I Still Dream About My First Love

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    After 16 Years, I Still Dream About My First Love.

    I just woke up with after another dream about my first girlfriend. I've always had them here and there but lately these dreams haunt me every other day. When I say "haunt", it's not to say these dreams are bad--infact they are usually very sweet, but they often have me waking up...
    hypermodern hypermodern
    1 Response Jul 17, 2011

    my deepest secret is

    that I still love him. he wasn't good for me and was manipulative and mean and isolated me, but the good times were amazing. I should hate him, and I've spent so much time convincing myself and everyone else that I do, but after almost 2 years and many failed short lived...
    AlwaysRestless AlwaysRestless
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2016

    I miss her so much, it happens a lot of time

    that i'm crying alone in my bed, thinking about her, about the huge mistake i made, about all... I loved her, but i was too dumb to understand my feelings for her
    deleted deleted
    Aug 6, 2015

    She was my first love,

    my first lesbian encounter, my first experience of heart break. It's been 6 years since she ended it, at the time it felt like my whole world had fallen apart, I was living in a post apocolyptic world, no light, no life. As time went on it got easier, I started to appreciate...
    leavethepuce leavethepuce
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2015

    Is it so imposible to stop thinking on him.

    . I have many relations after him but when I close my eyes and get close to anlther boy I just wish me to be kissing "him".. so when I open my eyes I just get depressed... It has passed 4 years since the last time we were toguether.. Im I just been dramatic and Im just making...
    latingirlhn latingirlhn
    22-25, F
    Aug 7, 2015

    Reconnected On Facebook

    I never really got over my first love. He was the first boy I ever kissed and he meant everything to me. I was only 13 and he broke up with me, breaking my heart in the process. A couple of years later we got together again at a school social, but then I had to move to the city...
    jemima76 jemima76
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2012

    I met my "first love" at the age of fourteen.

    Let's call him N. He was sixteen at the time. I was head-over-heels in LOVE (or, what I thought was love) with this kid. I gave him my virginity to him, and a month or so later, N broke up with me. We only dated for a few months, however, after he broke up with me, I was crushed...
    Ferpaderp Ferpaderp
    22-25, M
    Aug 8, 2014

    Ok I Know

    Yea im young n to some this would seem soo stupid because of my age but i did fall in love with someone n to this day tjose feelings are still here lately i.ve been dreaming constantly of him idk why its not like i want to... We did go out for a couple weeks but it was never...
    turtlelove turtlelove
    18-21, F
    Oct 6, 2012

    Twenty-five Years Later

    About once a year, I have a very strong dream about the first boy I ever really loved, the one who broke my heart by actually turning out to be weak. At least, he wasn't as strong as I was.  Why my head can't remember that he was a jerk instead of idealizing him as a kind of...
    DoyEnne4475 DoyEnne4475
    3 Responses Mar 27, 2009
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