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I Still Get the Urge to Hurt Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 9 People

    ... and It's Been Getting Worse the Last Few Days

    Before I only wanted to scratch the surface.  Then I wanted to see blood.  Now I feel the urge to push further.  I wonder what it would feel like to need stitches.  I sit in the bathtub and wonder what it would be like to watch it turn red.  I find...
    luckyu133 luckyu133
    26-30, F
    Jun 22, 2009

    Sometimes...

    Sometimes I still get the urge to hurt myself. I have been batteling self injury for a long time now, and it doesn't seem to get any easier with the years passing by. The longer I go without hurting myself, that when I do get an urge, I can barely fight them off. The main...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

    Please, Help Me.

    Hi, I've gone through a fairly strange couple of years. Moved to a new country with my partner of 9 years, but separated within less than 12 months of the move and we are now estranged. Fell head over heels over somebody new and had a very intense 9-month relationship, but it's...
    BeaGreen BeaGreen
    31-35
    Jul 29, 2009

    I Still Do

    I still get the urge to hurt myself from time to time. I don't know why I am still getting the urges to hurt myself. I am always getting the urge to hurt myself. Most of the time I am strong enough to beat the urge, but there are times that it is always not that easy.  I am...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 10, 2009

    Looking At the Razor

    Sometimes..and I don't know why..but I feel the complete urge to take the razor and slash it across my skin again.  It feels like an illegal drug.  I'm not supposed to have it but that makes me want it even more.  I'm not really depressed anymore but I still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 14, 2009

    Sometimes

    Sometimes when i get really upset or in an argument and i feel like i dont know what else to do except hurt myself somehow. Why do i have these feelings. I shouldnt want to hurt myself=[  For ex: ive gotten so mad that ive dug my nails into my skin on my leg  ..i had...
    Pampong Pampong
    22-25, F
    Mar 7, 2010

    What's the Point?

    I just had a nice weekend with my mom, but she started her drive back a few hours ago.  I'm feeling REALLY down and alone.  This happens a lot.... I tend to plummet when there are drastic changes in my activity/interaction/stimulation level.  It's like my own...
    luckyu133 luckyu133
    26-30, F
    Jun 28, 2009
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