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I Still Have No Idea Who I Am

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    I Still Have No Idea Who I Am... Will I Ever??

    I think about this so often &  i have never spoke to anyone else about it until now. Certain episodes throughout my life point to one reason why. I also believe in honesty very much but because of this secret i have kept from everyone ive ever...
    jizznie jizznie 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    I Know Who I Am, But Not Who I...

    i know who i am, but not who i am, and i know i will never be who i want to be
    mistymae mistymae 18-21, F 1 Response May 23, 2007

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    I Found Out Who I Was and What...

    I found out who I was and what I was made of when I had kids
    Jamcojay Jamcojay 31-35, M May 23, 2007

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    I know who I am and I love the woman I've become
    neopet neopet 41-45, F May 23, 2007

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    I Know That This Might Sound A...

    I know that this might sound a little crazy but i seriously ask myself sometimes if I am really a real person or just a figment of someones imagination. because sometimes i feel like i dont really exist and that im not really here and then there are times when it kinda feels like...
    imXhereXbutXyouXdontXseeXme imXhereXbutXyouXdontXseeXme 18-21, F 6 Responses May 23, 2007

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    I Know Pretty Well Who I Am. ...

    I know pretty well who I am. I am just not and never gonna be what some people expect me to be
    Straykitty Straykitty 16-17, F Jul 23, 2007

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    Actually, It's More Of Wha...

    Actually, it's more of what is my puspose in life. But then again, it's too early to tell. I'm just about to end my High School!!!=)
    collegeboi collegeboi 16-17, M Dec 29, 2006

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    I Wish

    I wish i knew who i was I'm numb most of the time and i got all these issues i don't know what else to say
    wtpoohbear19 wtpoohbear19 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2007

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    Possible Second Time To Post Something Here

    May not know just this moment but... I'm learning and grossing and becoming more Me than the day before, everyday. Sometimes there are great breakthroughs, a moment when I realize maybe I don't like what's popular and that's totes ok, a day when I know that im the most beautiful...
    imXhereXbutXyouXdontXseeXme imXhereXbutXyouXdontXseeXme 18-21, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Till this minute.. im hurt with the drastic change.. but i am no one to him besides a silent crush that i have for him.. and i never got over it. I want him to treat me like...
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    Hmm, am I ready to lose it? Sometimes. I like the thought of deep kissing and holding onto the future someone tightly. Some panting perhaps. Some sweet release if lucky, and a slow...
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    Once upon a time I knew exactly who I was. But now, as I looked in the mirror the other day. I realized, I have no idea who's looking back. it doesn't look like me anymore I can't...