I Still Have My First Cuddly Toy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 116 People

    Spencer and Doggy

    My first cuddly toy was a huge fluffy dog which I got when I was 6 months by my gran. I named her doggy as a toddler and he has been my "doggy" ever since. I still have him in the atic with all my other baby stuff which I keep for reminders. My first teddy bear was a...
    dania12345 dania12345
    16-17, F
    Dec 11, 2008

    Lulu

    I got her when I was one, from an uncle - I can't remember which one. I named her Lulu, after 'Bananas in Pyjamas', because she was my favourite character, and they were the same colour. When the boyfriend comes over she get relegated to the shelf, but otherwise, I still sleep...
    spektor spektor
    18-21, F
    Oct 3, 2008

    Corky

    I named him Corky, for some reason. He's a cute little cat that has been re-furred so many times, I just keep wearing him out!! My Grandma's always on hand though to sort him out!! I'm thinking about going to fetch him now, just to cuddle him. Whenever I give him a hug, I...
    Luangi Luangi
    18-21, F
    Dec 16, 2007

    Polar Bear

    Hi I'm a 20 year old man and I still have my first "cuddly toy." I keep it on my bed. It's actually a polar bear. I can push his nose all the way into his face, I guess I mistreat him a little bit. But hey, he's been with me forever so he's gotten used to it.
    MauveMoss1892 MauveMoss1892
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 1, 2013

    I Named Him Brown Eye

    i got him when i was born and now im 16 and he still sits on my draw, he's missing his nose thou...lolz but still hes a constant reminder of my childhood.  
    DeMiDeMiSe DeMiDeMiSe
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 13, 2008

    Mr. Snuggle

    If you guys don't know who Snuggle is (From the bounty commercials) This was the first toy I remember as an infant. It's as old as I am, and I still have it. I got so pissed though cuz my cousin let her dog use it as a chew toy. Molly didn't rip it up, but she still poked holes...
    Warmthoughtsofyou04 Warmthoughtsofyou04
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 15, 2008

    Hello Kitty

    A huge Hello Kitty was my first plushie ever! Well, the only one I can remember when I was young. My father won HK from a carnival in Long Island for my mother. No wonder my mom wanted that plushie, it was so cute, pink, delicate...I could go on forever about how adorable that...
    ConLocura ConLocura
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 6, 2009

    Monkey !

    My parents bought him when i was a wee little thing. He was my constant companion. He has paint on one of his legs because i took him to the yard when my dad was painting, i have a lot of pictures from when i was a kid and he's like my shadow, there in every single one. My mom...
    Cici88 Cici88
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

    My Teddy!

    His name is Russell, because he's made by the 'Russ' company :P I got him on my first birthday, and apparantly he was fluffy at the time - now he's worn down. My parents used to put him on my birthday invitiations, e.g. 'It's Corinne's 9th and Russell's 8th birthday', and my...
    esclave esclave
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Dec 16, 2007

    Deep Sigh *holds Back Tears*

    I (still) have a teddy bear , by the common name Teddy , ive had him ever since i had to have surgery on my ear , as a child who was abused  by my father (and as confused as i was as a child to grasp how ) Teddy & my Dog (who is now deceased)  were the only true friends i...
    XNGespenst XNGespenst
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Mar 13, 2011

    Tommy Bear

    When I was a baby my father was in the military and he was deployed the first two years of my life.  Before he left on his deployment he had bought me a teddy bear with a music box inside that played some lullaby.  Through the years I loved that bear although he lost an...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Jul 12, 2008

    Not Me Actually ...

    but my mom - but we still have the squishy little guy my mom made me when I was a little kid. His name was piglet but he looks more like a mini Caspar the friendly ghost. I wore him out and new eyes had to be sewn on many time.
    DeepForest DeepForest
    46-50
    3 Responses Dec 13, 2010

    Remmy <3 <3

    My two adorable sisters went to a mall to buy me a gift because it was my birthday and as I was turning 9 years old. They bought me a doll rat I named it Remmy. Think about it ur favorite sister or brother buys u a doll rat I laughed a lot and said"What kind of sisters are u...
    Rhythm01 Rhythm01
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2012

    My First Cuddly Toy

    I was in an oxygen tent for the first 24 hour after my birth, and in the hospital for the firs week. My mom and dad worried. The day I was allowed out of the tent my dad went out and bought me a small teddybear with a wind up music box. He took the music box out because he was...
    Wid Wid
    26-30, M
    May 6, 2008

    Bear

    I still have my first stuftie that I got as a child from my dad. There has not been a night that's gone by that I havent slept with him. Hes a medium sized gray bear named... well Bear lol!! (I was a creative child) He looks a little worn down, but thats because of all the love...
    DavesDaughter DavesDaughter
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 6, 2011

    Teddy

    My teddy bear is 21 years old. His name is Teddy. He used to play music, but his music box stopped working when I was in the 6th grade. I was SOO devastated. My uncle gave him to me my 1st Christmas while I was still in the hospital... I love him SOO much. I tell him all my...
    LittleOne85 LittleOne85
    22-25, F
    Sep 5, 2007

    Puffalump

    My first toy, or so I've been told, was an orange bear called a Puffalump (I've looked it up, yes that's what they're actually called). He's kind of a baby toy, having embroidered eyes, a sewn on bib and made of satin material, but I still have him today in my bed. I'm a little...
    warclaw warclaw
    26-30, F
    Feb 22, 2011

    Bunny-wunny

    bunny was my first friend- an easter present when i was two. thirteen years later and i still need her in my bed to go to sleep! she's very stained and ragged these days, every seam sewn and re-sewn, the once thick fabric worn down to silk. she's the one who is always there for...
    misaryeepo misaryeepo
    18-21
    Jun 11, 2008

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