Post

I Still Haven't Found What I Am Looking For

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 42 People

    Think Many Of Us Go Thought Life Looking

    i had it a long time ago but death clained her on 1/14/1967 and took her away from me after only 6 years of marrage and we never really lived as adults life had been school and work then
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 30, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Nearly fifty and I STILL don't know!!!! Who wants to grow up anyway???
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm about to be 36 (hard for me to fathom how this can really be) and I'm taking stock of where I am in life. I have watched my peers from my elementary and high school years grow...
    SaudadeVirgo SaudadeVirgo 31-35, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I couldn't be any more confused about life than I am right now.
    pricilagudi pricilagudi 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Do you still remember the post about my prom or have you read it? If not read it first to know the story. My friend/pervert asked me the same question for 3 days straight and he's...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know it's good to be my age but sometimes the technical side of life simply baffles me! Blumming PDFs!
    Flutterbingers Flutterbingers 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm a very nice guy, asian, looking for the right female who is interested in a MOC. I've been searching for a long time and still haven't found the right person with the same...
    andersti andersti 31-35, M Sep 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hey:) i'm Nozomu and i'm a therian, Looking to form a new pack i am an Alpha female and will welcome any type of therians and otherkins. I would like for this to be a pack build on...
    Nozomu Nozomu 18-21, F Aug 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hey:) i'm Nozomu and i'm a therian, Looking to form a new pack i am an Alpha female and will welcome any type of therians and otherkins. I would like for this to be a pack build on...
    Nozomu Nozomu 18-21, F Aug 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It happened to me yesterday and I still don't know what to think about it. There already is someone I already love (we're not in a relationship though, I wrote about it in my...
    GlowingHeart GlowingHeart 18-21, F Aug 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello everyone! It's been a while. I haven't been on her in quite some time so if you feel like chatting about life, scary movies or just what u did today, then feel free to talk...
    Georgievh Georgievh 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Cigarettes can give you lung cancer, we ALL know this, I'm not saying they're not bad for you, I'm not promoting smoking them, what I am saying is that the media is all of the...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You know that feeling you get when you’re thinking about or looking for something, and it ends up being right under your nose…because you kept overlooking it? A person always...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In this weird way, I find it hilarious. Maybe its just the situation surrounding it, and my coping mechanism? Who knows... But, I moved out it August... I had to. I had originally...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There's this guy that I met in 7th grade, and soon after we quickly became best friends. Then on valentines day that year he told me that he liked me. I didn't know how to respond...
    Littlemonkey2 Littlemonkey2 16-17, F Aug 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was talking to someone on here about living in a sexless marraige, as I have many times since I joined, but wow I have never felt like this about anyone. I have been in this...
    forensicfox forensicfox 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't heard from my boyfriend in weeks ever since he was shipped for BT in South Carolina. My friends don't know the pain or heartache so I hate talking to them about it... I...
    Harmonial Harmonial 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't been in a relationship with a guy before but I do want to be...
    Barakaflacka Barakaflacka 16-17, M Sep 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My husband of 20+ years left to work 2 years ago and never returned. Everything seemed to be ok at the time but he decided to leave and tried to hide from us his family. We had...
    kikaaa kikaaa 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Looking for my new texting buddy. A girl would be super great! Love to talk about ncis, law&order: svu, animals, fears, problems, rain, drawing, jokes, just about how the day has...
    AirSlice AirSlice 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay, so, my boyfriend is getting rid of a bunch of merchandise (band shirts and sweatshirts) that he no longer fits him, but it fits me. And it was in a box, and I found out he...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm a gay 13 year old gay Still in the closet Need advice about coming out I'm also looking for a gay 13-20 year old gay who loves me for who I am No matter what Loves my...
    jgarcia75 jgarcia75 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't been here on EP for ages. My life is so full right now. What's happening?......lol. Is there any topic that anyone would like too tackle. I'm up for "new discussions...
    Music4Dance Music4Dance 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello! I don't know what's going on with my mind when I signed up for this but since some people are doing it, I might as well try. I'm from the majestic island of the...
