I Still Have Feelings For Someone Who Has Broken My Heart

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    I have an ex that hurt me really bad it's been

    almost 10 years. I hadn't seen him for a long time and had finally felt I was over it all then on day he was at my work. When I walk in to see him my heart sank and all of those good and bad feelings came back to me. I know he is toxic to me but I can't help but think about him
    Mopargirl76 Mopargirl76
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 16

    Dear D, I refuse to **** the wrong people.

    Slide my tongue in the wrong mouths. I won't sip one too many drinks or flirt with someone who reminds me of you. No matter how much he smells like the hint of your cigarette, I can't do it. I refuse to be pathetic to try and forget you. I wish I could but that is never going...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 21

    I have an ex and I'm still madly in love with

    him. But yet I can't tell him. Fee like he will push me away
    Kristyforall Kristyforall
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 16

    Dear dr wilder, I still love you

    but it's not hurting today as much as it does other days. I still miss you and will probably always love you. You'll always hold a chunk of my heart. Love, Jessica
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 22
    Devinefaith Devinefaith
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 17

    OMFG it is taking all my strength not to go

    over to the S.O.B.'s house even though I know I should not, so I am writing here instead. Just knowing some one else might read this and feel something for me is better than facing people who dont care. Thats a start. Even if no one does read this is feels good to vent these...
    jewels1974 jewels1974
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 16, 2015

    "The shattering of a heart breaking is the

    loudest quiet ever" So true. and no one can tell..
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX
    13-15, F
    Feb 16

    I can't even hide it,

    it ***** me over every day....just get over it right?......get. over. it. If only there was a way.
    kuronekko kuronekko
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 3, 2015

    Ok, so we were dating

    for about 3-4 months so far and we were like the perfect couple. Everybody teased us with "aww" all the time. And one day he tells me he's moving. I start to tear up, but then tears are starting to roll down my face when he then tells me he's moving next week! It was a nightmare...
    Elizabeth133 Elizabeth133
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 23

    I do not know how to fall out of love.

    I see him in my sleep,Kissing him in my dreams,I would bow at his feet,Every day for the rest of our lives,just to be with him.And I am a strong independant woman.I have never known love like this,and I fear it is far too late to ever find it again,4 years,and it has not changed...
    rafflora rafflora
    51-55
    3 Responses Jun 8, 2015

    I am in love with my ex-girlfriend

    but she is interested in one of my best friends and he feels the same way. I need to let go and move on but I can't. Can anyone help? I need someone to talk to
    Doritos99 Doritos99
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jan 16

    Dear D, Please don't ever forget our trip to

    the mountains. The two of us in your beat up wagon driving for 5 hours without even the radio on. All I remember is your voice and our laughter; the wind blowing in through the open windows as you speed along the highway. 5 hours driving with you felt like 5 minutes. I don't...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 19

    It's been 2 years and I can't ever look at

    another guy without thinking of you. You were my everything & simply amazing. I'll never forget our jokes, cries, movie/food dates, those crazy pictures and all the special memories I still think of until today. I always wonder where you are and if you think of me too. You left...
    MotionlessinH MotionlessinH
    18-21, F
    Nov 17, 2014

    I Still Love Her

    We dated around six months but i was like madly in love with her she ued me to get stuff she dated other peoplebut i loved her and i wanted her so I let it slide. I feel like a idoit for leting her do that when i would talk to her about it she would say that she loved me and i...
    Zach2294 Zach2294
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 20, 2011

    Till this minute.. im hurt with the drastic

    change.. but i am no one to him besides a silent crush that i have for him.. and i never got over it. I want him to treat me like last time.. but.. its like a dream that will never come true. Sometime i have a thought in mind that im not the only one, it hurt though having...
    Marshello Marshello
    16-17, F
    Mar 28, 2015

    There once was a time

    when we shared everything. Our souls were entwined and it appeared that we would last forever. The good times now seem so few, but each replays in my mind and I'm stuck on repeat. Even without you here, I can feel your arms around me and hear your heart beating. I gave you my...
    walker13sl walker13sl
    22-25, F
    Mar 14

    I will always care and love you,

    but you'll never deserve me again.
    Kellyd14 Kellyd14
    18-21, F
    Oct 13, 2015

