I Still In Love With First Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 237 People

    Love&hate

    So iv been in love with my first love for almost fifteen months now. (not that long but in my book its felt like a century). Me and him either love eachother or hate eachother. Its an off and on thing. We both have struggled to make our relationship work. We are currently dating...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 9, 2012

    My Neighbour..

    I was in a relationship with my neighbour .. First all was pretty amazing.I felt in Love with him at our First Talk (he lifes Since december 2011 here and we started Talking on March 2012) than we broke up because of Problems with his Family because they dont want a German Girl...
    Feb 15, 2013

    Scared

    Hello, I would really appreciate if someone can help me and talk to me about my situation. When I was a lot younger like 14 I had a boyfriend whom was 20. So we were together for 3 years(14,15,16,) and my sister found out so she put him in jail when we had2yrs together. Well we...
    Diamondgirl05 Diamondgirl05
    18-21
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2012
    jordanjayy jordanjayy
    22-25, F
    May 4, 2014

    I Am Still In Love With My First Love :(

    I met my first love online when I posted the lyrics to a song we both liked. She commented and we started talking. Then a couple months later we met on a simple dinner and a movie date. She had a good time and a couple weeks later we made it official. A few months into the...
    Padamc92 Padamc92
    18-21, M
    Nov 19, 2012

    Puppy Love

    I'm 14 years old so obviously, I don't know what true love is. I define a love as someone you feel comfortable around, someone who can make you smile or even laugh when you are having the roughest days. That last time I had an official 'boyfriend' was last year. The first time he...
    KrissyB3 KrissyB3
    16-17, F
    Mar 12, 2013

    Thanks For Everything

    Something I probably never told you... I keep you in my head as the ideal guy, the one that I compare others to. Not saying that I want to marry you or anything, but not saying that I wouldn't either. It's complicated. But not really. Let's just say that if we ever grow old, and...
    ninaskye ninaskye
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2012

    I Love Him

    well i met a boy around the age of 7 years old hated him with all my guts , but i was little . years passed by i turned 15 years old . few months after we seen each other again at sailfest . we couldnt stop looking at each other . After i left sailfest he wrote to me on myspace...
    15shannonmariee 15shannonmariee
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2012

    Young Love

    I've been friend with Michael since sixth grade. He was the guy that everyone was friends with and could get on your nerves pretty easily. But I liked him because he was so headstrong and what you saw was what you got. All through middle school we were good friends. We told each...
    BridgetFitzsimmons BridgetFitzsimmons
    18-21, F
    Jun 23, 2012

    Girls Love Girls

    I love her so much, I think I overcone our relationship but I'm not sure about it. She's my friend and I love our friendship but I want more. We are just friends now but I can't forget the past time when she was my girl. Girlfriend. Girlfriend. GIRLFRIEND. This word just resound...
    s4me s4me
    18-21, F
    Nov 3, 2013

    I Am Inlove With My First Love~

    This is the story of my first love and I am still very much in love with him. I had been over guys for a long time because of my first boyfriend. At this point, I was sure that No man would ever suit my tastes, so I started dating females. That's right I had my lesbian phase with...
    SariahMiller SariahMiller
    22-25, F
    Apr 27, 2013

    I Am Still In Love With My First Love

    My first love was a delightful, vivacious girl of 15 when I first met her at a new church my parents began attending. I was 15, too, but my brother was 18 and had his drivers license, so we decided to double date. He was focused on some other chick at the same church. I...
    1949GW 1949GW
    61-65, M
    Sep 18, 2012

    First Love

    Actually he was my schoolmate..... He is very handsome and kind loving and caring ; ; ; we started to love since 2 years Daily we go out and share everything ; ;We had understanding...... My friends enjoyed kissing themselves with their lovedones But we did not have physical...
    ramyas100 ramyas100
    18-21, F
    Aug 12, 2013

    Geezer

    I might be a bit confused about my sexuality, but I do know for sure I am homoromantic. Right now I am in 10th grade. In 5th grade, I befriended my crush. She went by the name "Meg," though I had many other stupid nicknames for her (ex. Geezer). I have been raised in a very...
    Suburbandepress Suburbandepress
    13-15, F
    Jan 3, 2013

    I met him at the first meeting of the Speech

    Team in college. I did not even want to be on the speech team but my dad knew the coach and they convinced me this would be a good thing for me. I was rather shy. At this time in my life I would have rather blended than stand out. As I sat in the room waiting for other...
    CherylLedwidge CherylLedwidge
    46-50, F
    Mar 7, 2014

