I Still Love My Ex, Even After All This Time

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    I still love here even it is almost 2 years

    since we broke up..when i look at her picture.. it brings back the pain.. i guess we are friends now..i'm hoping to get her back..need some advice..while im typing this the music i used to listen when we broke just played.(i played it in shuffle).
    moen431 moen431
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 22, 2014

    Not In Love

    But there will always be a place in my heart for her.  We even talk once in a while and it's been close to 20 years since we broke up.
    IamGone IamGone
    41-45, M
    4 Responses May 2, 2011

    I Still Love Him After All These Years

    We were together when we were 14, and then I had to move.  We broke up over the distance, but I still think of him now at 20.  I feel like we never had that closure, to see what we could've been now.  I fell the hardest for him, he was my best friend.  Every other guy I've...
    LoveMeTheWayIWas LoveMeTheWayIWas
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 7, 2011

    I Still Love Him With Everything I Have, But I Can't Even Talk To Him </3

    Back when I was thirteen, I made a lot of friends over the internet. I was super close to them ALL. Well, I became especially close with one named Jeydon. When it was a week from my 14th birthday, we decided to get together. He was 17 when we met but 18 when we got together. (I...
    KeiKeiChan KeiKeiChan
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2012

    February 21, 2007

    It's been 9 months and 287 days since we've been together. I know that sounds obsessive, and a little stalker-like to count the day since you and your boyfriend broke up, but i don't see it as that. I see it more as a way of proving myself that each day, i don't need him in my...
    edubz edubz
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2007

    I don't I have realized

    after I divorced him it's taken me a while to see the forest threw the trees so to speak he was manipulating if it wasn't all about him he was angry upset even used the actual feeling depressed but it was always someone else who had done these things to him He would make up the...
    kimy51 kimy51
    51-55, F
    Apr 15, 2014

    Wow.

    I have a boyfriend now,but it...I don't know, it just doesn't feel the same. I remember the feeling of being with my ex, so alive, so new, so happy.  I doubt I will ever feel this way ever again, so I am just "settling"...we have a son together and I want him to...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Jan 13, 2008

    Always On My Mind

     he haunts my dreams, comsumes most of my thoughts I feel like only a half a person without him ok no more about him i am going to make it a goal
    sweetstacey sweetstacey
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2008

    Sadly I didn't realize it

    until she died! Not that I was holding on to getting back with her and now that's impossible. But that we shared so much of our lives together when we were married 15 years and have two sons together. We were friends and involved. The basic reason we were divorced was because...
    JoanieNewHampshire JoanieNewHampshire
    61-65, T
    5 Responses Mar 18

    Should I Get Back With Him?

    we were together for 3 years..it was the best time of my life..we have the similar interest and hobbies. we were even voted the BEST COUPLES in secondary school..haha! those were the days.. however, we broke up due to the long ditance..now after 2 years without any contact.. he...
    sporttygurl sporttygurl
    18-21
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2008

    Its been two years, and we truly have not

    stopped loving each other. I'm lucky tho l, cause he wants me back. He made me wait two horrible years for him to say it, but he still loves me too and wants me back
    AlicebeneyisSilvereyes AlicebeneyisSilvereyes
    18-21, F
    Apr 14, 2014

    I know we have only been broken up

    for around 5 months and i am the one that left, but that i can't let go of 4 almost 5 years just like that. just because i left does not mean i did not love you or that i don't regret it but its cool you will always have a spot in my heart and set high standards for the next if...
    ReallyConfusedTeen ReallyConfusedTeen
    18-21, M
    Mar 19

    Still Grief Stricken..

    Hello....I was married for 20 years. My husband left me and our 2 children for another woman...it was terribly painful but my ex husband is NOT who I am lovesick broken hearted over...no, its the man I met 3 years after my divorce. David. We first had a beautiful 6 month long...
    stargazer4u stargazer4u
    41-45, F
    Aug 19, 2012

    Why Do I Still Love Him

    It's been about 6 months but I still love him. I think about him every day. I have a new boyfriend and I do like him but I can't help but love my ex more and it pains me. It really does. He has a new girlfriend and I can't help but want to stick her head in a blender every...
    KenniAstronaut KenniAstronaut
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Dec 15, 2007

    25 Years Ago and Still In Love

    Back in my younger days - I met someone I knew from school out in a club.  We began dating and my heart stood still every time I saw him.  During this time a family member died and my boyfriend went out of town for a while.  I was drinking heavily because of the...
    nhcresmdf nhcresmdf
    46-50
    1 Response Nov 17, 2008

    Should I Go Back To Him..

    The first time i seen Greg* was in my local pub, i fell for him immediatly. I was so attracted to him, he had deep brown eyes, dark hair, facial hair and such a nice build. I never spoke to him because i knew from other people who he was, and that he had a girlfriend and child...
    Stefxo Stefxo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2011

    I've been in an on & off relationship with my

    ex. He's a United States marine.. I regretted that I didn't trust him. & I think, no matter how many more guys I meet in the future, he'll still hold a special place in my heart... Idk, but we do have this special connection. Even tho we don't message each other anymore, I know...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 6

    My girl's name is and was Lucy.

    We've dated three times now. I feel like an idiot for giving her a third chance but I really do think maybe it could work out this time. Last year was bad for all of us. Both me and her were still working out our sexualities and we have come to readily and proudly accept who we...
    Draviel Draviel
    16-17, F
    Feb 1, 2014

    Why can't I stop loving him? <3 Even after 4 Heart Breaks?

    I ment this guy over the internet, lives completely out of country. I ment him over a art sharing website, we bonded on there and also threw Skype. He was always the person I could go to if I needed someone to talk to and never judged either and visa-versa. After about 4 months...
    rockstar3m5 rockstar3m5
    13-15
    1 Response Jan 14, 2012

    He Could Be Gone Any Day And He'Ll Never Know

    I had a boyfriend a couple of years ago, and we didn't work out. We had dated twice and broke up both times. I still love him to this day, but he graduated last year and is now in the army, shipped overseas. I'm scared because I want to tell him how I feel, but I can never see...
    KeiKeiChan KeiKeiChan
    18-21, F
    Feb 6, 2013

    I Cant Help It

    Even after all the times he hurt me i still cant help but love him. Even after he left me for the third time for some chick he barely knows and she told me she didn't like him. Even after all the broken promises, and being ignored. Even after holding him while he cried over the...
    CatherinDoll CatherinDoll
    18-21, F
    Dec 17, 2007

    I Helped My Exboy Friend

    come to my page and read my story tell me what you think
    halfgone halfgone
    26-30, F
    Mar 19, 2008

    Still Love Ma Exx :( Help Me.

    I liked him for two yrz den we dated den broke and it's been a yr n half to dat bt i still Love em D: every heart beat cries his name
    aimenstacey aimenstacey
    18-21, F
    Jan 31, 2011

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