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I Still Haven't Found What I Am Looking For

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    i had it a long time ago but death clained her on 1/14/1967 and took her away from me after only 6 years of marrage and we never really lived as adults life had been school and work then
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 30, 2011

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