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I Still Haven't Found What I Am Looking For

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    Think Many Of Us Go Thought Life Looking

    i had it a long time ago but death clained her on 1/14/1967 and took her away from me after only 6 years of marrage and we never really lived as adults life had been school and work then
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 30, 2011

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    I think I woke up at 6 am yesterday..oh God I don't feel so good
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    Yep true. I wonder how it's like. It's just swapping spit. Kinda gross. But then again maybe it's not. Lol. I'd rather save my first kiss for when I'm older. These days lots of...
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    I'm only 14 though, so it's probably a good thing. Sad part is, I've done so much more. But I've never been kissed. Or hugged.
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    Haven't been on this in ages, someone talk to me!
    Jodiii14 Jodiii14 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 16

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    Haven't done for about thirty years. Always overhyped,over expensive,just not worth the trouble.
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    Am Sure If You'Re Polite I Haven'T Blocked You
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