I Still Love Her

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 127 People

    Writing on her is beyond nerve wracking.

    Guys , she's back again. I have been with my guy for almost 3 years now, and her she is again. Ready to spin my world around and be a part of it, but as my friend. She is still with the ******* idiot girlfriend of hers. I hate that woman bc it's so hard to make my hate not...
    WhiteOrchid403 WhiteOrchid403
    22-25, F
    Jan 8, 2015

    Almost 3 Years Later

    Back in Dec.2010, I was writing about the girl who literally flipped my world upside down. I knew from the second I saw her she was special. and I'm not talking about the corny cheesy bullshit. She and I shared this energy I have yet to experience with anyone else. Its like a...
    WhiteOrchid403 WhiteOrchid403
    22-25, F
    Mar 25, 2013

    It was 2006/2007.I am doing my B.

    E in Mehdipatnam, Hyderabad.I was sad and not feeling well those days. I happened to see a beautiful girl nearby my hostel.i felt ecstasy for the first time in my life.I felt life.after 6 month she left that place.gradually I felt her absence.i saw many other beautiful girls but...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 2, 2015

    It's clear as crystal

    that we can never be together anymore. Her religion and her family are the main reasons why we broke up. She knew that it was already wrong when we dated. She said she's sorry that she loved me but she can't stand on it. I love her...so much...and I accept everything even it...
    Achelle07 Achelle07
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 27, 2015

    i still hold her in my arms everynight,

    i still wish her a good night and kiss her head, i miss u babe :(
    lebanongirl lebanongirl
    22-25
    Jan 25

    Cassie Renae Ketchum.

    I still love her and I always will. She was my best friend and my protector, even though she was much younger than me. Beautiful even though she didn't see it. I am the one who failed her. I'll always regret not staying in contact with her...
    DeletedDeletedDeleted DeletedDeletedDeleted
    31-35, F
    May 2, 2014

    A Love Never Realized

    Goodness, where do I start? Well, my name is Hal and this is the story of a girl named J whom I love with all of my heart and soul. I met her in the sophomore year of high school - World History class to be exact. I'd never had a real girlfriend up to that point, and she was...
    hal1776 hal1776
    22-25
    1 Response Jan 2, 2012

    I understood her words

    after her first wishes for my birthday. Even after I had broken her heart and dreams, she still remembered my birth date and being so far and hidden from me, she wished me exactly at 12 am. Gosh, she was the first person to wish me which really touched my heart. I know these...
    Devil08 Devil08
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 28, 2014

    I miss my girlfriend

    so much. She means the world to me. She cries every time I leave and I feel terrible nd then we Skype every night but its not the same because I know she's sad but then I can no longer hug her and tell her it'll all be ok. I love every second of being with her but every second...
    forgottenluna forgottenluna
    18-21, M
    Apr 8, 2015

    She was my childhood best friend,

    she her sister, I didn't have much friends, but I always felt she's much different than other people, as kids she and her twin sister were unrecognisable from each other for most people, yet I never got mistaken. She left the school at grade 2, I continued my life, with all the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 14

    I still love her. There's no stopping that.

    She meant the world to me. I felt special and safe and calm with her. Just finally happy. Damn I miss her so much. If I could just talk to her. Just have one last hug
    6oh3 6oh3
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 2, 2014

    I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For

    It was meant to be from the very start. We met on Facebook of all places. She was being absolutely ridiculous and I thought it was so cute. We talked for hours, having never spoken before or even met face-to-face. She was a few years younger than I was and I tried to fight it...
    burnes burnes
    22-25, M
    Oct 22, 2013
    ColdHeartedDungeonBat ColdHeartedDungeonBat
    16-17, F
    Oct 3, 2015

    Tell her I still love her too,

    sometimes more than I can bare! That I think of her EVERY single day that goes by and that I miss her so much that sometimes I just can't concentrate on anything but the beautiful image of her in my mind. Tell her I wish that things could have been different too. I wish that...
    madesomemistakes madesomemistakes
    26-30, M
    Feb 26, 2015

    I was in a long distance relationship,

    back in 2007. I loved her with all my heart. Then, suddenly, she broke things off. It crushed me. Like, imagine the Titanic landing on a grape. Crushed. Obliterated. Battered. To this day, I have been unable to love another person. Since the day she ripped out my heart with a...
    Youdontknowmedontpretend Youdontknowmedontpretend
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 7, 2014

    Crazy In Love With Her....still.