    EliseJulietteP EliseJulietteP 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Most people haven't seen? I can't think of a single person who's seen my true dark side. 98% of the time, my good side shows, and I am able to express that part of myself to others...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My ex and I have 2 teenage boys. He has problems and has done alot of things for which my kids are resentful. I recently found out he is terminally ill. The kids now know too and...
    jerseygrl1103 jerseygrl1103 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    idk why I haven't, or why I'm so scared I could be gone in a matter of seconds/ minutes ;'(
    sophieirwinnxo sophieirwinnxo 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am sorry I haven't been on in a while because I totally forgot some how. I don't know how but I did but I will try n be on here as much as I can now so thanks n speak to u guys n...
    Beckywolf Beckywolf 13-15 Aug 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Helping you become more of a hunter. Nope, you heard this right; and all will be explained throughout the entirety of this rant. This is an audio file, clicking on it will bring...
    ErikErin ErikErin 26-30 Aug 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So, there's this guy. He's everything I have ever dreamed about, despite the fact that he's nothing at all like the boys that most girls my age are into. He's funny, kind, sweet...
    LeavesOfSunshine LeavesOfSunshine 13-15, F Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have no idea why I haven't killed myself yet but the other day I waited at some Train tracks for an hour waiting for the train to run me over
    barefootlover7890 barefootlover7890 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Rp only No K/ik Hi baby! Im looking for babies. I love when my babies are really little. I love when they are still in baby diapers. I like when my babies can barley walk and have...
    MommyNikki MommyNikki 18-21, F Aug 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Rp only No K/ik Hi baby! Im looking for babies. I love when my babies are really little. I love when they are still in baby diapers. I like when my babies can barley walk and have...
    MommyNikki MommyNikki 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i am looking for people who share my bday its april 3 even if you dont you can still share yours
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im hopeful I'll find that desired connection..still won't lose hope :)
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I've been in my relationship for over a year now and things are getting rocky. It started out amazing but now that I look at it more and more I feel like it was only because I...
    wilfred13 wilfred13 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I need to write this somewhere to get it out of my head. I have been feeling extremely suicidal recently and I just had one of the most disturbing yet eye-opening dreams. I...
    SaphiraJane SaphiraJane 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ...When my urge to talk to him becomes unbearable. I love him so dearly, but I bet he still has his girlfriend, so I can't bother him all the time... It hurts because I really love...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Another of life's myths, like karma. Because sometimes you can try and try to enjoy life and improve it, but it still won't happen. Sure, it might but it'll more likely be down to...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay so my ldr boyfriend and I have been going strong for 4 months now, we contact each other everyday and our relationship is thee best. Recently I've been the one that has to...
    lucywats lucywats 16-17 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If you see this one cute guy every day, they talk to you, annoy you, is nice to you, and makes you laugh. What does that mean ? I know he doesn't like me cause I'm fat and ugly...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Things are so wonderful and so awful, I got with a girl 13 days ago, thing is that people keep talking bad about her. Today my cousin, my parabati (for those of you who don't get...
    geary97 geary97 16-17, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    lookin for some people nearby. In the LA area preferably closer to where the grove is or somethin. maybe like fairfax high, beverly high, somethin like that. other schools too but...
    HPF8 HPF8 13-15, M Sep 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I see much hasn't changed. It's interesting to see where this program is going, and what people write into it. I imagine there's some algorithm which organizes data based with a...
    Aguynamedbill Aguynamedbill 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi, i am Silvy, 30 yrs old, from Mexico. I just look for a person between 28 to 36 yrs old, to chat about anything (not even about my problems or yours, just ranting is fine), i...
    schmetterlingmx schmetterlingmx 26-30, F Sep 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So, as some of you know (if you don't, it's okay) I love receiving random emails. I've been doing it for a while now. Some say it's a waste of time, but I think it's awesome. I...
    mercifulpennies mercifulpennies 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I have this problem I've grown up in a strongly catholic family. I never questioned my religion until a year ago when I got very interested in philosophy and stuff... Now I...
    marsbars30 marsbars30 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1