    A Long Way From Me

    I MISS HIM when i was a senior in HS he was in the military and would fly me out to see him. when he was at a mock missin for 10 day someone lied and told him i cheated on him. then when he came to town he wouldnt see me. fast forward a year later. he was home on leave for a...
    aprilfool22 aprilfool22
    22-25
    Jan 29, 2013

    The First Girl I Ever Loved

    iv loved her since the day i met her she was the nicest person ive ever met she treated me like i was humin this is allso my biggest regret i never got the courage to ask her out she now is out of my life but i miss her so much but she is dating this guy and shes happy so thats...
    kalebm kalebm
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 7, 2013

    I'M So Blessed :)

    I am one very happy girl :) I am engaged to my AMAZING fiancé <333 The one and only guy I've ever truly loved and been in love with<3333 I love him with alllllllll my heart<3333 and I also continually fall in love with him over and over again every single day :) I am...
    hisnaughtygirl69 hisnaughtygirl69
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2013

    I Just Can'T Forget

    We've been broke up for 7 months now and we went out for 7 months and i cant get him out of my head! I just feel as if i want to talk to him all the time, i want to tell him everything because of how close we were when we seeing each other and how when things went wrong he always...
    onlygoingup onlygoingup
    16-17, F
    May 19, 2013

    I'll Never Forget Him...

    Every now and again I would think about him and remember all the wonderful times we had. What upsets me is that it had to end. If you have read my previous story, you will see how hard it is for me to trust boys with secrets. We actually met on the internet at the age of 14 on...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2012

    I Still Have Feelings For My First Love......

    i wish him to be back with me. i truly love him.... i always thinks of him wherever i am or whatever i am doing.......? is this call love? why do i feel so restless? How am i gone to know what's his feelings for me?????????
    CutygirlAlisha CutygirlAlisha
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

    I Married The Wrong Man

    i have been married for three years now. Had two wonderfull kids. But recently my first love contacted me at the same time my husband and i are having problems. Im still inlove with my first love. He said i should get a devorce to be with him. But i dont want to hurt my kids...
    Whynothim Whynothim
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 11, 2013

    I'M Still With Him! ♥

    Im a junior now and me and my love have been dating 3 and a half years. Everytime i see him, i feel like im about to faint. When he says i love you mami, i melt into the ground. I had fallen and he picked me up. We exchanged hearts. Our love journey started November 21, 2010...
    EastSideGirl806 EastSideGirl806
    18-21, F
    Mar 18, 2013

    First Loves Are They Forever?

    back in highschool on the first day, this boy asked me out ..But i came from quite a strict family, and was dealing with a lot of problems for my age and i said not to him,bu t over the years i got to know him and i started to like him, he seemed genuinely interested in my life...
    FeelingfarFARaway FeelingfarFARaway
    18-21
    1 Response Sep 21, 2012

    Her

    I'm 13. I actually still like "her", but she doesn't know that..."her" name is Brooke Taute, and she (at least in my eyes) is extremely beautiful, pretty, cute, funny, nice and sweet. I am indeed an idiot though, because she is single and I don't have the guts to ask her out. She...
    ataute721 ataute721
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 18, 2012

    The Guy With Jet Black Hair

    And it might be stupid in anyone's ear, it might be ridiculous to yours, that you are the person I'm close most to, and you to me. We check out libraries together, telling me to read a certain book you'd think I'd love. There you are standing right in front of me, But I'm not...
    amorest amorest
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2013

    I Met Her When She Was 13.

    I am now 51, and I still love her very much. We met in Church and it took a while to win her affection. We were together until she was 21. I lost my virginity to her at 19 and she was 16. She was/is my soulmate and I still think of her every day. Her name was Stacey and she...
    cvann5 cvann5
    51-55, M
    Nov 20, 2012

    My First Love.

