I Still Have No Idea Who I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 144 People

    Actually, It's More Of Wha...

    Actually, it's more of what is my puspose in life. But then again, it's too early to tell. I'm just about to end my High School!!!=)
    collegeboi collegeboi
    16-17, M
    Dec 29, 2006

    Possible Second Time To Post Something Here

    May not know just this moment but... I'm learning and grossing and becoming more Me than the day before, everyday. Sometimes there are great breakthroughs, a moment when I realize maybe I don't like what's popular and that's totes ok, a day when I know that im the most beautiful...
    imXhereXbutXyouXdontXseeXme imXhereXbutXyouXdontXseeXme
    18-21, F
    Oct 3, 2013

    I Know Who I Am, But Not Who I...

    i know who i am, but not who i am, and i know i will never be who i want to be
    mistymae mistymae
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 23, 2007

    I Know That This Might Sound A...

    I know that this might sound a little crazy but i seriously ask myself sometimes if I am really a real person or just a figment of someones imagination. because sometimes i feel like i dont really exist and that im not really here and then there are times when it kinda feels like...
    imXhereXbutXyouXdontXseeXme imXhereXbutXyouXdontXseeXme
    18-21, F
    6 Responses May 23, 2007

    I Found Out Who I Was and What...

    I found out who I was and what I was made of when I had kids
    Jamcojay Jamcojay
    31-35, M
    May 23, 2007

    I Wish

    I wish i knew who i was I'm numb most of the time and i got all these issues i don't know what else to say
    wtpoohbear19 wtpoohbear19
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2007

    I Still Have No Idea Who I Am... Will I Ever??

    I think about this so often &  i have never spoke to anyone else about it until now. Certain episodes throughout my life point to one reason why. I also believe in honesty very much but because of this secret i have kept from everyone ive ever...
    jizznie jizznie
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

    I Know Pretty Well Who I Am. ...

    I know pretty well who I am. I am just not and never gonna be what some people expect me to be
    Straykitty Straykitty
    16-17, F
    Jul 23, 2007

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