    I've been struggling with this problem for what seems like forever now. Reality is that it's been about 2.5 years and I'm in love with a girl I cannot have. The thing was we were never even official. I took her out a few times and immediately I was crazy about her but I took...
    blackmamba2424 blackmamba2424
    22-25
    3 Responses Aug 8, 2011

    To Tell The Truth...

    There was no joy like staring in to her eyes every morning I slept next to her. Her face her smile, her jokes. Her sensitivity yet how she remained strong. She was everything. For so long she was everything. Everything I thought about. Everything I did. Everything I wanted. I...
    Paz2859 Paz2859
    22-25
    1 Response Mar 30, 2012

    Hightime Missing Her...

    She is now married to someone else but i dont know why I still love her, still miss her, still wish too see her every possible moment. .. i really cribb If i dont meet her any day.. i need to get outta it... i have to .. I dont want her to suffer bcoz of this weird behavior of...
    ambuj03 ambuj03
    26-30, M
    May 17, 2013

    Im in a relationship that's healthy

    but i can't stop thinking about my ex. Kinda pathetic that we've been broken up almost 2 years and i still wake up with her on the peak of mind. And i love my girlfriend but i never fell outta love with my ex. Lifes a *****.
    Zeez777 Zeez777
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 11, 2015

    my first love recently added me on Facebook we

    don't talk but when she likes or comments on something of mine i think of what use to be she has a new girlfriend and so do i but is it wrong that i hate to see her with someone else is it wrong that i want her back i love my girl but we are drifting apart what do i do
    broken1228 broken1228
    22-25, F
    Jan 3, 2015

    Tonight was wonderful.

    It could be like this all the time. except I'd have the ability to touch her, hold her and make her realize she made the wrong choice. God.... Idk what to do anymore!!!! We have an energy that everyone around us notices. We're both dating people and our partners always mention...
    WhiteOrchid403 WhiteOrchid403
    22-25, F
    Feb 4, 2015

    Me and my ex have broke up 1 year

    and 8 months ago. I broke up with her cause I was in a bad spot in life and I started to become something I wasn't. I lied to her near the end and would argue with her and hurt her. To me I felt I was taking her down with me so I broke up with her so she could be happy and so I...
    Joshisthename Joshisthename
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 21

    It's been about 4 years

    since she and I broke up. I haven't been able to care about anything long term since. I know I can't have her back in my life. She wants absolutely nothing to do with me because she blames me for the worst thing that's ever happened to her. I'm her scapegoat. Normally I can...
    secretphoenix secretphoenix
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 9

    "Time, it needs time To win back your love

    again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can bring back your love someday I will be there, I will be there I'll fight, babe, I'll fight To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can break down the wall someday I will be there, I...
    that1brownguy that1brownguy
    22-25, M
    Feb 3

    We Both Still Love Each Other But We Can't Be Together

    I had an affair with a married woman. It started about 5 months ago. I called it off once and we didn't see each other for a few weeks. We still spoke during that time. Eventually we met up again "to clear the air" and, inevitably, things happened again. For the about a...
    craftybob craftybob
    31-35
    4 Responses Feb 12, 2011

    She's Better Off

    We only dated for a month. I was cheating on my girlfriend for her. She was dating her ex at the same time. It was a mess of feelings.. but we were together 24/7. I loved her. I fell in a matter of days. I miss her, everyday. She invited me to a party just to humiliate me, she...
    illCanvas illCanvas
    16-17, M
    Dec 20, 2012

    Missing Her

    I have been on EP for a few weeks, and only made a few confessions, but this is my story.  It was missing her, that led me here. EP is my own little secret, I come to read everyone else's stories, and I find great comfort in knowing that there are others who feel the same I do...
    still1034 still1034
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2011

    A Very Broken Heart

    I married my high school sweetheart almost 39 years ago when she was 18 and I was 19.  We have three grown children and 9 grandchildren. Six years after we were married I was working as an Elementary School Principal. I met her at a meeting at another school was was...
    Mistau Mistau
    56-60, M
    5 Responses Apr 18, 2007

    Love. How Can One Describe The Indescribable? And How Could I Stop An Emotion I Didn’t Want?