    I recently broke up with my girlfriend, of almost 5 years, and I honestly I don't know how to feel right now. I absolutely love this girl to death but things just weren't working out. The past is a big issue with our relationship..and as much as I try not to dwell on it..I do. I...
    Dylanakacody Dylanakacody
    18-21, M
    Jun 13, 2013

    Love Of A Super Educated Guy From Poor Background Family

    a boy lost his father few years back and now lost his mother too. he is in 7 std from a poor lower caste family. as he wanted to study further he gone to his mama house. his mama is also very poor but supported him to study further in a govt school. he works with his mama and...
    adi99 adi99
    26-30, F
    May 14, 2013

    My Best Friend

    My first love was and still is my best friend. I met her the summer before I started high school. My friends and I were playing soccer that day and I dropped the ball. I got to know her later. I just fell for her. We went to China together and she held my hand and kissed me on...
    VQYP VQYP
    22-25, F
    Feb 25, 2013

    Got A Qustion

    two of my friends wann go swiming nude im 14 ther 13 and 14 is this normal  they saw they wanna compare stuff i play football and am comfortable people seeing me
    vipperdude vipperdude
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Feb 18, 2013

    After 35 Years....still in Love

    I met my first love at 17 and we began dating a year later. We were together on and off for 5 years. I wanted to marry him at 23 but he was not ready. He wanted to become a pediatrician first. We both moved away in 1983 and have never been on the same continent since. Between...
    catou catou
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Nov 23, 2012

    He was my first love.

    We were both young, but I was crazy in love with him! For 5 years we were together on and off. The reason for the on and off I think is because he was trying to find his way- like I said we were young- and he liked to hang with his friends! He was not ready to get married and...
    Stillinlove72 Stillinlove72
    36-40
    1 Response Dec 1, 2013

    I Love You

    You were my fist love. Even though we were never in a relationship, it felt like we were. You were my best friend and you still are. You showed me what loving someone really felt like. You showed me what I wanted to feel when I fall in love with someone. If I meet a guy and they...
    nadine17 nadine17
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

    My Friend/Love

    I meet my first love in HS I really cared about her we just never worked out in the end. But what is nice is we are still very good friends to this day 13 years later. She has the biggest heart and very compassionate to others. I still care about her and would love the chance...
    xHurley xHurley
    31-35, M
    1 Response Feb 27, 2013

    I Still Smile When I Think About Him . . .

    My story is tumultuous and I wish I could change it. I met my first love when were both 16 and we dated for about two years. We were inseparable and our conversations flowed so easily. I never felt like he judged me for any reason and I felt complete when we were together...
    mmiller0415 mmiller0415
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2012

    He Was Amazing<3

    Well my first love, his name is hammad. (we dated online) we met on an app on our ipods. we met july 4th 2010. & we quickly became good friends. we skyped that nice from 10pm-8am it was intence. and the best part about it, was i could be myself(: and he didnt try getting me to do...
    TheShyGurl TheShyGurl
    13-15, F
    Sep 19, 2012

    i know this is long but PLEASE READ i really

    need some feedback ok its been two years since i even remotely spoke to my ex boyfriend let me give some back story we were together for three years on and off he was my first love first everything and has remained the love of my life we met when i was 15 years old he was 18 or...
    pisceespieces pisceespieces
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2014

    I Will Always Love Him

    We met 20 years ago, dated for about one year. He was my first everything. He moved and we were done. At the time of breakup, I did okay, other than I rebounded quickly with other guys, to get my mind off him, I guess. In fact, I didn't really think of him that much for about 16...
    justlostme justlostme
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2013

    Any Advice Would Be Appreciated

    I have been married for five years and all of this time, I am still in love with my first love. He was one of my best friends in middle school, and I was 15 when I realized I was in love with him. I told him two years later, and he told me he didn't feel that way. He was in love...
    mickey10186 mickey10186
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 16, 2012

    First Love

    I was in 5th grade and there was a boy named Timmy. We have known each other since kindergarten and have like each other ever since then. My parents know Timmy's Parents and we have always been friends. So one day someone told Timmy that I liked him and he did too so he asked me...
    megs196 megs196
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2012

    Still Desperately In Love With Her

    I wish I could explain to her how sorry I am. How all I think about is her. How every night I dream of when we were together and happy. I want to try to win her back, but I want her to be happy and I wonder if she's happier without me. It's been two years nearly since we broke up...
    mattandnetta mattandnetta
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Nov 23, 2012

    The Heart Loves Who The Heart Loves.......

    This connection with my first love has been a real learning experience~ it has taken me over 22 years to uncover the truth of our connection. As time continues to unfold~ it brings more wisdom and at times more patience. I have been reading the posts on this site for over three...
    positivemamma positivemamma
    41-45
    Apr 24, 2013

    I Still Love Him

    23 yrs ago when his friend was dating my sister, his friend had been over to see my sister and left a few of his papers at my house. One of them had a number on it. I was 13 so I called it. That was the day I talked to the man I would love for the rest of my life. Between then...
    Beth909 Beth909
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2012

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