troubles in life. I felt like there was nothing to worry about and above all enjoyed the FREEDOM...