I Still Dream About My First Love

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    Twenty-five Years Later

    About once a year, I have a very strong dream about the first boy I ever really loved, the one who broke my heart by actually turning out to be weak. At least, he wasn't as strong as I was.  Why my head can't remember that he was a jerk instead of idealizing him as a kind of...
    DoyEnne4475 DoyEnne4475
    36-40
    3 Responses Mar 27, 2009

    Is it so imposible to stop thinking on him.

    . I have many relations after him but when I close my eyes and get close to anlther boy I just wish me to be kissing "him".. so when I open my eyes I just get depressed... It has passed 4 years since the last time we were toguether.. Im I just been dramatic and Im just making...
    latingirlhn latingirlhn
    18-21, F
    Aug 7, 2015

    She was my first love,

    my first lesbian encounter, my first experience of heart break. It's been 6 years since she ended it, at the time it felt like my whole world had fallen apart, I was living in a post apocolyptic world, no light, no life. As time went on it got easier, I started to appreciate...
    leavethepuce leavethepuce
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2015

    Ok I Know

    Yea im young n to some this would seem soo stupid because of my age but i did fall in love with someone n to this day tjose feelings are still here lately i.ve been dreaming constantly of him idk why its not like i want to... We did go out for a couple weeks but it was never...
    turtlelove turtlelove
    16-17, F
    Oct 6, 2012

    I miss her so much, it happens a lot of time

    that i'm crying alone in my bed, thinking about her, about the huge mistake i made, about all... I loved her, but i was too dumb to understand my feelings for her
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 6, 2015

    I met my "first love" at the age of fourteen.

    Let's call him N. He was sixteen at the time. I was head-over-heels in LOVE (or, what I thought was love) with this kid. I gave him my virginity to him, and a month or so later, N broke up with me. We only dated for a few months, however, after he broke up with me, I was crushed...
    Ferpaderp Ferpaderp
    22-25, M
    Aug 8, 2014

    After 16 Years, I Still Dream About My First Love.

    I just woke up with after another dream about my first girlfriend. I've always had them here and there but lately these dreams haunt me every other day. When I say "haunt", it's not to say these dreams are bad--infact they are usually very sweet, but they often have me waking up...
    hypermodern hypermodern
    31-35
    1 Response Jul 17, 2011

    Reconnected On Facebook

    I never really got over my first love. He was the first boy I ever kissed and he meant everything to me. I was only 13 and he broke up with me, breaking my heart in the process. A couple of years later we got together again at a school social, but then I had to move to the city...
    jemima76 jemima76
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2012

    my deepest secret is

    that I still love him. he wasn't good for me and was manipulative and mean and isolated me, but the good times were amazing. I should hate him, and I've spent so much time convincing myself and everyone else that I do, but after almost 2 years and many failed short lived...
    AlwaysRestless AlwaysRestless
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 3
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