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I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For

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    Tragedies Of Our Void

    im assuming that part of "becoming" the actual term for adult mentally is finding that void,,, and most of us have no idea wat "it:" is,,, ure trying to look for it, going amounst different activities, trying something new, or still sitting there pondering it,,, but nothing...
    thsone thsone 22-25, F Apr 17, 2010

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    But I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For- (u2)

    ...heard this song today while traveling from downtown, it sounds great and I tried to look the lyrics online.. here's what i found... I have climbed highest mountains I have run through the fields Only to be with you Only to be with you I have run I have crawled I have scaled...
    kanlungan kanlungan 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 15, 2011

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    There Again I Might Have!

    So much has happened in the last 18 months. My life has changed and taken a new direction. So many doors have started to open. I just might have a glimpse of what I'm truly looking for. Maybe it's my destiny.
    charlie1960 charlie1960 51-55, M 4 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    So

    bye.. one of bono's better songs....
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Mar 27, 2010

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    Foreverwood

    That's what I'm looking for. I'm looking for my "Foreverwood". I think if someone were just to read that, it would sound stupid, but there is history behind that name. Foreverwood is home, it is family and love. It is beauty and God, but most of all...it is peace to me. I'm...
    YukaPlant YukaPlant 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

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    That's Odd...

    I could've sworn I was on the right track...According to this map...*looks down at a children's coloring book of blank uncolored pages* What in the world AM I looking for?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 15, 2010

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    It's Ironic to Think

    That the song of the same name by U2 puts it as aptly as can be put.
    AnimaliaAustralis AnimaliaAustralis 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 30, 2009

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    Not Yet

    well i still haven't found what am looking for.. what i am looking for is a best friend and my perfect guy to love me the way i want to be loved.
    Augusttwix Augusttwix 46-50, F Aug 19, 2013

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    She gave her heart to a falling star When news

    filtered through of his tragedy all the walls went up Around a world she declines As the tears from her eyes fall No one understands, and no one will All she has lost If he's not here, then where? If he's not here, then where? If he's not here then where? If he's not here...
    LifeIsBeatingMe LifeIsBeatingMe 26-30, M Mar 12

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    Looking for someone I can spend my life with

    I am not looking for a perfect woman, because I know that none of them exist. However, I am looking and waiting for the woman I know I will spend the rest of my life with. It has been very frustrating lately, because the type of woman that I am looking for, doesn't seem to be in...
    NinjaGuide321 NinjaGuide321 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    Other Lifestyles

    I spend nights awake wondering why I can't seem to be happy. I feel like I'm missing a piece of my soul but can't seem to find it. I spent most of my life trying to feel that void with clothes, shoes, purses, material items that only made me feel good for a little bit. I was...
    rikkiryder rikkiryder 36-40, F Jan 1, 2012

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    U2 I have climbed the highest mountains I have

    run through the fields Only to be with you Only to be with you I have run, I have crawled I have scaled these city walls These city walls Only to be with you But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for I have kissed honey lips...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2014

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    How Can I?

    How can I find that "something" that I cannot define? Hm, that sounds a lot like "If a tree falls in the forest..." doesn't it?  Must be in one of those existential moods today.
    soonermom soonermom 41-45, F Jul 24, 2008

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    And I May Never Find It

    but that doesn't mean i'll stop looking because the chase is part of the fun in the search
    wotaloser wotaloser 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    Still Lookin.... But Not Desperate

    i've been in a number of relationships but at this point in my life I'm over all the games and would like to find someone to spend my life with
    luvnit58 luvnit58 46-50 Dec 20, 2011

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    i,m sick of men and i want to have a lesbian

    friend 45 or older that lives in Taylor Mi or somewhere close to that must be able to meet up talk and maybe more ,white only so if you fit that text me 734-837-8029
    seekingalady68 seekingalady68 46-50, F Mar 26, 2014

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    MsJuliaM MsJuliaM 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I'm going to SMILE like nothing's wrong, PRETEND like everything's all right, ACT like its all perfect, even though inside it really hurts!!!It really hurts when you expected so...
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    I am 17 years old and I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I know I shouldn't compare myself to others, I know that most of my classmates already know what they...
    Jasliet Jasliet 16-17, F Mar 29