    To keep it anonymous I will use fake names, ages, and will categorize places and events with very vague terminology.I was a Cadet in the JROTC/CAP/Sea Cadets. It was the beginning of my senior year and I was the Second-in-Command of my unit of 200+ people. I was given a smaller...
    ZAKUII ZAKUII
    18-21, M
    Nov 16, 2011

    I have this relationship with this girl

    for about a year now, I met her when we had like 5 and we never talked since then. When I saw her again I kinda liked her.So I invited her to the movies and made clear that I liked her We started to talk and she had a lot of problems, I enjoyed helping people so I loved helping...
    jetrax jetrax
    22-25
    Feb 19, 2015

    I am in a committed relationship,

    and love the woman I am with. However, I continually think about an ex-girlfriend. The thoughts are unwanted. When she and I were together she felt like my soul mate, but it didn't work out. The thoughts have become less frequent over time, but I still love her. I just want...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 17, 2014

    Still Do..

     After all that has happened After everything we said After all this time I really felt like I'd be okay But no matter what I do No matter how many lines I break Somehow she always finds a link back into my life. And now that her door is open again And now...
    SolarDjango SolarDjango
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 19, 2009

    I wasn't going to write this stuff anymore

    but every time I have gone to pick out something I can write about, this one kept saying Pick me, Pick me So here I am. Its hard to write this one. Things are pretty messed up right now. It has actually been long enough for my foggy mind to remember what it was exactly...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Mar 22

    My ex and I Dated for 6 months.

    ... I get that it's not that long at all but in those six months I was a better person, I was happy, and everything was going right. She was absolutely adorable and she was so kind. But I screwed up and she dumped me 8 months ago. I moved on and we were at a distance. We both saw...
    JonBenik JonBenik
    18-21, M
    Apr 4, 2014

    Ok well I'm kind of bad at expressing my

    feelings I guess but I have to tell someone what I have been threw in the last 6 years. So anyways it began back in the spring of 2009 I was going threw a time when I was very lonely but I was at peace with myself an everyone. I met this girl who was 10 years older than me we...
    Jimpartridge Jimpartridge
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 18, 2014

    I Still Love Her

    Almost 3 years ago now I met 2 amazing women, we can call them Anny and Nika, 16 Y.O. I hit it off immediately with both of them so I decided to go on dates with both of them, I took Nika out Friday and we hung out drank, smoked, just chilled, I was more myself than ever before...
    portugal1 portugal1
    18-21, M
    Apr 11, 2013

    I Gave Her My All

    I've known her since highschool, she didn't know me. 3 years ago she moved back to town and we became friends. She only dated girls then one day she got a boyfriend. I was stunned, but determined. This guy wouldn't last I knew I'd do everything to win her heart when they broke up...
    DeadpoolPsg DeadpoolPsg
    26-30
    Jul 10, 2012

    I've been dating the most amazing woman on earth

    for two years. She broke up with me two months ago. She told me she doesn't love me the way she used to. Two days later, we made love. We cuddled. Said I love you to each other. Held each other like it was the last time we were going to see each other. A month later, we were...
    bpperson bpperson
    22-25, F
    Sep 26, 2014

    It has been over 30 years

    since I last saw her,I amm married and so is she. But I have never really had any closure from my love for her. We met by way of my step sister ,after we met I immediately wanted to go out with her. I did have a girlfreind at the time and my relationship with her was coming to...
    highlander21666 highlander21666
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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