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I Still Love My Ex-lover

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    I Still Love Him

    So i've been married for two years on Tuesday and I had an affair with my best-friend during the first year.  I've always been attracted to him but it wasn't till i started having marital problems that i put my feelings out there.  We had an amazing time together...
    INeedMore INeedMore 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2009

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    I Can't Get Over My "ex"

    I have been with my current boyfriend for over 10 years and still can't get over my "ex"  I say ex in parenthesis because we never officially became a couple, but we wrote letters daily and went on a few dates, and would kiss at school etc etc. The reason we never got together...
    hopelessromantic17 hopelessromantic17 26-30, F 2 Responses May 15, 2011

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    Feelings Are Always There

    I don't even know where to begin. I guess I should start by saying that I have been married to a wonderful man for 11 years now and no matter what I do, I cant shake my ex. He is always in the back of my mind. I don't understand why. My ex was the light of my life. He was my...
    thinker329 thinker329 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2009

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    My Ex Lover Is In My Life

    I have recently been dumped by my best friend, my best lover and arguably the most important female in my life. Here's the problem: We had an ongoing passionate affair for a year and a half and we were both in relationships that we couldn't seem to get out of. Both of us felt...
    tidal9 tidal9 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 24, 2010

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