    Hate when you've put in

    so much effort into talking to someone and it's still never good enough
    Marlondegnan1 Marlondegnan1
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 17

    I find myself thinking about you a little more

    lately, even though I know I shouldn't. I can't help but think of you when I hear certain songs or when I drive certain places. I take it day by day to try and forget about you, but you made it so hard. I miss our conversations, I miss you C.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 2, 2015

    I think it's kinda ****** how someone's willing

    to come into your life for the second time just to hurt you all over again. why come back when you're not into a commitment? idk, I've never meant a person so cold & willing to hurt me again AND was so upfront about it. I mean I guess being honest doesn't hurt as much as lying...
    itllkillme itllkillme
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 21, 2015

    ITS BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE HE BROKE MY HEART BUT I

    THINK I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM .
    abam1028 abam1028
    22-25, F
    May 12, 2015

    I've been "seeing/dating" (Idk what u want to

    call it) this guy a lil over 2 yrs! When we met he was w/"seeing/dateing" someone else a few months went by (9months or so) he tells me he was no longer seeing her or sleeping with her!! Things were still up and dwn with us after that! Then slowly as the 2 yrs went by the amount...
    secretlove2014 secretlove2014
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 27

    I'm here, I always was.

    I always told you, that you were beautiful. But you slipped through these calised hands. How I wish you could warm my cold heart up, and Take away the pain.
    goodnightyou goodnightyou
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 3, 2015

    MISSING YOU: Isn't it strange how we can miss

    those who have treated us poorly, been abusive and cold toward us? We walk away because we respect ourselves too much too tolerate such treatment and yet....we can still miss the person. The way they were when they made us feel great, made us laugh, and warmed our hearts, and...
    Jasiri Jasiri
    61-65, F
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2014

    I was with the same woman

    for 22 years we have three kids together and I am divorced as of last week she has had three affairs in our 21 year marriage I still love her I am deeply in love with her and I can't get over her and I am very jealous with the boyfriends she has she has told me she'd rather be...
    ichael70 ichael70
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Mar 30, 2014

    Its 12 midnight and all im thinking its about

    her, what could she be doing, is she okay? Is she doing the right things, how is he better than me, its been a year since i lost her and still affects me. Its 12midnight and all im thinking is the day i saw her holding somebody elses hand, how did i let you go, i miss you, but i...
    mcalderon89 mcalderon89
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Jul 21, 2014

    I still have feelings

    for my first boyfriend even though he left me when he was all I had.
    nickigril nickigril
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 2, 2015

    A bit of feelings. hes a *******.

    douche bag. but he wont go away. the more you talk to them the more it hurts. because every day hes giving more attention to her... instead of you. ..
    jfhdbjdndj jfhdbjdndj
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 23, 2014

    A guy named Liam. :-/ I really don't want to

    just put him out there but he did break my heart *sigh* but I just can't seem to get over him.
    Hashtagprincesses4ever Hashtagprincesses4ever
    13-15, F
    Oct 27, 2015

    I'm finally ready to move on.

    A month and a half ago, my girlfriend of almost three years and I broke up. We had the greatest relationship, all our friends loved us as a couple. We rarely had disagreements and always got each other, but feelings were lost, more on her part than mine. So on September 17th...
    ZNAK55 ZNAK55
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 27, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 17

    I could tell you a story about a boy

    and a girl, A fairy tale starting with "Once Upon a Time", And ending with, "They Lived Happily Ever After". But who was I kidding, Their is no fairy tales in the real world. So I settled on telling; A memoir encompassing the theme of young love, A tale of heartbreak, And an...
    Susana1985 Susana1985
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 9, 2014

    I would like to remind myself

    when I get sad or lonely and everyone else too. I am more then how he makes me feel. I do NOT need him or any other person who thinks I am not worthy of their time. I was fine before he was around and I will be fine if it doesn't work out. Although I want a future with him, I do...
    PursiutofHappyness PursiutofHappyness
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2

    Hi, my name is Anthony

    and I'm 23. I hate it when I talk to a female and somehow thiings get messed up with in a week or two
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 17

    I know it's over...I do.

