I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 257 People

    It has been over a year

    since I visited this site – and with it being the Christmas season, I am feeling a bit nostalgic. I have not had any affairs since I last wrote. My marriage is stable and my relationship with my step children has blossomed into a loving, caring rapport. But I am still...
    BJewel3 BJewel3
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Dec 17, 2015

    It's Ironic to Think

    That the song of the same name by U2 puts it as aptly as can be put.
    AnimaliaAustralis AnimaliaAustralis
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Jan 30, 2009

    How Can I?

    How can I find that "something" that I cannot define? Hm, that sounds a lot like "If a tree falls in the forest..." doesn't it?  Must be in one of those existential moods today.
    soonermom soonermom
    41-45, F
    Jul 24, 2008

    That's Odd...

    I could've sworn I was on the right track...According to this map...*looks down at a children's coloring book of blank uncolored pages* What in the world AM I looking for?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 15, 2010

    Damn its a long journey.

    Weather its a Job or relationship, I have not found ethier yet.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 8, 2015

    i,m sick of men and i want to have a lesbian

    friend 45 or older that lives in Taylor Mi or somewhere close to that must be able to meet up talk and maybe more ,white only so if you fit that text me 734-837-8029
    seekingalady68 seekingalady68
    46-50, F
    Mar 26, 2014

    Tragedies Of Our Void

    im assuming that part of "becoming" the actual term for adult mentally is finding that void,,, and most of us have no idea wat "it:" is,,, ure trying to look for it, going amounst different activities, trying something new, or still sitting there pondering it,,, but nothing...
    thsone thsone
    22-25, F
    Apr 17, 2010

    But I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For- (u2)

    ...heard this song today while traveling from downtown, it sounds great and I tried to look the lyrics online.. here's what i found... I have climbed highest mountains I have run through the fields Only to be with you Only to be with you I have run I have crawled I have scaled...
    kanlungan kanlungan
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 15, 2011

    Foreverwood

    That's what I'm looking for. I'm looking for my "Foreverwood". I think if someone were just to read that, it would sound stupid, but there is history behind that name. Foreverwood is home, it is family and love. It is beauty and God, but most of all...it is peace to me. I'm...
    YukaPlant YukaPlant
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

    Looking for someone I can spend my life with

    I am not looking for a perfect woman, because I know that none of them exist. However, I am looking and waiting for the woman I know I will spend the rest of my life with. It has been very frustrating lately, because the type of woman that I am looking for, doesn't seem to be in...
    NinjaGuide321 NinjaGuide321
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 5, 2013

    She gave her heart to a falling star When news

    filtered through of his tragedy all the walls went up Around a world she declines As the tears from her eyes fall No one understands, and no one will All she has lost If he's not here, then where? If he's not here, then where? If he's not here then where? If he's not here...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 12, 2015

    Still Lookin.... But Not Desperate

    i've been in a number of relationships but at this point in my life I'm over all the games and would like to find someone to spend my life with
    luvnit58 luvnit58
    46-50
    Dec 20, 2011

    Other Lifestyles

    I spend nights awake wondering why I can't seem to be happy. I feel like I'm missing a piece of my soul but can't seem to find it. I spent most of my life trying to feel that void with clothes, shoes, purses, material items that only made me feel good for a little bit. I was...
    rikkiryder rikkiryder
    36-40, F
    Jan 1, 2012

    U2 I have climbed the highest mountains I have

    run through the fields Only to be with you Only to be with you I have run, I have crawled I have scaled these city walls These city walls Only to be with you But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for I have kissed honey lips...
    jml2000 jml2000
    61-65, M
    1 Response Mar 9, 2014

    There Again I Might Have!

    So much has happened in the last 18 months. My life has changed and taken a new direction. So many doors have started to open. I just might have a glimpse of what I'm truly looking for. Maybe it's my destiny.
    charlie1960 charlie1960
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Jan 22, 2011

    And I May Never Find It

    but that doesn't mean i'll stop looking because the chase is part of the fun in the search
    wotaloser wotaloser
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Aug 4, 2011
    peachy9 peachy9
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Dec 18, 2015

    Not Yet

    well i still haven't found what am looking for.. what i am looking for is a best friend and my perfect guy to love me the way i want to be loved.
    Augusttwix Augusttwix
    46-50, F
    Aug 19, 2013

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