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    Yes, please. So may people are guarded... So many want desperately to feel the swell of their chest as a someone not only notices them, but engages them. Someone whose eyes don't...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Honestly a true story ...long ago like any normal day just leaving my house driving my 87' dodge pickup truck drove around a corner to an intersection as I was stopped at stop sign...
    joophomme joophomme 46-50, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Have a girl best friend who I'm only friends with, but I don't know why I Still blush everytime We hug or when she tickles me, since We've been friends since very little
    Charliewells Charliewells 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    I was laid off a year ago. It's been a nightmare in itself to have gone through it AND still not having a job. I live with my mother who treats me like I'm her maid. She doesn't...
    csstone11 csstone11 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    The reason for that is that I have been exposed to very negative people, who manipulated and made me feel guilt. They exploited my kindness. I wanted to make things right and...
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    Hey still super new to being a sub, would love the chance to serve a mistress, I would totally prefer a ltr, however I would be open to almost anything, message me if you want to...
    Slut848 Slut848 18-21, M Apr 12

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    Well,I will be tonight.My husband is taking our kids to grandma's ,and he is going snowboarding.I'm looking forward to the peace and quiet!No kids,no husband,it's been so long...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 18 Responses Mar 27

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    4 years ago I discovered what I was looking for in a relationship. I would rather have the witty and smart personality over charming looks. There have been a couple possible...
    Ayunir Ayunir 22-25, M Mar 25

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    He did it again last night. I wasn't expecting him to, I really wasn't. I thought, I hoped, that it was only a one off. That he'd maybe just go back to the hitting, the physical...
    FabulousUnicorn15 FabulousUnicorn15 13-15, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I just asked a friend if we were still friends. Her response was that she feels like we are more like acquaintances. Makes sense. She just knows a lot about my life and past, I...
    theginger89 theginger89 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I honestly don't know how much I can take. Yea, no. I'm not gonna kill myself. I've been dealing with so much pressure, stress, and anxiety that I don't know how much longer I can...
    cuterthxnyou cuterthxnyou 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    I'm a Trans women that still lives their life as a guy... always been straight only into females.. never checked out guys... but since discovering myself to be trans... if started...
    readypink13 readypink13 26-30, T 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I may be young compared to other people, but I hate when people tell me that I don't know some things- like I couldn't possibly know what "love" is, or what my view is on some...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 27

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    I've like women, and I think about dating a girl all the time. I had my first crush when I was 14 and I even asked her out though she didn't know that've felt attracted to her. I...
    ithinkimcrazy006 ithinkimcrazy006 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    i think im done here. I met some interesting people on here that make me smile all the time. (you guys know who you are). im gonna miss all you guys. and yes, even you EpAllie. I...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 12 Responses Apr 5

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    Hi, I'm from Canada. I'm almost 21 now, and ever since I was little I've been told I have Cerebral Palsy; However, as I grew and got older, it was apparent to everyone that...
    1happylady 1happylady 18-21, F Apr 8

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    I pretend I'm okay to make everyone else think I'm strong that I can do it for me and my baby. But I can't always have my head up high without shedding a tear, my life isn't or has...
    ox97 ox97 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    When I say something it's because I mean it. If I say or write yes, it's cause i accept it when u hear or read no, it means I refuse or don't want too so please don't try to...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ha! I finally discovered why I can never keep a job. It only took 3 career counselling/trauma counselling sessions. Seems the abusive traumatic childhood has seeped into my work...
    singlemom1254 singlemom1254 36-40 Apr 13

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    I love you so much and I don't care if I am hurting by you. But your hurting by her, you don't care neither. Yes, maybe you really do like her a lot but why? She cheated on you...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    He's a good man. He doesn't exactly treat me bad, were coasting. He works hard at a labour job and is tired which I understand. He usually plays video games in his down time as a...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    My friends are amazing, but can't feel my loss. I dated a woman, briefly, who was in my circle of friends and it didn't work out (her decision). Over the next two years, we...
    illbaround illbaround 26-30, M Mar 25

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