    I know that whatever we had, that connection, is now gone. I know that it will never be like that again. I'm trying not to contact you for silly reasons. I know you have someone else. I'm trying to move forward, but I'm also dragging my feet. It still hurts though. I wish that...
    Arcavala Arcavala
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

    I let go of my exwife today,

    she is seeing another woman and I am dating too many women right now. We had a convo and I said to her that we are both moving on and im happy for her to do so. I would only talk to her about the kids and mainly that means I will not talk to her at all. I do hope she does...
    cutie7710 cutie7710
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2015

    About a year and a half ago,

    I met this guy online. It was right after the new year, he is a professional futbol player in europe, but his home is in my city. He left back to Europe before I could really meet him, so we skyped, face timed, talked all the time for about two weeks till i noticed he posted a...
    lonelyproblems lonelyproblems
    22-25, F
    Sep 15, 2015

    Yes 3 guys one is the one im with hes hurt me

    so much. N one i dont like to thimk of cuz he didnt care about me at all n then theres him who liked to play with my mind hed floirt with me but push me away he liked me but wouldnt date me n i still miss him, there was another like him..
    theresajanelle theresajanelle
    18-21, F
    Oct 16, 2015

    Funny how everything looks different in

    retrospect. It hurts, and i still want to go back to it. Really, I know, it's not that I want him back, so much as I want to feel what I thought we had. The worst part is that I don't really feel betrayed by him, so much as by what I wanted to believe was there. Self-betrayal...
    MarkingTime MarkingTime
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 13, 2015

    just happened today! :'( My boyfriend said he

    doesn't like me "that way" anymore! :'(
    sensitiveemotionalteen13 sensitiveemotionalteen13
    13-15, F
    Oct 26, 2015

    I liked my best friend

    since middle school and she ended up not feeling a thing for me back and I told her to **** off and I broke our friendship and I hate myself.
    NoNameKire NoNameKire
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 16

    he was my best friend.

    anf i mean like my best guy friend. we used to do a loada stuff together and then one night i went over to his house as he needed to babysit his little brothers and we were just chillimg when he suddenly kissed me and before i knew it we were making out thats when i fell in...
    sagittamulder sagittamulder
    16-17, F
    Apr 1

    When I was younger, I was in an unofficial,

    this-is-my-first-relationship deal with a kid I liked in the daycare I went to. We really did like each other in that little kid "aw they're gonna be a couple when they grow up" way. We even had some of the other kids our age almost begging us to kiss (daw). But then, some new...
    DarJotzahr DarJotzahr
    22-25, M
    Mar 18

    I used to belive that you would come around

    and realize what a huge mistake you made when you ditched me for the girl who looked just like me. I used to ake. I used to think that messing what we had together up was my biggest mistake when the truth is.. that you in fact messed up by never listen to me and cheating on me...
    Ennah Ennah
    22-25, F
    May 4, 2015

    Darling I'm falling in love with you,

    but your eyes don't see me yet. I look up and see dull, grey, steel clouds filling every centimetre of the sky. The sky is hoarding so much tears and so am I. Sometimes I wonder why the sky resembles me so much. The rain, the dull, glum clouds, the appalling storm... They all...
    Violetblossoms Violetblossoms
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 23, 2015

    Why can't I get over him?

    Why do I care so much?
    stephfrench6680 stephfrench6680
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jun 8, 2014

    I cried for you last night

    and I cried for you this morning...sounds like I'm grieving over a death, but in a way, I am mourning. The way you ignored me and my questions and the way you dealt with me made me hate you so much that I might as well treat you like you are dead to me...less painful than to...
    JandL2013 JandL2013
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Feb 19, 2015

    He doesn't want to be together

    or anything anymore, yet I still want him but at the same time I know that our time is over. This other guy does want me. I blocked him off of everything and i re-downloaded an app that I didn't block him on and he messaged me and I answered and he is glad that I have finally...
    WentAway WentAway
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    My heart?? The dude ripped me to shreds in the

    worse way. Lucky for me im slowly putting myself back together
    moth2aflame moth2aflame
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 2, 2015

    They say that it's easier to study gravity

    than acceleration. Because it's easy to fall in love than to move on.
    PierceTheSirensFalling PierceTheSirensFalling
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Oct 5, 2015

    I've been in a relationship with my bf

    for almost than one year. I introduced him to my family, and everyone accept it as he promised my family he will marry me. I feel like am the luckiest girl in this world, I love him so much. Last July he go back to his country as he wanna ask his parents permission to marry me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 4, 2015
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